I started reading the last Harry Potter book today.  I went to the IHA meeting, we discussed the 4th & 5th Step, it was a good meeting.  I got another letter from a fellow cult memeber.  Unfortunately, he's going to have to make some changes, he got a little too wordy, and made it sound like I just got off probabtion last week, when it was over 3 years ago.  No biggy!  My Sponsor also brought his letter to the meeting.  We got coffee after the meeting, and chatted.  It's good when we get to talk program.  I always seem to take a little more serenity away from those conversations, when we talk program, instead of just hangout.  I also typed up his letter, and then he signed it.  All that's left is my Ma's letter, and the revissions of the other letter, and I'll be ready to set up my assesment.  I need to make sure I get a hold of a certain cult memeber who recently lost his job, and call another who has lost his mother.  I can't slack off on my keeping in touch with my fellow cultists.  I got a phone call from a memeber just before the 6pm meeting, he couldn't make his normal Monday night meeting, so decided to call me.  It truly did make me feel good, I am understanding this "giving it away to keep it" concept better.

I need to keep on keeping up with all the things I need to do to stay sober, and to get my drivers license, and to keep the house clean and running.  I am undisciplined by nature.  I must remember progress, not perfection, and when I slide back into my undisciplined habbits, to not just sack the whole lot, but to salvage what I can, and try to do the best I can.