Tout le Monde,

lol I'm taking a break and surfing the web. So here I go thinking again and thought I'd make a note of it.

So I think that I'm just a magnet for guys that are not right for me or guys that just turn the key, make the car start, but then soon after stalls.

Hm new code names lol. These are potential and hopeless guys that I've come in contact with since 5/16.  we have:

     BB, tall seems nice but 18 and government property lol

     Crazy, I think he likes me but his past disgusts me and he's also government property

     Drunkard, said he likes me but name says it all and... governement property

     Hm...

     Lil Vamp, I think likes me but, short and government property

     The Stick, very outgoing but 20 er 21? and once again government property

     Caught My Eye, seems the non-stereo typical of the bunch, sings, however, i later find out the names not what I would like it to be, and gee governement property

     Different, different from the recent ex's, career change (a minus), and I need to get to know him more

     Essex, reminds me of my brother somehow (not resembles, get it right!), need to know him more, didn't respond to my e-mail, friend says don't bother

     Weird Guy, very intriguing, need to know him more, friend says don't bother

     Neighbor 1, waved high to me as he drove off, haven't properly introduced myself yet

     Neighbor 2, stares, haven't properly introduced myself yet

     Neighbor 3, stares, haven't properly introduced myself yet

     Oldy, seems nice, seems committed, but 38 (it's more than the number factor)

So the saga of people I probably shouldn't date.  We'll see what happens.  At least now there is a key that I can use to sort out my boys/men.

I would have liked to have something happen between me and BB.  I really liked talking to him. He seemed pretty laid back and polite.  I would think that we was old enough, but he's not and he's government property.  I can't date any of those guys.

Caught My Eye, litterally caught my eye.  It started out with him talking to me via 'facial expressions' across rowdy government properties.  And then we actually would have mini conversations that night. Definately didn't seem like the typical government property that I'm acustomed to but none the less, governement property.  I would hate to upset Air Force 1 on my quest to push for separate life experiences, by dating within his realm.  The boy can sing though, ugh swoooon! 

It would have been nice to try out Weird Guy, cute, tall, pretty smile, but the friend says no.  It would be nice someone in the same field at me, who understands what archy's have to go through. I don't know how local he is but apparently I heard that he dorms so that's a plus.  I just have to make sure he's not an out of stater because they suck! lol

And then there is Neighbor 1,2, or 3.  Who knows, you can't get anymore local than that!  And I'm sure at least one of them is intrigued by me I just need to figure out a way to introduce myself without being too suburbanited. lol

Ugh! speaking of which.  I know that there are people that I right about that read this. lol I really don't mean to potentially hurt them but I might have.  This is just where I vent where I keep my thoughts.  The positive for me is that I can say any and everything and find release and get advise, however the negative is that people that I right about could read it and can't handle what I right.  But that would be the same for everyone else.  The positive for them would be that they would get a clue as to how I feel about them, however the negative side is that they might not be able to take what I right constructively.

Such is life.

~Maybe I'm done for today