I finally got some friggin sleep today, after being up for 46 hours!  Sleep sure has helped my attitude today.  I still have a Big Secret to deal with, that I am struggling to accept, but it's a little easier today.  I went to St John Neuman's 8:00pm meeting with some friends.  We did a 1st Step table, it was good, with no ultra long winded drunk-a-log's.  I basicaly slept the AM away today, and dealt with my Big Secret the rest of the day.