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I'm sure this page will bring with it a lot of controversy if it's even
read at all. I've talked to a lot of Christian's who are of the belief
that MPD is demonic but I'll have to be the first to defend this disorder.
If you take a child around 2 years of age and contionually sexually abuse this child, then the child has to have a way of protecting the mind from a terriable trauma. I can talk about it now as I'm not having any trauma in my life and my Heavenly Father has told me that no more attacks will be done to this body. From the auto accident to the present day condition, I've had enough and am tired. I had my 2 girls in therapy for most of their lives growing up as I didn't want them to suffer the misunderstood disorder I had to deal with growing up. It's bad enough to have memory gaps and trying to explain it might not be easy. As you might have read in the near rape of my 2 year old, there was a memory gap from the time she told me what happened, until the next morning. You must be open to understand that a child has NO way to defend itself when under the strong arm of a parent or other authority figure. If the trauma is too bad, then the child develops this disorder in order to cope with just living. Everything is blacked out as though it never happened. Sorta like putting a sack over your head I suppose....you aren't aware of what's going on. The disorder is like putting a shield over your mind....what other way of coping is there at such a young age? A lot of Christian's think it's demonic but it's not. It's called "survival" in it's purest form. To become another person is a protection from memories the child otherwise couldn't handle. And if Christian's demand a deliverance for an MPD, then it's adding spiritual abuse to an already abused soul. My family Doctor, David Kunz, helped me out tremendously with this...he being the Christian man he is. He told me that this was God's way of protecting my image of a "father" figure as HE didn't want me to have a distorded memory of exactly what a "father" was. Make sense? He is my Heavenly Father and He didn't want me to have any pre-conceived images of a father figure.....and to HIM I say "Thank You Father" and to my dad I can only say he was just that...my dad. I want to thank my family for being there for me and for understanding that I had a disorder such as this. They may never understand it as I've explained but they've been there for me. :) here, then it's not on the Internet. 
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