I haven't writen in a few days due to Turkey Day.  Wednesday I went to St John Neuman, it was a small meeting, everyone else was at Pie Night.  Thanksgiving I went to my Aunt's house.  It was OK.  My sister and bro-inlaw and their kids were there.  My cousin and his girlfreind, and one of her kids was there as well.  My Aunt and Uncle as well.  I worked Friday, till 5:30 pm.  I didn't get much sleep the night before, so I didn't go to a meeting.  Of course, I didn't get to sleep early!  I worked today, Saturday.  One of the guys got hurt on the first move, so we had a short day.  I can tell, just dealing with people at work, that I am not handling the stressess of my dirvers license hearing well.  I have a shorter temper, and I am more intolerant.  I am trying to work on possitive "self talk" (my IOP therapist would be so proud to hear me use his favorite psycho-bable word) and to stop my knee jerk negative reactions.  I am trying to remember, a life of service to others with bad thoughts in my head is a worthless endever.  I must act my way into good thinking, but I must also think my way into good thinking,.  I did make record time comming home from work, 30 minutes for 8 miles.  A 16mph average is damn fast for this fat fuck.  I can't remember if I wrote that I have another assessment set up for Wednesday at 1pm, but I do.