Entry for November 11, 2007
Didn't do much today, it was a pretty crappy day outside. I hit the 6pm meeting at Christ the Good Shepard. We talked about the 4th Step. I have a new understanding of the 4th Step today, compared to when I actualy did it. It is still not really in my nature to be introspective when it comes to why I do things, what truly motivates me, not just the reasons on the surface, but as the Hollidays approach us I am forced once again to look at my underlying motivations. I usualy duck out of most family functions, and it is because , I think, I feel "less than" my cousins. In my 4th Step I looked at many of these feelings of inadequacy, and in 6 & 7 I have tried overcome my shortcomings and had faith that I will. Once again, this is an opportune time to practice these principles in all my affairs. Tomorrow I need to follow up on calling a thearapist to set up anotheralcohol assessment, and also call my Patient Rights Advocate.
