Entry for January 30, 2008
Tomorrow is the day of my DL Hearing. I am prepared. I primed the window pieces, and will paint them tomorrow. I hit the St John Neuman meeting tonight. I must remind myself that NO MATTER what happens with my dirvers lisence I must remain humble and grounded. I can see how getting my DL back could be dangerous to my sobriety. Getting caught up in all the places I could now go to, skimping on meetings because I am so busy because for so long I have been so trapped at home. I will not fall into this trap, if I am aware of it, and make precautions. Today I am aware of things unlike any other time of my life. This spitirual awakening, this fundamental change of preception, allows me to see my flaws, my potential flaws, and lets me know how to stop them, or avoid them completely. I know I can't do these things alone, I need help, and I receive it as long as I stay willing to.
