Adultery,
Part11
INTRODUCTION: Not many parts to go now... I hope... Im gonna finish this series
as soon as I can. I appologize for taking so long with writing new parts, but
I'm swamped at school right now.
DISCLAIMER: The "Friends" characters belong to Bright, Kauffman and
Crane.
Chandler woke up with a headache on a Sunday morning. Monica wasn't in bed next
to him, she hadn't come to bed at all last night. He was thankful. He could
never sleep if she lay next to him anymore, he always ended up getting up and
going to sleep on the couch.
He got out of bed and decided to get dressed first and take a pain pill later.
He needed to work, his and Bill's firm was starting to suffer from their
private lives. He took a shower and got dressed, deciding not to shave. He
grabbed himself an aspirin from the jar that Monica kept in their bathroom and
swallowed it down with some water.
He walked over to his upstairs office and went inside. He turned the light on
and saw Monica on the sofa bed, waking up from the sudden light. He suddenly
got mad.
"Get out" he coldly said.
"Chandler?" she said sleepily and squinted. "I was just--"
"How nice, maybe someday I'll care. Until then, get the hell out. I don't
want you sleeping in here!"
Monica sensed a long argument coming up. She wasn't in any mood for it, so she
quickly got out of bed and started turning the sofa bed back into a sofa.
"For crying out loud, don't you think I know how to do that?"
Chandler hissed. "I said get out, and I meant it!"
Monica angrily snorted at him, then hurried out. She went to their bedroom and
stepped into the shower. Chandler sat down by the computer, not bothering to
fixing the sofa bed. He started to catch up on some work he had fallen behind
on.
*
Lukas sighed and managed to get his brother out of the crib bed. He was
surprised that their mother hadn't already, but he was in no mood to ponder
over what was going on. He realized that his parents were having trouble and he
wondered if his father had managed to say something that hurt their mother. He
seemed to know all her weak spots and he knew exactly what to say to hurt her.
Lukas had never heard him do so, but he knew that he was capable of it.
He decided not to help Max get dressed. It wasn't his responsibility. He left
his brother and went downstairs to watch TV. Max came down after a few minutes
and whined that he was hungry.
"Well go talk to Mom or Dad" Lukas said. "I can't make you
breakfast!"
"I want French toast."
"You're gonna have to get Mom to make that for you."
Max looked grumpy.
"But Mom's in the shower."
"Well she can't be in there for long, can she?" Lukas pointed out.
"Max shut up, I want to watch this!"
"She's been in the shower a long time!"
"Then she'll be out in a second."
Max pouted, but realized that he wouldn't get anymore help from Lukas at this
point. He went up the stairs to find his dad.
*
Chandler didn't even hear him enter, he was busy working. Max went up to him
and stopped by his chair. Chandler didn't seem to notice him now either.
"Dad I'm hungry" he said.
"Then have some breakfast" Chandler mumbled, not thinking of the fact
that he was talking to a three-year-old.
"But I want French toast!"
"Good for you" Chandler mumbled.
"Dad!" Max whined. "Are you listening?"
Chandler mumbled something and didn't look up. He kept his eyes on the computer
screen and continued with his work while Max tried his best to get some
attention.
"I'm really hungry!"
"Go talk to Luke, he can fix you breakfast!"
"But I want French toast, Daddy!" Max whined again. "Lukas can't
make that!"
"Then talk to Mom, stop bugging me!"
"But Mom's in the shower!"
"She'll be out soon."
"That's what Lukas said, but she's been in the shower for hours!"
"I was talking to her fifteen minutes ago" Chandler mumbled.
"Daddy, make me breakfast!" Max begged. "I'm starving!"
"I don't have the time for that" Chandler mumbled and logged on to
the Web to send a file. "Go knock on the bathroom door, your mother will
get out of the shower in a minute!"
"Dad!"
"Max, I'm trying to work!" Chandler angrily said and gave him a
glare. Then he returned his eyes to the computer screen. "Talk to Monica,
stop bothering me!"
Max sighed and left the room. He walked over to his parents' bedroom and
entered. His mother was still in the shower, he could hear the water running.
He went over and knocked on the door.
"Mommy?"
He got no answer. With a heavy sigh he went back downstairs where Lukas was
still in front of the living room TV.
"Lukas! Daddy won't make me breakfast and Mommy won't leave the shower!
Make me breakfast, I'm hungry."
"Eat a fruit" Lukas replied and gestured to the bowl on the dining
table.
"I don't want a fruit!"
"Then go hungry. Your choice."
Max frowned and came close to starting to cry. At least that would get him some
attention. But then he changed his mind and went back to the kitchen. He
managed to move a chair over to the counter, then he climbed up on it. He
looked at the speed dial buttons on the phone and wondered which one went
where. There were little notes that indicated that, his mother had made sure of
that. But he was too little to read. He lifted the phone and pressed one of the
buttons. He most likely knew whoever the number went to.
"Hello?" he heard Phoebe answer.
"Phoebe?" he said.
"Yeah. Who is this?"
"Max."
"Max?" Phoebe said, surprised that he would call her. "What's
up?"
"I'm hungry. I want breakfast."
"Okay…" Phoebe said, unsure.
"Daddy won't help me. He says he has to work. And Lukas just sits in front
of the TV. And Mommy won't get out of the shower. Could you come over and make
me breakfast?"
Phoebe held back a deep sigh. She wanted to tell him to go talk to his parents
again, but knowing how shy Max was he most likely wouldn't have called her up
if he didn't think he had to.
"Okay Max… I'm gonna come over… But you know, your Mother's probably gonna
be out of the shower before I even get out the door."
"Thanks Phoebe."
*
After almost forty minutes in the shower Monica turned the water off. She had
never showered for more than five minutes before, except for when she'd
showered together with Chandler. But today she hadn't been in the shower for
long before she had started to cry. And she knew how mad Chandler got each time
he saw her crying or saw that she had cried. He didn't think she had anything
to cry about since she had placed herself in this situation. And she was scared
of his anger. He wasn't himself when he was mad like the way he was mad with
her now. And she didn't think she could take much more of his anger. So she had
stayed in the shower and cried for over twenty minutes, feeling more and more
sorry for herself. Then she had stayed in the shower, hoping her eyes wouldn't
be red and puffy once she got out.
She dried herself and got dressed. She cast an eye on the clock and decided to
go get Max dressed. But when she walked into his room he wasn't there, so she
figured Chandler had taken a work break and dressed and fed him. She shrugged
her shoulders and went downstairs to have some breakfast. She was starving. She
wanted a pain pill as well, her head was aching after the crying she had done.
She felt awful, as usual.
She walked into the kitchen and saw to her surprise that Phoebe was there,
making French toast. Max was sitting by the kitchen table eating and Lukas was
opposite him eating breakfast as well, and reading a Donald Duck magazine.
Melissa was seated next to Lukas, busy with a colouring book.
All four of them looked up when they heard her enter. Phoebe looked accusing,
Max looked disappointed and Lukas looked grumpy. He returned is eyes to the
magazine after just a second. Melissa gave her a short glance as well, but
Monica saw nothing special in her eyes.
"Well hello Monica" Phoebe said sharply. She was obviously annoyed.
"How nice of you to come downstairs. May I ask what in god's name you were
doing in the shower for so long? Seriously Monica, what kind of mother are
you?"
Monica looked shocked and recoiled slightly. But she said nothing.
"You know, you brought the whole situation on yourself. And in all honestly
you deserve it. But if you wanna spend your time feeling sorry for yourself
then go right ahead. That's all up to you. Even if I have to say that I don't
think it's much like you to do so, but on the other hand, what do I know? You
had us all fooled, didn't you? It's not much like who I thought you were to do
what you did four years ago either, and especially not to keep quiet about
it!"
"What did she do?" Lukas asked, looking up from his magazine with a
curious look on his face.
"Curiosity killed the cat" Max said to his older brother who made a
face at him.
Phoebe saw the pleading look in Monica's eyes, begging her not to tell them.
Phoebe got even more angry than she had been. It was an insult that Monica
thought she would tell somebody else's children that their Mother had cheated
on their Father. It was Monica's and Chandler's job to tell them, not Phoebe's.
She ignored the question Lukas had asked and turned the stove off and pulled
the frying pan away from the hotspot. She placed her hands on her hips and
turned her attention back to Monica.
"Where was I?" she asked. "Right… You know, feel sorry for
yourself all you want to, but what kind of a mother are you when you take it
out on your children? Max had to call me this morning and ask me to come over
and make him breakfast because neither you nor your poor husband could be
bothered! Now, I can understand Chandler, he's at least got something to be
angry and upset about, but YOU?"
Monica turned on her heel and fled. She had heard enough. She couldn't take yet
another person yelling at her, it was all too much. She didn't have a single
person on her side and everyone seemed to love telling her so and telling her
why.
She ran into the bedroom and slammed the door shut, then she threw herself on the
bed. It was so unfair. She knew she had done something very wrong, but her
friends were being unfair towards her. In just a second they had forgotten
everything she had done for them and shared with them over the years.
She didn't know which friend's clear side taking against her hurt the most. In
one way it was Ross's. He took the side against his own sister. She had been
there for him throughout all of her life, they had grown up together. They were
family after all, yet now he sided against her without a second thought.
In one way it was Rachel. Rachel had been her best friend for so many years,
and they both knew that she wouldn't have the life she now had if it hadn't
been for Monica. Monica had taken her in and helped her get her life in order
after she walked out on Barry. And Rachel had known her a lot longer than she
had known Chandler, they had been close friends for decades. Now Rachel seemed
to despise her.
And in one way it was Phoebe. If Rachel had been her best friend, Phoebe had
been her most loyal. She had always known she could count on Phoebe to back her
up and support her, and Phoebe as well owed her much. Now Phoebe seemed to be
the one who was the most upset with her.
She sighed deeply. She knew very well which friend it hurt the most to loose.
It was Chandler.
*
Chandler looked up angrily when all of a sudden someone reached over and turned
the computer screen off. He got a bit surprised when he saw it was Phoebe. But
most of all he was angry.
"Phoebs? What the hell are you doing here? And why the hell did you turn
my computer screen off? I'm trying to get some work here, to you mind?"
"Yes, I do mind" Phoebe said and grabbed him by the arm. She pulled
him to his feet. "You and I and Monica are going to have a little
chat."
"Don't think so" Chandler said and yanked his arm free.
"Oh but I do" Phoebe replied and grabbed his arm again. She dragged
him with her.
*
Monica looked up when the door opened. She saw that Phoebe was dragging
Chandler along with her, and she quickly sat up. She felt thankful that she
hadn't been crying. At least Chandler couldn't get mad about seeing tears in
her eyes.
Phoebe pushed Chandler down next to Monica on the bed, and he demonstratively
moved two more feet away from her. Phoebe shut the door and then walked over to
them. Her hands were back on her hips and her eyes showed how angry she was.
"You two have got to be kidding me!" she said.
"No, YOU'VE got to be kidding ME" Chandler replied. "Damn it,
I've got work to do! I don't have time to sit here and have some B-grade
marital therapy session with a woman I'm not interested in saving anything
marital with."
Monica looked away. She hoped he would rise and leave. She hoped Phoebe would
leave as well. She couldn't take hearing much more of Chandler's comments and
quips, especially not since she had no idea if he was really serious or just
really mad. And more yelling from Phoebe was also something she couldn't take.
She looked up at Phoebe who had begun a long monologue on how irresponsibly
they were acting and how wrong it was for them to put their own feelings above
taking care of their sons. Chandler looked ashamed, and very guilty.
"If you two don't get a grip I'm gonna make sure that Monica's parents
take care of the boys until you two are able to! You can't ignore them like
you've done today!" Phoebe angrily said. "Especially you
Monica!"
"Damn it I am not some sort of slave!" Monica cried. "For crying
out loud, why am *I* the worst one in this case? I was in the shower for crying
out loud! Chandler was just sitting by his rusty old computer, he's the one who
told Max to his face that he couldn't be bothered making him breakfast! I was
in the shower, I never spoke to Max! I thought he was still in bed! Yet somehow
I'm the one who did the most wrong, explain that to me!"
She looked at Phoebe, who said nothing, and then at Chandler who looked more
guilty. She felt slightly comforted by the look on his face. It felt good to
know that she could make him feel bad by saying things just like he did with
her all the time these days.
Finally Phoebe spoke again.
"You two have got to figure something out! You can't go on like this. Not
when you have two sons who are directly affected by everything you do! Don't
you realize how bad they feel? I can tell you, they're both feeling depressed
over how their parents are acting together at the moment! You two have got to
figure out a way to keep your problems away from the children, at least until
you know what you're gonna do about them."
Monica jumped off the bed. She was sick of it all by now.
"I'm moving out" she declared, then left the bedroom.
Phoebe stared after her in shock. She had never expected that move to come from
Monica. She turned her eyes to look at Chandler, unable to believe that Monica
had just said what she had said. Chandler gave a short sob, then fell back on
the bed, covering his eyes with his hands.
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