August 25, 2003
Ordered the cds! Wheeeee... We're hoping they'll make it by my bday so I feel semi-festive. Lol. Funny thing, I could care less about my bday. Hmph. Either way, I finished my hw!!!! Before 9 pm!!!!! Woa.... I wish it'd happen more often lol. Either way, I have 2 JTL songs now! So instead of putting one on endless repeat I'm putting 2 on endless repeat. =grins happily= I have a feeling JTL's style changed a bunch. Sure I still like it, but will you guys like it? Nah. ^^ Well we'll see ne? Anyway, no more candy tomorrow. *sigh* Ran out of Testmasters candy to bring for afterschool stuff. Hmph. Dammit. Lesse... Damn I wish I grabbed at least one of the extra Starburst bars. ^^ *sigh* Ah well... So! Imma go now... Talk to Laura since she just called.. Again. 4th time peoples 4th time!!!!!!! =dies=
August 24, 2003
Merf. Being lazy forces you to miss college meetings. =dies= Didn't go to the Caltech thingie. *siiigh* Well either way, aboutt o leave for Testmasters. =shakes fist= Grrrrr... I still have to memorize the stupid trig stuff for the quiz on Monday so I'll bring it with me. Mebbe I'll just write it over and over again hopes of remembering it. Heh.... *cough* So! I just wanted to post to let you know that I deleted everything off briefcase. Only one file on there now. JTL's new song. It's really spiffy. Except for the ending clip but... It's bearable. Spiffy song. You guys have to see the comeback perf. Jaewon looks dorky. Ha ha. Woohyuk was never a good singer and it's been proven now. =dies= He sings funny. e_eV Tony looks even cooler. ^^V He perfected the spikes. They looked stupid ont he first album but now they're spiffy. But1 Wow the choreography is really really cool. =spins around= Sorry I can't post it. Well.. I could try. If you all download WinRar and I learn how to use the splitter thingie.... But! Go download the JTL song. And yay! Mom's letting me buy cds for my bday! w00t! AnNyoung here I come! =dances around=
August 23, 2003
*_* No I haven't forgotten to click the little Winamp stopped thing. I've been listening to the same song for 3 hours now. =smiles happily= Gonna ask Mom if she'll let me order some more cds. Oh btw, if you guys to buy JTL's new cd... =dances around happily= Make sure you buy the non-overseas version. I know it's a lot cheaper. =winces= But! 8.95 is still cheap okay? Besides, their sales aren't doing so well. =shakes fist at SM Town= So all JTL fans are trying their hardest to help by telling everyone to only buy the original version. So if you buy online from AnNyoung or Yesasia, you're okay. I buy from AnNyoung tho since 4 or more cds makes delivery free and delivery's pretty fast too. So! We have to wait for Mom to come home and then I have to ask her if it's okay. ^^V She's going to mention school work I just know it. My excuse? Music can't interfere with school work. Hah!!!! =beams= JTL! =dances around happily= I'm currently downloading clips of their stuff. I'm soo happeeeeeeeee!!!! =spins around=
Speakers are only good for classical music. Baaaah. Sucks. No base! Hmph. Well either way, I dun think I rmembered to post yesterday's entry in. Heeeeh. I'm lazy. What a surprise!!!! Oooooooo. =dies= Well... Hmph. Caltech thing tomorrow. Anyone going? Yes yes? Anyone even want to go to Caltech. =grumbles= Nevermind. ^^V USC sent be a spiffy brochure. lol. I was amused. Mom thought I was too easily convinced. =shrugs= Ah well. I'm still prolly just going to go to UT if I make it in. I guess I should... But being the pessimist I am.... Either way, going to California would cost a lot more money. And since... Well Dad's being Dad... yeaaaah... I feel really bad when Mom's going to be paying the majority of it. She's self-employed!! Grgh. *sigh* So either way, Imma go to UT. It's cool there anyway, tho the dorms are really errr... You saw the pics. Nuff said ne? lol Well, mebbe if I get into honors the dorms will be better? Yay, moveable furniture. Joyyyy... Note the sarcasm. *sigh* Yah, either way. We're going to LA for choir! Lots of money there too! Stupid bus costs. Boot out the Belle Ensemble! Boot them boot them! Lol. Becuase we only have about 7 to 9 people extra, we have to get another bus. Dammeeeet!!! Ah well. It jsut makes our trip payment a lot more. Grgh. I hate how this is obligatory. I don't want to make up all the crap, but I have to gooooo.... Ah well. I get to see Cali! LA! Wheeeee.... eeee? Ehh.... Anou.... Yes. But! Mom says if Igo to Japan for studying overbraod she's going to come visit me. She'll go to Taiwan while I'm in Japan. Hee hee. Yes, I'm thinking of travel right now. lol But! Who else is studying abroad???? Cmon people! You have to! Oi it's fun. I know Suz is going to London. Prolly Ry too.... Anyone else? Chile!!! lol j/k Poeple say I should go to Spain for the study abroad thing. Work on my Spanish but I'd rather be completely clueless about Japanese and go there! Heh heh. It'll suck but.. Who cares?? Bwah ha ha ha!!! I swear if it was any other country... Like if I went to Russia? No way. Won't like it there. Either way, I have an incentive to go to London now. Sherbet lemons!!!! Heh. >.< Not good incentive. Okaaay.... I wanna poke Platform 9 3/4. =^^= I do. Hee hee. Hm.... Well the only place in the Us I'd want to go see agai is Rocky Mtn. Natl Park. Hoenstly guys. It's pretty there. Not cold if you go in the summer. And no bugs1 And lots of flowers! And the air smells nice and... *sigh* I loved it there. Prolly also becuase on the same trip we went to see the Grand Canyon (urrrggghhhh) and Bryce Canyon (not bad.....). Did I mention I hate the Grand Canyon? It's crowded and it's ugly. The thing is a major dissapointment. Hmph. Bryce wasn't too bad. The funny rock shapes were great. Hee hee. I need to go back to the Wildeflower center in Austin and march around for a good 5 hours. Hee hee. Anyone wanna go? Yes? No? Heh ah well. I'll go if I go to UT. Like before I leave for home or something. I'll force my friends to go. They'll stare at me funny. Ah well. So! I'll be quiet now. Do govt hw. =growls= And play around with the hp demo game. Stupid gnomes. Took all my jellybeans. =glares=
August 22, 2003
Weeeeekeeeennnddd!!!! =hugs Weekend= I missed yoouuuuuuu!!!! =cries= Now I still get to panic over homework!!! Yaaayyy!!!! Oiiiiii.... Well.... Hm... I get govt hw, lots of postponed Cal hw as well as a quiz on Monday, take a blasted SAT test before tomorrow, learn vocab words for SAT, and.. Hopefully nothing else? It's the SAT and Cal stuff that'll kill me. But! It's the weekend! That's the great part! One day of staying up really alte again and gettign lots and lots of sleep! Hopefully recover so I'll be in good health again. Baaah. Well I'm in coughing stages. I get better as the day progresses. Mwah ha ha, I draw power from people!!!! Energy vampire!! F33l m41 wr4th!!! =^^= Either way, did I mention CompSci is cool? Mr. Newland is too cool. My most favorite teacher in Bellaire!!!! Phweeeeee... Jenny has me addicted to Maroon5's Harder to Breathe. How cruel. =dies= Well I need to go hunt for To Zanarkand. Reanimation! Bwah! "Bo ha ha ha ha!" e_eV It's a Bleach thing.
August 21, 2003
ARGHHHHHH!!! JERKASS!!!! Stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath stabbydeath!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You stupid little [enter explicatives here]!!!!!!!!! =releases an angry bull genetically altered to be 3 times stonger and bigger at him= I hate you stupid graaaarrrrgh!!!!!!! =stomps on him for good measure= Die asshole!
=pause= ... ... .... =politely thanks Heero for giving him a patented Heery Yuy Death Glare= As you can tell. I'm extremely pissed off. Why? Ohhhhhh.... You haad to ask... On top of crap loads of hw and being sick and SAT classes, I get family rpessures. Mom's going insane with the crap Dad and Fooni are throwing at her. oohhhh.... I called Dad and had a nice little chat with him. Apparently they think Mom's some criminal. She's going to use the bank account for fruad! She's mebbe even a hacker using her talent to avoid taxes. What the freaking hell?????? Ah you can tell I yelled a lot. If he was there I would have thrown things. No one picks on my mom and gets away with it. Especially when it causes Mom to need to take more high blood pressure medicine or else get very sick and get moved to the hospital. I HATE him. And the sooner her retires and moves the hell away from us the better. Mom's even planning to go back to Taiwan to avoid him after I go to college. No excuse me while I study for tomorrow's quiz which I have no clue how I'm going to pass since I haven't studied yet and I can't seem to concentrate. =plans on hiring Shinigami to go torture him= Shinigami's my friend. =glares at hima nd mutters= Jerkass.
August 19, 2003
Muddly brain muddly brain. Grrrruuurrrrgggghhhhh... =dies= So hard to focus when you just want to stare off into space. Oomph. =thuds head on desk= *sigh* Either way, I gots me sleep! Sooo... Yesh. I could do with a few hours more tho. lol So tired. Meh. But I hafta go do Cal now. Then make flashcards for SAT class. Then if I have time and it's before 10, I'll go read Chapter One of the bloody Govt book. I hate government. Did I mention it? I do. It's not even interesting. Waaarrrrggghhhh... Yes, you're getting interesting noises from me. ^^ Well, English has officially bumped up to my second favorite class. Again! Lol. Last year, I think it was my second favorite. Tho... Mebbe it was my first. I had lots of fun when Ms. Quiate was too busy to be there. Funny tho... You'd think choir was my first but it's my third. It was second last year. Hm... How very strange. Lol. Well either way... =pokes mush that is brain= Hmmmm.... Dunnno if I can really do this. =pokepoke= *sigh* Well I have to go work. I better work fast sinc eI want my stupid sleep. Why can't I just skip Govt or something? Grrrrrr... He gives us craploads of boring hw. Not even remotely like World Hist which was crap loads of interesting hw!!!! Graaaaa... Well, I gave up on even atempting to do page 12 for the packet. The instructions are very confusing so I dunno what he wants and we barely even began discussing it. Why should I do it yet? Hmph. Yeah yeah, I'll regret it later. Right now, I'm doing Cal. And if anyone calls, they're automatically being shot. Thank yoouuuu very much goodbye.
August 18, 2003
Dead. >.< I'm sick dammit! Well, I have a really runny nose and my ear are blocked. When my ears are blocked, I'm sick. Dammit. And I had the worse case of insomnia last night. So I barely got any sleep even tho I went to bed at 11. =dies= *sigh* I just wanna play with my computer. Load Age of Mythology. lol. My old computer couldn't handle it becuase its video card was too old, but this one should be able to... But... It's a bad idea. =dies= Should go work on Calculus. Meeeeh. Anyway, did I mention Mr. Newland is cool????!!! Because he is. He's the coolest! And he's the CS teacher! I think I'm very very very happy. Very much so. lol Other than that, the two second coolest teachers are Mr. Mazzoni for Cal and Ms. Bagley for English. Tho I don't see what's so cool about Mr. Mazzoni... Hmph. Well I did have him after Mr. Newland. lol So! Either way, Mr. Marshall (choir) might be leaving! For an AP job!!!! O.O He applied for 3, one at Bellaire to replace Ms. Taylor-lane and at 2 other schools. But we'll be replaced by a cool director. But... yah iono.... Mr. Marshall might have been mean at times but... He's pretty cool on his good days. And he really knew what he was doing. No offense, but we sounded cool. Yupyup. Tho he does lack a lot of common sense when it comes to fundraisers. Pens??? wtf? Who sells pens? Graaarrrrgh. =dies= *cough* Yes, anyway, songs right?
Jolin Tsai - Shuo Ai Ni The song I got addicted to. Written by Jay Chou. =shrugs= I like it!!!! ^^V
B'z - Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side - Signal Okay, this is the song that got me into B'z. I still don't think B'z is that good, but the song is great. =^^= Don't ask me what the anime is. I dunno. It might even be a game, but I think it's an anime. lol
Oblivion Dust - Your Yesterday Nice and depressing from Oblivion Dust. The band Ken Lloyd was in before Fake?. Which is also a good band. :3 Heh.
Hoshimura Mai - Stay With You This... Hm... I dunno if you'd like this. But you'd like it more than Miyavi which I will never post. ^^V Dun think anyone will like it except for me. *cough* Anyway!
Speena - Jirenma In case you didn't get it, this is the only good sing I can find from Speena. *cough* Okay, well I only have 2. lol But! The point is, I think they're a jrock band. If they really are, this'll be the first female jrock band I've found. O.O How scary. First female Japanese band at least since Morning Musume really just counts as a horde. ^^V
Nicholas Tse - Peacock Okay, I promised Suz I'd post Contonese sogns so she could tell the difference between Cantonese and Mandarin. So! Here's the song I was momentarily addicted to. You have to get used to it first tho. ^^
Yumiko Cheng - Relative Humidity Nice pleasant song... Gets overplayed quite easily tho.
So! Either way, I tried to make the descriptions short. Haaaaa.... Either way, Dad called and grrrrgh. Either way, I'm even more pissed off than before. =scowls= I need to get some sleep tho. I swear I feel as if I'm dying here. I wouldn't feel half as bad if I'd gotten more sleep. =grumbles= The problem is if I lie down to sleep I won't be able to. Dammit. Grgh, either way, going. gonna do Cal hw and set up the binders. I hate it when they check the stupid things. I'm more organized without using their system. =scowls= Meh.
August 16, 2003
O.O New computer.... I got to name it! So I names it Ginrei. Silver bell in Japanese... Rei-chaaaaaan. =patpat= Be good ne? First thing that happened. Rei decided to show how pissed off she was by deleting a file int he System32 folder. Windows refused to start. I had to reload Windows with the Restore Disk. Ouch. So! I hope we've come to an udnerstanding... =eyeballs Rei= I have a nasty feeling Rei's going to be like Rae. Dammit. Fihreaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Hmph. I can hear her cackling. Baaah. Weeellll... Kou-chan's still there. =points next to new computer= Still functioning. I still miss my old computer. =shniffles= I need to to gather up the courage to rid my comptuer of Aol, CompuServe, and ICQ but that's what made Rei go haywire before... Sooo... Yah. I've downloaded the Worm pacthy thing. And I've determined Win XP pisses me off and I'm praying the Professional Edition will be better. I'm planning to load that tomorrow. Hopefully, I won't have to reload everything and lose everything I've already done. That'd really really suck. Really would. My braces are cutting everywhere now. Dammit. I'll get used to it. There'a big cut that I somehow didn't know about so it's really really sore. Well sore's better than stinging so! I'm okay. I can't get used to how biiig this screen is. I mean O.O!!! 17"!!! Oaky, that's really pathetic, but honestly, my old one was 11" or so. 800x600. This one's 1024x768. Random number. I'm never getting used to it. Well... That means I get new wallpaper!!!! And I'm thinking of just finding new fonts instead of loading the old ones. Start from scratch. Brushes are going to be reloaded once I redownload Photoshop. Damn. There's a lot of crap needing to be redownloaded. Mild problem... I don't have Microsoft Word anymore... =cries= What am I going to doooooo??? Hmph... We'll see if I can dig up my Microsoft Word cd. Highly doubt it'll work ont his computer since it's for Win98. I still think Win98 was the best. Baaah I say baaaaaah. Oh1 Yah, among other things, I need to redo the winamp plugin to show what songs I'm listening to soooo... Heh. It's prolly stuck on whatever song I listened to last. ^^V Forever Pierrot! Bwah ha ha ha haaaaa *cough* Err yes. I have read one Spanish story! x.x 3 more to go right? Damn. I have class tomorrow too. Along with vocab I ahve to learn. Damn damn damn. =dies=
August 15, 2003
Computer's acting normally now. woot. =spins around lazily= Well... Today is Friday. 2 more days to die guys. Well, for us hisd peoples. lol But... I'm just really procrastinating in terms of hw aren't I? Dun wanna do Spanish. Instead I'm considering cleaning my bathroom. Use the really fast cleaning stuff that stinks up my entire room with this funny citrus fresh scent. =^^= Nothing works out worries like scubbing the bathtub. >.< Yes I'm weird. People thought I was weird for being overjoyed to cut paper in the backroom. Meh. So either way, school ne? Soon I'll actually be getting out of the house on a daily basis. O.O Wow foreign idea. lol But next summer, I guess I'm supposed to go learn how to drive. Anyway, I seriously dun wanna work at the Children's Museum... lol I'd seriosuly rather volunteer there. Hmph. And since SARS will no longer be a problem... I hope. You never know! Viruses (virii ???) creep the hell out of me. Don't even get me started. Doesn't help that Dad found and told me scarier things. =shudders= Anyway! Mom and I will definitely be going to Japan and Taiwan first thing. Bwah! Ha ha. The only time I've been to Taiwan was for a very depressing occassion so rather than making me go to the hospital every single day, I was shoved into kindergarten. Doesn't sound bad until you realize I was in second grade. And I really blended in quite nicely. >.< Weeellll.... This time we're going just for fun. And I get to go to Japan!! Wheeeeee... I dunno what I want to see in Japan... =shrugs= I'm half tempted to just sit someplace where it's busy and just absorb everything, bask in the language, and just observe the people. I promise you, after I get these stupid braces off, I will be going to Japan for a stuby abroad thing. So if things go according to plan, I'll have them off sophmore year. ^^ Ohhh trust me, I'm going to try and do everything the dentist asks just to make sure I don't accidentaly prolong my braces time. Baaaaah. Braces slightly confuse me since I dunno how they work tho. >.< I swear I thought tightening would be actually replacing the wire and the brackets with smaller wire or something and repositioning the brackets a lot as well. But Jenny says it's just replacing the rings. Hmph. Doesn't make any sense then. Meeeh I say meeeh. I think about things too much. I still wanna know how on earth a printer can pick up paper. Does it used static electricity? It uses it for the printing... Theonly thing I managed to figure out on my own is how it can tell paper is in the printer. I'm really tempted to tell it to print something one day and make it think there is paper. What will it do? heh heh heh. ^^ Well! Yah, hey! Never mind. lol okay, I'll be quiet now.
You are the Borderline NUKE, You try to show that you're calm, but you're ready to explode, but in all honesty, you probably need anger management. It will ease all that built up anger, man, those facial ticks might be permanent if you don't help yourself. Military experiments are your best bet.
What anger personality do you have?
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Introverted (I) 61% Extraverted (E) 39%
Intuitive (N) 59% Sensing (S) 41%
Feeling (F) 65% Thinking (T) 35%
Perceiving (P) 59% Judging (J) 41%
There's lots of other random info. Career choices too. Lol!!!! I can be a teacher.
Oh! And a last minute add on bit! Apparently there was a blackout on the entire NE part of the US. O.O According to the imood admin. Weird. Anyway, he posted a link to pics of NYC completely dark. Relly weird. Thoguht you guys might wanna see. Click!
Current icon is a blend of the aim icon and the IE icon. I dunno wth is going on. =rubs temples tiredly= Seriously dun wanna know. Either way, my bus stop is at Lamar! That's not even close to walking distance from my house. Okay, let's try and explain this. Most people get a bus ride because they can't get a normal car ride! Therefore... Expecting me to be able to get a car ride all the way to Lamar is unreasonable. =scowls= Either way, we're tryign to get thatchanged. In the emantime, Mom's going to have to endure a 5 minte drive to Suz's house. It's closer than going to Lamar. From there, Suz and I will go to Jenny's house where Jenny will drive us to school. Yes! It's like Dominoes or a chain reaction or something equally screwy. Back home from school, Jenny will drive Suz, Grace and I. Grace will be droped off then Jenny will go home where suz will pick up her car then drive me home then she'll go home. Can you say gaaaaah. Mom had a good laugh. She thoguht it'd be great if Laura could come along in the morning as well. Lol Anyway, i feel really bad for constantly mooching off my friends for rides. *sigh* =shakes fist at hisd= Why can't we have instant teleportation????? Baaah I say baaah. Well... Today is Friday. I need to read the stories NOW!!! Dammit. So dead. ^^V Notice how Ev is still not making a move to read the stories. Haaaa... =glares at pile stories are hidden under= Damn yooouuuuuu. On a side note, I can't believe I'm really growing to love Miyavi's song. O.O Su-goooiiiiiiii. =dances around happily= Not psoting it tho. Highly doubt anyone else will like it. =shniffles= It's... Well best way to describe it is abstract. very abstract. ^^ Song title? This is great. It's called Pop is Dead. heh.
August 14, 2003
o.O? Wtf??? Okaaay... All the icons in my system tray have the folder icon now... And whenever I click once on a folder icon in a folder the fodler icon will switch to an Internet Explorer icon unless deselected. Mp3 icons change to a folder icon when selected as well. Ooo txt and jpg and bmp files also change to an IE icon when selected. All the folders and stuff in my bookmarks have chaged to IE icons as well. e_eV So far Microsoft toolbar is doing okay in terms of icons. But I can refresh those... x.x Wait!!! System tray is normal now. Wait no. Never mind. Not they've become all mp3 icons. wtf?? Aww craaaap. I've had something liket his happen before but it never switch around before. Now every icon related problem is now a mp3 icon. Okaay. It switch to IE icons now.. Wait I bet if the mp3 finished it'll switch back to mp3 icons! Wait..... Annnnnnd. =goes to check= Awww no. Hm.... Either way... This is no good. I should ahve goten my compie today except they ran out so Dad got a raincheck for Saturday. =grumbles= Kou-chaaaan! Please work with me! >.< Either way, today was my last day of volunteering. It was great. I ran out of paper towles in Expressions (the painting room) and I had to go bother the DGs for some. She called up the supervisor. Elizabeth came and decided to clean up the entire place before free family night. So we cleaned up the entire place. Aaand... Since I wasn't ont he schedule for free family night, I got to stay at Expressions for 2 hours! (Yes it's a good thing.) Half way through, Elizabeth came back and hauled me off to the Annex (like a back room) to cut paper. I always love being in back rooms. So cool to see the real side of a place. Like when Laura hauled me off to help her close down. That was lots of fun. I'm weird. I dunno how else to describe except as seeing the true side of a place. =shrugs= Either way! I had a lot of fun playing air hockey with kids and parents. lol I finally managed to con lots of people into doing it. So I was entertained for a full hour. Heh heh. Well! It was great and I'm really really going to miss volunteering there. *sigh* I really wanna go visit at least. Go bother Laura or something but... I'll get a lot of funny looks if I go back pretending to still volunteer there. lol Well... Oh well. I want to help Laura close down completely just once. But it's too late now. *sigh* Yah. Who would have expected it? I ahte kids. lol Honestly, if anything, I've learned that I really hate kids. lol But I still loved it there. I bet you're imagining me playing around while glaring at any kid that goes by but I didn't. I actually went out on a limb and interacted with the kids and tried to be the best volunteer I could. =smiles= I think I'd be a good volunteer if I could work there for an entire year. *sigh* Life sucks. What do you know? Merf.
*sigh* Thinking of the past, the present, and alternate futures. Yup. =bitter smile=
August 13, 2003
Hm... I miss Linkin Park. Must find a way to get the Meteora cd. Chester needs to sing more than a 3 note range tho. >.< I've been putting it off for a very long while. lol Ah well. Ask Mom and her solution will be to get it online. Hm.... Well either way, I'm getting used to this endless family deluge of family problems. lol Well! I still heven't done my Spanish hw. ^^ Really really dun wanna. Someone want to do it for me then implant the info into my brain? Yes yes? lol Well either way, school so soon! Gyaaaaaaaaaah. Laura better be having fun in Cozumel. =glares= Well! Just... Yah. Just saying hi I guess. lol
I wonder if it's just the time... Just feel so tired you know? But not as in sleepy but really restless. Like something's supposed to happen. And like I just want to give up. I'm just done you know? I am. *sigh* Mom's not feeling well anymore. Her high blood pressure shot up because of all this crap. I'm trying to be as quiet as possible since I'm sick of it all and I might slip and throw a tantrum. *sigh* I suck at being a good daughter. >.< But... Tomorrow/today's my third SAT class. I'm in no mood to go. I just want to curl up into a corner and die. Next day I'm volunteering for the last time. Dunno whether to be sad or just remain tired. I don't want to go anymore. I'm just... Yeah tired. Soo... You know waht I've always wanted to be able to do in times like this? Fling myself off the top of my stairs and slowly spin down until I land softly on the floor. you know, like a leaf. Hoping that by the time I reach the bottom, I'll be fine. Dunno why. Always thought it was a beautiful thing seeing the leaves flutter down like that. *sigh* Not good. Thinking too damn much. So I thoguht I could go throguh summer without getting sad at least once. Hmph. I was wrong. Well, it's better than the previous summers. So... We're going back to school on Monday. 4 days to die peoples. 4 days. Then 10 more days until my birthday. I'll be 17. W00t. Sorry, no birthday party. Too busy. I'll try and actually do something Halloween tho. Heh. And for the Ren fest. Wow I miss the Ren fest a lot. I haven't gone in soooo looonnng. *sigh* School kills my free time. Hmph. well I finally remembered that I borrowed Laura's wax paint so I forced myself to finish decorating the blasted candle. Screw ups big time. Te top was a little block but i didn't really realize it tho I should have and I kept squeezing until a huge blob of wax paint splorted all over my finger and candle. So I frantically tried to wipe it all off before the wax set int enoguh to stain the candle green but there's still a faint green smear at the top. Meh. And I finally decided to hot glue the hooks on the collage so it's up on my wall. Along with.. Nothing. Just a white wall with lots of tape adhesive markings and holes. Me thinks I should put something there since the billions of cat pictures are gone. You know what occured to me? No one has been to my house in a really really really long time. Well no, last school year Grace came over to do the Family project. But she only stayed downstairs. So... Yeah.. I talk to more people now, but I've also become more isolated. How weird. *sigh*
August 12, 2003
*sigh* Damn. Too many bad things happening at once here. Why so close to when school starts? Okay. Let's start with Dad. I feel really really sorry for him now. Fooni's.... A crazy jealous banshee freak. Mom has a lot of friends in the bank Dad had that account dispute with. Now Mom previously said maybe Fooni was diggin into the records since she does work in a bank but.. I gave Fooni the benefit of the doubt since she seemed like such a nice person. Bank called Mom today. Apparently Fooni stormed in yelling and demanding stuff dragging dad along with her. For once Dad, Mr. Crazy Tyrant I will Controll All, was silent. He didn't say anything! Apparently, Fooni's upset Mom still has an account with Dad. She doesn't want him to have anything to do with Mom becuase she suspects and affair. Oh you have got to be kidding me. =glares= She also doesn't want Dad to be secretly supporting Mom and I. Okay, that's just stupid. Dad is supposed to openly be supporting me. It's called child support. Which he doesn't even pay thank you very much. Either way, boil it all down, Fooni's jealous of me and Mom. She seemed so nice too! And Dad admits it and the bankers say Fooni is viscous. So either way, I'm confused and depressed. then Mom and I were talking some more and I said I'd rather live with I-Chih than live with Fooni. Mom told me about I-Chih. Okay I know I started out ahting him but... Afte 2 years of him in the house he became my brother. oaky, I never told him, but I really considered him my brother. I was really hurt when he left. Mom said he was 32 he needed to learn to live on his own. *sigh* Remember he call we had from the jail? Well that was I-Chih. Mom thinks he's fallen into a bad crowd. He's even dropped church. He was a devout Christian and he dropped church. So Mom doesn't trust him anymore. And I cried for a very very long time. I-Chih was the closest thing to a brother I had ever had and now even Mom doesn't trust him. She said he had done some other things but I guess she didn't want to hurt me too much sonce I was already crying. But... I really don't think I-Chih's that bad. He's really a good kid. Mom think maybe he has a really bad side we didn't know about, but... I trust him. I know he would enver hurt us. I think we were his only family. He barely talks to his mom or his sister but he always talked to us. He talked to Mom so much, Mom had to hide from him to get her work done. =smiles= So I can't help but wonder if making him move out was that good of a thing. I know he's old and he needs to learn how to take care of himself but... I think right now he jsut needs someone who really cares for him. Call me stupid, but I thik he jsut needs some help. He's really a good person. I know he is. *sigh* So my life uskcs right now. Waay too many bad things happening at once. Someone tell me, why now? Why so close to school? I have lots of homework to do from school and Testmasters. I need to take a diagnostic for the ACT and see if I do better on that. I'm getting a new computer so I get to transfer files. Dad's cranky. Fooni's jealous. I-Chih's misguided. What the hell? What ever happened to the good summer? What ever happened to being happy? If there is a god, he hates me and I hate him.
August 11, 2003
Dad must be pretty mad about having to pay for my computer. He's starting to attack Mom's bank accounts again. Any account under both Mom and Dad's name is being shut down by his request. There's only one left. It's a small savings account that Mom uses to prove she's my mom since we have different last names. Dad was okay with it at first. And! It's a freaking savings account! You can't withdraw money! And the money that's in it was put in by Mom! So dad decided to shut it down today. Mush to Mom's annoyance. So he's successfully pissed off Mom again. What does a divorce tell you guys? Leave each other the hell alone! Graaargh! But no, he still picks on her whenever he has to do something for me that annoys him. Jerk. Jerkjerkjerk! =shakes fist= Either way, I have scissor makrs on my thumb and pinky from cutting 12 sheets of card paper for my flashcards. I decided against using the butcher paper cutter in Mom's office since I'm annoyed and the violent papper cutting will prolly scare Mom. But have you guys ever tried it? Put the paper into the paper cutter and WHAM! Be careful your fingers aren't int hee tho. ^^V Of course. Always a handy tip. Either way, I've actually thought of changing my last name to Mom's then thought it'd sound terribly stupid since my middle name is Mom's last name. Lol. Plus, I like my initials! ESC. ^^ Bwah ha ha ha! *cough* er yes, so I need to try and get a hold of Dad and figure out what's happening Wednesday about my compie... Try not to yell at him since he'll prolly get mad at Mom for letting me know about the newest round of bank battles. =scowls=
Acording to the Random Title and Name Generator, my title is Commander of Uranus, Evelyn Chang: Eagles may soar, free and proud, but weasels never get sucked into jet engines. O.O.... Lol! Hee hee. I like it. Heh. So! I made the aim snippets page ont he Blurb! Go see! Yes, I needed a cheer up. >.< Wel Pierrot songs are cheerful. Yes peoples, despite the fct this is a visual kei band with really cool rock music, it's bouncy. That's one thing I love about jrock. Good jrock is bouncy, not depressing. Heh heh heh. Unlike english rock! Bwah! Either way, I need to learn Japanese one day. Meh. Ah well, I'm still annoyed I ahve to replace my beloved computer. Loading time for windows is now 2 minutes. O.O I swear it was never that slow. I'm scared to open certain folders that made the computer freak out earlier... So who knows what's going on. I'm greatful my burner still works. Very much so. that way, archiving can go on without a hitch. Of course, it's kinda hard to even archive this computer.... I don't want all the stuff. lol Either way, after I get my new computer, I dunno if I'll be able to use the internet from it yet. I'll have to do some quick cancelling and cleansing of any signs of aol on my computer. Meeeh. Except for aim of course. lol. Aol is like a bug in itself. You buy one piece of software then download then bam! You get more aol offers! God I swear.... So either way, we hope all goes well.... Meeeh. Archiving stuff does give me an excuse to delete crap off my computer. But! Meh I say, meh meh meh. Next time I see dad, I'm pressuring him into getting he $100 upgrade. I want a 256mb ram. Is it so much to ask? The thing is crap slow and Mom will never get a ram upgrade. That'll take 4 years of begging and searching for a good rebate. Either way, I'm going to stop grumbling about thise since it's just going to make me even mroe bitter. Can you tell I'm not going to get along with my new computer? *sigh* Poor Kou-chan.
August 9, 2003
Alright people! First and last warning! =says solemnly= I am not gay. Lol! Okay okay. For anyone who's ever suspected I was gay... I dunno what to say, but I'm not. Lol. My fics give off the impression that I am so... I'm not. Just letting you peoples know. ^^V This is kind of amusing tho. Hee hee. Either way, making Laura's card is the pits. Dammit! Wobbly! And I tore it! Graaaaaaaaaaaaaa! =dies= i'm still determined to open a card shop when I grow up to be super old. Lol. My old hag on the hill idea is still open. Jenny, you're welcome to scare off people with a scythe. Suz can call her pack of wolves. Laura can beat off morons with her mutant bears. Dunno about anyone else. Lol. I will have my garden hose. Die!!!! Lol. So! School's starting, I'm annoyed. Really dun wanna goooooooooooo... I have Spanish first again! Which means Mrs. Garcia gets to tolerate my being late again. Damn bus. I have Ms. Harris as my driver again and someone's going to die. I mean seriously. Blood will be spilled. The woman hates me. And I hate her. Grrrrrrr... Hmph. Well Suteki Da Ne is growing on me. I'm determined to do a few things this school year. Get Elton to sing in Japanese, dye Jeff's hair pink by graduation, make new friends, be a good officer, and do what I want without being scared to be alone. I rely on my friends too much. It's unhealthy and I realized I didn't need them at the colloquium. I made new ones. ^^ I wanna join the Webdesign Club!!!! Mebbe they can teach me new stuff! They're all using java and I'm inching around on my meager html coding. Html is really really basic. Horribly basic. There's actually an easier way to code this site if I knew how. =dies= You think CS will teach me? So! Yah, guys, we're going to college soon. It's time ne? Scared. ^^V But! I'm keeping the same site, email, and aim so! You guys can all laugh at me just like before. lol Yes, I'm in a weird mood. I dunno why. Just started thinking a bit. It's never good when I start thinking. I promise not to get sad again ne? Oh a side note: Yahoo has my old site. Lol! And Google has my old site and my old way of archiving on this site. So whatever you click, it doesn't work. Heh.
August 8, 2003
You all really think this layout is better? o.O? Why? To me that's a little weird. I liked last one a lot better. Hm... Ah well. As long as you guys like it ne? Anyway! =beams happily= Laura called!!!!! She's back for 2 days and so she called me. =beams happily= My buddeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! Hee hee. Anywy, I went to the dentist today. 3 more fillings. =grumbles= He didn't wait for the numbing stuff to kick in so it hurt a lot. Crydie. 5 minutes after the appointment, my right side of my face from the lower lip down was completely numb. =growls= Dork. Either way, I'm done with dentists until next month. Baaah. Unless my bracket pops out again. Then I'm going to get very mad. Very very mad. Grrrrr. But! I got to eat tuna for lunch today! Like from the can jsut like Ry. I really felt like a cat. Hee hee. After the dentist, Mom is very tolerant of my strange eating habits. lol. She wanted me to get more protein anyway. Heh heh. Hm... Either way, I really don't feel like seeing Dad tomorrow. =growls= Really really don't. Grrrrrrr.... *sigh* Either way, on a funny note, apparently, Onii-chan got bitten by a cockroach. Lol!!!! That was priceless. Confused me a bunch but lol. Lots of funny stuff happened last night. lol. I saved all the convers. Heh heh. So! I go now! I swear, I'm enver opening my mouth more than 3 centimeters from now on. Grrrrrrr...
August 7, 2003
Miss Laura. Miss her a lot. *sigh* It's so weird to not call her after volunteering. =sighs unhappily= I was refilling the paint cups and I banged my head into the cabinet door. ^^ Aw maaaaaan. >.< Didn't hurt tho since it was the flat part not the edge. Heh. Soo embarrasing. lol Well I saw Patrick! Yes, he works there, tho usually only on the woeekends. Confused him a bit with my braces. Mwah ha ha! *sigh* Ah well. Someone go abduct Laura. I want ther back. Well I get her for the first 3 periods. It'll be okay. lol. But I don't have any classes with Jeff! =storms around angrily= I make a new friend and I don't get any clases with him. Baaah I say baaaaaah. =grumbles to self= Well either way, Eating with braces is weird and uncomfortable. I've learned that milk tea with tapico makes my braces feel shrper. Never good. But.. *sigh* I like milk tea! Grrrrr.. Ooh, in Austin, I learned milk tea with tapioca is also called bubble tea. How weird is that? Bubble tea? When the girl mentioned it, I was thinking carbonated tea but it's not. How bizzare. Is it called that in Houston too? Hm! Well.. Funny thing, dried cherries taste better than fresh cherries. Lol! Okay, mebbe only I find that amusing. Meh. Well I go now. Wish Mom would leave me home alone for the entire day. Dying to record an entry. I listened to my old entries and... I got stuff to say. Lol. Yah, it's weird listening to yourself talk from 2 years ago. Really really creepy. I need a better mic tho. But at least now I can save it in mp3 format! It's better.
Okay, Geocities is seriously screwy. >.< I just figured out that there's nothing wrong with my layouts page, Geocities is just screwing it up for some odd reason. Hmph. Either way, here's a funny link Elton sent me. Hee hee. Thought you guys might like it. Honestly, thesegraphics only make sense with the text guide that comes with it. That's no good for a visual aid ne? Oh and you notice something doesn't exactly align??? It's the dotted lines. It's misaligned a little above this text entry. Yah. Really annoying. Gyaaaaah. I could fix it really easily but for some odd reason, this morning it wasn't working with me so I gave up and went to sleep. Hmph. Well, I guess I'll go. Hm...
August 6, 2003
It's up!!! w00t w00t! So! I'm embarrased by this layout. lol. >.< w-inds. is not the coolest jpop band out there. Tho Ryuichi is really cool. Either way, this is prolly the most girly layout I've ever made. Hence why I'm embarrased. lol It's seriously girly tho. I mean... It's bright... There are 3 guys featured on the layout... =grumbles= I jsut wanted a pic that looked something like school. Because we're going back to school! Meh. Either way, New-age dreams is the themem mainly because I made everything so bright and glowy and it's a cool song by them. =^^= My favorite layout will still be version 5. I like Lain a lot. The art just fits me. lol. This does not. Well next layout will feature a girl from Count Cain holding a dead bird. Heh. So! Tell what you think! Oh and starting from the right: Ryohei, Keita, and Ryuichi. Yes, there are 2 Keitas. This is no the cool one. This is the one that winks too much for his own good. >.< Baaaah. Ryohei reminds me of Woohyuk except he's too happy. =grumbles= And dorky. =grumbles some more= Ryuichi has it down tho. Heh. He has the best tv prescence except he's prolly the most unliked. Hmph. Because they gave him those dorky braaaaaaiiiids!!!!! Gyaaah! He started with black hair in dredlocks! Yes people. He looked very stupid. Very much so. And a big black earring. =scowls= I dunno what they were thinking. Morons. Either way! My layout! Featuring w-inds and more specifically, Ryuichi. (index page) Go me!
Anyway, I realized at the last minute that Club Jamboree was on Wednesday instead of Friday. Gaaaah. So I had to get up with my 5 hours of sleep and have Mom yell at me while I beg her for a ride. =cries= I ended up hitching a ride from Rachel and getting one from Laura back. Thank god for friends with cars. Mom decided to pound in the fact that I keep doing things at the last minute and it's not good. =grumbles= Grrrr.... *sigh* Either way, anyone watch Last Comic Standing? Can you believe Dave Mordal didn't make it??? He was my favorite comedian. And we all know Dat won because America felt sorry for him. He did a good set last night tho. So it kidna made up for the fact that I didn't like him much. lol I thought Rich Vos was going to win tho. Hmph. He was the second best after Dave. Hmph. Stupid show. Anyway, imma go now. Ja!
All right! I think I'm going to have to take the site down for a bit until I wake up tomorrow since Geocities is refusing to upload my site. =scowls= This is no good.... Honestly no good. Ah well. Mebbe I'll jsut leave this along until tomorrow. *sigh* I actually made the banner first!!!!! That's why it looks cooler. I used real people too, jsut like I promised! Tho I was intending to use Pierrot. Namely Kirito. Not w-inds. lol. Ah well. I found another pic that's great for another layout. So I think I'll make one for that later. But! This is my back to school layout. We hope this won't be up forever since.. It's.... w-inds. Not that I have anything against w-inds! lol Ah well. It's too late now and Geocities has seriously rejected me. =grumbles= Anyway, i'll be hapy tomorrow. For now, I'll point out my new blogging layout. Yes! It looks like a real blog! Except.. I kinda need a comment system. =scowls= Only problem tho. That's all. I' officially not going to move to a blog host since they're evil. you have to learn thier code instead of doing your own. The only one i'm ever considering is having a regualr site host with ftp for I can used blogger. that's it. Anyway, imma go sleep. Tired but faintly happy. =^^=
Music: Lead - Funky Days
Blurb: Imma go see if there's more junk I can add to the Blurb. Heh.
1:38 PM
Dentist appointment canceled and rescheduled for Friday since my teeth are still sore. =sigh= Well.... Yay! Free day! =beams= Tomorrow is Testmasters. Nabil might be there. ^^ One person I know! Prolly more since lots of people go to Testmasters. Hm.... Either way. Gonan work on my favorites page. Got bored on Sunday and started coding a table for my favorites. Lol. Bored much?
Music: Fairy Fore - Child of Wizard
Blurb: Not bad song.
Yay! I have Bagley!!!! I have the first 3 classes with Laura. CS and English with Elton. Choir and English with Jenny. (Eng right?) And Govt with Suz. W00t!!!! Classes with all!!!!! Locker stops? Gods know. Didn't even get to find my classes. =cries= I'm gonna get lost. Sooo embarrassing... >.< Well... The good thing is I only have no clue where Govt is. Lol and that's after lunch. Yes! Suz and I can get lost! Go us! Imma be late for Spanish again!!!!! Crydie. Hai hai.
Either way, I watched Minority Report!!!!!!! Oh wow oh wow oh wow. =bounces around in circles= Su-gooooiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!! Annnnd.... Yes... I think that's all. Oh, I get to keep a look out for Jessica from Top Child if I go to the Club Jamboree. Join Anime Club or dieeeeee!!!!! Chase after the poor fishies with a mallet.
Music: Lead - Fly Away
Blurb: I will dakishimetai kimi no subete....
Music: Jay Chou - Dragon Fist
Blurb: *gasp* Not Jolin Tsai!!!! O.O lol You know what? Jay Chou composed that song for her. Bwah ha ha ha ha ha haaaaa!!!!!!!
3:44 PM
Anou.... Teeth are sore as hell. =grumbles= The dull throbbing is really really really annoying me and I can't help think that it just ripped off my braces, my teeth would feel fine again. =scowls= I have a feeling if I bite down too hard it'll hurt like hell so I'm not even bothering. But! I'm sorely tempted to go buy a baby teething ring. =grumbles= It's really really help but oh well. At this Chinese lychee jello thing. Kinda firm jello, not as mushy as Jell-o. So wither way, I was lightly biting it and wow that felt good. ^^V Mom thought it was gross that I wasn't really eating the jello, just lightly biting on it. *siiiigh* She still wants me to get greenb races. =grumbles= Not even a dark green. A bright green. Oiiiiiiiiiiii. Anyway, dentist suggested taking Tylenol yestreday before I left. I politely took a packet but was I really going to take it? Heck no. I'm the 100% anit-drug of any kind person. =grumbles= With exception to sleeping gas and pain killers when they operate on you. You know what I mean. Odd tho. I find brishing my teeth fun. Not before but now it's amusing. See I brush my top teeth very very slowly and carefully and my bottom teeth (with no braces) really quickly. It's kinda funny. Either way, one of my teeth doesn't have a bracket on it so I'm wodnerng how they're going to pull it out. Poor tooth. Gonna hurt like hell once tey link it I bet. But you know what? I always thought that they connect the braket then pull your teeth straight on the first day. e_eV Guess not. Tho they are getting a little straighter.... Tho I couls be crazy. It's weird lookin. ^^ And I still feel as if the blasted braces are gonna fall off my teeth. Oh! And I talked to John on aim yesterday. Wow, that conversation lagged and cut off. Grgh. The endless silence thing was really awkward. But! I got him to tell me what he did for the summer! =^^= You know he put a play on the Alley? Super cool. Either way, imma go run around the skoolrush thing again. Crash into peoples. lol Ja!
Music: Jolin Tsai - Shuo Ai Ni
Blurb: Yes I'm still addicted to this song. ^^V
Music: Jolie Tsai - Shuo Ai Ni
Blurb: I'm addicted to this song. lol
Lazy add on! Go see this! Esp. her Eowyn and Suu costume. Super cool.
11:46 AM
I have braces on my upper teeth! Joy oh joy. =dies= No fun. Absolutely no fun. Dunno why he seperated them but he did. Mmph. So! Tomorrow I wake up early to go to school. Next day I wake up at the regular time to go to the other dentist to get my last filling. Then the next day I go to my first SAT class at Testmasters. Then hopefully I'm not doing anything. Tomorrow is my rest and be lazy day. Today I eat pudding and tomorrow I eat ice cream! w00t!!!! >.< =cries= No fair no fair. ok, had to leave. Bracket popped out when I was talking to Dad on the phone. e_eV Went back to the dentist but they said they were expecting it anyway. =dies= So now I'm afraid to eat anything. lol. But so far I'm okay. Happily chewing my gum. ^^ my lips are starting to get cut tho. Sleeping's gonna be fuuuuun.... =dies= So some of you people can point and laugh tomorrow. Lol. I dun think it looks that bad. But Mom's fascinated. She thinks it makes me look younger and cuter. e_e... Hoeeeeeee.... Well, she keeps tryign to convince me to get green next time. =grumbles= But I like how the silver looks. Hmph. Talking is funny. My f's have this little whistle to it. Haaaaaaa.... Singing's gonna be a little harder since it's harder to make vowel shapes. =dies= Well, I feel stupider than I look so I'm happier about it. ENver got contacts like I wanted to tho. *sigh* Make up for the braces. lol Ah well. I"m afraid to brush my teeth. lol. Afraid the bracket's gonna pop out again. Eep. They said it might pop out again since there's so much pressure on it. =grumbles= Damn teeth, cooperate so I can finish braces earlier!
Music: The Brillaint Green - Hidoi Ame
Blurb: Sounds staticy.... Weird.... o.O
3:39 PM
Testmasters starting August the 6th. =grumbles= But it ends sooner. Tho there are more classes. 3 per week. =scowls= Meh. Made sure it didn't conflict with Choir! And.. =cries= Can't volunteer anymore. Mom won't let me. Even tho I can squeeze it in. =galres angrily= And now my future in college apaprently relies on SAT and CS. Excuse me? Yup you heard it, my life releis on how well I do in that damned CS class I'm taking next year. =glareglareglare= Awww crap. I duno what I'm doing. =scowls= I have school. I hate school. Damn school. Dunno why people say school is fun. School makes my life miserable. It screws up my friendships. It screws up my relationship with Mom. It screws up my happiness. It screws up my sleeping pattern. Hell all in all it screws up my life. Hate it. My life is pure crap because of it. =growls= Yes I'm in a really bad mood. My teeth feel really funny and I get to go see another dentist soon. And Mom keeps nagging me about how I never try hard in school. School hasn't even started yet! Grrrrrrr... Either way, I'm going to try and call you tonight at 9 ok? If you're not home it's up to you to call me. No call and I go without you. ^^V Sounds harsh but I have to do it. It's near impossible to reach you so I can't rely on my reaching you to get things done. Either way, this kpop really sucks. >.< Eeeeegh..... =deletes= Grgh. Not a boy band. Figures. So blending=no good. lol. Soo.... How are you guys feeling about going back to school so soon? No fun ne? Mebbe I should start with my days to die counter. lol
Music:
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2:20 PM
=scowls= 3 fillings and another one on Tuesday. Damn them. But this dentist was nicer. =nods= Prolly because he wasn't a pediatrician. Tha'ts the right term? Thoguht that was for doctors... e_e... Ah well, that's what Mom used. =shrugs= Either way, blasted evil... Grrrrrr.... But h'es the brother of my orthodontist. Lol! Actually he has 3 brothers, all in the dentist business in Houston. How creepy. Grrrrrr... But if Mom signs up for Kaplan, I'm gone tomorrow for the first class. =grumbles more to self= That'll carry on every Saturday and Tuesday till 9-28. =grumbles some more= Even better! Today at 5 I'm leaving to see my orthodontist! Great. Yup, you read it. 2 dentists in one day. I'm going to die. Hell, I'm going to kill someone before I die. Someone's going down with me!!!!! =shakes fist= *sigh* Either way... =smiles innocently= I'm tired. Looking into Speena right now. I downloaded this one song, it's really cool. Here I'll give links so I dun have to post on Briefcase. ^^V opens in a new window if I coded right. lol
Speena - Calm Soul Read info there. Not that great, not my first Speena song. lol If you look at the wallpaper, you'll see what they look like.
Speena - Jirenma This is it! I love Speena. I love theway they sing. =shrugs= I'm weird okees? While you're at it, download At the Beginning (should befamiliar). The toher sogns are only okay... Believe in Heaven would be good if I listened to it more. But I dun have enough patience to adapt to a song. ^^ Either way, Speena sings... Too cute. lol. So yes! I have a girl band! w00t! Won't be for long I prummise.
Music: Speena - Jirenma
Blurb: I still love Pierrot. lol They roxxorz. ^^ I learned the right way to type it. Heh.
12:45 AM
Going to the dentist today. =scowls= Not the orthodontist but the evil one. The one that uses the pick... Like a took for evil. Evil evil. =glares= I hate dentists. I really really really hate them. I'm an anti drug person myself in terms of medicine drugs as well but for the dentist? Why can't they drug us for the clean up too? =scowls= Eeeevil. I swear they find a cavity and purposely get the damned pick lodged in there. Well, I get to go to some SAT prep thing. =scowls= Yes, Mom is very good at ruining my happy moods. Very good. Too good. The world is agaisnt me, hear it now. And when I die, don't be too surprised. Because it's to be expected. =scowls= Well, I had a ncie converstaion with colloquium peoples. =smiles= Always fun. I promise to talk lots during school okees? It's not my fault... Crap just happens you know? English last year was really great tho. I mean I had a lot of fun. Met lots of cool people. English was my highlight funnily enough. Not choir. Choir was only okay. Katherine's gone next year! Noooooooooo... well we'll be getting an influx of new people. More short people to try and bond with. I'll try not to hang out with the altos so much. Lol. I got alienated in my own section believe it or not. And... Must have a good senior year dammit. =scowlsmilescowlsmile= Oh see the conflict. Funny tho? I'm really just blank right now. Very much so. Headache's preventing me from having any kind of severe emotions I guess. =shrugs= Sucks tho. Can't listen to Pierrot.
Music: Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side - B'z - Signal
Blurb: Crydie. What do ya know?
Hey, I've used melancholy 6 times. Bittersweet comes in second with 5. And Accomplished and Genki tie in third with 4. Defeated was used 3 times. Accomplished was 4 because I use accomplished every time I finish a layout tho... lol