December 30, 2004 -
Arrrrgggh!!!! Bloody cards!!!!! Bloody sodding blasted cards!!!!! =glowers and throws things around= That's it. Suz and Laura, if I can find a bag for your gifts by god you're getting it in a bag. I'm too tired and irritated to figure out how on earth to wrap your gifts. so BAH!!!! ENJOY!!! =glowers some more= I have to make 3 cards by tomorrow. The third card is giving me hell. After that I have 3 more cards to make. =glare= and all because I'm crazy!!!! =dies= Sooo... Anyway. It's been a busy week! I think.... Monday.... ^^ Tuesday... Jenny's house where we proceeded to toss "What do you want to do?" back and forth. hee hee Wednesday... Driving with Dad. It wasn't too bad but... iono.... He swatted my hand off the ignition because I held it a second or too long. >.< After that I was a lot more careful. =dies= Thursday... Shopping on Montrose with Madeline, Jenny, Andrea and her sister Naomi(?). Madeline was a record 2 hours and 30 minutes late! I don't even want to know. Friday I'm going to go to Suz's! With James! Which is COOL!!! Especially since Laura and Suz BOTH invited him. =^^= Yay! Transferring of files will take place. Mebbe watch a movie if we have time... =shrugs= iono what's going to happen. And then we go pick Laura up eat a quick dinner accompanied with perhaps HP Uno for the digestion... Of course... *cough haaack* ^^;;; And then we watch Ocean's Twelve. Which is proclaimed good by some and bad by others. Ev says it doesn't matter since I have great company. If it's bad we can make fun of it together ^^ So! Yes... Ev's looking forward to tomorrow. Meanwhile... Cards must be made. grrrr!!!! And another thing.... Why can't my family not be cheap for once in my life and hire the bloody exterminator for gods sake???? We obviously have a wasp infestation and it really isn't fun watching wasps fly around the living room everytime the weather gets warm. =growls= Oh and other news. This is just bizarre... And it figures the Japanese would do it. ^^;;;
- 10:07 pm
December 24, 2004 -
Haroo to the world. Ev is sick. Joy... And because I'm sick, I'm overheated so HA!!! ^^;;; Yes well it snowed and Mom forced me to go outside to take pictures. =dies= And the saddest part were my clearest pictures were taken inside at the plant we saved from the freezing outside. =DIES= Sooo... yes.... It stopped snowing tho. Which is a good sigh since Mom said that if it were still snowing in the morning she'd we me up and make me take more pictures. BAH!!! >.< Yeah... in case you're wondering, Ev refuses to let her mom know she's sick. ^^;;; So aaanyway.... Apparently I'm very scary right now.... Hyper/tired/sick... Interesting combination ne? ^^;;; But yes. Before I go. My chaweezard!!! XDDD
- 10:25 pm
December 22, 2004 -
Ever miss someone so much it hurt? The moment you come back and realize what was your home is once again your room. To realize that suddenly, you're not so warm anymore. To suddenly find your happiness is gone and all that is left is this deep void and the knowledge that nothing will be the same. It hurts. It hurts a lot. I miss you too much. Entirely too much.
- 6:16 pm
December 19, 2004 -
Today was fun! Tapioca Express with good friends and my love. ^^ I hope nothing was awkward.... But yes... Then we went sneaky! And got yummy food. mwah ha ha ha!!! Played Super Smash Brothers and slightly creamed tho not as much as James as Pikachu. XD Suz was good as the fox! iono the fox's name.... >.< I wanna say Captain Falcon but I think that's completely wrong. I think that was the roboty dude person.... e.e.... Aaaanyway... Then they laughed at my poor Zelda skills. =cries= So what if I can't run in a straight line!!! Baaah.... =dies= Then we went home. =sniffles= but anyway, we should do it more often! ^^ Hmm.... I desperately need to go Christmas shopping.... =pouts= I know what to get Jenny, Suz, and Linh now! Debating on Laura, Laura and Grace.... =grumbles= ionooooo!!! lol you'd think short Laura was easy. =grins= No Laura, you're prolly NOT going to get a bear. =cackles= MWAH HA HA HA HA HA!!!! And yes Jenny's not giving gifts but you know what? I want to give you a gift so whether or not you give me one doesn't matter. If I find something I think you'll like, I'm going to give it to you!!! So bah! ^^ And if you wanna pay me back just invite me over for ddr some time. hee hee That's all I ask. ^^ Because ddr is AWESOME!!! XD And ev hasn't played in awhile.... =sniffles= lol so ok! Winter vacation's being so awesome to me. We hope this lasts for a month. Oh yeah! Mom has volunteered to take me to places so even if you don't have a car... =nudge nudge poke poke= INVITE ME OVER!!! onegai??? I haven't seen al of you in so long and we're drifting!! Grrrrrr..... =throws tomatoes at everyone for no reason= XDD But yes. It was nice seeing you all again. And Apples to Apples is the awsomest game ever. Well.... Cranium followed by Apples to Apples. hee hee
- 7:42 pm
December 18, 2004 -
Yay! Life is grand. I've got spiffy friends! I've got a spiffy boyfriend! Life is good! Stress/anxiety level down just a tad. until the sneaking begins.... =dies= I'm NOT cut out for this!!!!!!!! There's a reason why I'm a goody two shoes. merf. And that is a weird phrase.... Goody two shoes???? anyone care to tell me the origin on that one? =blink= well yeah... So! Mom and I went to lunch at a fancy Japanese restaurant for a company Christmas dinner. Everyone was dressed up nice and fancy and by the gods did I feel out of place. =dies= I tried to look nice but all I managed was a nice sort of frumpy. >.< But aaanyway... incredibly large lunch. The menu was: sushi, salad, soup, fish pocket thingy and tempura, beef dish, peanut dessert thingy, and oranges. So that's a... 7 course dish? If you count tempura and fish as one dish even tho it just came as 2 dishes at the same time... ^^;;;; But yeah... Witnessed the owner of the new Hilton hotel getting drunk... ^^;;;; And.. yah.. realized the Chinese people are UNGODLY loud. >.< But yes.... it was interesting. Lady next to Mom thought I was a 5th grader and the boss of the company came over shaking hands and pinched me on the cheeks!!!! When I finally talked to him he asked me what grade I was in. I had the pleasure of informing him I was a freshman in college who is actually going to the college he graduated in. BOOYAH loser. XDDD Yeah.. I didn't mind the lady for messing up but... I managed to get through my years of being a kid without getting my cheeks pinched only to get them pinched NOW! At the blooming age of 18!!!!!!!!!! Argh..... So that was my subtle way of stabbing him back. =growls= eh heh heh heh... soo!!! hmm.... other than that.... =shrugs= Laaa!!! Oh hey! There's an Evelyn Chang that is also a freshman and a cs major! Going to Carnegie Mellon! And I was going to apply there too! o.o.... Weeeird...
- 11:32 pm
December 17, 2004 -
Mm.... I love this song. :3 ^^ It's Taseidou no Bosatsu from Hellsing. I have a sneaking suspicion he's singing in English but.... I really dunno.... e.e... So... Lesse... yesterday, Linh came at 5:15 and we went to Memorial Mall which is beautiful may I add. They have the huge fireplace that was extrmeemly welcoming after running through the cold to get there. >.< But yes. 1 hour traffic just to get there!!! Yay.... =dies= Bought special things.... XD And we went to Chilis to eat at 9. Knowing us we stayed there for over an hour just slowly eating and talking. Mom called at 10:30 and was very unhappy. Apparently it's very dangerous to be out at 10:30! GASP =glowers at mom= So anyway, apparently I have a curfew of gods know what. I'm guessing 10:30 since she wanted me home asap at that time. Which to me is just.... ARRRGGHH!!! I dunno but honestly.... I'm 18! We were at Chili's!!!! For gods sake have just a little faith ne??? >.< So anyway, Linh rushed me home as fast as possible and that was that. Mom's fine now but.... Geez. So anyway, I have dinner with dad today at 6. We'll see how that goes.... Luckily, fooni won't be there! Yay!!! She's going to some Well's Fargo dinner that she didn't decide to haul Dad to which lets us FINALLY get to eat alone. Good GOD that woman makes everything uncomfortable. >.< so aaaaanyway. We hope for the best ne? And yes.... I'm currently readdicted to Hellsing music. Good good stuff. It's kinda grungey and yet also very laid back.... ^^??? So yes. Thinking about it. I'm screwed for Christmas cards and gifts. SCREWED!!!! I've only gotten one out of gods know how many. =dies= This bites. NEED go to Christmas shopping except Mom hates it. *sigh* Well ok... yeah... Hey! Doesnt Laura come back today? Hm.... Welcome back Laura!!! If you're back now.... e.e.... and if not today then... er.... welcome back anyway! XD lol okok I go now. Distract myself somehow... You know... some people sound very good when the speak mandarin softly..... *^^* haaai..... very much so...
- 2:41 pm
December 15, 2004 -
Dentists are a nightmare. I actually cried this time. And you know what's sad? It didn't even hurt all that much I was just freaked out because once he numbed my mouth he immediately started working. I just kept remembering that the other dentist had waited at least 10 minutes until drilling and it HURT!!! So anyway, I think he thought I was in severe pain or something because I kept crying. ^^;;; I kept telling him I was fine but oh well. lol Aaanyway, he works REALLY fast and iono if that's necessarily a good thing... Honestly, my new filling fells completely wrong. It's not smooth like the other ones... ^^;;;; But! Yes.... He says my old filling broke because the old dentist used crappy material. =shakes fist= So he wants to replace them after my braces get removed. Oh joy of joys.... =dies= Aaaanyway... Apparently, this filling was really close to the nerve so he was saying that if it hurts so much that I cant go to sleep then I have to come in the next morning and get a root canal. =dies= basically, he might have needed to kill the tooth. =cries= Luckily! Or at least so far... e.e... *cough* er.. yes... So! Because it doesn't hurt like hell I'm not gonna have to get one! Wheeeeee!!! ^^ I was worried it might be ok only because of the medicine but mom pointed that I only took a THIRD of the LITTLE pill and that was 4 hours ago so the effects should have worn off. Sooo! Yes... ^^ Mou... That's so retarted... The Ransom center at UT is having a lecture on Sherlock Holmes on the 16th except students get kicked out of their dorms on the 15th. Gr!!!! And I wanna go... =pouts= I think I've become the ultimate dork. I watch old brisitch mystery shows. First it was Poirot and now it's Sherlock Holmes. XDD Yeeeahh.... la la la la la laa.... So! Yes! imma go now. Chat with my love and whatnot. ^^
- 9:51 pm
December 14, 2004 -
- 5:11 pm
Morrrrrniiiiinnnng!!!! ^^ Evelyn is here to wreak havoc on Houston again! Er.... not really... *cough* ah haaa..... ^^;;;; Aaanyway.... So! waking up in my old room was disorienting.... >.< makes me kinda sad but at least I can do to sleep when I want!!! =glares at roomie somewhere in Houston as well= Gr!!!! She left me to deal with defrosting the freezer and I don't even use it!!! =glare glare glare= =shakes fist= =glare some more= =throws BOMB at her= BAH!!!!! Either way, I doubt she'll really either transfer out of Ut to UH or move to Jester but.... we're hoping one of those will happen... =pouts= But then again, it's only because she's so noisy at night!! Grrrrr.... I swear.... iono.... *sigh* But ok! Now I have nothing to do today except randomly run around with my flassh drive from compie to compie installing Office 2004 Pro and AntiVirus. *sigh* Yay.... Why do I suddenly feel as if I'm the tech person by default now that I-chih's gone.... >.< And you know what I hate? Oh this is a pet peeve of mine. Tho not as major as others.... But yes. Just because I'm a computer science potential major does NOT mean that I am computer savvy. And it definitely does NOT mean that I know how to build a computer or take one apart or anything about the hardware of a computer. For all the morons out there who have assumed that about me let me tell you. Computer science is SOFTWARE!!! not hardware. We tell the computer what to do, NOT build it. And for gods sake, I'm not computer savvy, the only things I do know I've learned from the real computer savvy people. I can't even type without looking up from the keyboard very well. I'm only a beginning compsci major ok? Oh and a another thing. Not all compsci majors like to game. Got it? Ok! Now that includes me. I'm NOT a gamer!!!!! Arrrgghhhh.... Soooo!!! Now that I've vented a bit.... Watch me be doomed to a tech support job in the future. =cries= I'd kill myself or something. I couldn't handle the multiple stupid people who accidentaly kill their computer out of ignorance. =dies= Most important rule about computers: If you don't know what it does DON'T MESS WITH IT. And for gods sake, DON'T DELETE IT!!!! ^^;;;;; Luckily, I haven;t met people like that yet.... Only heard about then.... But to know that they exist.... =shudders=
- 12:33 pm
December 12, 2004 -
One word for you guys. Well.. it might be two words... Trip-hop!!! That's right. Trip-hop... My new favorite music genre. it's mellow yet twisted.... I LOVE IT!! XDDD So! Currently I've downloaded Massive Attack's 100th Window and Mezzanine. Loved 100th Window. I'm on Mezzanin right now and Angel sounds familiar. I'm also downloading Portishead right now so we'll see. This might just be my new genre fad. ^^;;;; The style is just so... Hmmm!!! ^^ And of course, it's a British music movement.... XDD Yeah... I think the only thing that really stuck was Linkin Park. Which btw, Collision Course is interesting... Some songs are awesome and make me accept Jay-Z even tho I hate his lyrics. There's this one rap that he does which is just amazing... =shrugs= So anyway, British music! I loved their techno and trance and now I'm here for their trip-hop. Tho techno and trance was a european thing.... =shrugs= meh! Now I need to get my hands on some russian music. It's a really spiffy language. ^^;;;; So! What else? Linh and I just celebrated our last night here. =sniffles= Ended the tradition of going to Texadelphia to study for mythology. =sniffles= I'm really gonna miss that class too. Thinking about it. I had a really good semester. ^^ I only hope the rest of college life will be as fun. *sigh* I'm a bet nervous about the future of my college life but meh. I'll get over it. I'll seriously worry about it when it comes up. No use worrying over something that doesn't exist yet.... heh... aaanyway! Yes! I think imma have 2 mp3 players.... e.e..... my cousin gave me one and my dad will get me one as well... e.e... Woaw..... I should stop trying to bug people for things because when I do I end up with 2.... Now what am I going to do with 2????? =dies= But! I also got a pin drive! pin? pen? sticky thing? 512 mb! So! Anyone want a music fix and I can bring it and do a massive music dump. ^^ Yaaay!!! This makes me happy. Even better, anyone have a cable and I can bring my laptop and see if I can connect the compies and do an even massive-er music/movie dump. XDD Yeah... I just realized.... I must be a bit annoying with my music dumps.... =shrugs= you people just have to suffer some more!! =cackles= nonono I promise! you'll like it! Have I ever been wrong? =kazaore runs around and silences all those who object= XDD eh heh.... thank you! =kazaore bows and disappears= hee hee hee... Now! The only problem with trip-hop.... Cant sing to a lot of them.... grrrr..... eiiiither way! ^^;;;; Yea.... *cough* ok now I'm just stalling. I really should pack... I'll be back tomorrow at 3 or 4 or so! So! gimme a call Tuesday or something! XD nah... just call whenever. Im sure I'll find something to do for the first week... e.e.... Maaan.... I shoula take up walking around the neighborhood or something or else imma lose all the wonderful leg power I've developed from walking around campus and marching to and from the 4th floor.... >.< We shall see. Ev is still and always will be a lazy bum.
- 9:50 pm
Yay!!!! Tag board is up since late last night. It was a little weird but iono why... so we're hoping that was a fluke. But aaanyway, it's in the me page. That little thin that says "tag?" ^^ So I have to run off now to go hurt myself at the gym. >.< bah!!!! Ok baibai!
- 10:13 am
December 11, 2004 -
lol cs review was really fun. Sang, Luke, John (?), and I ended up meeting up with my fig group! That was fun. At first we kinda studied but we ended up playing uno with John's cards. hee hee that was lots of fun... if his name is John... e.e... we need to figure this out.... >.< Aaanyway! cs final itself wasn't killer but it wasn't the most beautiful thing in the world. I'm praying I did how I normally do on cs tests.... I hope.... x.x... But! Yes... you know... I tihnk imma miss fig. Hai... my fig group was awesome. Everyone was really cool to talk to. And I'll definitely miss 301K. *sigh* Roger keeps telling me 313K is killer. =dies= Leaving game day on 301K really made me realize the play is over. Next semester's going to be a huge reality bite. *sigh* I'm going to be busy aren't I.... grrrgh.... Hopefully I can cheer myself up. ^^ Work hard play hard ne? We shall try. If anything to mantain my health. lol It's not like I'm dying or anything, it's just that if I gt depressed I get sick easier. And that's no good... x.x;;; soooo! I get to relearn my spanish... Gah... I suck at languages. And yet I want to learn Chinese, Japanese, and Korean. Who am I kidding. Mebbe I should give up and just stick to choir. x.x I need to figure out how to get into choir.... arrrgghhhh... What am I doing???? moof Listening to The Messiah makes me sad yet happy. Always brings tears to my eyes. *sigh* That was something beautiful... That concert... *sigh* I think it was the high of my life... Such a sad high but... Ah well. We'll see about choir. I can't stop singing for too long. Makes me depressed as well. Too many things are making me sad. x.x;;; *cough* but yes.... who wants to go with me to half-price to buy a css book when I get back? anyone? email me for now ne? gmail not yahoo XD
- 11:49 pm
December 10, 2004 -
It's interesting how much my mood is reflected the type of music I'm listening to. But then again... you can't just rely on that... Sometimes the same kind of music can be used for a different purpose. But in this case, it's rather accurate. on both counts.
- 7:33 pm
After many failed attempts, I have managed to NOT get my cs midterm!!! yay.... =DIES= You see, this is what I get for missing class. I've only missed one class this entire semester and the results are horrible. Yes I managed to get a lot of sleep. Yes I managed the miss the huge rain storm since I woke up later. But at the same time I don't have my midterm!! Arrrrgh!!! I cant seem to be able to pick up my mythology final either. *sigh* Makes me so sad. I want to be able to pick them up!!! Gr! Gr! And another thing is what about the other 2 finals? Will I ever get them back? I guess not but that sucks! Moo.... I wonder if other students gets frustrated by that. Prolly not. =dies= Aaanyway... Oh yeah, my layout. Layout. Right right... Ok! So! As you can see, there is a lack of a tagboard... ^^;;; Sorry... I have no clue where to put it... ah haaaa.... I'm thinking it'll be in the me page.... hmmm.... Yeah.. if I can make 2 columns them I can put it in there. Since I have no commenting system and I love getting comments. XDDD Hai.... That I do... Or can I make it have its own page? =ponders this...= We'll see ne? In the mean time, sit on your comments for awhile... If you have any... ^^;;; And oh! Let me know if something doesn't work as usual. I rely on your ppl to let me know and NO ONE EVER lets me know. =dies= Do I have to give a reward? mooooo.... And hmm.... Well I went the gym with Linh today. It wasn't so bad but then again, I was being really REALLY nice to myself. So tomorrow when we go back I'll increase the weights a bit. 5 pounds makes a BIG difference I'll have you know. Meep. Well if anything, some of the machines are fun and others are just strange. Especially the ones where you have to lie down with your lower body higher than your upper body. Ooo... and there's one where they squish you into this little area and you push out with your legs. iono but... I somehow felt like a strange contortionist... ^^;;; I can just imagine aliens watching from above like we're in some kind of freak show. But! It's not so bad. I feel better if I go. Not the big energy kick exercise gives you but just the satisfying feeling of knowing I've gotten off my lazy bum and did something healthy for a change. ^^;;; But don't expect me to be dieting any time soon. Oh nooo... no no no See I consider that unhealthy for me because it makes me sad. XDD Haaaai... So! I figure, if I can lose so much weight by marching around in circles on campus all day, why bother with the dieting? And it's not like I'm fat.... =stares at self= Hai. Not fat. ^^ Just not skinny either... ^^;;;; EITHER WAY! No one needed to read that. ah haaaa... *cough* So I also did laundry and that's... about it... hai! I just finished watching another episode of Poirot. Eh heh... My semi-guilty pleasure. I like british mystery comedies. Tho poirot's leaning more on mystery but still. ^^ I'm thinking of downloading an entire season of Sherlock Holmes before I leave. Mwah ha ha ha!!! We shall see about that. The only problem is I have to use BitComet to do that which kills my bandwidth but... it's not too bad. It refreshes every Monday. We shall see... Tho I leave on Monday... =DIES= Soooo ok! Kudos to the people who've discovered I'm back up and running and... see you all at home! =^^= Oh and btw, during the winter break... Can someone rescue me from my house? Please? I'm going to be bored out of my poor little mind with no freedom of movement. x.x...
- 1:09 pm
December 09, 2004 -
So! Ok! I just revamped EVERYTHING. So hopefully I'll remember to upload everything.... ah haaa... =dies= So! Anyway, a lot has happened within the month that I stopped blogging but... I'm not going to bother trying to catch up ne? ^^ Either way, I need to go to sleep earlier since I have to go to the gym with Linh tomorrow. =cries= imme diiiieeee!!!! moof x.x;;;
- 11:13 pm
Alrighty, first blog entry ever since October 22... Woaw.... it feels weird to blog again but I missed it. hee hee... I won't explain why I stopped blogging and decided to erase everything unless you ask me. Even then, I might not tell you. But... Don't take it as a personal stab ne? I'm prolly just not in the mood. Yes I did have a reason. And no it does not make me smile to think about why. But either way here it is again. Veritaserum version 14. It's amazing you know? I've been doing this since what was it... 2002? Yeah... I know my archives don't go back that far but that's because I'm too lazy to reformat everything. Aaanyway... this is just a test...
- 9:03 pm