Entry for February 19, 2008
I did my usual daily readings today, though I didn't go to the 10 am meeting. I think I finally finished the last of the painting on the fucking storm windows, man that took for friggen ever. I did go to the UAW meeting tonight. I think I am going to go over my friends house for a few days, and just sorta run things, while Dawn drives to pick up Frank. Frank's dropping off his truck somewhere, and I think they want some alone time, so I'll stay over their house and help out. It's just a tricky thing with my restricted license, keeping within the limmits of the law, I am not sure if I can even drive over there. Looking for a job without blowing off my restristion is impossible as well. Hopefully I get a response from lansing soon, or I'll have to start making some more phone calls. Working with my sponsee is still a little odd. When I get into talking about the program, it's an easy conversation, but small talk has never been my forte', and it's a little awkward still, since lets face it, he's a complete stranger. I hope he can stay sober and get the benifits of the program. It seems lately my spnsor is wrapped up in materialism, and I am not sure if it's just because that's just what I am seeing, or because that's what he is actualy doing. Is it just my preception, or is it a reality. I don't know who I can ask, so I am going to just relax, and see if I can either figure it out, meditate on it and get an answer, or perhaps think of someone who I could talk to about this.
