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| MENTAL NOTES OF MY LIFES ENDEAVORS | ||||
Entry for January 17, 2007
Bonjour Tout le Monde! Wow can I get a "Where You've Been!" Well straight to the point. New semester, new outlook on life, and newfound singlehood! Yes that's right Mr. Man last about as long as I knew it would. A month of the 'new relationship honeymoon" and then five months into a blundering hell! To much respect I would have given him considering that I didn't fall in love with him. But to his demise, he gave me bullshit reasons for the break up. I have been only been dumped once before and I am determined that guys pretty much suck at the sport. When it comes down to it. I luv his family and would not dare to disrespect them on any account, nor have I legitimately done that. I gave no reason to make him believe that I was messing around because I always had been loyal and adoring to him. I had given my self financially, physically, and most heartedly to him and his family. I was thinking at one point that he got the better side of this deal. And ipod, a party, room and board, final papers, projects, $173+ worth of prints, sex, and an ego boost when he needed one. But I think I did! And so have all of you! No more bitching and complaining, blank stares and responses, laziness and stupid mistakes. A time for me to now spend to all of you, to who ever. Time to whoever comes along and will see the worthiness of me! I am ready to give whole heartedly this time to the next relationship. Granted it was much easier to take the break up since I didn't fall for him but I missed what came along with a relationship. I wanna love and be loved. And I'm ready when the time is right! A bientot mon cheri! 2007-01-17 17:58:32 GMT
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