Tout Le Monde,

I woke up not too long ago and I'm stoked!  Two days in a row so far that I woke up on the right side of the bed.  I'm happy and this morning Hopeless was the first thing in my mind! Yay So now we're even and I'm not a complete hard ass.

Tuesday night was a mess but I think that the Dallas Mavericks taking a win agains the Warriors just made my week lol.  Just playing, that did make me happy though, one more win. 

Well the reason why I brought that up is because I did something funny with Hopeless.  Poor thing tends to be shy around my roomate and her boyfriend so he doesn't like being under the covers, in his boxers.  Like who the hell is going to be looking at you any way.  I won't... I just feel for ya. lol  Focus, focus.  So anyway I pinned up a sheat so that it canopied over half of my bed.  Needless to say behind that sheet and with the that prude of a boyfriend of mine, I managed to watch my team win and discretely get laid!  Nothing better than that! lol

So maybe that made things smoother than earlier that day.  Or maybe I talked myself to chill out.  But I really think that it was because Hopeless found it necessary to console me when I was obviously disappointed at the situation.  That part I loved.  And it trickled over to yesterday with him being really sweet, like close to how he was during the first month of us sweet.  And this morning, close to the sweet messages that I used to get before.

I hope this high lasts for some time before I wig out again. lol It's just that guys are guys and I'm sure he'll feel so comfortable with me again that he'll forget to do the sweet things that got me hooked from the beginning.  Little does he know that relationships at least with me is one that constantly needs water, otherwise I bounce!  That's why I love to do throw parties, or make breakfast, or just plain think of things to show him that.

~ You Never Know, It Might Work!