Tout Le Monde,

Now it could be just me or I'm seeing some differences in Hopeless.  I think I may come off as a sexual fiend.  I don't know, but I don't think that there is anything wrong with a sexual appetite.

Anyhow, I'm laying here and now that my roomate has been gone for a good handful of hours, not once has this boy been aroused to do anything.  What does he want a written invitation?  I've pretty much done everything but bound the guy and rape him myself. lol

Oh wow that sounds pathetic.  Maybe he is tired, he is sleeping right now.  It's like 10 o'clock thought. What the hell?  It's bothering a little.  I know we did already before so I guess once a day keeps his 'demons' away, but what about mine?! lol

Gosh well before I start getting mad I guess I should get off this thing.  I mean I don't know what happened.  It's things like this that would leave a girl wondering whether or not they are pretty enough or good enough to 'ravish'.  Or maybe he's just not that interested that much anymore.  Or maybe he's just tired.  I just wish he'd tell me if it was me or if he just can't do it or doesn't feel like doing it.

Damnit!

Mission 'Get Laid' lol (sounds funny)