Blush

Empty hiding holes…

Bitter I am hovering

Wallow inside of me

What you have you can not see

Follow secrets separately

Falling indecisively

Love and hate and sympathy

All my empty words hit me

Sleeping in a hole hiding

Stuck in my own apathy

Wondering what you want to be

Now it’s raining

Seeking a different free

Searching for a different me

Crazy kindness fondling

Wanting to choke on me

What I see is not pleasing

Two folks in the back fucking

Where the hell is reasoning

Love and hate and sympathy

All my empty words hit me

Sleeping in a hole hiding

Stuck in my own apathy

Wondering what you want to be

Now it’s raping me