Tyler's Poems- Page 2
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Falling All Over Again
Everything seemed to be coming together
All the pieces fitting right into place
But now it's looking like bad weather
And I'm curling back into my little space

Things felt so good and seemed so right
Now I can't tell where I am
The future looked grand and bright
The world around me seems so dim

I don't know what is going on
I can't tell where to run
I wish I could disappear and be gone
This hell is not at all fun

I'm so confused by all of this
All direction is blurred
I have lost my place of bliss
And I am so scared

I don't know what lies ahead
If it's good or bad or what
I almost don't want to get out of bed
My heart again feels cut

I pray for guidance and direction
To lead me out of this hell
I want to end my life's friction
And pick myself up from where I fell

Where I go now I do not know
I'm not sure of what to do
I feel lost in a blinding snow
And that I can't escape it too

I cry out for help but no one comes
I feel alone and so scared
I feel so ridiculous and dumb
For all the things that I dared

I beg for help from anyone
Just a smile or hug
I feel like I'm completely done
And my grave should be now dug
The Curves of Life
Ain't it funny sometimes?
How life can put you in such a bind
How everything can be going great
And then life changes your fate
Or maybe just the reverse
And you feel like you've been reimbursed
It's funny when you think about it all
Yet scary when you come to find you're gonna fall
No one has a reason for the curves life throws us
And they all seem to make us just want to cuss
It's funny when you think you have all you need
And then boom life throws in a hideous weed
We so often look at the curves as something bad
But in reality it can be something that won't make you sad
It can make you realize your dreams again
And show you all you have left to win
It can let you see just what you truly possess
And it can show you just how your life is a mess
It can open your eyes to all you have to live for
And it can open back up all life's doors
Life's curves are just a pitch you must sit on
While you wait on that fastball to smash a long gone
The curves are there to get you ready
They make you sure and steady
And then when that perfect pitch does come
It'll be a home run and you will have won
You will have won in life's game
Even if you don't see fortune and fame
For life's success is measured by the one who lives it
For if they've learned from the curves then they have won quite a bit
Because learning from the curves will prepare you
To hit that grand slam for everything you do
So the next time you're thrown a curve
And it makes your life swerve
Get back up and wipe the dust off of yourself
And smash that homer that is life's wealth
Who I am
Over the past few months I forgot some things
I forgot how to live and how to spread my wings
I forgot what gave my life true joy
I'm surprised I didn't forget that I was a boy
I don't know when exactly I forgot
It could've been between many things or what not
Maybe between the tears of good byes
Maybe during life's little highs
Maybe through all the expectations
Or maybe through all the relations
It could've been when I was in a foreign land
Or on the beaches of Hawaii lying in the sand
Maybe it was during the drunken nights
Or during those silly little fights
It might have been from the shock of being a grown up
And realizing I was no longer a young pup
Perhaps it was during the disappointing times
Ya know it's hard to find the right words to rhyme
But no matter where or when it seemed to be
I truly forgot how to be me
Now I'm rediscovering who I am
Its nerve racking and makes me think I'm damned
But I'm finding my feet again
I'm finding the way that I have been
I'm finding what I stand for
And I'm finding out so much more
I've lost and gained many things in this process
But I think I'm finally sorting out my mess
The lights are slowly turning on for me
And where I'm going I will soon be able to see
It's full steam ahead with no looking back
I'm trying to climb back on life's fast track
I'm remembering all the people who made me who I am
And how they cared when others didn't give a damn
I'm finding meaning in my life once more
And slowly but surely I'm opening new doors
I hope my path becomes clear real soon
Even if only lit by the light of the moon
I'm finding out what it's like to have fun
I'm finding out who is William Tyler Johnson
Back
Face in the Mirror
Do you want to change the world we live in
Do you want to erase us all of sin
Do you want to feed the hungry
Does seeing all the problems make you angry
Do you want the naked to be clothed
And for all the violence do you loath
Do you want to change everything here
Or do you sit in silence and fear
Do you want to make things better
And do your tears of sorrow only make your face wetter
Do you want to end all the wrong
And bless this world with one beautiful song
Do you wan to turn smiles from frowns
And pick everyone up who is down
Do you not know where to start
Do you feel you are doing your part
Do you think you can make a change
One that is of great range
If you really want to make your conscience clearer
Start by changing the face you see in the mirror
For if we all perfect each other
Then the world will better for all our brothers
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