March 28, 2005 -
Logic ta session got cancelled. *^^* So anyway! Quote of the day!
"This turd is folded from a single uncut square. It is probably the strangest thing I have ever done as a commission." - Joseph Wu
And what a good looking turd it is too. Woaw.... If anyone hasn't been to his site, please browse through it. Just cut off everything from gallery onward in the url. He shows some amazing work from himself and other people. Now I really want to go to an origami con, now an anime con. o.o.... Aaaanyway... I have to go. See if I can learn how to make a flower and give up. ^^;;;
- 12:53 pm
March 24, 2005 -
Mmm.... Nothing like a giant York Peppermint Pattie to melt away my headache. :3
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Empathy |||||| 23%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||| 63%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual
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- 8:31 pm
March 22, 2005 -
Ohhh holy crap..... I'm sooo screwed.... I have to finish my logic hw tomorrow and start my cs assignment by Friday. =dies= Apparently they say this cs assignment is the longest of the semester. Joy of joys. I feel incredibly stupid sitting in logic too trying to understand the guy when people I know are so freaking smart they can sleep and still get it. x.x.... but yes, I really have no time to blog but I want to. After this, I shower, read for linguistics, then review my Spanish essay I have to reproduce tomorrow. But yes, Linh gave me tulips yesterday and they're currently one of the few things keeping me happy at the moment. ^^;;; Ah nothing like fresh tulips to make me beam like a crazed moron for a few seconds until I set off for class. >.< I had better take pictures of them soon too since they're blooming really fast this time. Dorm's a nice temperature! XDD Alright I had better scoot off now. I'll post more music later. Prolly by the end of this week or something. =shrugs= We still have Linh's bday stuff to do and gods know what on earth I'm supposed to wear to her bday thing since it's on the formaler side of casual and the purse.... x.x... We're not gonna think about that.... mebbe I can stuff them in my jeans pocket. All I really need are my keys, id, credit card, and phone.... I think... yeah. chap stick. Yeah that's it... I think that's manageable... The cell in pocket thing's always weird but I can do it... Let's hope nothing falls out.... x.x.... That would bite. Iron and Wine is good sleepy music. But we want Particle Man... particle man... doing the things a particle can. What's he like? It's not important. Particle man... XDDD
- 10:37 pm
March 21, 2005 -
<nobody> i love living on the bottom floor at whitis, when i go outside to smoke a cigarette i open my window so i can hear my music, i just set up a plugin on my computer to control winamp via a http browser so i can change it wtih my phone now while im outside
*** nobody is a nerd

lol saw it while opening dc++. it amused me ^^ but yeah, I'm listening to They Might be Giants. I'm not sure what to make of them yet.... Their lyrics are insanely pointless I love them but their music isn't as catchy as I want it to be. *siiigh* But if anyone wants a preview go to Homestar Runner and go to Toons, Shorts, and watch Experimental Film. But yes, lyrics amuse me so much. XDD I might just download all the albums just for the lyrics. I swear they're brilliant. XDD So ok! I had better go off and do something constructive. Power went out this morning so it was a lovely NORMAL temperature in my room tho it was freakishly quiet with the AC off. e.e.... Someone was singing really loudly outside but I have no clue what. la la la..... Triangle man hates Particle man.... They have a fight, Triangle wins.... Triangle man.... ^^ But yes, because Experimental Film is such a catchy song unlike their other ones I'll post it for you guys.

- 1:47 pm
March 20, 2005 -
..... Less than perfect.... But we'll stop with that. I'm tired already. x.x... Presentation tomorrow, I'll freak about that later. I want... I don't know what I want.... I want a lot of things really. I want to be able to eat what I want. I want to be able to get perfect 100s without trying. I want time to play. I want to be warm. I want to have fun at least the majority of the time. I want to stop those Tuesday lunches. I want my college forms to fill out automatically. I want next year to come now yet be as nice as first semester and then some. But most of all, I want to know what I want. Because I don't. Not the big picture. Not overall. The little wants conflict with each other even though you don't know it. So... I'm confused again. And we ask, is this okay? Well I've been this way. Always have. I just go from one confused state to another. One bubble to another. But I'll have you know. This bubble isn't as solid as the last one. Once it pops my solitude will be complete. But I refuse to go back. I want to keep going. Until I run out of bubbles or I can survive without them. We'll learn to breathe on whatever air is out there. Then I can visit all the bubbles and be happy. I won't have to wait until bubbles collide. But anyway.... To go to Kins Market and grab something to eat and resume hw or eat something at home.... x.x....
- 6:47 pm
March 19, 2005 -
I AM BAAAACK!!! Dude it started to sprinkle right as I entered. I was lucky tho. Apparently, they locked down all the doors except for the main entrance until tomorrow morning but luckily, this guy went by and opened the door for me. ^^ Yay! But now its pouring like crazy and the sun is shining happily.... e.e.... So we're hoping it'll stop soon so Linh and I can go to Momokos. Yay for tapioca happiness!!! XDD So! okokok.... What did Evelyn do.... err.... =blink= Lesse.... I did a bunch of shopping with Mom. I brought back lots of yummy sweet stuff. XDD Linh and I marched marched around looking for my dress. It was in the second store we went to. That was very impressive. =nodnod= And it was really cheap too!!! =beams happily= So I'm not as poor as I thought I would be. ^^ And then we had to shuffle off to this car repair place because Linh hit a dude. No one was happy there. x.x... But afterwards, we attempted to find shoes and a purse but failed. >.< But then we picked up James and David and went on a double date. That was a LOT of fun. ^^ So I suggest we do it more. I'm happy that the boys got along really well. And yeah, we've established they're really weird. ^^;;;; I got my top braces removed in case anyone failed to notice. ^^;;; lol Linh thought I was wearing makeup but instead it was my teeth. hee hee Suz, James, and I also went to dinner at Little Miyakos. The food's good but the place disturbs me. A Japanese restaurant seriously shouldn't be run like a fast food place. That's just so wrong. x.x.... James actally skipped Chem and got out early but I was running around with Mom until 4:30 so he and Suz messed around for quite awhile. I'm glad I got home before the knife throwing could begin. x.x... Aaanyway, James also sneaked over and was going to spend the night until parents threatened to come knocking on the door. x.x.... But yes.... *sigh* ah well. So now Spring Break is over.... And I didn't get to see all the people I wanted to see. >.< So I guess it'll have to be in May that we all meet ne? In the meantime, I have to carry on with HW!!!! omg I'm so screwed. I completely forgot about my logic hw. gyaaaaaaahhh.... I'm dead.
- 5:15 pm
March 09, 2005 -
Ev's officially on Spring Break mode. x.x... SPRING BREAK SPRING BREAK NOW NOW NOW!!!! =dies= Meanwhile hw are gathering with pitchforks. x.x... *sigh* Either way!!! Scrambled over to Calhoun from RLM as fast as my little legs could take me since my ta let me out late to meet up with the Linguistics teacher to propose to her what we were going to present. Sarah was coming from RLM too. But either way, I made this weird loopy trail getting to Calhoun and by the time I reached the building, the 5 flights of stairs really didn't help. Merrf.... Either way I beat Sarah by a good 5 minutes so all I have to say is she's SLOW!!!! SAME BUILDING!!! And I betcha she didn't do a loopy path. x.x.... *sigh* Eiiither way, I lack talking skills. I really really do and I could tell the professor noticed. =nodnod= *sigh* >.< But either way, Bohemian Rhapsody is the best thing ever. XD I've rediscovered my love for it. Somehow, I need to put it on a cd and blast it on my stereo at home. Then I dance around and go crazy and whatnot. Ahhh such a good song. Funny memories of Ryan blasting on her backyard speakers and dancing around to it. lol But yes.... I should at least read more article for linguistics if anything... Merf. =dies= Alright alright. I have Silent Hill music! Go me!!! Let's get the others... I like Silent Hill music. I really do. Always have. ^^ So aaanyway.... *sigh* I'm not going to be able to stock up for Spring Break. I think imma force myself to read. Yeah. Very important. =nodnod= And do hw and do more reading related to linguistics thesis. x.x... I want to write a good paper. A really good paper.... And DAMMIT!!! I want to get an A in Cal!!! If anything. Since I cant get an A in logic. There's no hope for me there. *sigh* Well alrighty. Roomie's a retard. She's making the floor really nasty with her trash and footprints. Why do I know it's her's? The trash couldn't come from me since my gum wrappers look different form hers and I don't use Halls cough drops. Also I don't put pennies on the floor. I dont even have pennies to drop. And the footprints don't have my tread. So THERE!!! =growls= Bloody.... stupid.... =shakes fist= And she's slowly taking over the entire room. =growls some more= Either way, my urge to kill her rises exponentially as I get more and more tired and I've reached about rock bottom by now. I'm exhausted and I have no idea why. Alright alright. Spring break we need to get organized. Yeah... We really do. x.x...
- 5:28 pm
March 08, 2005 -
Darn it.... I love this winamp radio channel but my only problem is it never posts what song its playing because it's one gigantic mix that lasts for hours on end. x.x... and since there are no lyrics I can't google for it either. Graaaaaa.... So SPIFFY!!!! =cries= Either way, I need to do my Cal hw by tomorrow but I'm procrastinating. x.x.... Ev was stupid and now... =pokes tummy= =grumbles and glares= I swear.... *sigh* Anyway, Almost Spring break!!!!! Yay! I just have an evil cs assignment from hell and a research proposal to plow through!!!!! x.x... The cs assignment is killing me. It's not about programming but more like using this mathematical way of approximating how fast an algorithm will run a BILLION TIMES on evil EVIL pieces of code. =dies= I don't know what I'm doing and there's no way to check. =growls= Why does code have to be efficient? I'm perfectly happy waiting 50 years for my program to run... XD Haaai.... Aaanyway... I did worse in my Cal test than I thought. x.x.... I got an 82. I was expecting an A since I walked out of that test pretty proud at my performance. *sigh* Serves me right. Oh good god... You guys have to see what he proposes in replacement of a curve. I had to literally sit there and think really hard to understand him. x.x... Mebbe I'm just slow. Blergh. But basically it summed down to, "If your next test is 1/3 greater than you first test, then I'll let you replace your old test with your new test. For those of you who got a high grade and are upset by not being able to partake of this deal, I'll let you drop your grade to something what would be easier to get >= to 1/3 of. But you all have to email me and let me know before the test." Now... With my luck, if I lower my grade to say a 25, sure I'll get more than 1/3 but! Watch that grade me lower than an 82. So..... Ev's not a gambler. ^^;;; Yeah yeah I can see you all pointing at me going, "Coward!!" Well meh. I think if I can mantain high A's for my hw and quizzes I'll still get that 4.0. As for my goal of mantaining my lovely 4.0 for this entire year.... I don't think logic is going to allow me to have that pleasure. =shakes fist= I want my 4.0 dammit!!!!! =growls= However I'm too lazy. x.x.... There's only so much logic I stand. My ceiling is about 10 minutes worth. XDDD lol I thought it was funny. My ta said that somebody wrote in their answer booklet, "I will Q-drop." Basically, drop the class without harming your gpa. That amused me so much.
- 9:17 pm
March 05, 2005 -
Alright. Let's talk about the definition of love shall we? There are (according to me) three types of love: love for your relatives and people who are close enough to be considered relatives, love for your friends, and love for your... well... love for your love. Love should not be taken lightly. Love isn't some little term you throw around when you get your way or when someone does something nice for you. It's an important term that reflects the depth of your bond with that other person. Now lets elaborate on the meaning of love for your love. Your soulmate. The one you intend to be with for the rest of your life. That's something even more sacred. This love if anything holds more risks. You offer everything you have whereas the other two loves only get a part of you. This love consumes everything in you. Nothing can be hidden given time. He sees the best and he sees the worst. It really is something sacred. So for all the whores out there who trash this delicate term by cheating on their loves or trying make others cheat with them with the promise of love. I hate you all. You have no idea how deep my hatred for you runs. How dare you take such a beautiful thing and try to ruin it. Who gave you the right to do that? For you cheaters out there, I hope you suffer because you're hurting your so called love. You're better off breaking up. That person would then be able to find someone new and given time, learn to love again. And as for you tempters. You are the worst. How do you think you can build a relationship with a person who cheated? The cheater will cheat on you too. You've deluded yourself. Your love is false. And I hope you suffer once you find out how unfaithful your stolen love is. So I'm done. I'm furious. There are so many people like this. So many cheaters. So many tempters. They're murderers. They really are. They should suffer the same consequences as the killers. It's like they understand the consequences and know people will get hurt so badly, and yet they do it for the carnal pleasures. Love is fragile as it is and yet they go out of their way to break it. So alright. I can't do anything about it. So I guess I should be quiet. Scowl in disgust at you whores out there and move on. Focus on my own love. *sigh* But I'm sorry I'm mad. I am proud of you. And I love you. I really really do.
- 3:29 pm
March 03, 2005 -
For lack of a better term, I just got raped by the logic test. End of story. Luckily, almost everyone else got killed too. So hopefully the curve will make everything okay. But now I'm too tired to care. *sigh* I fell asleep studying last night after the cs test (it ended at 9) and then I crawled out of bed, took a shower, fell back a sleep and basically ignored my alarm and woke up at 9. Thus I missed calculus. Joy of joys. I couldn't afford that could I. *sigh* Oh well. It's too late now. Luckily, I finished reading the chapters for logic and went to the test feeling okay. Until the test came and massacred us all. Joy in a box. But alright. Cal ta was nice enoguh to give us an extension on our cal hw that was due yesterday. So I need to go back and reowrk the problems I bsed on. I refuse to just copy the solutions manual unless I understand it. However, I don't even understand it. =cries= This bites!!! This bites this bites this BITES!!! >.< The only thing keeping me happy right now if thinking of James and I wlaking around campus. ^^;;; I swear I'm so sad. Sometimes when I'm walking back to my dorm once the day's over I catch myself with this goofy little smile. *sigh* I miss him dammit. It's not fair. Well no, not really but it is!!! How on earth did I think I was going to be able to do this for 2 years???? *snort* I can barely survive one year. alright I'm off to redoing cal hw. Joy of joys. Oh btw, new music up on the webspace. I found themusic behind that clip Linh was laughing at earlier. I even found a site dedicated to just that song. ^^
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