Went to the 10 am meeting today, because I was going to go to Port Huron to watch my nephew play hockey. Instead, when I showed up at my sister's house, I was told that we weren't going to Port Huron! So I watched football, and napped most of the day. I did hit the treadmill for 25 minutes while watching the Packers lose to the Giants.
I am reminded today of the miracle of my life today. The miracle that I survived some of the things I did, put into my body, the situations I put myself into while deep in my addiction. Also the miracle of my sobriety today, how I am sober today free from the obsession of alcohol, and happy about it. I think that's the biggest miracle. I am not drinking, and I can be happy about it. I thought I might be able to stay dry, in the past, but I never thought I'd be generaly happy. Yes I thought I might have "fun" moments, but I thought my overall general mood would be "shity". It's really not, and that's a blessing that I can't take credit for.