Entry for February 2, 2008
on thursday the hearing went. That's all I can say. It went. I have no idea how weel or badly it went. We'll see. But I deffinitely got worked up about it, because I couldn't sleep after it. I stayed up till Friday, and we had about 6-7 inches of snow, so I shoveled our snow. Hit the neighbor's side walk (corner house, lotsa sidewalk) and did my frined's house as well. I shoveled it all by 9 am. I also did 4 miles on the treadmill. I got to sleep around 1pm Friday afternoon. I had woke on Thursday at 8am. I am more relaxed now. I have accepted the situation. The hearing officer said "I will review this further, and send you the answer in the mail, yes, yes with restrictions, or continued revokation" what I heard was" Your fucked", and that is not what was said. I hit the 8 am meeting today, and also an Open Talk at 7:30pm. I am going to do an Open Talk infront of about 50 people, next week. I am nervous about it. I don't like speaking infront of crouds, I get very very nervous. But I agreed to do it anyways.