Alrighty... today Suz, Laura and I decided to go to Chilis for lunch. That evolved into a trip to Laura's house where we were silly with Lead and bears. Then we went to Barnes and Noble where we used Laura's $40 gift card to get bday gifts for Laura, Grace, Me, and Suz. Spent about 2 hours there. I was originally going to get the kenna cd but they didn't have it. So.. ya... I spent a looong loong time looking for a manga to get. ^^;;;; (sorry Laura!!!!) I ended up with Samurai Deeper Kyo. *^^* Anyway, somewhere in the middle of my choosing a manga Laura was going to blow up from being in a book store for too long.. ^^;;; non-book readers.. =shrugs= So she and Suz went to Blockbuster to use her other gift card leaving me to choose a manga. I ended up not picking until they came back and.. that was an interesting dilemma as well. ^^;;; So! Then we went to Suz's house to pick up her camera, our bday gifts, and I borrowed a crap load more manga because I had a bag. ^^ Yayyyy I ended up with 10 manga. Enough to last me 2 days! ^^:;; Heh.... x.xV Yupyup, so then we went back to Laura's house where she dumped an ungodly amount of beads onto Suz for her dreamcatchers.... e.e... and I got one cross stitching project that confuses the crap out of me. Help! If I could just get started. =dies= Need to call her on that. "um Laura.... I need help" =sighs as Laura laughs hysterically= anyway! ^^;;; So now I get to clean downstairs for someone... e.e... And start on the Mom assignment mebe tomorrow.... after I finish the manga... The books can wait a bit. ^^
Delerium - Daylight
10:57 pm - 06.30.04
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^^;;; Yes... It's for the GoD clan... uhm.... I'm not explaining... ^^ Buuut! I kinda like it... o.O... well... ya. it's interesting. I've never done something like that before. Usually anime people. But ya that pic was ungodly hard to cut out and I had to improv in some parts because I didn't know what the shape was... ^^;;; So anyway, this is hopefully going to be the image for the opening page of the GoD clan... and yeeeaaah.... Look at the art! x.xV I think it needs some work personally. We'll see.
Tori Amos - Happy Phantom
2:08 am - 06.30.04
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mmm... nothing like young coconut juice to soothe the evil headaches to a background throb. ^^ Things like this make me miss dad. Yes Ev misses her dad. Not the dad now because he always has her around. =wrinkles nose= But dad long ago when we used to have pillow fights, and drink coconut juice, I'd "record" him cooking, talking about dna and evolution, talking about his life when he was young... I miss it... But I know things can't go back the way they used to be. Especially now. Now that's he's so urrrgggh!!! It's like she has stolen some of his brains now. Blindly agreeing with the stupid chirstian lady. =scowls= It's not like I have aomething against Christians, just that one lady. She was so... =grumbles= She was nice. I'll admit that. But she just naturally assumed that anyone believing in multiple gods were uneducated barbarians. Polytheists to her were those cavemen back in the old day. And Dad and Fooni just nodded and agreed and I wanted to kick the lady sitting next to me in the car. I really wanted to kick her. But I actually have my morals and they say always respect your elders so matter how screwed up their thinking is and if you must at least don't pick on the elderly. So! She couldn't be kicked but I really wanted to.. Luckily she and Fooni left to go to the bathroom. I glared at Dad while waiting for them to return. *siiigh* But I'm not holding it against him. It's just things have changed a lot and I don't like it. He worries me now. He really does. And if Fooni screws him over I'm going on a head hunt. ^^;;; Anyway, sorry... I had to get worked up about something else... ^^;;;; Anyway headache's not gone yet as you can tell and I have a feeling it's not going to get any better. My dentist's appt got moved to 9 in the morning. Oh joy... Nothing like waking up to pain. =cries= So yah... Tomorrow I am watching Shrek2 with Suz and Laura! Hopefully my headache will be gone by then and if not I'm sure they can chase it away. ^^So in the meantime I am allowing my unhappiness pour into lotr music. I have all 3 soundtracks now! =grins=
lotr (all 3)
3:54 pm - 06.29.04
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e.e... I have decided that while all the songs may flow nicely and make sense in the movie, it's incredibly weird and random is a soundtrack... I like a select few songs but... yea that's about it. It's not really something I'd actually buy... ^^;;; I think if I have time and my comp isn't going to die, imma download the Silent Hill 4 ost. ^^ That'll be it for random osts then I'll go back to my lotr hunting. Not enough seeds. =grumbles= Seeds! Give me seeds! Or a faster connection. Booo... We need to exorcise the dsl modem... Other than that, being bored is giving me a headache... urrrgggh.... need to take my brain out for a jog or something. Move brain move! =pokes it with chopsticks= =brain bites back= o.o....
Kill Bill 1 ost
6:52 pm - 06.28.04
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Irony of ironies. Mom says most likely we will not be going to Taiwan and Japan. After getting all worked up about it and gettig excited about going to Japan we might not be going. =grumbles unhappily= I had plans to go buy origami paper in Taiwan. *siiiigh* So I might be stuck in America for a long long time waiting for summer to be over so something can happen. Either that or manage to accumulate enough money to buy The Sims and at least 3 expansion packs.... o.O We will see.... And then I get to learn how to drive! Wheeee.... We're causally not reminding Mom of that... ^^;;;; And right now, even tho I was playing it on endless repeat yesterday I am stilll listening to that damnable song of evil doom! Graaaaaaaa... x.xV Stupid evil hook. So right now I'm trying to at least play it every other song.... What is it? The blasted Jojo song. merrrrf I knew it was a mistake to download it. =dies= Right now Iam downloading my first thing from Suprnova. Yes it works! Very slowly... But it works... ^^;;; Kill Bill soundtrack! I dunno why I'm downloading.. It had the best ratio besiaclly. But for that wonderful number of seeds the downloading is still going at a grueling 4kb!!!! =dies= And I have dsl.... =cries= Alirght, let's go with a Chinese song! =clicky= Anyway, I got DeadAim last night so now I'm debating between Trillian and DeadAim for my laptop.... e.e... DeadAim has fewer files to transfer so that an extra plus. And I only know one person on anything other than aim.... Hm.... ^^;;; Anyway... We'll see. I still need to get the blasted computer! e.e... We will get it! The Averatec deal is already over for MicroCenter and Sam's but now Office Depot is having the same deal. So we're praying we'll finally get it. *siiigh* Anyway, I've reached the state of bored where I'm debatign going online and priting out pics to color in. e.e.. Yes you heard it here. Ev wants to color in pictures. *siiigh* Me thinks I need to get out a bit or find something else to do. I want to make a new layout but I still haven't found the right pic for it yet so we're waiting a bit. ^^;;; I'm not rushing it since most likely this one is going to last me a really long time. I'm laying off the constant layout making in case you didn't notice. ^^;;; lol All I can understand in this song is, "it's dangerous", "you can't see it", and maybe "it isn't a cat" if I'm crazy....
SHE - Bo Si Mao
3:24 pm - 06.28.04
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Entertaaaaiiin meeeeeee.... o.O... I am bored out of my mind mainly b/c i am using bittorrent and I want the speed to stay at a nice 15 kbps. lol that and give my poor Ginrei a break. =pats ginrei on the head lovingly= go go go! 66% wheeeeEEEeeeeeeEEEEe.... ook... I need to ramble about something... and you know how rambling goes with me ne? lol okok So! anyway I have been invited to 2 movies... o.O... Shrek2 and... i dunno the second one... ^^;;; So! Winamp is being evil. It just shuts down... Like it decided it didn't feel like playing the next song and closed itself. No little error window, no freeze, no crash. Just poof! it's gone! o.O? Well anyway, I was browsing the tech help forum on winamp.com and found out there's an update patch... dunno if I need it but... I installed it anyway... ^^;;; eh.... not the smartest idea so far but oh well... winamp is still working! that's all that matters right? right? O.o.. well anyway, hopefully it'll be nice now. anyway, I wanna play a gaaaame..... ^^;;; seriously addicted to The Sims you have nooo clue. It's like the spiffiest game ever! ^^ I might actually consider working for Mom jsut to get money in order to go buy it. hm.... I just might... Because right now I feel bad asking Mom for anything unecessary because of college costs... ^^;;; we'll see. I need to discuss this with Mom. That and I need to buy Kenna's cd! e.e.... *siiigh* Alright! This is now the Find Way to Get Money campaign. ^^;;; Ev need money. I do have money in store but I refuse to touch it. That's back up for when I get desperate. Not for games. ^^ besides, once you start it's like a viscious cycle. *siigh* Anyway, I being the brilliant moron I am accidentally dyed the majority of my white clothes in the wash pink. x.x My face towels are pink and so are 2 of my shirts. Miraculously, the UT Experience shirt escaped the dying.... But... My nat sci shirt became pink. Of all shirts.. the one I have to wear. merrrgggh.... But! after a good douse of bleach and an overnight soak, I am proud to say it's relatively white now. It has been saved. =beams= Mom said I was screwed for college. ^^;;; Yeeeaaah.... well now I've learned. Always separate whites and colors. I mean, I've been doing laundry for a year now and I've never had this problem so I dunno why all of a sudden it is. Mom says I just got lucky. ^^;;; heh.... We'll see. This will be interesting if anything. You'll read a lot of interesting stories of Evelyn in a dorm once school starts. ^^;;; yupyup... I predict blog entries will increase by a lot. fun stuff... I think... anyway, one thing I'm doing once I get to ut is hunting down the anime club! I got Laura to join me in the search. lol hopefully it's not as crazy as our anime club was... =remembers the first few meetings= e.e... heh... yeeeaaah... there's no way it could get that insane... x.x hm.... ok.. I think I've actually run out of things to say... o.o... weird... lol okok I go now. Find some other form of entertainment... ^^;;;
Kenna - Sunday After You
12:38 am - 06.27.04
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Back from Jenny's! I had fun. ^^ We played a bit of Windwaker or something like that... Windwaker? yesh? The new Zelda game? lol well I didn't play, Jenny and Raymond played. I kinda watched... No offense but Link looks retarted in this vs of Zelda. Merf. x.xV And then we played an ungodly amount on The Sims. Like an UNGODLY FRICKIN HUGE amount of The Sims. ^^ And the only that stopped us was Jenny's comp froze. lol But I like The Sims so it was fun. =nodnod= imma go out and buy it one day. ^^ Hoepfully Sims2 will make Sims1 cheaper... ^^ Anyway, good luck to Jenny today, hope all went well. =silently hands Jenny a water gun in case she needs it= lol So I went back home at around 12:15. And I basically slept. Because Jenny and I stayed up until 3 talking and woke up at around 9-9:30. It's the rule of sleeping over, you go to sleep late and wake up early. ^^;;; not a fun rule but... merf Either way, after sleeping and ungodly amount (I woke up at 4)... lol and actually, I would have stayed sleeping if it weren't for a phone call from some random Spanish speaking guy. It was funny. I didn't understand anythign at first, but then I found out he was looking for Chang. So I said I didn't speak spanish very well, he asked me my age, and for my parents. Imanaged to say my parents spoke chinese and english, not spanish and I apologised and we said goodbye! See? Not bad ne? He spoke a little too fast... e.e... But! my 6 years of Spanish have paid off! I can hold a broken conversation using only basic words... =dies= Oh btw, I'm better today. ^^ Hopefully I can do some brain sorting and tinkering today and not explode anything!!!! wheeee..... ^^;;;
FIR - Lydia
4:55 pm - 06.26.04
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I need time.. but I don't want time... urrghhh... I think I agree. I need a vacation so I can just stop and think. minus the sc. ^^;;; Don't read into this, continue what yo uwere doing, but.. for a moment there, I wanted to just stop picking up the phone. I wanted to shut everyone out so I could let my brain sort everything out. But I can't do that. Lots of problems would come out of that. So... I know this will cause you to ask me a lot of questions. You already are. I'm sorry I can't answer them for you. I'm sorry I've given up trying. I dunno... well I do... ok. I'm not pouringmy heart out on a blog of all ungodly things. I'll try and clarify but you ahve to be patient ok? It's not the easiest thing esp when it all comes out as blerrgghblablalbagrrrppphhhttt moo. So anyway, i'm not fine I'm just coping.
Snow Patrol - Somewhere a Clock is Ticking
8:33 pm - 06.24.04
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Yesterday was miserable... at first. Yesterday consisted of a lot of crying, a click based on my silence, calling in need of distraction, finding temporary comfort, a frantic storm of calling back and forth to arrange a last minute get together partly because I needed a bigger distraction, walking in the rain while carrying an unused umbrella, indecisiveness, having fun with slight spots of silence, staying over because it was raining too hard, then going home, realizing new car smells like crayon in a jetta, playing literati, reading manga, then falling asleep moping. Today I woke up very unhappy and slightly cranky bordering on pissed off, got a call that made the frustration worse at first, almost got a click again, managed to get better, and now here I am typing all this up. So imma go now and play some random games. Mebbe upload songs if I get possessed, I'll let you know about that.
Chen Lin - man tian de feng xue
2:56 pm - 06.24.04
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DAMMIT!!!!
On another note, snippets updated. =points to blurb and storms off=
silence and hesitation
6:30 pm - 06.22.04
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is it sad that everytime I hear Mom call my name I wince? Because I know she wants me to do something. *sigh* Anyway... Yeah... I got bored and started to read Les Miserables. I'm determined to get further than before. The thing is loong tho... Yeah... Dad called today. He's not mad at me so I'm good. One thing off my mind. Still one more... So... I'm really really really sorry. I hope you feel better because even tho you say you're fine I'm still worried about you. =hugs= Just remember, there are no replacements. I don't know what to do tho.... Just let me know if you need anything ok? Even if it's to yell at me. yah....
Arjuna - One
12:45 pm - 06.21.04
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Alright peoples. Be prepared for a huuuuuuuuuge huuuge huge huge huge HUGE! entry. Just giving you a warning right now. Oh yeah, and just a warning, if you can't read this very easily because of the colors one, tough noogies for you because you were supposed to let me know a LOT earlier and two, copy and paste it into notepad which is your FRIEND!!! ^^ lol anyway if you really want a quick summary of it all b/c you're mean and you would like to skip the long entry, basically I walked a lot, met a few people, walked some more, and went home. ^^ Anyway, On to the extended entry!
06-14
Went to Austin on Monday! The orientation actually started on Tuesday but Mom and I needed to do some other things like go to the health office and look at housing. So anyway, Mom called and woke me up at about 7:20 am except Mom ended up completely unprepared and we left about 8:30. Which means we couldn't avoid the 8:00 traffic anymore. x.xV So we stopped off at the mail box across the stree to mail Mark's letter and then we went to Walgreens to get something. Then we drove all the way to Austin. I was originally planning to sleep in the car but Mom is... a bad driver... Let's put it that way... See, it's not like she's a bad driver but a bad long distance driver. She gets bored fter awhile so I had to keep her company. And then after awhile she said her butt hurt from sitting for so long and she started shifting around which caused her car to serve gently side to side within the lane. I swear everyone behind us thought she was drunk or something. x.xV I was nervous about that. For once, I wished I had a license so I could take over after awhile. One funny thing I found out was Dad never let her drive. See, Dad loves to go on road trips so I'm pretty much used to long long drives. And every once in awhile, Mom would try to get Dad to just take a quick rest and let her sleep, but I noticed he never let her. I asked about it and Mom told me that once he let her, he couldn't go to sleep. Instead he stayed wide awake constantly asking her what she was doing since she didn't drive very well long distance. So eventually they switched back. ^^;;;; Either way, we arrived to Austin and decided to go to the health center first only to realize, there was no available parking around there. So then we decided to go to Dobie and preview the dorm. So we parked at the Dobie garage which was SCARY!!! x.xV And then we looked at the dorm. I was pretty impressed by the rooms since I had stayed at West Jester over the summer for colloquium. But Mom hated it! I mean she thought it was a jail cell. So after that Mom was thinking of buying a condo for me. Which is SPIFFY!!! ^^ But prolly not likely. Anyway, we walked all the way to the health center from there. It was a looong hot journey in which Mom decided to take a detour and we got lost. x.x Aaack. Either way, we finally got there only to go into the old health center. So we had to go across the street to the new health center. So we went in and the lady xeroxed my health records, she didn't even take the form we had to bubble in. ^^;;; And then Mom didn't want to walk back to Dobie. We both thought we needed a student id to do that so I went down to bottom floor of the health building to make my id. I look tired and upset in it btw. ^^;;; I wonder why... *sigh* either way, we took the west campus bus back to Dobie and we went into the mall to hunt down the Campus Convenience Store to ask about bus tickets. Asked and left! For... Metro Realty! Where we has a recommendation for this realtor names Karen but she wasn't there!!! So we got this really inexperienced dork od a realtor named Alan. If you ever go there, ask for Chuck. He's the most experienced realtor. He really knows what he's talking about. Alan had to ask him for help every once in awhile. ^^;;; Anyway, we went to only one condo complex at first then Mom started asking lots of questions, Alan got confused, Alan got Chuck to help and got unconfused, and we went to see more condos. We went back to the hotel exhausted. ^^;;; It was funny tho, since Mom was a realtor and Alan was a 3 month realtor. Anyway, we got to the hotel just before they were going to end the drink and snacks time. They had drinks and chips, and stuff set out for the customers. The lady at the front desk asked Mom if she was tickets for a drink and Mom not realizing she meant alcohol, said yes she really really need a drink. LOL Poor mom. Anyway, we basically had a very unhealthy dnner for chips and goldfish. And I had the best hot chocolate ever!!! Tho it might have been good just because I was tired. ^^;;; Anyway, I called Makr on Mom's phone which was funny!!! lol =patpat= And Mom and I watched Murder by Numbers on HBO which wasn't that bad and we went to sleep.
06-15
ORIENTATION!!! I was nervous. Very very nervous. We got in and signed in. I got assigned a random roommate since I didn't meet anyone I knew on the way. *sigh* But I got a cool roomie anyway. ^^ Her name was Beth and she came from Texas City. She's a psych major in the residential fig which means she gets a NICE room. *sigh* Ah well. So they put us in East Jester! Not West Jester. Which confused me!!! lol Yupyup, and east Jester is almost exactly like West Jester except it's worse! lol You know why? Not because of the rooms. The rooms are the same. It's the bathrooms. Okok for those of you who didn't go to colloquium... =patpat= It's all community baths but at WJester, the individual showers all had 2 compartments each one seperated at a curtain. The inner compartment was the shower and the outer compartment had a little bench where you could put your stuff. So it wasn't so bad. But EJester has only one compartment. So it's just a shower. And then there's one bench along the wall so if you're not lucky enough to get one of the two showers next to the bench, you have nowhere to put your stuff unless you're crazy and you want to put your stuff on the floor. So that was fun... x.xX Anyway, by the time I got to the room, everything I wanted to do I was already late for by a few minutes. So I just decided to sit round until 12:15 when the first Wing meeting was going on. So a wing is like a clump of rooms that are made into a group lead by an OA (advisor type peer person) called a wing leader. Our wing leader was Rushmi. She's pretty cool and very very nice. So as insane as some of the OAs and yes, they are very very insane. =nodnod= It's pretty cool tho. Either way, After that we marched up to watch the opening thing which was.... Special... yeah that's the best way to describe it. ^^;;;; I mean, they had an imitation JLo singing one of the main rules of orientation!! lol After that I went on an academic tour where they split up the ppl according to which college they were in. We marched around for while until we ended at WCH. I didn't hear what was said so when the group spontaneously split into 2 groups marching in 2 different directions I was really confused. ^^;;; So I asked a girl and thus a new friend was made. ^^ Yay for talkative people. So her name is Vi. Her real name is something like Taovy I can't remember but anyway, we decided to go back to her room to drink soybean milk of all things. lol I know some of you are shuddering out there. =patpat= But! She brought it! That was spiffy. except the soybean milk was frozen solid so we just talked for a bit then left for the barbeque dinner. We talked some more and found a couple of OAs to guide us to the UNB for the games. on the way they gave us a tour. It was funny since they renamed everything. Like we marched up the mountain and past the mountain trail and through 2 deserts!!! Or was one a plain... ^^;;; lol anyway, I fergot their names.... ^^;;; *sigh* Anyway, they tried to pressure us into playing DDR but we managed to avoid it. lol Then! We went back to Jester for the next wing meeting and marched back to HMA for another presentation. Wheee.... You see the trend of marching?? o.o.... And after that back to Jester where Beth and I went on the midnight prowl which was funny!! I was basically a tour of UT at around 10:30 where they gave you all these random facts about UT. It was really funny. Like they had OAs acting out some of the stories. It was great.
06-16
So Beth had to wake up at 8 in order to get to the SAT II Math 1C test. I didn't have to get up until 9:30 which I took advantage of. ^^ I marched over to the UTC for a Parkinf and shuttles talk. Where I got a shuttle map!!! Which is really helpful. The only problem is that after while, the map will be invalid because of a new exhibit. But that's ok. ^^ I got back and tried to contact Vi except her line was busy or just off... ^^;;; But she finally called me and we decided to eat lunch together at Jester City Limits. We were going to meet outside, except we ended up at different entrances. ^^;;; She was at the side entrance and I was at the main entrace. lol So anyway, we finally found each other after another cell phone call and ate lunch. Afterwards, we went in search of the smoothies we saw everyone carrying around. We thoguht it was at Gregory Gym so we marched over there. I'd find out tomorrow we were completely wrong. lol Anyway, we passed Rushmi on the way there who made sure we were planning to go back to the wing meeting. (it was 10 mins away) So at Gregory gym, there was some kind of health thing going on where they were hadning all the people free stuff. Except everything they saw our badges saying we were orientees, they ignored us. lol That was funny. We found the places to get a smoothie it just wasn't the smoothie we wanted. lol Wrong cup. ^^ So we headed back for the wing meeting and then from there we split up to go to the college meeting. we were waiting around outside for everyone to get there and I got bored so I was watching the OAs battle. There were these 2 liberal arts OAs screaming at the Business majors. It was pretty funny. That's where I first heard the joke about Business majors having no soul. lol On the way to WCH, I met up with Vi again except we had to sit according to our majors and she went to pre-pharm and I went to pre-cs. And at first, I was the only girl there. ^^;;; Yeah, they really weren't kidding when they said there were barely any girls in cs. And I have a sneaking feeling from the few girls in pre-cs even fewer are in cs because they get weeded out. =dies= Even the Dean made a joke about it!!! He was pointing out how physics used to be only guys but now it's about half and half. And bio used to be solid guys and how they're majority girls. Then he came to us and he said pr-cs was the last one to convert and even there were a few intruders. lol There were a lot more jokes but ya. Anyway, then the OAs put in a play based on a fairy tale. Snow White and the 12 Dwarves to be exact. or how ever many dwarves there were.. ^^;;; It was... interesting.... ^^;;; The evil witch was the annoying lady from Friends. I fergot her name... Judith? Person who played in the Nanny? ya... and Snow White was a ditz. lol it was weird. Either way later we all went to have a more focused talk with our own major. Yupyup. So they gave up soda and cookies. ^^ And a quiz! Yay.... Some odd reason it didn't look exactly like java... ^^;;; So I got confused. Esp with the := thing. What is that???? I dunno!!! e.e.... it's like blah blah blah := blah blah. a) blah = blah b) blah := blah and I was like .... -> o.o.... -> o.O??? -> O.o??? -> e.e... -> x.x So ya. lol anyway, based on the scoring, I was put into 305J. Based on some stuff I'm supposed to be in 307 and in some other stuff I'm supposed to be in 305 J. lol Anyway, after more talking we left. I exited into a sculpture waterfall type thing. So I sat there for a little bit while I put up stuff and found out where to go next. I've decided that Taylor Hall outside is pretty. ^^ So I think if it's not too busy that'll be my study place if I ever have a class in taylor hall which I will eventually. Anyway, I marched back to my dorm room and tried to contact Vi since we were plannng to go to dinner. Failed and had to sit around for her to call me again. ^^;;; So when she called me, she said that she and her friends were going out to dinner and I tagged along. So 2 of them were orintees and the 3rd one was a sophomore I think. We marched all the way to her dorm which was scary!!! Fergot the name. Something weird. It was a 2 word name. 2nd name with "oo" The entrance was between 2 shops... ^^;;; Fergot it. Anyway it was gross. Yuck. But she said it was only temporary. lol And then we marched all the way to a vietnamese restaurant next to a Taiwanese restaurant. Both selled tapioca except the vetnamese rastaurant's was chaeper and it also tasted good. I didn't get one lol this is according to the shophomore. Oh yeah, we were joined by another sophomore. ^^;; They all went to school together except for me and one other girl. Anyway, my wing meeting was bumped up to 6:45 for Vi and I had to run back. I felt bad for making her leave early. ^^;;; So! Then we had a wing meeting and we literally sped up the huge hill leading up to the HMA all in order to get to sit on the ground level instead of up at the top. The ironic thing is this time, they didn't project any images, it was all like a play, so sitting up at the top prolly would have been better. ^^;;; So after that I went to the Everlasting Longhorn. Beth went out with her friends so I was all by myself. x.xV But the everlasting Longhorn was really really good. ^^ So everyone going to orientation after me HAS to go. It's required. =nodnodnod= I mean, I think that was the best perf ever. Followed by Midnight Prowl, and then the Funny Ha Ha Show. after that, there was a pizza party in EJester lobby but the line was so long I decided to retire for the night instead.
06-17
I got to wake up at 7!!! For my advising at 8:15. I suddenly realized that pre-cs is run so much better than liberal arts. See, my college does advising seperate from the rest of the university, so I didn't have to do advising with everyone else. That and we got to meet up really close to Jester. Beth had to march across campus. ^^;;;; Anyway, we waited around for awhile. Talked to Roger and the lady standing next to me who turned out to be my advisor Paulette. Yay! ^^ So we split up based on which cs class we wanted to take. So it was just mebbe 6 or 7 of us, Paulette and Roger. Paulette made me try to sign up for waaay too many classes. I had 16 hours total. A basic cs course, logic, cal, asian studies, and astronomy. I was like waaaaa!!!! Inside my head while I just nodded and smiled. Then I marched back to Jester and decided to not kill my cell minutes by trying to contact Vi. lol So I got a smoothie!! It was the one I was hunting for! Outside WJester lobby. =beams= I got some smoothie or another... The one under #12 on the menu. That one was gooood... Mangos are wunnrfull... *^^* I met a dance major and we ended up sitting outside talking. Then I left for Taylor hall to check up on my courses to see if they were available. Another wonderful thing pre-cs did for us! ^^ And then... I marched back to my room and rested. I was plannign to do more stuff but I was tired after all the walking and being sore had just set in so! I sat around until 2:50 when I marched off the to Coursework seminar. It was infinitely boring. =dies= Then I had to go back to WCH to see if I got into the fig I applied for so! I picked a random door to exit and after climbing a hill of stairs there was WCH. That was a happy moment. ^^ Anyway, after that I went back! To Jester. lol always back to Jester. When you don't knwo what to do, go to Jester. ^^ I got pretty good at gettign back to Jester. That or following people wearing an orientation badge. ^^ You also get good at scanning for badges. lol anyway, we went back to eat dinner with Rushmi. Kinda like a goodbye thing since it was our last metting. ya... So we went to Texadelphia. I love that name btw. Confused me for the longest time. You have no idea. I thought we were going to go to Philadelphia and I was like woa... What??? So not many people in our wing showed up so we decided to ride the bus. Except the bus we wanted zoomed past us so Rushmi being the wonderful person she was chased it down for us. I think we should have bought her a cake for that. I mean it was HOT! No one wanted to even walk in the heat and she went zoom!! So yupyup. Texadelphia.. Iwasn't very hungry... lol but neither was Beth. So she got chips and salsa and I got cheese fries. Fries are.. evil. They're the best things every and yet they're so very bad for you. lol But they had these wonderful curly fries... And even then it was too much. So this OA that sat with us was forced to help me finish it. ^^ Hey it worked out, he didn't buy dinner. ^^ Then we scrambled back for the wing meeting. There was antoher group walkign with us and they decided to go around the business building while we decided to cut through it. So we ended up running through the building trying to beat them only to fail!! x.xV It was funny tho. There was this one orientee that was runnign behind us panicing because he was carrying a drink. ^^ I dunno how to describe it. It was just funny. Anyway, after the last wing meeting, we went to the funny ha ha show. Which was pretty good. I managed to convince Beth to come. She decided to dtich her friends. hee hee. The problem was we got seperated going in so I ended up all by myself again. x.xV Dun like the sitting by myself thing. but ya, after that I went back with plans on just sleeping and doing last minute course work. But then Vi came to my room and peer pressured me into going to Karaoke with me. So! Here's the fun part. We got lost. Not lost in the way that you think but... See, Vi thought the Karaoke thing was at the UTC but it wasn't. We met there two guys going to the karaoke thing except they were going to the UNB. So we followed and got seperated. We went tothe room the games were at before except no one was there. So we left for Jester to check to see where it was. Vi was pretty sure it was at UTC. So on the way there we met some more people who said ti was at UNB and we started walking with them but then we decided to go back and mack sure. So! We went back to JEster, checked the schedule and lo and behold. UNB. =dies= So we went back to UNb by this time we had less than an hour. ^^;;;; The OAs that gave us a tour to UNB before hauled us to sing with them. Omg. It was funny. Our group name was the Asian Sensations. ^^ And we sang Bye Bye Bye. Looong loooong longlonglonglonglong LONG song. x.xV But oh well. It was fun. It was also funny watching the OAs while other people were singing. Two guys were acting out the sogns, people were dancing, and there was a bar fight!!!! Oh it was funny. It's wasn't a reall fight. I mean it was obvious it was simulated but still. It was great. ^^ So after that I went up to my room, got my course scheduling stuff and went back down for a frantic scheduling session where I got down to a happy 13 hours! Yess!!! =beams= Because 16 hours is seriously seriously road kill. So I went to sleep at 2. Fun stuff fun stuff.
06-18
Registering! It was a pain to wake up. I woke up at 7:30 dragged myself out of bed freezing as usual. Then sat in bed until 8: I left at 8:15. That was a mistake. But.. Not that bad... I got there and the line wrapped around the building. And that was before registration even started. But... It wasn't that bad because once they opened the door, we were the first group in because they had many computers. So I got allthe classes I want and then I went back to.... Can you guess? No... Not Jester... wait... JESTER! lol So I went up, unloaded and after a bit, went back down to get a smoothie. *sigh* Last smoothie. I had to get one. ^^ I'm addicted. =nodnod= Those things are goooood!!!! ^^;;;; So then I went bussing to dobie and bought a ticket. And then I made the mistake of riding Forty Acres back to Jester instead of taking the West Campus bus. =dies= We went alll the way around. He even stopped at one point and got out for a bit. But! I made it back just in time to go up and check out with Beth. lol I passed Jeff on the way out but he was riding the 1:00 bus back to Houston so I was bus buddy-less. x.xV I had fun getting on the bus and getting off. I got a lot of stares... ^^;;; Ah well. Nobody else showed up for the bus until exactly 11:30. And then the bus came! And it stopped at a Greyhound stop and suddenly we had lots more people. ^^;;; So anyway, it wasn't just a straight drive to Houston, we had a stop in some small town for restrooms and food. Only 5 minutes tho. And then we took off and stopped somewhere in outer Houston. On they way the driver played Win a Date with Tad Hamilton which was... Only ok... Meh... Gave me something to do. Originally I was reading the Travesty which I started when I was waiting in line to register. Some nice OA came around with a stack of Travesty's putting us bored sleepy peoples out of our misery. lol Anyway, got home and... I dunno if it was because I was dropped off in downtown Houston which is SCARY. But... I suddenly realized that I hated Houston. Houston is so very ugly compared to Austin. I mean unbelievably ugly. I mean yeah, walking around Austin is a pain in the feet but... It was pretty. So if I had time to walk slowly it's really be pretty. The hills make it prettier. So... I dunno... That and it was nice to be able to leave my room and go out without explainng where I was going, when I'd be back, and yes I had a ride. Freedom is an overwhelming thing but... I like it... ^^ So! Like I thought, I'll be scared out of my poor little mind, but I'll like it. heh... I'll get used to UT. I eman the system really annoys me. I dun like the system but the people are cool. and Austin is a very interesting city. ^^ So! I'm off to... do something besides typing. lol Prolly enjoy the cmfort of my nice floofy bed in a room that isn't blistering cold. I'm really going to miss home if anything. ^^;;; But I have awhile to enjoy it.
So anyway, that was my ungodly long entry that took hours to write because I took huge breaks. lol I started at 11:30 is anyone's curious to know. lol Annnd.... Oh yeah... People rewatched HP without me!!! =cries= Nofair... I still ahve to use Ms. Bell's gift card before I leave! Someone take me!! Onegaishimaaaaaaaaasu!!!! =kowtow's to the person who offers to take her= And I'm back! *^^* Miss me anyone? I'm waiting for Laura to bombard me with phone calls. lol
all songs on shuffle
6:01 pm - 06.19.04
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Yesterday was really really fun!!! I went to lunch with tall Laura, Grace, Suz, and Jenny. Wen to Jax Grill! Wheee... We spent some time just talking and talking and we took a picture. ^^ Fries at Jax grill are really really good. But anyway, we were talking about college and just other stuff in general. ^^ And then we finally left and I went with Jenny to her house. I spent a good number of hours just playing The Sims which is an AWESOME game!!!! =beams= Super super super cool. =nodnod= Too bad it crashed at a really inconvenient moment. merf. And then after that dinner and movie with Madeline! We watched Saved! It's a really good movie but make sure you don't watch it if you're a stiff Christian. other than that you should watch it. ^^ I loved it. Night was sad tho. After the movie I when home got on Trillian, found out some bad news and started crying. So... Things prolly won't be the same anymore but... yeah... It's hard. It's really hard. Idon't know what to do anymore. And suddenly I'm very glad I'm going to ut tomorrow. I need some time to get myself together before I can start thinking about this. I guess it was a good idea to postpone it for awhile but.... we need to talk. Soon. No postponing. I can't sit around for months. So anyway, I pack after my laundry's done. Still have no clue about how to get to my bus but ok! This should be an adventure. Yes I nervous as hell. And I can't put in my contacts when people are watching. =dies= So anyway, bye guys.... I'll be back on Friday. I have to leave at 12:30 from Jester. It's required. yupyup.... So I should be back hopefully before the end of the afternoon. But yeah, Mom might want to take me out to dinner or something. Who knows.
Aikawa Nanase - The End
4:18 pm - 06.13.04
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Got brces fixed. Dr. Speck was nice enoguh to come in to fix it. ^^ Had a lot of extra time so I finished the Hamlet text game. ^^:;;; yes yes we know I need a life. But it was fun!!! heh... either way, he's afraid it'll pop out again soo... sadly, I had to wear a spring again. =grumbles unhappily= Luckily it's not meant to make the space wider so it doesn't hurt as much. *sigh* I just hate the blasted spring. =grumbles= and then we're thinking of moving the appt to even earlier so... next visit should be more painful.... x.x...arm is still aching in the bg. funfun... Anyway, imma retire to my room with my book. I need the other sherlock holmes books... =^^= I mean, yeah by now I've prolly read them all but... so? lol anyway, I go now... busy day. lunch and then Jenny's. I kinda wanted to spend the day being lazy but oh well. it's ok. It's prolly better this way. ^^;;;
Dragon Ash - shizuka na hibi no kaidan wo
11:27 am - 06.12.04
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I am up! at 8 o'clock in the friggin morning because I being the genius I am broke my braket last night aka this morning at 12. =dies= But it gets better! I call Dr. Speck only to find out he's not there!! And I have a sneaking suspicion it's because he's not open every Friday. Thus we have a problem... Most likely, he's not open on Sunday... And I have to leave on Monday... Most likely we're gonna get the braket done before I go... Yay... oh yay.... =dies= Either way, I actually woke up at 6 with this horrible ache in my arm and legs. I mean, it's not sore, it just aches. You know like the ache you get before your muscles get sore? Except they're not sore. x.x It's worse in my arm and at 6 in the morning it got pretty bad and I couldn't sleep. It went to my last resort for when I have insomnia and pressed my right ear into the wall. No I'm not crazy it's just if you do that, there's this really loud steady hum that you can hear. Which is excellent for when you're trying to sleep. So I fell asleep and ignored my alarm clock and now here I am. too early for being happy. Very irritated because I've just found outt hat mom wants to postpone the bracket fixing except it really bothers me. And my arm is still aching. Legs aren't but my arm is. Urrrgggh....
mom stumbling around and frantic typing
8:27 am - 06.12.04
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Yay for Fridays! =dances around happily= ^^ And you know what??? Teeth didn't ache that much!! I just didn't want to push it by chewing. lol but still! Hpefully this isn't just because I was hyper... But yah... Soon I will be tromping off to college for orientation... And I am screwwwwwed!!! Fergot completely about medical records. =dies= Merrrgggh.... So anyway... yupyup... can't say much. ^^;;;; But Mom's spazzing about about orientation too annnnd UT hasn't recieved my final transcript!!! o.o... This can't be good... x.x So dead. So very dead. So anyway, today was fun annd.... I left Final Fantasy in the car... Aaack. Sorry!!!! I'll get it from you another time ok? ^^;;; So yes.... la la la I go read again! I already finished my geisha book. *sigh* It was good. And now I'm rereading Sherlock Holmes! lol Why not. It's the only short stories I can stand. lol Besides the one I'm reading has the really cool one where he dies... or does he? *^^* Anyway I go! Btw, hot and sour soup? No good. And damn the rush for time.
amano tsukiko - chou
4:36 pm - 06.11.04
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Sooo!!! My teeth are delightfully sore again!!! Yayyy!!! Merrrgh. x.xV ok honestly not so thrilling. Dr. Speck literally cheered when he found out they had made enough space to full my tooth forward. No I mean honestly, he smiled and went "Yay!" lol either way, bottom teeth hurt. Damn dull throbbing. But I'm glad they got enough space since that meant no spacer rings or drills. Urgh I hated that. And I've decided that I have only one favorite assistant. see... Dr. Speck is a very popular orthodontist. So when you go in to get your braces done, it's this bog room with a ring of dentist chairs. There are usually about 3 or 4 assistants that take the rings and the wire off. Then you sit and wait for Dr. Speck to come and tell the assistants what to do or put on a bracket. So basically, you pray you get a nice assistant. You always want the young one since they all know what they're doing. The young ones aren't so used to doing braces that they're actually gentle. The older they are, the less they care aboutt hat and start being more forceful. My favorite is this girl names Melissa. She's really nice. Really really nice and she's always careful to not push or pull too hard unless she absolutely has to. today I got this lady name Cherry or Sherry. Didn't like her much. I mean she was nice and all, it's just she was a lot older. I eman she knew exactly what to do. She even suggested to Dr. speck what to do. That much experience. So she was really forceful. She managed to jam the wire into my heeck and that hurt a lot. And when he was cutting the wire, she jammed her fingrnail into my gum. That was fun too. =grumbles= Either way, didn't like her much so next time I'm going to try and make eye contact with Melissa first. Moo.... But! Fromt he way it's going, I'm not going to have any more werd accesories on my braces for long! It'll just be regular rings. -beams= Unless my teeth do something screwy... o.O.... lol so anyway, I guess this was an interesting entry for all you blasted lucky people who managed to escape the horrors of braces. You know what Mom did once she found outt hey were moving that one lost tooth forward? She was dissapointed. She thought the gap was cute. Oiii... -.-V And I thoguht I had a weird sense of cute. Now we all know where it came from. Mom is still aving waaay too much fun with my braces. I bet you she still wants me to get green ones. I bet she'd have a field day if I got multiple colors. x.xV Oh well. At least someone finds it fun ne? So anyway, I'm guaranteed to be in town at least by July 2 because that's my next dentist appt. That's a Friday. Sorry... =hugs= But ya... It should be interesting since most likely I'll be catching a plane first thing after that. Which emans I have to bring my own food or something since I highly doubt they'll serve something soft and mushy ont he plane. Merrrgggh... Also on another note, I'm leaving for UT on Monday with Mom. If anyone has orientation at the same time please let me know. I'm riding the Greyhound back so far. But now I have a riding buddy with Jeff! Which is good. ^^ Hopefully there will be more peoples. Anyway, ya let me know somehow... I'd say email me but my email box is still really full and I'm very slowly going through it and archiving everything. ^^;;;; Sorry.... I'll get it empty eventually.... ButI don't want to make a new account but I just might have to. Just make the vlasha acct for the site or something. iono... *sigh* We'll figure it out in a bit. So! Yes I go. Imma go start archiving again. Comp spazzed out last time and pasted the little emails over and over and ovaer again utnil I got over 1000 pages. I went through and made a new document and found out it was actually 23 pages. Good lord. urgh.... So! Yesh i go now! ^^
Jay Chou - Orc
8:46 pm - 06.09.04
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Spent all last night (aka super early this morning) and when I woke up thinking constantly. Urrrrgh. I should never get these things started. I rolled around to much I knocked the green pillow off my bed. *sigh* Well... ok. I went to Jenny's house today at 1. We watched a bit of tv and I've decided that mtv has too much time on their hands. And then she and Raymond proceeded to teach me how to play Halo. Good god! I ran into walls a lot and kept accidentaly shooting allies. Jenny warned me that if I killed too many allies they'd turn against me and start trying to kill me too. aaack... So... after playing I've reaffirmed the idea that I can't play first person shooters for the life of me. And the fact that you have to navigate with 2 controller knobby things? No good no good. and then we banged around on the piano and creepified the Titanic theme song. =cackles= But the best part was the bookstore. I feel really sorry for Raymond tho. See... If you love books, you can stay in the bookstore for hours on end... But... Raymond isn't as crazy and Jenny and I are. So we spent 3 hours in there. From 5 to 8. It was fun! But poor poor Raymond. ^^;;;; So I was going to get 3 Michael Crichton books, but then I saw a geisha book. And if you know me at all I collect Geisha books. Dunno why I just love learning about geisha. ^^;;; So anyway, I got a geisha book and Prey. I was going to get Timeline but oh well. Well! That's my day! Two new books! w00t! It's at this wonderful place that has this 80% sale that lasts forever. Except today there was an extra 15% off sale. So it's like a freakishly huge discount of 95%!!! whaaa.... Now if they had really popular books I would be so happy... They had HP 2 in Spanish! But not in English. Made me so sad since I need HP 2 and 3. ^^;;; Well anyway, I love that store. I need to go back there one day and just browse through the entire store. Jenny and I only went through fiction in detail. ^^;;; lol anyway, I will go now. Read some stuff!
Shiina Ringo - Love is Blind
9:21 pm - 06.08.04
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Thinking again. Thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking... Makes me weaker but... Last night's thinking went uninterupted so it's good. That was after the phone calls. After the random drifting around. Thinking left me with this huge sense of nostalgia I guess you could say. I miss everything. Mom keeps saying that I never like what I have now but what I used to have. I guess that's true. It's not good. =nods= But... That's me. Anyway, I miss it. But... I'm also looking forward to what is to come after all these obstacles are passed through. I know it's going to give me hell for awhile but... I know it'll get better. It has to get better. Unless something horrible happens. But I'm pretty sure nothing like that will happen. So. In a way, I guess you could say I'm better. And I'll try to not let it get to me even though it does. And... I guess I'll live for the moment. Which will change a lot of things. I guess you'll be pretty pleased with that. Anyway, everyone feel free to drive Mom crazy by calling a billion times. Sorry I haven't been home much. Just letting people know, I'll be out much of Tuesday, from 2:45 to mebbe 4 on Wednesday, much of Friday, and much of Saturday. Lookie I'm getting out.
Lamb - Wonder
2:22 pm - 06.07.04
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So.... Drove again today....Mom kept telling me to go fast because she was getting hot. That got me annoyed. She kept telling me it was hard to steer because I kept overturning and it could be easier to steer if I hit the gas more. Except my main problem was when I was trying to park... Which means no gas.... And so I couldn't align myself very well. So she told me to quickly turn the steering wheel the other way to reorient myself which would have worked quite nicely I guess if I had remembered the brake.... So... I hit the curb... Which wasn't that bad... I just... I dunno... I guess i'm kind of frazzled right now. Driving is scary... it definitely is... at times... but... I wish Mom would kind of walk me through it you know? Like when I'm about to turn say, "Okay, now when you're turning you should start to blah blah blah... ok...... good. Now you should be blah blah blah..." You know? Not me driving around hoping I'm doing it right and every once in awhile going, "Mom? Am i doing this right?" I'm nervous enough as it is a little talk and less silence would be greatly appreciated. Merrrf.... But.. Still I guess I'm ok. I handled it a lot better than I expected. I thought I was going to cry and still... a little part of me wants to. But crying really won't help and iono how Mom would react to that. She definitely wouldn't comfort me very well. She just can't. So... I'm glad I didn't cry. ya... iono.... I'm sort of weird right now... That's not eactly the best way to define it but... I'm tempted to lock myself in my room in silence and complete darkness just singing myself to sleep... dunno why... brain's being weird. yah... So. Burned my cds. That means I can isolate myself in my room... I'm debating whether I should reread Jurassic Park just to I can reread The Lost World or whether I should reread Watership Down... Hm.... We shall see....
typing and kitchen noises
7:27 pm - 06.06.04
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lol ok, I swear blog is like a never ending chain of "so... yesterday"s ^^;;; Sooo... lol yesterday... ^^:;; okok yesterday mom and I decided to go to Cactus! Cactus beats Blockbuster any day. Boo yah! lol anyway. We were there renting movies obviously. Annd we got About a Boy, Cider House Rules, and AI! Guess whichone I picked. lol Of course AI. And I watched it today and loved it! It was good. Made me cry lots. wow.... You have to watch it!!!! yupyup... And you know what I discovered??? Almost the entire top row of the comedy section is standup comedy!! Uwaaaaah!!! Su-goiii!!!!! =dances around= And I found Seinfeld's I'm Telling You for the Last Time. =beams happily= Sadly, we already had 3 movies and Mom wasn't going to let me rent another one but!! There is always a next time. =grins happily= That was the funniest thing ever when I listened to it in the winamp radio. ^^ Anyway, Cactus would be the best place ever if they had anime! They have the biggest foreign movie section ever but no anime!! Where on earth is the anime??? And their kids section has dwindled to almost nothing with the coming of dvds. *sigh* So sad. I still love my kid movies. But I don't understand because I first saw Princess Mononoke sitting on the Cactus shelf... Where did it go? Naaaaaani??? *siiigh* So anyway, driving back home, we took the shortcut throguh the office building's parking lot and Mom stopped and asked me if I wanted to learn how to drive right that moment. e.e.... So... Yesterday was my first driving experience. No gas for the majority of it thank god. Just coasting around at 3 mph. ^^;;; Going backwards is weird.... I parked the car and decided to reverse it aiming the head of the car to my right but ended up going left because you have to turn the steeringwheel the opposite way. ^^;;; Did not know that. Mom thought I was doing a good job until I told her I was trying to go in the other direction. lol Well... It wasn't as scary as I thoguht tho.... And pushignt he gas pedal was the worst because it wasn't that sensitive to begin with. It took so much courage to even lightly push it. So pushing it really hard freaked me out. Aaaack... So we went forward using the as pedal for only 5 seconds and then I stopped. Couldn't do it. But it wasn't as nerve wracking as I thought so I'm proud of myself. ^^:;; And you know what? For all of your learning how to drive or will teach someone in the future, tell then to ease on the break not just hit it. I swear no one tells us those things. Jenny said she did the same thing. First time I braked I hit it too quickly. Luckily I was only going 3 mph so it wasn't too bad. So anyway, I'm now going to be really apprehensive passing through that parking lot when it's empty... >.< And we still need to find a place to practice on the street... Merrrrf... Imma diieee!!! See driver's ed came with 2 good things. A fully insured car I could crash, and a biiig sign that warns everyone away from me as I drive.
all mp3s on shuffle
5:12 pm - 06.06.04
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So! Yestarday I got to see HP!!! YAY!!!! Honestly, I wasn't expecting much. The first one was okay but the secodn one... Good god the second one was horrible. I eman I remember stading outside the theatre afterwards with a big clump of my friends and discussing how lame the movie was. I mean, some people were like it wasn't that bad but I don't care. That movie sucked. It really really sucked. And it only made rewatching the first movie more painful. Errrgggh.... So with some reluctance I watched the 3rd movie. More out of curiousity than enthusiasm. But.... Wow... I loved it. I mean, a new director really makes a huuuuge difference. I swear they should get that director to go back in time and redo the first 2 movies. lol Well! How was it great? Well... ok this is partially Rowling since it was great because it got a lot darker and less cutesy. But this new director did the action scenes brilliantly. I mean wow... Suz and Laura were jumping at pretty much everything sudden. Did you do that in the last movies? No. And wow... Iono.... Just the camera work was wonderful... I'm currently in love with the clock. Clock clock clock pretty zoom ins and all that stuff. *^^* And also there were actually funny moments! I mean, I don't remember laughing at anything in the first 2 movies. I mean they were like Finding Nemo types of funny but it was funny. And the acting got better. And I actually like Hermione a lot this time. She's pretty cool. I think they've all gotten into their characters pretty well by now. I mean, I saw a pic of Tom Felton at the UK premiere and he was actually sneering. wow.... I think at this point, acting for any other movie will have them pretty much screwed. lol anyway, it was a good movie and for anyone hesitant... GO SEE! And if anyone wants to haul me along feel free. ^^ Oh ya anyone know if they got a new composer? Or is John Williams actually expanding the variety. Because while the music of the first two were kinda flat and all the same, this one was actually very varied. I mean there was singing!!! O.O That shocked me. lol ya there was this one christmas song before tha tI really liked but this wasn't even like silent whispered singing. It was good. Not good enoguh to buy the soundtrack but good! Yay! So yes, I regret buyign the first HP dvd but now... I want the 3rd one. lol ^^ So yes! Go see! And aren't you proud of me? No spoilers! Bwah ha ha ha!!!! Well.... ok I'll give one away. Harry dies. *^^*
Dragon Ash - Sunset Beach
3:14 pm - 06.05.04
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Sometimes..... Poeple aren't there for you.... And sometimes people are... I found out today that no matter what, the people closest to you always prove me wrong. Who's there and who isn't there never ceases to amaze me. But.... I'm ok now. Through the efforts of one good friend and one very good boyfriend I can say I'm fine. =smiles= So much crying... and Friday's only just beginning... I guess i'm confused. No... I am confused. I don't exactly know what to do anymore... And times when I want to bail out I realize I can't. I realized through the tears that if I did it would hurt me more than anything. So... Yah. It's going to be rough but it's ok because I've got help from 2 wonderful people. So I'm sorry for putting you both through it. One more than another. One waaaay more than another. ^^ So sorry and thanks for putting up with it. Hopefully I didn't make you sad as well. So.... yes.... This is my short tiny entry of the day. Sorry if this confuses anyone. I'm going to go sleep now and.... if anyone wants to read something funny, go to jk rowling's site and read her rumors page. Yup that was random.... ^^;;; So I go now, get the contacts out before they kill me. even tho it's only been... 8 hours... *cough* Anyway.... Oh hey! You can cry with contacts in! ^^;;; oooook.... I'll shut up now. HP tomorrow. ^^ Everyone got uglier except for Emma Watson. Wow...
Rurutia - Toroimerai
2:01 am - 06.04.04
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Yay!!! ^^;;; ooook... well! I spent almost the entire day pixelling! ^^;;;; Woaw.... anyway, you can see my two miniature thingies. Really tiny. If you blow it up, you can tell there's a lot more detail in it. yupyup well.. if you call it detail... Anyway! ^^:;;; I'm exhausted now
Wheee.... I'm proud to say my mom was passing by and she thought it was cute. ^^ Either way, it's all really basic stuff since.. ya.. I'm a beginner. But! It's fun. That's all that matters. Anyway, imma go sleep now. Baii!!!
Oh ya! I dun have a name for it yet! Any clue? No it's not a real animal. See... it was going to be a cat then I realized I can't draw a cat... So... I just kinda improved from there so I called it a creature but I need a name. ^^
Japanese dance stuff...
12:23 am - 06.03.04
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*sigh* Conflicts with the HP movie. x.xV merrrrf. So as a distracter, I tried to make Laura a link banner! Tried is the key word here. I decided that after browsing through all those really spiffy pixel sites I was going to draw a pixel thingy for Laura's banner. And the bear turned out all right. And I decided to draw a vine and that turned out all right. But you stick it all together with an empty bg and the title and you get... boring ugliness. Merrrrf. So! If you really want to see it, it's up on the links page. I'll change it later when I get inspired or need to be distracted again. Merrrrf. Well... ok, I also udated the screen shot of my desktop. That's in the blurb. Everyone go look at my pretty desktop! It's very prettyful and green. *^^* Oh ya, and I spent some time messing with my icons folder so now every folder in there has it's own special icon. See?
Yupyup, I have found a new hobby of collecting icons. I wanna make some but I don't have the software. Sigh. I want to make kao anis but I also don't have the software for that! I think I used to when Dad gave me this big Corel package. =sniffles= But now I don't have the software. x.x Merrrrf. Anyway, imma go now. Sometime I need to get around to having a major laundry day. Clean my sheets, pillow covers, and comforter. Mom will prolly think I'm crazy tho since I've horded a lot of bed sheets in the search of the one perfect bed sheet. ^^;;;; So I finally found it! Except it's black.... And you would think that because it's black it wouldn't get dirty looking but no! Then you get white stuff all over it from a year of lying on it. x.xV Damn shedding skin. lol I guess you didn't need to know that but it's true! You shed everywwhere too! =everyone gasps= ^^ yupyup. oook. Well then, I am going! Go play some more bizarre Korean games that I don't understand becuase the instructions are all in Korean. Wheee...
Chumbawamba - Mary, Mary (Stigmatic Mix)
7:00 pm - 06.02.04
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Allyo!!! I am back. I feel better today. Thanks to a certain someone. =hugs= Anyway, hm... Nothing much i want to talk about happened.... ^^;;;; I reread Dragoncharm and I am almost done with my 500 piece puzzle! *^^* I love puzzles. iono why... I'm weird I guess. It's a good distracted and you feel so happy when you finally finish. I mean, books are still the bst distracter but.... You don't get this wonderful feeling of accomplishment. Anyway, now I have all these grey pieces to put in. merrrrgh. My back starts to hurt from being hunched over all the time. I'd take over the dinner table but I'm sure Mom wouldn't appreicate that. And this time instead of putting it back in the box I'm prolly just going to glue it onto a posterboard. ^^ This will be interesting ne? Not like it's a very pretty picture to begin with. Dad got it with one of those huuuuge popcorn tins that you see all the time. So instead of throwing it away he decided to give it to me. So it's really a cruddy puzzle. ^^;;;; But that's beside the point! I really want to get one of those really pretty puzzle and glue it all together and frame it. or just glue it together and stow it away in my closet.. Whichever. lol Anyway, I'm tryign to keep myself occupied at all times. Thinking is really not an option at this point. Being out for a whole day was bad. Very bad. You know... Summer is wonderful and all but every summer I get depressed. Mainly because the busy days are over and all of the thoughts I supressed by being busy finally were released. Well.... this time it wasn't really supressed stuff but... ya ok we're not going to get into that right now. ^^;;;; So! Yes! If anyone has any books that I should read let me know! annnd... ok I go now.
Cowboy Bebop - Call me, Call me
6:49 pm - 06.01.04
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