Welcome to my page-o-heart ache. Well, as you either know, or figured, I got punked... again. Yea, the big "F*ck You". It hurt cause I REALLY liked this one. Her name is Angel. She's about 5" 2' and perfectly thin. She was naturally tan and a very sweet person. Our only problem was that we lived pretty far from each other. Although it was kinda cool because it made the time we did spend together very special.

Her Friends have been extremely nice. They are all very kind, and I will miss them very very much. Jess, Arwen, Kati, Meggie, Stephy, Alicia, Cassie, Squid, Sara, John, and Paula. I've met some really cool people through her, like Ian. They all seemed to like me (except for Alicia), and I honestly liked each of them. I guess alot of the hurt is losing them.

I guess I just wasn't what she was looking for. It sucked cause we got really close... and then she just started ignoring me. Which hurts more then anything. Cause at least if I did something, I could apologize, or have SOME understanding. But (I don't think) I did anything to really deserve being ignored. I'm trying my heart out to get over it. I've had like 2 girls hit on me since, and I wasn't able to do anything. I know something is wrong, because I pushed both away, in a mean way.

I'm not exactly picky about who I'm with. But it seems hard to find someone that could even come close to what I stupidly felt for Angel. But I guess thats in the past, and the whole point of me making this web site was to help get over her. And it's helped... a smidge... anywho, thanks for listening to me gripe, till next time, hasta manana