MENTAL NOTES OF MY LIFES ENDEAVORS
Entry for January 17, 2007

Bonjour Tout le Monde!




Wow can I get a "Where You've Been!"




Well straight to the point.  New semester, new outlook on life, and newfound singlehood!




Yes that's right Mr. Man last about as long as I knew it would.  A month of the 'new relationship honeymoon" and then five months into a blundering hell!




To much respect I would have given him considering that I didn't fall in love with him.  But to his demise, he gave me bullshit reasons for the break up.  I have been only been dumped once before and I am determined that guys pretty much suck at the sport.




When it comes down to it.  I luv his family and would not dare to disrespect them on any account, nor have I legitimately done that.  I gave no reason to make him believe that I was messing around because I always had been loyal and adoring to him.  I had given my self financially, physically, and most heartedly to him and his family.




I was thinking at one point that he got the better side of this deal.  And ipod, a party, room and board, final papers, projects, $173+ worth of prints, sex, and an ego boost when he needed one.




But I think I did! And so have all of you! No more bitching and complaining, blank stares and responses, laziness and stupid mistakes.  A time for me to now spend to all of you, to who ever.  Time to whoever comes along and will see the worthiness of me!  I am ready to give whole heartedly this time to the next relationship.




Granted it was much easier to take the break up since I didn't fall for him but I missed what came along with a relationship.  I wanna love and be loved.  And I'm ready when the time is right!




A bientot mon cheri!



2007-01-17 17:58:32 GMT
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