Tout le Monde,

Talk about learning a little and living a little.  Since my face with death I haven't been doing much of anything.  Laying low to the ground and stuck in my room.  No degree, no boyfriend, no car, no life, I guess that I was in a mode of stillness. 

Well last night I was invited out by Different.  I was hesitant to go.  I was fine with just staying in on a Saturday night.  None-the-less I collected myself and decided, what the hell, I can't stay in my room forever. 

So I've been talking to some guys, just making conversation, seeing what's out there.  I don't hang out with them, never properly met them.  As weird as this situation always is I figure... What the hell!  Meet and greet! lol

So I without thinking invite this guy to meet up with me and my friends to hang out that night. 

ahhh too distracted i'll finish this later

~au revoir