| eye candy for my eyes pecan pie for yours holding hands far apart sometimes i feel like the biggest tart smacking our keys to spell out the words of words sometimes never been heard Teewee you go Zaftig i say maybe i'll see you in a club buy you a drink take you home and start to think should i wonder thru this wonderland alone? wipe that smirk off your silly face cause you know your place right by me on my left. |
| pure plea sure |
| As childhood friends, we grew up together, swearing to be friends forever and ever. Sometimes we would argue and fight, other times we would laugh and stay up all night. We went from playing games and toys, to talking and dreaming about different boys. My thoughts and feelings, to you i would confide, never having anything to hide. Friends, we do remain, Things changing, and things staying the same. To each other, we will always care. |
| 'Friends forever' you promised 'together till the end' we did everything with each other. You were my best friend When I was sad, you were by my side. When i was scared, you felt my fear. you were my best support. If i needed you, you were there. You were the great friend. You always knew what to say. You made everything seem better. As long as we had each other everything would be okay. But somewhere down the line, we slowly came apart. I was here, you were there. It tore a hole in my heart Things were changing, our cheerful music reversed it's tune. It was live having salt without pepper, a sun without its moon. Suddenly, we were miles apart. Two different people with nothing the same. It was as if we were never friends although we knew deep in our hearts, neither one of us were to blame. You had made many new friends and luckily, so had i. But that didnt change the hurt, the loss of our friendship, made me cry. So as we grow older, things must change but they don't always have to end. Even though it is different now, you will always be my friend. |
| Pure Bliss. Whenever i saw you. You were the perfect one, you caught my eye and left a deep impression. Throbbing heart your loving smile. Maybe someday I could get you somehow meanwhile I lay here crying why I tried but you ran out. |
| so you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? So you think you can tell? |
| I used to be disconsolate, alone yet free now that my soul has been encased whatever will become of me? |
| hypnotised. out of control no soul no alibis. feel the flow lock the door dont cuss. |
| that confidence engulfed in misery. hidden from the light. its dark secret. feign reality pain internally. foraging forever. |
| In that forgotten part of town where wasted hopes and dreams abound, a wrinkled man with life near end, in hopes to have at least one friend, fashioned bits of wood and things and made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, conversing with his only friend and found delight within the fact that he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had a chance, since all his luck was bad although he tried so to succeed- the dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance had never given him the chance, and wasnt it a crying shame that he was always held to blame when everyone knew, oh so well, that life is but a living hell, controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, that dummy sat through all complaints and, with each little expert tug, he'd droop his head bow or shrug and give some comfort to the man who held his lifelines in his hands and helped to fill a lonely need when he just nodded and agreed. Senility increased with time as did the old man's phantomime, and feverish fingers pulled with glee the dummy's dance of misery. they never left each other's side until the day both stopped and died. we found them lying, hand in hand, the dummy and his wooden friend. |
| do you love me or do you not. you told me once but i forgot so tell me again, are my hopes to high just remember i'll be there for you no matter where you may be. i'll be there in heart and spirit. i'll always remember what you've taught how you've helped and everything you have given me. |
| silent ignore her thats your motive throw in the black dress scatter yourself be still never be found leave |
| you'll never understand. but it doesnt matter anyway. you are now surrounded. and i. im forgotten, misplaced. but its fine by me. it used to hurt me so much. but its fine by me. cause now i know. now i know at least i wont forget you. and you did try to love me. |
| Never say i love you if you dont really care Never talk of feelings if they arent really there Never hold my hand if you mean to break my heart Never say forever if you plan to part Never look into my eyes if you're telling me a lie Never say hello if you think you'll say goodbye Never say im the one if you dream of more than me Never lock up my heart if you dont have the key |
| Questions fill my head. All the things i should have done or should have said. Memories fill the spot of times when we were happy and when we fought. But then again the other person may say. Why are you wastin your time with all these thoughts? Creating stories out of nothingness and self-pity. Tired of hearing your name repeat itself over and over again. Stand tall, walk proud? C'mon you know this isnt over and there will be another cloud. Feel the pain, feel the anger? stop telling me things will get better. As weary and disillusioned as we all feel. Wait till we're forty, then maybe we will really know what's real. Sincere, Trust, Hope, Faith what does this mean to us? just disguised profanities flooding through my head. Please dont wait? Its probably just fate. I did take the bait never knew about hate Aanother sad love poem for the broken hearted. Everything's been said and done and made redundant. Once again, i lay my head and try to sleep. Could you stop the sea of noises? They are like loud waves hitting the shore. Each splash brings me closer and closer to home. Cant stop this feeling of sleepiness mixed with sorrow. Let me drift away, and float till i see the light of day. |
| Im in a drunken stupor. No where to turn as i hit the floor. Mind's blank. You know who to thank. Open my eyes and i feel no pain. The memories charged forward and i know they still reign. Is this what they call the brink of insanity? Topple off the edge and i plunge into a black hole. I cannot wait to stop falling it seems like umpteen years since i heard my last calling. "come, come, do the unsaid! you know you will never feel this much hate!" You have become a butterfly and i know you want to fly high. Soaring in the grey sky. Oh you have been so sly. Gush of wind in my face. Feels's like there's a slap and then there's disgrace. There's no time to waste although this isnt a race we have to make haste. For every reminder of your being is another reminder of my low self-worth. I store emptiness in my pockets which weighs me down. Back to the ground. Merging myself with the sand and soil. Till i become one with earth. Stagnant until my next birth. |
| The eyes in which you see captures the very essence of your soul so tremendously. You feel so misunderstood as you try to flee avoiding the stares all around you and you just want to break free. The smile on your face fills in the empty blanks of unwanted reality. It grabs the attention of a million passerbys and it feels so surreal. Yet you shy away and request for them to just let you be. Hidden wounds resurface but somehow they heal. Thoughtful conversations never cease but even if they do, knowin smiles will be exchanged and we still feel at ease. Lying on our backs, watching the bright stars and glowing moon collide as the light from the skies above slightly illuminate our faces. Can you hear the sound? Clocks are being rewin and there is a yearning to be found. Confusion and contradiction occurs but you manage to make sense of it all. I might trip but i know you wont let me fall. |
| Sorrowful blues and these feelings are true. Take a step back, or maybe a few. dont go too far, cant you see my arm outstretched? Take a moment or two. Realise how this might actually go through for you. A smile on the face of someone i once knew. I cant decipher if its a grin, a wry smile or just a really smug you. Head for the alcohol, give me some of that brew. Intoxication swells, i think i just flew! Mindless chatter in the background, slowly fades out as i gulp down a few more rounds. Sunlight seeps through my bedroom window. Piercing my delicate skin with its sharp rays. Regrets and melancholy all left behind, time is of the utmost essence, in so many ways. Cant wait to feel your world in mine. No more salty tears of bribe. Stop. Take a moment or two. Realise how this might actually go through for you. |
| A piece of heaven you showed to me, where the sun smiled bright and the winds ran free. Green rolling hills and summer scents, we danced through the meadows to heart's contents. A lovely dream you let me see, we laughed and talked by the shores of the sea. Like crested azure white waves swirling, our hearts and minds ahwirling. A golden laugh you let me hear, reminds of all that i hold dear. A little bit of heaven's dream, your heart so lovely to me it seemed. And when that world fell apart, it tore to pieces a heart. But then i had you by my side, to dry the tears that i cried. |
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| Memories of your voice linger, velvety smooth, gently caressing, softly whispering like silk on the wind. Touching my soul, set adrift on the memories. So near, so far. Elusive, substantial. The sound temptingly beautiful. The chiming sound of your laughter echoes in the mind, a drug, an ecstasy, that cannot be forgotten, nor left behind. Golden peals that grips all of me, hold unrelinquished, plunged into wondrous exhilaration. Then conciousness beckons, and heaven ceases. |
| If you wanted to see my hurt and pain. Your wait, i'm sorry, would be in vain. You see, over the many years I have learnt to cover up my fears My deepest feelings i wont show. So, the real me you'll never know It has been difficult for me to trust But, confide in someone, i know i must So tell me you'll be my friend true Then, i'll put my hopes and faith in you. |
| She's crying desperately, crying out loud to the dead deaf world. Invisible. Strangled in silence. She who feels naked yet misunderstood, bleeds. Look into those eyes. They're dark and beautiful but deeply destroyed with suppression. Its a mistaken identity. Her trapped soul lost in the woods. Bleeding till she sees her fire bed. |
| Sometimes we see the facade put up, rather than believe the true self. Sometimes we see the true self, but believe a facade put there. And when we really see the true self, it all tears, it all hurts, it all falls. Yet we learn to get up again, stronger. For the truth unveils the dark that once blinded us, and freeze us from the ties that bind. And maybe then we will really see those who loved and walked with us, through it all. Yet we never really saw but still catch us when we fall. |
| there's no love in this attic. no concern in this cave. no family in this dark alley. no where to turn but the melancholic tunnel of desertment. |