Entry for February 21, 2008
Went to the 10 am meeting. A fellow cult member picked me up, because his driving me helps him get to a meeting. I also went to the 7:30 Geneva meeting. I gave out my number to several people, we'll see if anyone calls. I did get a phone call from a long lost cult member who used to call me quite regularly. He's doing about the same, he isn't going to meetings but claims abstinence. I say this, because I have found out recently that some people who have said they are sober, and have been sober, just not comming around, weren't sober. Rigorous honesty my ass. Anywho, it won't make me drink, nor will I stay resentful about it. But it is amazing how being around people who aren't working the program, or aren't working it as far as I can tell, can just ruin my mood. I need to work on this. The free-er I let other people be, and free to do idiotic things and even harmful things, free to lie and be dishonest; the free-er I will be. Honetsy and tolerance is my objective. Eevn when it is not reciprocated. Porbably more imporatntly hwen I am being lied to, be honest and tolerant is most important. Anyone can be tolerant of people who are of a like mind, and are tolerant and honest themselves.
