I'm usually afraid of being alone,
but lately I've just wanted to be free.
There's something inside me that wants you gone,
but another thing that wants you next to me.
Our love is more like a burden
than it is a relationship.
Sitting back, the thought process turning.
I'm sick of dwelling on all this shit.
Gusts of wind blow outside my door.
The shivers and shakes reach the bone.
Wondering what we were fighting for
when I hear the ring of the telephone.
(Repeat verse)
I've tried to fix all our problems
but I just can't do it alone.
No contribution, too much exclusion.
I'm better off on my own.
I've got nothing to say to you.
We've lost it all.
Please get it back.
I've got nothing to say to you.
Just get it back now,
I want it back now.
Get it back now,
I want it back now.
Spinning, spinning, round and round.
Where I stop nobody knows.
Is this all a game to you?
What can I say?
Have it your way.
If I'm so fucking lame to you
We'll call it a day
Guess you'll be on your way.
Spinning, then fall to the ground.
I guess that's the way it goes.
All the lies you spit at me
They stain your lips.
My heart rips.
As you close the door on me.
Such a disgrace
I dry my face.
It's your loss.
It's your loss.
Spinning, spinning round and round.
Spinning, spinning round and round.
sometimes you make me feel so diseased
and sometimes you make me so out of control
and the little white lines just arent enough
to erase this pain
inside of me yeah
sometimes the veins pop out of my skin
and i just want to cut them open
and watch the blood flow from my hands
and stain the truth yeah
jealous
I'm so jealous
Somtimes you make me feel so diseased
