Now I Understand

I can't believe I missed the signs
That you were so miserable
And yet I didn't notice
Why was I so stupid?

Now I'm left alone
Because you couldn't take it anymore
I'm sorry, my friend, I didn't know
I wish I could have shared your pain

Why didn't you tell me
How bad you were feeling?
Did you think I wouldn't listen?
I'm afraid you thought I didn't care

Now, as I stand here by your grave
My blood staining the grass
Under which your body lies
Burried in the cold earth long ago

As I prepare to joing you
The world biegins to blur
But the picture of you becomes clearer
Now I understand