Tout Le Monde,

Oh bloody hell!  I feel like I'm in highschool again!  You know stupid shit that people need to pull in order to feel good about themselves.

So Hopelesse's roomate has this schtick against me.  Probably because he feels like his roomie left him alone.  I have no ties with Hopeless he does whatever he pleases and I do not ask for any kind of chains as you have probably read in previous entries.  But this fucker here feels the need to pick at me like some bomb waiting to go off.  I'm sorry but you're not even worth the frown to get tossled over.

The reason why I left the dinner table tonight was because I know that I'm right.  And to the right and right in front of me, would whine and wave their pompous asshole faces trying to make some kind of statement to me and some kind to everyone else.  Plain and simple, "You aren't God's gift to people and if you continue to believe so and treat other people like shit then Karma on you!"

But there is no way on Earth I'm going to let this roomie have the slightest satisfaction.  Come up with whatever crap that he's got on any given day for any amount of days.  That will never cause me no harm.  I've been through more shit than some ameteur archy wannabe from butt fucking Miami, Paterson... whatever the hell he wants to call himself.

What did bother me and the reason why I left was because the people that I did or do invest my time on would egg Stupid Roomie on regardless of whether it had anything to do with what he just said.

Point blank 'these certain people' who supposedly care about me.  If the fuck head is around don't give him any tools to provoke him.   That include some fucking skin head that I spent my personal time with before spring semester.  That includes the guy that is supposed to be my best friend.  And that also includes Hopeless.  No I'm not 'Really" a girl because I will not bat my eyes and take shit from anybody.

I'm not weak and no way would I want to show that so, belittle me on any day just not around your Stupid Small Dicked Roomie, because the boy doesn't know how to act like a  grown up and thankfully I have no right stomach to deal with immature shit heads that can potentially have any opportunities to get at me because his 'extra dick' is missing.

And this is me today.  Tired of this shit.  Tired of nobody wising up and getting with what I'm trying to say.  And this is why I'm SO MAD and SO UPSET.  The people that I would figure understand me... DON"T.  So here it is highschool again.  Like the only one stepping back and seeing all sides.  Where's mine? Why can't they see what I see?

Maybe this isn't the right type of crowd I should be dealing with.

L'ecole Shit!