September 28, 2003
Merf. I changed my wallpaper 3 times last night. It went from Popoi to Killua to Ikari to Resonant Boost. ^^V So! Yesh. Why? The Killua wallpaper wasn't cool enough and the Ikari wallpaper was waaay too bright. It was a bright orangey yellow. e_eV And I decided to not use Popoi anymore because it was too happy. Meeerf. Grrrgh, I hate it when you don't have enough songs to make a cd. It's really frustrating me. Graaarrrgh!!! So I'm trying to find more kpop songs so I can make the blasted cd so I can blast my YG Family happily upstairs. Merrrrr. GOD sucks. They're froopy. Waay too froopy. Stupid people have to have 1 good songs and a billion bad ones. So I keep downloading songs in hopes I'll get one more good one but noooooo. Graaarrrgh. How is it that people think GOD is cooler than Shinhwa? Shinhwa isn't froopy! GOD is! I mean honestly! No style, no talent what so ever... I bet they can't even dance! Stupid froopy guys. >.< Merrrrrrf. Well.... Hm.... Maaan if I keep listening to GOD songs I think I'm going to die. It's a whole block of sappy repetitive love songs. They follow the same format. Shoddy narration intro then "soothing" singing aternating with more narration. You can't even call it rap. In some songs it's more like disruptive talking. =dies= Okay, no more! ... O.O Awwww I just crashed Winamp. ^^V Okaaaaay. Well, I give up on the cd making thingie. We'll just wait. Merf. Anyone understand what on earth is going on in Lazarillo de Tormes? Oiiiiii. I have no clue! Merf. And I'm just rereading what we read in class so far. I dun remember what she said was going on. *sigh* This is a hopeless case.
September 27, 2003
"weendzu deehs!!!!" lol readdicted. I bet imood doesn't have that one on their list. But I just downloaded another w-inds song so I'm readdicted. =bounces around= Wheeeeeeeeee!!!! Oh hey! Did I ever tell you guys? Ms. Garcia scared the crap out of me. After class she called me up and said, "I've just finished grading the essays." In my mind I was thinking "ooooh crap oooh crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap." Because I thought I had completely screwed up the essay. She told us to talk about los mesteres and I had nooo clue what a mester was. So I basically bsed the entire essay. Haaaaaaaa. Well... Okay the stuff I put down was accurate I just didn't know if she wanted it. I yeah, I wrote down everything I could. lol Well either way all she had to say was she was really liked my essay. She thought it was perfect. =dies= So I bet my grade will be A+/C- The C- being for the grammar. Haaaaaaaaa. >.< I suck at grammar. In Spanish and English. Baaaah I say baaah. Well, I! Er.... am prolly going to go catch up on the blasted Cal hw. How is it that people can not do the hw and get a 95 on the test??!! Am I just stupid or something? Wait. Don't answer that.
Waaaaaqh!!!! Just realized I forgot to fill in the time. So I went by the last modified time. Meerrrrff. x.x I'm up early today because I have to go take senior pictures. x.x Sucks. I could be sleeping right now. Off in my happy coma world. lol Well, I got a lot of new songs. Heh... Not even from yesterday. It's from Thursday when I decided to procrastinate again. So I got lots of mp3s from the rotation sites. Lots of melancholy junk too. Bwah ha ha ha ha!!!! =^^=
September 26, 2003
Ever get so mad you just wanted to storm around the house breaking things? Well that's me right now. Mom's naaging me about SAT again. I already agreed to do to the damn Testmasters class and she's still nagging me about it. wtf? She won't even let me get a head start on my applications. She seriously won't let me. Apparently I'm not allowed to relax and be happy for 9 freaking hours of my weekend. Noooo she won't let me. Because I have to study for the damned SAT!!!!!!! Grrrraaarrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We're going to think about something else right now, then I can get back to my manga. =snort= Like hell I'm studying. Anime club went great today. Except I'm kind of wondering why on earth club officers don't even attend their own meetings. Okay, the people who have the resposibilities need to be there!!!! >.< Either that or Evelyn gets to go runnign around looking for them. =scowls= Either way, the was still good. I like Trigun. Funny stuff. Heh. I've decided assassin's are cool. Not the moderns stupid sharpshooter ones. Oh noooooo. The spiffy ancient ones that are cool. It takes a lot to be completely silent. Lots of grace and deadliness. All put into one compact package. And they can kill you in 2 seconds flat. You have no hope. They're extremely intelligent and you might as well kill yourself if you piss them off. Heh heh heh. Assassins are too cool. Yes, I'm pissed so I find them even more fascinating than normal. Now the question is, do they exist in real life? The ones I'm thinking of. Probably not. Especially nowadays. Nobody actually dedicates his entire life to being and silent, swift, deadly, and efficient as possible. Stupid guns. Sometimes technology is for the worse. What happened to the actually skill? You can be this couch potato but still be considered deadly if you had good aim. Stuuuuupid. well, I'm not actually going to train myself to be even remotely like an assassin so don't worry. lol I can't even hit people. Jenny claims my punches tickle. x.x However, I do find immense pleasure in scaring the crap out of Mom by sneaking up on her.
September 25, 2003
How do I say this? I'm sorry but I'm not. I can't explain the way I was today not because I don't understand but because I do. I won't explain it. I refuse. People will get hurt for something they didn't realize they did so I'll just let it go. But if you are worried about me, just talk to me. Don't hide around me okay? I'm not going to chop off your head. The worst I'll do is tell you to leave me alone. Not too bad. The truth is I'm very frustrated right now. Very much so. Today was probably the worst. Yah, I think the fatigue really helped my death. So... Evelyn was a zombie today. Mainly because of pent up frustrations and being really tired. Whoever said senior year was the best will be shot promptly. Yah... You know what? Never mind. I mean honestly, the school work load isn't much different from last year. So how can I really say it's school that's getting to me? it's... Urgh. Nevermind. Just... forget it... I don't know anymore guys. I'm thinking too much and because of it, I'm repeating an old cycle. I'm not doing this again. I thought I was through with it. I think I agree with the circular calendar philosophy. Life really does go in circles. The entire universe is composed of billions of circles. Some are very large, some are very small. A single person has hundreds of little circles in forms of daily habits, events that reoccur in someones life, methods of thinking. But I want to get out of this circle. I don't like it at all.
Huh, who would have thought not listening to the radio would be a really good thing. ^^V I just got out of a survey by saying I don't listen to the radio much. Hah ha!!!! Erm... Yes. Well, may I propose one thing? I absolutely refuse tosay the pledge of allegiance in the morning. I think its among the stupidest things I've ever said in my life. And to say it everyday? Followed by the even stupider Texas pledge? Heck no. So here's my proposal. I'll do the pledge thing only if Texas makes it a law to sing it. Yes, you read it correctly, we have to sing the pladge of allegiance. Yes, there's actually a tune for it. But wouldn't it be funny? More of precious education time will be spent trying to teach annoyed children how to sing the pledge. Singing it would take longer. But wow it'd be much more entertaining Ne? Well either way, other than that, I won't do it. Not now, not in the future. Never never never. Mr. Newland was right when he said it's a really creepy experience to see 25 kids stand up, turn to face the flag, and drone on like the zombies they are the pledge. It's really creepy and if I think about it too much. I can invent an entire US brainwashing propaganda type thing. Although it is everywhere already. I mean honestly. Look at the text books. So! Either way. Since we'll never be forced to sing the pledge i guess I'm just never going to participate. ^^V Meh.
While speaking of the new pledge policy in compsci, Will James (former British student) sayshe won't say the pledge.
Newland: Man I'd love to be with you during first period! We can sing God Save the Queen! =in a British accent= Wot? Bloody colonials.
September 24, 2003
Heh and you thought I died ne? Well, I ent to the stupid SNHs induction. I hate inductions. It's one of the most stupid traditions imaginable. Either way, It was a thorough waste of time. Gyaaaaah. >.< And I all I got out of it was a brownie and a bottle of coke. Well.... The brownie was yummy. =^^= Either way, I have extra time because my stupid cal book is missing pages. It just happens that the hw assignment is on those missing pages. So I told Laura to Xerox them for me. lol Well, I met Ms. Rudolph today. The new counselor. She's really cool. I like her more than Ms. Raby. She seems more accesible. So I'm going to go talk to her about the California colleges since that's her specialty. ^^ I'm starting to think I should go out of state, but I'd feel really really guilty. Mom will miss me a lot and she's prolly going to pay the majority of my college tuiton because dad's a... =scowls= We're not going to mention this. I'll make him help pay for my college. His life will be utter hell if he doesn't help. =glareglareglare= But! Yesh. Gergh. My visions all screwed up because I accidentally landed my elbow on my glasses and bent them. So I tried to fix them to the way they used to be but... e_e... Sucks. Need new glasses. Baaaah. Baaah. Baaaah. Well, with all my procrastinating, I've managed to be close to done reading the 150 chapters of scanlated HunterxHunter posted. :3 Go Kirua!!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha!!!! ^^V Yesh, Ev has problems. We've already established this. Laura has made me realize that I should exercise. Ehhhhhhh... heeehhhhhh.... Bah. Not fair, she has a nicer neighborhood to walk in. I have a crap ugly one. Grrrrrr... One of these days, I'm going to wake up at the unholy hour of 6 am to force Mom to go walking with me. ^^V Why? It's sad when Laura walks or bikes everyday for 15 to 30 minutes while Evelyn dances around the house. lol Yes, when Mom isn't home I do dance around that house. Yes I suck at dancing. Yes it's scary. Yes I'm crazy. ^^V But!!!!! We've already established that! lol Deja vu. ooooooo lol okees. I am in a really really really! weird mood right now. Heh haaaaaaah.... >.< I'm telling you, it's the Coke. Stupid soda. Make Evelyn all hyper. Baaaah I say baaah. So, I'm going to return to HunterxHunter. Everyone needs to read ti! because Kirua is the coolest. And if you think he sucks, you will die!!! Why? Because he can kill you. Bwah ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!
September 21, 2003
Heh, I kinda messed up the date again. Typed it in wrong. ^^V I'm still not going to go to a blog server tho. Bwah ha ha ha!!!! Because I am too cool for that... Er... yes... *coughcough* Well Mom successfully killed the power trip yesterday. "Oh, that's it? I remember in my first computer science class, they told us to write a program to draw a circle." =dies= I have no clue how you'd even begin to do that. though that assignment was in a different language. Basic or something like that. I forgot to ask. ^^V Well Mom left. Wheeeeee!!!!! =runs around in circles= Ok mebbe not. No time anymore. I have to read Chapter 3 for govt and review the cal probs for the quiz. I started reading HunterxHunter. It's cool but it's killing my time. I keep saying, "Okay, let's start reaading the chapter," but instead I read a manga section. And there's about 150 or so up. -.-... I'm on 50. So I need to stop. Seriously. Gaaah. Well, I will! read it!!!!! Goooo will power!!!!!!! ....... Wait... What will power? =looks around= Damn.
Okay. Heh.... I'm bored. So Linh and I began making emoticon stuff. Heh...
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This my friends, is called boredom. Heh heh heh. In case you didn't get it. It's a cheerleader who lost her pompom because she accidentaly threw it.
September 20, 2003
=grins= Heh heh heh. I'm actually very proud of this pic. ^^
=beams= I r0X0rZ!!!!! BWAH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!! Heh. Yes, I'm on a power trip right now. Go meee go meee!!!! =does the happy dance= W00t!!!! Okay, yesterday during CompSci he told us to write a java program converting farenheit to celcius. All we really had to do was copy the code he'd given us and piece it together. But that took awhile to figure out. I was making variables and whatnot when I didn't need to. So I decided to go home and try it with the variables. ^^V My method didn't work. Heh. But! I finally got it to work!!!!!!! Using this read program he already gave us, I go it to prompt the user for a temperature in farenheit and it converts it into celcius. And it's right!!!!! =cackles maniacly= Oh wow this is more fun than making layouts. I feel much more special. WheeeeeEEEEEeeeEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEeeeeEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ Okay, I'll stop now. =smiles idiotically= So! Heh. Happeeeeeeeeeee... Well either way, it took me awhile to do even tho it's so simple. But! I now understand the first program we did really well. =grins= I was really confused because we didn't have to use our own logic to write it. He printed out a sheet and told us to copy it. So! Yesh. =grins some more= Imma go now. Continue being happy and finally mess with the jello pic. Then brag to Laura when she calls. Heh heh heh. Poor Laura got stuck today. She parked at the museum when no one was there and when she got out to leave, she was sandwiched between 2 cars. So she couldn't get out. She had to go back to the staff room and get someone to get her car out. Lol! Tho I'd prolly be stuck too if I were in her situation. ^^V
September 19, 2003
Today is Thursday. No it's not. But it is. I don't know why. I'm on Thrusday mode. I woke up thinking I had to take a Cal test. -.-... Ah well. So it's the end of the week... And I feel really hollow. And kinda like I could melt if I touched water. Fade away into nothingness. Heh... Meh. Sucks. Not good not good. Weeellll.... *sigh* Imma go sulk to myself now.
September 18, 2003
wma format sucks. =frowns= Baaah. Yup, downloading stuff. *sigh* Heejun's live cd in wma format! =dies= Lacking a sufficient bass!!! x.x Ah well, I'm only doing this to preview what I like. Heh. Spanish is dropping.... Eeeeeeeep. Strangely enough, govt is going quite well if I ignore committee assignments and even scarier, English is doing the best... Tho that mgiht all change with that essay.... Oiiiiii... Either way, the audience cheering in the bg of the songs are creepy/cool. Hm... Well, Jenny and Grace are now grading for Mr. Peek. Heh heh. It's a coup!! A coup I tell you!!! Bwah ha ha!!! We should have a fight song or something. Or a motto and a flag. =^^= The taking over of the history department by the strange ones. lol Now all we need is to get suz to grade for Mrs. Bell and we'll have them all!!!!! Bwah ha ha!!!! ^^V Errr... yes.... Well it's lots of fun. Esp to see people inching in and saying "Er... Mrs. Sperotto? Could you please write my recommendation? =smiles hopefully=" lol It's great. She should be mean one day and just say no. Heh. =smiles fruitly= Intro's so cooooool.... Did I mention I could become a huge HeeJun fan? =beams= He has this thing with combining classical music with rock and it turns out really cool. Except he screams in parts of some of the songs... -.-V Oiiii... Well!!!! Anime club... Maaaaaaann... Tomorrow!!!! Tomorrow's gonna be good! I prummise!!!! x.x This time we're either going to get a library projector or just set up the tv. Nothing fancy. Noooooo waaay. Not doing that again. It ended up a huuuge disaster. But I swear I hooked it up right! *sigh* Ah well. You know how weird it is to be in cahrge of stuff? ^^V It's fun tho. I should have gotten involved in stuff like this earlier. Ah well. It's weird tho. It's only the beginning of the year and I'm already thinking of graduation. O.oV iono why. Heh... ^^V I know I'm going to end up shaking with the wrong hand. lol That's be interesting to watch ne? and singing on front of all the seniors??? =dies= Luckily not by myself, but all the seniors on choir's not that big of a group. Or at least not big enough to feel comfortable. And I'll be on the front row being the tiny person I am. heh. ^^ I swear this live concert stuff scares me. lol Ever notice it's the simplet hings that creep me out? Why? The cult complex... =shudders= They're all chanting "Moon Heejun" at the same time. Then when he sings you can hear this echo formed by the audience singing in the bg. And they all scream at the same time and... Gyaaaagh so scary. Okay, not scary as in horror movie, but enough to give me the creeps. lol imma go now before you all start questioning my sanity again.
September 16, 2003
Merrrrrf. x.x I want a pen pal. ^^V it's random but I do. Heh... Not like online email pen pal. I've done that before. Grgh. I hated it. You lose touch after awhile and you get the crappiest pen pals. Bah. I swear that Australian girl was a moron. All the time whine whine "he's stalking me ohhhhhmigoooooood" whine whine "why don't you respond anymore?" Hm... Because you say the same thing with every single email!!! =scowls= Either way, there was this cool girl in... er... Somewhere in central US.... Heh.. She went to a small school. But she stopped emailing me. Either way, it's too easy to lose touch through email. Besides, I love reading eltters. I'm weird, but I miss the good old days when people mailed each other letters. ^^ So! yah, I was just thinking of Yinan's 2 pen pals she got through her Japanese class. So cool. ^^ So! I wanna pen pal. yupyup. Ah well. Anyway, looks like I'm not missing the anime club meeting since the dentist appointment can't be on Friday. Dentist's a moron. He only works on weekdays from 6 to 2:30 and on Friday he gets off at 12:30. wtf. Grrrrrr. So... Hopefully we can pressure him into staying a bit later just for me. ^^V If now, I'm screwed and I get to miss English. Crap. No one's going to take good enough notes for me. *sigh* Either way! Guy with laptop is in choir! Wow. That confused the crap out of me. lol Ah well. I better go. Do govt and study for Thursday's Cal test. If it's anything like last year's it's going to be evil and I'm going to fail. =dies= Tomorrow I get to write 2 essays!! Wheeeeee.... =dies= and a quiz on Friday.. i fotgot when the Govt test was... I think it's this week as well. O.OV *sigh* Funny, I'm only worried about my Cal test. Heh.... Ah well. If I can keep up my good grades in English I'm going to be very happy. =^^= This is fun. Ohh ey? Did I ever mention I have the top 5 ranked peoples in my CS class???!!! O.O Talk about intimidating. lol I never thought some people would be top 5 but they are. Woaw. So cool. So! Yesh. I'm done. Everyone pray the check reaches Mr. Marshall by tomorrow. If not I'm screwed. And someone might have to restrain me from hurting Mr. Marshall if he bitches at me. Oh yah he's nicer this year, but I have 2 good years of pent up anger to deal with. there's a reason why I took sophmore year off. =scowls and shakes fist and plots throwing all the choir chairs at him=
September 14, 2003
This wasn't my fault. I prummise!!!! Gyaaaah. It looks really creepy tho... lol well, why did I spell creepy with a k is beyond me. It's late. Leave me alone. Meeeeeh.
September 13, 2003
Oookay. I'm only slightly frustrated guys. Slightly. Graaaaarrrrgh! Ok mebbe not. =dies= I fiddled with my shoutboxy thing. x.x It scrolls now. I have no earthly clue why there's a scroll bar at the bottom... It doesn't even scroll... We have no clue... Gyaaaaaah. I also changed the limits to message size. YOu can now post up to 1000 words. Great since my messages always get cut off. It was originally at 255. Weird default number... o.O Well, the past shouts thing is spiffy... Kinda... It's not really an archive, it just shows more posts than the one you see now. I also added a time. It's 1 hour behind!! I have no clue why. I set the blasted thing to central time. -6 GMT just like my computer.... -.-... =scowls= So why is it an hour behind? I dunnoooooooo!!!!! In the process of messing with my shoutbox, I've learned how to use iframes. Except I can't get the stupid scroll bar to change colors. They say to put it in the header. I did. It's always been there. So... =dies= I'm not using an iframe right now. I'm using a div tag. I like div tags. I even mention that? =shakes fist at frames= I hate you too. Well, I want to make it so if you hover over the person's name, a little "tool tip" "text box" whatever you want to call it will pop up and state the time and the date posted. Hopefully the corrct time. x.x If anyone's been on my site from about 6 to 7 you prolly saw some really funky changes going on very rapidly. lol Observe Ev as she learns!!! Heh... *cough* I changed the time printout (... java terms leaking into brain...) a few billion times and at one point, the names weren't even there. x.x But!... If anyone has any suggestions, complaints, helpful hints to how to get rid of the scroll bar or do the tool tip, let me know! Even if you think it might be too confusing, I'll try and figure it out. ^^V
=dies= Anime club was a disaster. This is starting to remind me of an anime. x.x Oiiiii. See, Grace and I went to the library to get the tv and dvd player. There wasn't a projector available with the connectors so we decided to run around the school looking for one. We borrowed the History department's. Mrs. Bell's really nice. ^^ So anime club began and we played the anime. Problem, you can barely hear anything. There were no volume controls on the projector. See, last time we connected the sound from the dvd player to the tv and the video from the dvd to the projector. This time, there was only a computer connector. So we were forced to steal the connecter on the tv and move it to connect the dvd player to the projector. =dies= So Jing stopped the anime and we decided to set it back up on the tv. Problem, video connection to the tv isn't working. Crap. So! Someone had a laptop. The projector came with a connector from computer to projector so that theoretically should work. It didn't. =dies= So we tried to get the dvd out of his computer. Problem. His laptop died. We can't get the dvd out. Laura and I ran upstairs to the 3rd floor to get the AC adapter. While the whole computer mess was going on, I think Laura and someone else (Laura?) went up to get the History dept's tv. So when we got back, he had gotten the dvd out and they were playing it on the Hist dept tv. Gyaaaaaah. After that, Laura and I returned the Ac adapter to Mrs. Sperotto and decided to hide there sulking to ourselves. We helped her grade papers. It was fun. Regular kids are really stupid tho. Or at least her 7th period. x.x Honestly!!! Who spells brilliant "brelient" or conquered "concured" or spread "spred"????? They leave out "the" and they make up words such as "infantacized". And they say weird things like "Alexander turned Macedonian." =dies= This was an open book quiz and some people couldn't even write down an answer! Graaaaarrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!! Must.. resist... urge... to kill.... *sigh* Either way, I'm really annoyed since the majority of these people have had over 10 years worth of English. Also this isn't even a freshman class! This is a sophmore class!!! Also the gap between AP World History and Regular World History is huge! I mean, we gave them credit if they said "Darius dies" or "They are brelient people." =twitch= Either way, I'm not sure I got the anime club events in the right order, but there was a lot of chaos going on. And a lot of bitching by the members. I told Onii-chan to stomp on them but he wouldn't. ;_; Apparently, they still left trash, so next meeting, we're not allowed to eat or drink. Not fair I tell you. Stupid... =scowls and shakes fist= Well okay, I better get to work now. Activetopic's not working right now. iono why... The site's not working either so.... Hopefully it'll work later today. Mebbe they're down for maintanence....... Oh I finished Onii-chan's bday card! Wheeeeee... Kinda... I messed up the corner. I glued it on without thinking. But don't tell him. ^^ He'll never know...
September 10, 2003
If Mrs. Garcia had used the same type of quiz I would have passed that quiz today. But nooooo she had to change the format. Therefore I failed that thing with flying colors. =dies= Other than that, Laura is continuously mocking me, but it's amusing to me now. Heh. Oh! And getting into Suz's dad's car and hearing Shinhwa blasted at top volume is an interesting experience. Hee hee. I deserve a pat on the back for a job well done. I have successfully corrupted the entire Badgwell family. Go me! I ever mention Gus (Testmaster's teacher) thought I was the devil incarnate since I was so quiet and innocent looking. Bwah ha ha ha ha!!! You better believe it!!!! =cackles= *cough* Yeesss.... But today was the first time I actually stayed wake in Cal!!! Woa... That was really scary. I'm never able to. Mr. Mazzoni reminds me of a bird for some odd reason. He twitches and jerks around a lot. lol It's really funny. Either way, yah imma go now. I finished reading for English so now on to the hours of Cal hw!!! Why so many problems??? =cries= Well, on Friday imma bring my camera. =cackles= For anime club. ^^ So I get to take random pics in the meantime. lol
September 9, 2003
I hope you all are happy. =grumbles= I am currently on a suicidal mission of procrastinating so much I'll be screwed tomorrow for not doing my hw. Baaaaaaah. Either way, it all started out with finally loading up all the pic from my camera to my new computer. So! Here's a pic from a month ago when I took a pic of... the jello... =shifty gaze= Yeeesss... x.x It scared me okay!!!! It was all fruityfull and stuff! x.x
Yes, the doodle says Ani. In it's own blobbish kinda way... If you can see it, there's a green blob on the side also. Heh. That's used to say Ani before I got it wet. =^^= Ah well. Isn't the jello scary??? The pic's not big enough, but it's sitting on top of my cal book. lol In the orig pic, I can read the words. It's scary. Lol I took a pic of my phys book last year because it looked spiffy with the millions of tabs I put in it. Hee hee. Anyway, a good sign of how much one can procrastinate. Baaah. I'm going to fail the Spanish quiz tomorrow and I seriously could care less. Heh... ^^V
September 6, 2003
=winces= Sent the reply email... =ducks angry pitchforks from other officers= Grace, you have to tell me how stupid I sound once you read the email. x.x It's hard to say what you want to say when you're scared of being killed. lol I make the officers sound like tyrants. Let's just say Linda intimidates me a lot. Well, I've wasted to entire day doing only about 2/3 of the cal hw. I gave up once I got confused. I should move to govt.... Nah. I gave up on getting a new tagboard. It'd be easier to manipulate the other tagboards if I knew how to customize in source frames. But I don't. I've tried to learn before but the html sites don't really give you much on it. I should go look in my book... I haven't used it at all yet. lol Waste of money I guess. ^^V Told Laura because I ahd to tell somebody and now she won't stop making fun of me. Dammit. x.x Read a good number of death fics so now I'm very somber. ... Hm... or not? I hate using words to describe stuff. I really feel serious-angsty-thoughtful-abandoned-alone-okay-normal. Hmph. Now give me a word for that. Heh... Ah well. I'm also slightly happy-awestruck tho awestruck is really not a good word to describe it. Since I got the HOT 5th comeback. I saw the entire perf of Outside Castle. Wowwwww... the fans have ballons and glow sticks that they wave to the beat and that was annoying me since they were off beat. Graaaaaa... Either way, I need to learn some more languages. Bah. I was thinking last night about Spanish. It's weird how some sentences come very easily now. Then I thought, wouldn't it be cool to be fluent in Spanish? Evern tho I really don't like the language, it's still pretty spiffy. So... iono... Yah, I have no clue where I'm going with this. Heh... Yah, I'm thinkign too much. I realized I have a very boring life. I really do. It's comforting in some ways but it makes me sad in other ways. Hmph. Don't get me wrong tho. I'm not going to go psycho now and be one of those floosy girls. Floosy? Stupid? Spilly? Simple minded? Heh... Floosy. Why not. Well imma go now. Wash my hair. See if I can french braid it. This will be fun. I used to be able to do it until my hair got really short. But it's longer now. You never know... But if I can that'd be great. I can go to sleep earlier. Ha. well on school nights at least.
Cal hw is tedious. You get bored after awhile too. Baaaaaaah.... =dies= Either way, I'm not very happy with ActiveTopic. =points to the right= The message board? Yah. It doesn't scroll. So if you don't check messages really quickly, you'll never see the replies. Unless you're like me and you can log into my account. x.x It's not like my password is very hard... But that's beside the point!!! ^^V I'm thinking of getting one like Linh's. It think it's from TagBoard. I think it even shows the date and time if you click it. I fergot. lol. either way, I think it's really spiffy so.... Hm... Let's go do it right now! wheeeeeee.... Which means I need to archive my messages. Yes I save everything. I'm very strange okay? I bet if you've ever had an active conversation with me on aim, I've saved at least one of the conversations. :3 Either way, everyone offer their condolences to Laura!!!!! She'll be working on Open Museum Day or whatever they call it. That's worse than the Thursday free family nights I owrked over the summer. I loved it but it'll be more packed than that. It's like everyone in Bellaire trying to go through the same door. x.x That's today btw. *sigh* I wanted to volunteer today, but I figured Mom would say no and I'm supposed to be a volunteer anymore. ^^V So! Yes, everyone feel sorry for poor Laura. She'll prolly even have to do a Ms. Frizzle appearance 30 billion times. x.x Anyway, TagBoard! yes.... Then go back to my Cal hw. Aiyoooooohhh he assigns so much hw. =dies= then I get to do govt.
September 5, 2003
*sigh* Weekend right? I should be really hyper.... Meeeeehhhhh.... =dies= 2nd anime club meeting. 1st real club meeting. I think I did a really crappy job. >.< Seriously crappy. *siiiigh* Yah. Struggling for Linda's approval is really hard. Baaah. Either way, I have a load of things on my mind and I can't tell anyone. It's been plaguing me for the longest time. I felt really bad in CS today. Laura and I couldn't finish the assignment becuase I don't type fast enough, Laura's bad at reading out what I'm supposed to type, and we both can't see the projected screen we were supposed to copy very well. Elton came over and tried to save us. x.x So I spent Cal moping around feeling really stupid and incompetent. Choir cheered me up because we got 2 spiffy new pieces of music. Yaaay.... Yah. My cell phone went off during choir. Wow that was bad. But Mr. Marshall handled it pretty well. He was really nice about it. ^^V But... I love English. You know? I have a lot of fun in English. English was the highlight of my day today. =beams= *sigh* But... Yah, anime club was a disaster. And... yeah. I'm going to go dornw myself in catching up on my manga. Maybe I'll feel better after seeing Cain almost stabbed a billion times or something... Heh. okay, Cain never gets hurt because he's cool. The murder victims then. Kaori Yuki's ideas are so creepy.
September 4, 2003
Yosh!!! Wasabi ne? lol Either way, I'm always hyper in English. Notice it? lol Dunno why. You'd think I'd be bored. Ah well, it's almost like English last year, except no Grace or Ron! =shniffles= Either way!! Anime "kuburu" tomorrow!!!! Sugoiii!! Except we're watching a G-rated movie. Baaah I say baaah. "Dirait dirait on dirait on..." Etou.... Okay, I forgot how to spell it. I'm hyper. Because I finished my hw early. And I actually understood my cal hw. I am da best!!!! Hail the great and mighty Evelyn!!!!! Oh! After riding in the car with Madeline (^^V) I think I want to learn standard.... =^^= Yah.... This is coming from the girl who is scared to death to even drive. Haaaaaaa.... =dies= We'll see ne? I'm planning to learn how to drive on automatic first and when I finally get comfortable with driving, I'll be suicidal and mebbe ask Dad to teach me standard... Hee hee. Dad's a really spiffy driver. I ever mention that? Yah, he's a complete moron, but it's hard to erase years of memories of Dad driving the Acura. My most favorite car. It used standard and riding was the coolest thing. =sigh= Yes, this is coming from the girl who hates cars. Meeeh. It's a memory thing. Bah. You know Mom first learned with standard? lol It was in New Zealand with Dad. They ended up stopping in the middle of the intersection, Mom crying. The cop came. ^^V Poor Mom. Heh... x.x Well I highly doubt I'l actually learn standard soooo.... Mebbe I'm safe.
September 3, 2003
Brilliant. Just brilliant. Last day of Testmasters. And I argue with my mom after it. She kept bugging me about getting more tutoring. I have no time for this! Every single weekend? No way. I thoguht I was done. So I got irritated. Mom complained about me being cranky. And you see the cycle. Grgh! >.< I hate fighting with Mom. I always want to shoot myself in the end because I feel so horrible. She brought up the changing personality point again. I'm not going to harp on this for the 15 billionth time, but.... Never tell someone to change. At least not a complete 180 degrees. It's impossible. I stick with my theory that you can only conceal who you are. You can never change who you are. So. Yes. I was beyond pissed because it's never good enough for anyone. Yeah... I feel like crap now so don't think I'm angry. I'm just.. Sad I guess. Meh. Calculus is going to depress me more isn't it? =glares at hw assignment sheet= I'll just be glad when this is all over and I'm floating around trying to find the next door.
Meh, dun wanna work. Byaaaaaah.... All I have to do is memorize the blasted words, read Book 9, and do my cal hw. I have to at least do todays if not Friday's. x.x Meeeeh.... =dies= Well.... *sigh* Yes. Boa is 16. Or 17. One of the 2. I forget. And what am I doing??? >.< Makes you feel really accomplished. Joanne is what, 15? w-inds. is 18 to 19. Lead is 15 to 18. I am 17. Helloooooooo..... *womp* Ah well, I'll stop with the sympathy trip ne? Heh.... I'll be good and read Book 9 and memorize the SAT words. LAST DAY!!!! w00t!!! I'm so happiiiii!!!!! Yesterday I was at Madeline's house doing a project. (Stick shift/standard is scary with Madeline... =cries= ) But yes. I got to play with her mac laptop. I like Macs. lol I'll have to actually use one for a long time to determine whether I like them a lot better but... Yah, someone needs to tell me what's wrong with Macs. They're pretty.... Either way, actually... I think there's a huge debate that developed last night ont he CS board. I should go read that shouldn't I? lol I love Apple/PC fights. They're really amusing. Got lazy last night and decided to try and make an origami hibiscus. Aiyoooohhhh... >.< Welll.... I tried. *cough* I'm going to be able to make it by the end of the year. That and the gecko. Me gusta "el gecko" mucho!!! Es muy "kawaii". Heh... ^^V It's fun trying to say a sentence in 4 languages. Bwah ha ha!!! English, Spanish, Japanese, and Chinese!!!! *cough* Not very fluent but.. Who cares? Meeeh. x.x So after the debate about piracy during CS, I'm scared to use Kazaa or any other p2p.... So I'm not going to download WinMX.... Unless I feel as if getting old perfs is a do or die thing... lol Good song... Do or Die... :3
September 1, 2003
Did I ever mention I got my panda crackers??? =beams= Kawaii!!!!!!!! Hee hee. They're indivicually packaged so I can bring them for lunch tomorrow. Heh heh heh. Mebbe it's just my opinion... But I think they beat pocky. Well... Okay, they taste exactly like Grace's pocky. ^^ Just cuter. But I was trying to find then but all I could find were the koala crackers. >.< No fun. Panda's are cuter. lol Well either way, I have recorded about 4 hours worth of talk radio. Grrrrrrr... Dun think I have a good one to write about yet. =scowls= I hope Madeline got something, I'm running out of time to do my other hw. My cal hw doesn't make any sense anymore. And now I get to read Federalist 10 and 51!!! The problem is, they protected it to where we can't print it out. Graaaaaa... Noooooo...
August 31, 2003
I tried to be nice and give Front Page a try.... =glares= Where on earth is the word wrap??? And when you click preview page, it looks nothing like the page I made. e_eV So! I still hate Front Page. Notepad is my happy simplistic friend. Sorry guys, no abc check. ^^ I wonder if I can delete Front Page.... Hm.... ^^V either way, I have to go memorize words for the stupid SAT class. Bah. Second to last class!!!! Hopefully, I can chat online with my committee group and memorize words at the same time. *cough* =dies= Either way, can you say kill the mosquitoes???? I have 5 bites on my right arm and none on my left. Grrrrrrrrrr wtf.
Add on. HA!!!! IT'S IN ADVANCED!!!! Ah now I can feel free to click edit. =beams= Go meeeeee.
August 30, 2003
-.-... Meh. It's okay. The new layout. Evverything's purple. Because purple is an evil color. :3 Heh heh. I didn't really spend much time on the entrance pic either. Tho I did have fun shading him in. Ha ha ha ha!!!! See, it was an accident then I thought it looked spiffy. I spent a lot of time on the banner pic tho. But... Yah, I'm not too thrilled with this layout but at least it's clean. Mmph. Corny quote. It's almost verbatim from Family. Yes, I copied quotes from there. It was said my Mei I believe. Poor Mei. I feel so sorry for her. Hell, I feel sorry for everyone in that book. =^^= Hm.... I'm not sure whether the girl is Merryweather or just the girl who got killed in Count Cain.... ^^V They look alike in black and white. Meh. But I think mebbe it's the girl who got killed (I can't remember her name) since she was killed pretending to be Round Robin. Yes Kaori Yuki is twisted. That's why she's my most favorite mangaka. =beams= Did I even mention she really hates drawing bloody and romantic scenes???? It's really ironic. I can understand the romantic thing since she sually goes for killing everyone and not really emphasizing love unless it's a really twisted love. =grimaces= But bloody scenes??? She's embarrased about that? O.O Extremely ironic. Either way, I've been listening to the 2nd HOT album waaaay too much. So now I'm playing the new JTL album for the 3rd time. =smiles= I'm getting used to the songs now. I might grow to really really like it. ^^V So yah, I bet it was really interesting if you'd come to my site an hour or so earlier. I had changed the Tagboard to purple but I wasn't finished coding half the site. You know, I realized I'm a really really slow coder? It's not event hat since the majority of it's just cutting and pasting my old codes.... I think it's the art part. =dies= Sucks since the graphics aren't even that wonderful. Meeeeeh. So! I do need to get started on my hw now... Or mebbe I'll go chat. Hmm.... ^^V We see. Ja.
Someone turn it off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nooooooooooooo!!!!!! Stupid Microsoft Front Page is the default editor for my html documents! I want to change it back to Notepad!!!!! =dies= On my old computer, I could fix this, but I dunn ohow on this thing. I can make it open with notepad but..... =dies= =shakes fist at Front Page= Die stupid thing die. After the hours of Mr. Newland harping about how wonderful Mac is I'm highly tempted to get it. Except life would be hell. Transferring stuff would be evil and computers cost more. =sighs sadly= The things I do just for Microsoft Word. =dies= I just wanted to get rid of Works!!!!! Aigoooooo.... Either way, guess what? I fell asleep yesterday after doing the first section of the stupid SAT test. I have to do one for every Saturday. Either way, I woke up at 8 this morning and had to do the rest as fast as I could before class at 10. I thought I had time since I somehow convinced myself class started at 10:30. Graaaaaaaaa... Either way, I wasn't really paying attention to what I was doing and guess what I got on verbal???? 790!!! LOL You realize how screwed up that is? I wasn't even paying attention to what I was doing! Hm! Who would have known! Mebbe I should never pay attention to what I'm doing. Lol. Either that or listen to the 5th album of HOT while doing everything. lol Oh! About HOT!!! Suz! Buy their 5th and 2nd album. Or is it too late? =sigh= I'm thinking of actually getting their first. I know it's a really really bad idea since 1st albums usually suck, but I have 2 of their 1st album songs and they're.... Heh heh.... One's overly happy and the other's really cool and scarily ghetto.... Lol!!!! I'm really really weird right now. Too many happy songs. Wheeeeeeeeee!!! But!! 2 more SAT classes and it! is! overrrrrrr!!!!!!! Yatta!!!!! Haappeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! Okay yes. i've run out of patience with the calligraphy thingie. lol Sometimes it looks cool and other times it looks like crap. =dies= waaaaiiiiiii I've realized that I actually have to get a head start on cards since certain PEOPLE are all born in either May or October. Can't you people be born at other times???!! e_eV =dies= I have 1 in Sept, 2 in Oct, 1 in Dec, 1 in Jan, 2 in Mar, 3!!! in May, 1 in July. I dun rmeember when Leslie's bday is... But I suspect it's in October as well. =dies= This is what I get for intending to make cards for my friends. We're going to casually forget to ask Linda's bday. ^^ La la la la la laaaaaaa.... She'll never know!!!! Doot. ^.~