Lost

I can only be hurt so many times

Before I give up trying

My heart can only break

So many times before it breaks for good

If you keep hurting me

Eventually, I'll stop reaching out

Sooner or later I'll withdraw completely

Deep inside the shell of my mind

Untouchable behing high walls

Unreachable by you, or anyone else

I'll be lost.

One day my heart won't just break

It'll shatter, just like my dreams

Which you crushed without seeing

Never understanding how much they meant

Only knowing they weren't the same as yours

But why should they be

You're a bitch and I'm a geek

Like chalk and cheese

Only now I'm cheese without a cracker

And its your fault

I am lost.