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| swamp trees |
| Addicted |
| Ever since I met you I've been going more insane Even though I really like you I'm addicted to the pain I like it when my heart breaks I like to feel it bleed I like it that I want you But the pain is all I need You are not the first guy And you will not be the last The same story of betrayal Saturates my past I know from the beginning That you are not the one But I give you all of me To throw out when you're done I will fall a million times Crash and burn along the way But rising like the phoenix I will never go astray I know I do not love you There's nothing for me to gain I've already lost all I love Now I'm addicted to the pain I like the disappointment Every time you lie Even more than laughter I like it when I cry I warned you from the start Don't waste your time on me You cannot change the truth You get only what you see I never stick around I let you have your fun Even though I really like you I don't care about anyone You can love me if you'd like But I think that you should know Your love will fade away You'll pack your bags and go So many times before I don't bother to complain Perhaps I even cause it Since I'm addicted to the pain I like it that you'll hate me When everything is through I like that I don't need you The pain, alone, will do Try not to be so serious You know it's just the game It might start differently But it always ends the same I'm not the girl you marry Or show off to your friends I just take up some time and space And that's where it all ends I won't let you pretend Because we never had a chance This is just a fling It isn't true romance Don't try to fool yourself Your hopes are all in vain It's not that I don't love you I'm just addicted to the pain |
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