Entry for November 25, 2007
I didn't go to a meeting today, I was too lazy. I have been thinking alot today, about how irritable and discontent I have been lately. I have found myself thinking about things that have happened this last week and getting upset. THis is not good. I have been thinking about upcoming events, and getting worried. This is not good. I need to try and stay in today. I have been very anxious today. I almost went and bought a pack of smokes. I have entertained thoughts of drinking this last week as well. I have not been working my program well. BUT- I have not drank. I have called my sponsor. I have still went to meetings. I haven't given up.