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7-30-03
6:01 PM
I feel funny... =shrugs= Like I'm gonna cry but I dunno why. Hm... NO good. It's getting harder to find things to cheer myself up now. Stress is getting to me now. Scared of school. Scaredscaredscared. I have good reasons now. But... I'll make it good. I promise I'll make it good ok? It'll be better this year. I'm going to be happy and hyper in school and I'm going to be on top of my homework! I'll get it done! *sigh* Yah. Sad... I'll try not to think of it too much tho.. Not good for me. So... Let's go hapy song! =clicks on a happy song= Mebbe I go now and dance around. Tho Mom's eating dinner downstairs... It's hard to thump around upstairs and not have her wonder... *sigh* No good peoples no good. Need to cheer up. Happy thoughts ne? Grrrr..... wanna paint my room grey. Funny ne? Grey and silvery white blue blotches fading in and out. It'd be really cool looking if someone would let me do it. Too cool. But... No one would. Which is why when I grow up, my house will be cool looking. I'd invite my friends over to help decorate this one room. Only one. It'll be a collage room. Everyone have their own section of the wall to mess around with. Few rules of course. Nothing I wouldn't be embarrased to show my parents aka no profanity, graphic scenes, etc. And it has to last. I don't want junk peeling off my wall after a month. ^^ That'll be my computer room. =beams= Coolness. Because I have creative friends. So... Yah.. I wanna sulk. Laura's gone now. She packed yesterday. =cries= No one to talk to until school starts. Sucks for me. I'm on aim at night a lot now. Talking to Jeff, Candace, Elton, and Oniichan. They cheer me up. But only at night. Dun want to go on earlier. Hadn't had a proper dinner in awhile. *sigh* Need something salty. We have too many sweet things in our house. I love sweet stuff. I even have a sweet tooth, but honestly... Need soemthign salty. Need meat. Lol. Never could be a vegetarian. *sigh* Tunny's grumbling and Mom's eating dinner. So meaaaaan. It's Er.... How do you say this? Oh hell Chinese for everyone! Nyoo roh mein. Beef noodle? lol. Everyone Chinese knows it's not just beef noodles. okees? It's spicy. Mom's favorite is too spicy. So... that's what she's eating right now. I can't eat that. *sighs* We used to have Noh mee fahn (something rice... It's sticky.. like zongtz? except not a triangle...) but I ate the last one awhile ago for lunch. *sigh* Crydie.

Music: Lead - Funky Days
Blurb: new single with a new composer for them. Baaaaah I miss the old composer. *sigh* This is cute and happy not cool and spiffy.

Ok, now I'm in a bad mood. Mom's now cooking my dinner but.. . =grumbles= If she seriously doesn't want to do it then why bother? All the grumbling, complaining, and frustration at the fact that I'm not doing anything is getting annoying. "You're not helping Evelyn." Well you never asked. =scowls= Remind me never to ask for dinner again. Ever. I'll find something to eat on my own from now on. Okay? And if she complains about feeling guilty for not providing for me enough then she'll just have to deal. =scowls some more=

3:03 PM
6 classes now!!!! Ms. Raby couldn't put me in Psychology. *sigh* So no Philosophy for me. The only non-ap class I'm taking next year is choir. ^^ I get to sit in the cafeteria for 7th. =grumbles= Life sucks. Mebbe I can get a ride from Laura or something. ^^V We can hang out some more. Anyone else have 6 classes?? I fergot... Ah well. Anime club meeting on Friday. Can't go. Fun fun. =glares= Blasted morons had to change it from 5 to 11. I have a dentists appointment at 9. Cavities. =glares= Well more like potential cavities. Either way, Jenny you need to call me. We need to figure out what time we're meeting at school Monday. I need to give you your gift and your sundial. >.< I was thinking about going at 8:30. I know it's 30 minutes early but I have a feeling they'll be open earlier than 9 you think? So call me. You tihnk we need to contact Suz's mom also? Are you working tha day? Mebbe we can hang out! ^^ Soooooo.... I'm planning on making another layout for the start of the school year! I really want to use real people this time even tho it's a lot harder to manipulate. =grumbles= Hmph. Either way... Like the wallpaper? It's from a manga called Stigma. Same mangaka as Saiyuki. Characters look similar, it's creepy. But! It's a really cool but depressing manga. Real short. =beams= YOu guys should read it. =nodnod= Anyway...

From left to right: Jun, Takeo, Kirito, Kohta, Aiji. Just thought you'd want a pic where you can see them all.

Music: Boa - Shine We Are!
Blurb: Only Japanese song where I've memorized al lthe lyrics.

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7-29-03
10:47 PM
Yay! Okay, I just recustomized my entire computer. =grins= Fun fun. So me being the dork has decided to take a screenshot of this while actually typing the entry. Hee hee.

See, dark windows. Hopefully it's light enoguh for Photoshop buttons to be visible... =shniffles= Sad tho since the black windows look really spiffy. Yes, I'm a picture streak. Lol. Sicne I'm still thinking about guys... (Aijiiiiiiiii) might as well tell you all. It's funny. Mom and I were talking about cute famous people and I complained about the shadow beards people have now. You know the "I forgot to shave go sexy me" look? =scowls= I'm not big on the hairy man. If I had it my way, guys would shave too. All hair off except for skull thank youuu very much. Mom thinks it makes them look more manly and she likes manly men. Biiig differences. She likes manly men, I like girly men. Hmph. Girly men are prettier. Meh. lol well it was amusing because Mom and I were actually talking aobut this during lunch. Do you talk about this with your mom???? Ah well. As long as Mom and I talk about stuff non school related I'm happy. School related and I get annoyed. Bah. Either way, go girly men! =dances around= And the eye cross is hella cool. =beams= Go Pierrot! Yaaaah!!! Oooo... I was possessed so after hearing my 3 cds of Wfl I decided to play Iyah!. Wow! Rush of life! Whoosh! I miss H.O.T. =shniffles= They were so cool. Beyond cool. Super ultra "you die now because we roxers" cool. =cries happily= Me lurvs Iyah!. Best song in the world!!!!!!

Music: Annie Yi - Can't Be Trapped
Blurb: Diecry.

2:52 PM

This my friends is Aiji. =beams= This is cool hair. Well, the last one he looks more normal in but! Super super cool hair. Therefore, being the hair sucker I am, I am obsessed with this band. He's part of Pierrot. =beams some more= He's the guitarist. And he has cool hair. Could I be any happier? Wait till you see the vocalist. =grins=

So! As you can see, Kirito being the vocalist, gets the funniest looks but! Aw man, you should see all the pics. He's too cool. =beams= Too cool. He usually always has some kind of odd painting on his left eye. My favorite painting thing is the cross. It looks really spiffy. =beams= The blue line's a little weird but it's ok.... There's worse trust me ^^V But the one with the blue line's still cool and I'm plannign to steal that chocker one day. ^^ Too cool.

Ah the rest of the band. Yes, so far, this is my most favorite picture of Pierrot even though you can't get a clear view of everyone. =shrugs= okay, starting from the left. Sitting is Kohta (Kirito's younger brother), Takeo, Aiji, Kirito, and Jun. From what I've read, Kirito composes half od Pierrot's songs and writes all the lyrics while Aiji composes the majority of the rest. ^^ The other 3 write mebbe one or two songs. Either way. This is a visual kei band. I think... From what I gathered... ^^V From what I've seen, visual kei has calmed down somwhat as compared to Malice Mizer... e_e... But! Pierrot rocks. Thank you thank you. ^^

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7-28-03
2:34 PM
Weird time. Anyway... I fergot the quote I wanted you guys to read. It's ironic.
Time is money, money is the root of all evil, and knowledge is power. Therefore, procrastination is the key to world peace.
That's from someone logged onto Saikou as Cheshi-chan. Funny I think. Also... I think Kou-chan got possessed... Somehow now.. I can view the Japanese fonts... Imma go look to see if I can view Korean and Chinese too but.. Weeiiiirrrd..... O.O =shniffles= Kou-chan's trying to make me not replace her. =cries=


This Pierrot Quiz was created by Ritz. Interested in who YOU might be? Take the test at the Pierrot HQ.

2:20 PM
Went to the bloody orthodontist. Anyone have Don speck? Well I ahve him. He's prollyt he first dentist I've ever liked. =nods= But they used the bloody evil pick. =scowls= The pick and I enver get along. Hurts like hell and they always manage to lodge it into a cavity. Damn bastards. But! The good news it I don't have to get my teeth pulled because my back teeth are set in quite nicely. =smiles= Bad news is I need to go to the dentist before the week is over in order to fix the potential cavities I have. =scowls= Which means I still get to see the blasted dentists. He says if I don't get them fixed, the braces might make them into cavities. =scowls some more= Bloody hell. Either way, I'm listening to my 4 sogns of Pierrot right now. =smiles happily= Pierrot is the best jrock band there is. Nuff said.

Music: Pierrot
Blurb: You guys see Marcus in the newspaper? Look on yesterday's Lifestyle! He's in there for fashion! LOL!!!!!

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7-27-03
3:15 PM
Thinking about changing the format of my posts.... Making it more like a blog with the time at the end and a pic to seperate everything... You think it's good? Hmph. I wanted to sign up with a blog site, but they never supply a space to load graphics and geocities doesn't allow direct linking. Bastards. ^^ Either way, it's confusing to figure out how the sites code junk. I remember pitas very well. Thing was evil. It was really hard to customize stuff so... ^^V Fastest I've ever used BitTorrent! 7 seeds and no peers!!!! 51kb/s!!!! I can't beleive I'm even excited about that sad of a speed but... I am. I really am. =sighs sadly= Blasted firewall. Damn it all. Either way, I'm visiting my millions of anime bookmarks to download crap. ^^ Joy. Need to clear out my mp3 folder again. And.. =shniffles= the time has coem to say goodbye to Kou-chan. She has to go. She's getting too old. =cries= I love Kou-chan so much but we have to go buy a new computer. Kotori will come next year. Mom says I shoudl jsut go ahead and buy a new pc and if I really am going into CS, she'll buy me a more powerful laptop next year. So... =shniffles= Kou-chan's getting too old and I-Chih shot it once already. My poor poor Kou-chan. =hugs her protectively= So I need another bird name. Oh! Did I ever tell you? Ok! Here goes. I went to a name meaning place to fidn the meaning of my name for the millionth time. And my name was derived from Avila which was derived from Avis which mean bird in Latin!!!!!! Sugoi!!! I've enver heard that definition before. Either way, this is a cool name meaning site since it give you a bunch of random info about your name. So! Go to Behind the Name and see your name! Opens up in a new window as usual. Either way, Koukanchou-chan (the real bird) is still whamming herself into my window. I'm rpetty sure it's a girl since it's been 2 yars and she's still kinda greyish. Males are supposed to be bright red and the females are greyish red right? So! Koukanchou-chan is psycho. =sighs unhappily= Anyway, gotta go cut cards for my hiragana. Sad tho. Can't download the blasted fonts. I have a feeling it's because of a certain computer crash earlier... =stares at I-chih=

Music: Kidou Senshi Gundam Seed - River
Blurb: Not bad... Not the best tho... ^^V

Gyaaaaaah!!! GetBackers oficially rocks! Their second OP is by Pierrot!!!!!! Su-goiiiiii!!!!!!! Annnd... Another add on (sorry, way too lazy to make another entry) picts of the dorm I stayed in! It's room 905 in West Jester. In case you guys visit. Lol. See where Ev stayed!

Beds were really hard, I stole my room mate's pillow because her's was flatter and softer and mine was big and hard. My head was elevated a good 5 inches above my body. >.< And her blanket didn't have hair on it. Ooof. But! The rooms were slighty bigger than I expected. Nice and freezing cold. Community showers weren't that bad but then again, everyone went to shower at the same time so I could easily avoid the crowd. Who knows in college. Anyway, cerfew was at 2 am and Jeff and Jenny decided to peer pressure me into staying up with them. =scowls= I was tired the next day. Pah. But it was great. I learned a new card game I an teach you guys. Lots of fun. Jsut don't scream out Bench. Lol! Either way, yes, freaking long entry. More to say but I won't. Until tomorrow! Ja!

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7-26-03
6:13 PM
OH MY GOD!!! I suddenly... I.... Okay... First thing's first. I just got back from the CS camp (First Bytes) and the Honors Colloquium. Hella fun on terms of student interaction. Lectures were boring at times. =scowls= Hell of a lot of walking. Legs sore. Dorms sucked. Beds were hard. Community showers. I was across the bathroom. I had the dorm room all to myself! My roomie never showed. =grins happily= That saved a lot of complications. =beams some more= Either way, I made a crap load of new friends. O.O I never knew I talked so much. I mean honestly peoples!!!!! I talked like I was actually like a sociable person! And I wasn'te ven forcing it! I'm going to fine in college on the friend scale. =beams proudly= I really think it was the Children's Museum. But! Wow. I got back to lovely hyper roots. You know, I always thought making friends with guys was a lot easier than making friends with girls but at school I talked mostly to girls. No offense, but guys are cooler. =nods= So I talked to a lot more guys than girls. =smiles= Well, it was even since First Bytes was first so I made girl friends first. Makes any sense. =shrugs= You figure it out. ^^ I'm happy. But exhausted. Lots of Bellaire/Lanier peoples. Sammy Tekle, Nadia Pinto, Courtney Harker, her friend =shrugs=, Camilla something, Linda Horng, Bryan Jiang, Jonathan (choir), Jonathan (my physics class), Jeff Chu, Tifffany Pan, Alex Cocavesis, some guy I never knew at Lanier, Matthew Tuttle (who's he?), Ben Wang, Star!!!!, Marcus Sandling... Erm... Might be more. I know I spelled names wrong. =winces= Met a girl named Jen who wanted to be called Jenny. Lol. Too ironic. ^^ But! Jenny, if you ever wear makeup like her I'm strangling you. =scowls= Black eye goop (all of it black/dark grey: shadow, liner, and mascara) and get this maroon lipstick. You heard me. It was dark lipstick on an asian. Definitely not the natural look. =frowns= I thought it was ugly. Hmph. Either way! We got a crap laod of games/other software and assorted junk! Lesse if I can list this. Microsoft XP: Professional Edition, Microsoft XP Help Guide (software for that with a book O.oV), Encarta Deluxe 2003, Microsoft Digital Image Pro, Visual Studio.net, Age of Mythology Collectors Edition, a optical mouse (the red light thing), radio, notepads, shirts, backpack, pens. Blah. Either way, like I said crap loads. I'm happily burning off my GetBackers so I can download the Age of Mythology game. Looks spiffy. I've heard of Age of Empires, but not Age of Mythology. =beams= I wanted a new computer game. =grins maniacly= And! I got a crapload of email addresses and aim screen names to contact. e.eVVVV Oiiiiii.... *sighs* Either way, Colloquium made me feel stupid. So many smart people. =cries= I loved it. You know I love being surrounded by intelligence. Call it a weird trait of mine, but I do. And to see all these kids 3,00 times smarter than me... Doing really cool things with their life already.... I mean wow. Wow wow wow. Oh yeah, Go UT!!!!!! =beams= I'm in love with their CS program. Too cool too cool.

Music: Drowning happily in Japanese boy bands
Blurb: Jenny (UT) hates the Japanese. Why you ask? She's Chinese and she holds a history grudge. Just. Like. Dad. =scowls= We (Jeff and Jenny and me) were talking about kpop (she likes HOT! But never heard of Shinhwa O.O) and she mentioned that. Jeff and I agreed that the Japanese were ok. She stared at us and said, "That's because you two are Taiwanese." -.-...

Oh just an add on....

SOMEONE CALL ME DAMMIT!

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7-22-03
6:04 PM
What part of leave me alone do you not understand? I am trying so hard to just calm down so I don't blow up but nooooooo.... 4:00 Mom says, "Why aren't you packing yet???" because you know it takes 7 hours to pack. =scowls= I need a new toothbrush. I hate cheap toothbrushes. I've got a good reason. The cheap tooth brushes are so soft, you end yup brushing with the plastic head on the first use! Mebbe I brush too hard. =scowls= But nice toothbrushes that cost over $1 last longer, look nicer, and brush nicer. So I tried with my anger management songs. Blurry. Middle of Blurry, Momcomes in. Screw that song. 3x3. Middle of that song Mom comes in again. Screw that song. Alien. Middle of that Mom comes in again! Bloodly sodding hell!!!! =scowls= Okay, we're going to try this again! and this time, I better not be interupted. I'm not in a good mood. I'm in a pissed poor mood. I don't know why but I ahve a feeling it ahs to do with the colloquium tomorrow. I'm scared shitless but oh well! Because Mom has taken it upon herself to bug me to the ends of hell when all I need right now is a good cheer up! =gives a patented Yuy death glare= Omae o korosu.

Music: =angry silence and mad typing=

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7-21-03
10:09 PM
Yes folks, Ev is pissed at the moment. the more I think about it, the more I don't want to go to the colloquium. =scowls= Mom's going paranoid on me so it's makiing me more annoyed. Ont he last day, it's Fun Sports Day!!!! =false smile followed by angry storm clouds= Play sports or go swimming!!! How about go to room and sulk? Ry and Suz are lucky, they don't have to room with a complete stranger. What is my roommate is evil? What if she hates me? What if she's everything I hate and more. =grumbles to self= I don't want to do this. I want to stay home. doesn't help that the past few days I've been feeling funny. Like I'm full even tho I'm not. It's a bad feeling for me. Self-consious Evelyn you know. =grumble grumble= So... Mebbe I'm better off not bringing my cd player. I do have a whole world to elaborate on and... I don't know what I'm doing anymore guys. I don't want the year to start again. Can we stop now? We're graduating soon. Scared scared scared scared. Life sneaks up on you, bites your head off, then politely puts it back on and apologizes.

Music: Fake? - 3x3
Blurb: Watch them lose sight of everything...

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7-20-03
11:12 PM
*sigh* wow... That's a great way to get depressed quickly. Read Stigma. It's a manga by the same artist who made Saiyuki. Guy named Stork who lost his memories and a boy he finds named Tit. (Tit is a name relating to a small bird in Japanese.) Tit is looking for blue skies and a bird. In their world the skies are grey and al the birds have vanished. It's completely depressing and I love it. If this was a written out story, I would cry, but mangas never make me cry because you have to wake up just enough to "turn the page". So. Yes. *sighs*

Music: Yoko Kanno - Tokyo Sora - Medley (part 1)
Blurb: Leaving soon... Scared scared scared scared.

3:28 AM
Got distracted while finding a name for Kyouin's team. =sighs= Printed out the stuff to make flashcards for hiragana and katakana. Printed out a lot of charts too. =grumbles= Can't beleive I started this late. =bonks head on table= Baka baka baka. Either way... We get to see how much hiragana I canr emember and forget before school starts!!! Joooyyyyy... Can't beleive it. *sighs* But it was cool. with the little chart I printed out, I wrote hello, goodbye, and thank you! =grins happily= That was a happy moment. =beams= Then I found gifs to teach me how to write the basic hiragana correctly so I wrote it out on big graph paper step by step. So... Igot a lot done. I need to make flash cards tomorrow and start working on the blasted Spanish stories. =growls= But after that I'm working on my writing. I'm going to find a way to write them over and over and over again. I'm content but slightly tired right now. =smiles slightly then frowns= Stupid Microsft Word. I formatted you to be 1" by 1".... =scowls= That is sooo not a box. =growls some more= Hrmph. *sigh* Right now I'm gonna go sleep. Stalk some bishounen or something. =smiles=

Music: All the mp3s except for the multiple versions of Reflection
Blurb: Funny... Went back to my 1x2 Gundam Wing fetish. Nothing can beat that coupling. =smiles happily= I need to post that pic of bat winged Duo one day. It's soooo sooooo cool.

cool
You're the COOL part of 7Air. You just like to rap,
none of that romantic crap for you!

Which 2003 Shuffle group are you about to perform with?
brought to you by Quizilla

=frowns= Hated their music video. Frantic dancing in the bg... Lol! It was bad. It's like they were dancing on coals and they had ants crawling up their legs. =snickers= *cough* Gomen ne. =looks innocent= But! When I listened to the song without the pv it was cool. =nods= But I still like Salt5 much much better. Suz will believe me. =waves at Suz and Ry in cambridge for the 50th time= I'm going to make you guys a banner. Just you wait. I just need a picture of Cambridge... ^^V Anime anyone???

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7-18-03
8:37 PM
On an interesting ntoe, we got a call from the Houston City Jail... O.oV Mom's client is in trouble so she just left to help out with gods know what. Weeeeiiirrrrd... And apaprently, the opening theme song sounds even better without the vocals. Like =gasp= Ricky Martin songs!!!! ^^ Lol. Well, I dunno anymore, but thats what I used to say listening to those songs.

Also, I fixed the layouts page. No more justify alignment there and added a font (^^V) I just realized it's been almost an entire summer and I hevne't made a Susan page!!!!! O.OV *siiigh* But I wanted to fix the back up of my old site just for kicks so I guess I can't. =shniffles= Poor poor Suz. Lol.

7:33 PM
=fidgets= Weeeelll... Now I can finally say Suz and Ryan are in London!!!!! ^^ Heh heh heh... I'm scared about UT... Annddd... Did you guys get a weird letter from Bryn-Alan studios to take pictures for Bellaire's yearbook??? x.x Anyway, I'm dying because BiTorrent's killing my connection and Mom keeps complaining. They're on episode 33!!! And I'm still trying to download the last 90% of episode 5!!!!! =cries= Aaaand... Planning out Nelmir's making me sad. Because I can't write out a story to this. Mom harrased me on why I was typing so fast. She knows I have a blog. But... At the time I was working on Nelmir so I told her about how I was creating a world. Mom thought I was writing a story. =cries= Mom thinks I'm some genious writer. She's so far from the truth. I have ideas. So I write the ideas down in hopes that one day I can write the story. Merf. Rereading Alichino too. Tsugiri!!!!!! Yosh! =beams= Kakkoi ne? =glomps him= But currently? Getting annoyed at Evanescence's "My Tourniquet" Waaay too repetitive. =scowls= But I looove the ending. Claaaasical musiiiiic!!!! =beams= =shrugs= I love "Whisper"'s beginning, everything else gets annoying... My most favorite song fromt hem so far? "Going Down" The "I dive again" is just pretty. ^^ But! Yup, listening to random bits of music. And! Hunting down GetBacker's music. =frowns= the Opening theme is crap ,but I have to get it simply because it'll give me the illusion of watching the anime. ^^V I'm so sad. =cries=

Music: GetBackers - Ichibyou no Refrain
Blurb: "lee foo laaaaainnn!!!!!"

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7-16-03
5:09 PM
Get out of my way. =evil glare= *PAP!!* Sugooooiiii!!!!! Ryuichi-chan in Gravi is cool! =bounces around happily= Aaaaand!!! GtBackers got liscenced by TokyoPop so the manga's cut. =cries= Right when I was reading it!!!! >.< Buy! As compensation, episode 3 is equivalent to GetBackers volume 3 chapter 5. =laughs evilly= Yesssss... So I won't be left in suspense! Yay! Yay! But... =shniffle= Downloading Episode 4 takes so loooong! =cries=

Music: .hack//Liminality - See Saw - Edge
Blurb: Shiiiineeeeeee!!!! =calms down for a second just to point to the right= Loook!!! You can yell at me without logging in now!!! ^.~

10:53 AM
Weirdest weather right now. Seriously insane. I woke up to hear RAIN! RAiiiinnn.... no rain. rraaaiIIINN!!!!! Rraain.. no rain. You get the idea? So! I got up, went to the window, went "Ooo cool!" and took about 7 pictures. I'll post 2. It's weird. 2 pictures show you a blue sky with rain clouds flanking it on both sides and one is just proof that it was raining at the moment I took those pictures. Okay... Yes, it's not good proof unless you believe I took them all within 3 to 5 minutes. Hmph.

Yes, the sky was this blue. No my camera skills suck so I had to fix it on the computer. =cries= My camera made everything white! But I promise it was as blue as a normal blue sky. ^^V I think I got the color accurate... So! That's my one entry... Mebbe I'll write more but my entries are getting loonger... So ja! And have fun at Cambridge guys! Did I already say that? =^^=

Music: Lead - Fly Away
Blurb: Y3555!!!! M41 53m1-l33t ph0t0 5k1llZ!!!! ^^V Weird me hai. Mom thinks the girl in my layout is a guy.... =cries=

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7-15-03
11:36 PM
Hm... Been typing. And reading the old stories stored on my computer. It's weird. Some of it's good. I really like them... Some of them... but... It's really weird. I read one of the complete fanfics I posted with my old site and I wanted to cry. It was obvious wasn't it? *sigh* Yeah. It really was. Maybe if I go insane I'll post one of the incomplete ones. They're only alittle over a page. sadly, my favorite one was the tiny beginning of a Shinhwa fanfic. That was good stuff. But I'll be too embarassed to post it up. Mebbe snippets... I like the funeral scene. And... Heck I like all of it. And there's this second version of a HP fanfic I was writing. Liked that too. But both were self-insert. *sigh* But my Mary Sue was weak. She wouldn't be pretty either since she was self-insert. Either way... Maybe i'll post the HP one... You can all yell at me for writing the beginnings of an HP Mary sue. Lol. Well... My muse is being really funky right now. See... I want to write something but I can't. I want to draw something but I can't. It kills me. I can see the picture imprinted in my head. But everytime I try and get it out it won't go. So... Yeah. Kaori Yuki's killing me right now. She has the most beautifulartwork and the coolest story ideas but... Never mind. It's really hard to explain. But add Cain to the lsit of anime characters I want to meet. He's too cool. And she decided to grow his hair out just a little. *sigh* I'm a sucker for unruly hair. Always have been, always will. Not too short, not too long. ^^ wish I could draw like Kaori Yuki. Then I'd die and go to heaven. I could draw my own bishounen. =beams= Too cool. So. Ryan and Suz are in Cambridge now. Right? I wasn't sure if you guys were getting there tomorrow or leaving tomorrow. Either way. I dunno if you guys will be reading this while you guys are in Cambridge. Highly doubt it sicne you probably are going to be too busy to read my super long entries. ^^ So... Unless someone lets me know, Jenny is my only audience. Congratulations Jenny. Pat yourself on the back. ^^ Lol. *sigh* yeah. Melancholy mood right now. Scared... and lonely... Laura didn't call. Miss her for some odd reason. I miss the oddest people. Well... Yeah. I mentioned I wrote today right? Picked up Nelmir again. It seems so detatched though. It's really no good. I need to edit the snippet tomorrow. I named him though. I changed stuff a bit. Anrui's last name is Takano. Her dad is Nobu Takano. Her deceased mother is Amaya Kuroki. Her only friend is named Doran Rundell. He now has a brother named Jeremy. His father's name is Cade and his mother's name is Mayla Patin. I've accidentally abducted Japan and placed it as the culture for Verean. Oops. ^^V and telkos is like the US. Except I'm determined to let Verean win. But... Yeah, I just wrote about Doran's "kidnapping". It's all cold. I'm not putting enough emotion into it. Ani's too cold. That's so wrong. He best friend vanished and even though she's sad, through my own failings, she's not sad enough. Oof. So... Yeah.

Music: Oblivion Dust - Alien
Blurb: Not being human... Could expain a lot.

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7-14-03
8:42 PM
Okay. Last entry for the day. =smiles= I downloaded the 4 chapters of Gravel Kingdom. Apparently that's all there is. So! I'll read it once Mom goes. And I downloaded the first act of GetBackers tho... I have an odd feeling the manga will be worse than the anime. The bubbles are colored in.... O.o... Why would a scanlator even waste time coloring them in???? It's annoying anyway!!!! Gyaaaah! *sigh* Either way. Yes. Mom went to Sam's Warehouse so we now have a crapload of Chimichangas (=stares at them suspiciously=), stirring straws (I'm not normal, I use stirring straws instead of straws), croissants (sp?), sandwich bags, and potato salad. =cries= Too much! The stirring straws will last me through college and then some!!!! Can I trade some for money??? ^^VVVV *sigh* Either way. Did I ever mention that after my extensive analyzing of the New Paradise pv, I've determined that Ryohei needs to scowl more or at least stop looking so damned clueless. Also, Ryuichi's the coolest. =nods solemnly= Because he has the best camera personality. Keita winks waaay too damned much. =glares evilly= But Ryuichi's cool. =smiles= My opinions of the 2 other boy bands are still the same. I guess Ryohei scary resemblance to Woohyuk really threw me off. =grumbles= Moron smiles too much to be even an inch of Woohyuk's super coolness. =scowlscowl= He does a really good deer-in-the-headlights tho. Lol!!! Either way, I just realized I need a laptop for college. =stares sadly at computer= But I love my computer!! It just... Doesn't work as nicely now... Because... I-Chih killed it. *sighs* Well... Yeah. I love this computer. Do you realize how many customizations I have on here??? And I'll have to redo them all??? Hmph. Well, it would be fun... I like recustomizing my computer with each new wallpaper. I'm a dork. But I change everything. The fonts, colors, winamp skin too! I'm the only one I've seen that has actually used black as a 3D objects color. =hmph= You people should try it. It looks really really cool. Just.. Some programs like Photoshop become evil because you can't see the buttons. ^^V But! If I get a laptop.. I should name it. =smiles broadly as everyone sweatdrops= Nani? Well.. I should name this one first... Hmm... What do you think? Well... I was thinking Koukanchou... Kou-chan for short. Why? Koukanchou means cardinal. Kou means female phoenix. I thought it'd be cool to give her 2 names... (Also I'm kinda taken a liking to the suicidal cardinal. Yes, she's still there.) And if I get a laptop (please?) she'll be Kotori. Yes, they're both girls. ^^ Why not? So! I like my Kou-chan... =cries= Dun wanna give her up!

Music: Shinhwa - Trippin
Blurb: Yes you read it. Shinhwa. =smiles= :3

10:45 AM!!!
I woke up at 7:30. It's too baldy early in the morning. Yes baldy. =rubs eyes= Too much extra time now. I have to find something to do.... ^^ Lol. I've fallen in love with Count Cain. It's the coolest manga... *sighs* You know Kaori Yuki's 20 something? Or at least when she drew Vol.2 of Count Cain. Cool. And she actually doesn't like drawing gory stuff or kiss scenes. LOL!!! Which is what all of her works consist of. Well, more gory stuff, fewer kiss scenes. I thought that was really funny. But either way, I'm sad the scanlator cut out the insert story Kaori-san drew when she was 10. I really wanted to see that. *sigh* But you know what scared me a lot? Volume 3 is called Kafka. In the beginning there's a quote from The Metamorphosis. I read that quote and I freaked out. ^^V School's haunting me I guess... But either way, I never realized how creepy nursery rhymes were until now. Almost every new storyline in Count Cain begins with a nursery rhyme of some sort. =shivers= Glad I missed the majority of the rhymes as a kid. How do you people not have nightmares because of it? Gyaaaaah. But yes. Kaori-san has a very twisted and violent imagination. I like her. =beams= Either way... I'll try and be good and not make 3 posts per day ok? I'll limit it to 2 posts. And maybe, on a good ay, one post. Tho I don't think it'll make a difference since my posts are sooooo looong... ^^V Well next layout I'll try and make it wider okees? I realized how narrow it was and I had to expand it by 50 pixels. (I only compromised a little. haaa) But I like it like that. On a 800x600 screen it's just perfect for the stupid Geocities banner. =^^= But it must really suck on a bigger screen. Lol. And on a dark screen. =stares at Suz= Actually, last layout must have been hell for you. Sorreee.... I'm planning to use more colors anyway. It's more of a challenge. =smiles= So! Episode 2 of GetBackers!!!! Yosh! Lol. I like Getbackers. Huge difference from Wolf's Rain. Obviously. This is like a comedy action thing. With a bit of angst. It might get worse later, but... Yah. The chibis are so weird in GetBackers. They look like lumps of playdoh with buttons for eyes. ^^ Kawaiii!!!! Yes I'm weird. We all knew this. Who cares? ^^ But hey! Cain is cool!!! And the manga viewer makes things a lot easier. Toriyama's World has their own manga viewer and I was thinking of downloading that one, but this one's fine. I originally thought this one was only slightly better than unzipping and opening each file. Lots better. =smiles= So! =looks up at previously typed stuff= Eep. Too long. Entry waay too long. You know... There's a reason why I archive by each month. (Besides the fact that I'm too lazy to do anything else...) If I had an automatic archiver, I'd do it every 2 weeks but oh well. It'll be better when school starts. Like once every weekend. *sigh* Dun like school. And I'm thinking of volunteering... Mmmph. I'm determined to be a good volunteer. I will be good with kids. =scowls=

Music: Hikaru no Go - Fantasy
Blurb: If Pretear was liscenced by Pioneer awhile ago, how come I heven't heard of it???

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7-13-03
11:50 PM
O.O ... omg.... I think I'm going to die. That... But... How.. Gyaaaaah!!!! Oh true, I still love Yami. Yami is a cool manga b-but... He... Can't.. Ehhhhhh... =falls over and dies= Sorry, the chapter just ended at this huuuge cliffhanger. Hisoka's about to get stabbed. The chapter creeps the hell out of me tho. It's waaay more graphic than the others. Waaay more. The artist even said that some people won't be reading Yami. Well, I still will. =smiles= And! I'm going to start Count Cain. The summary pulled me in. She disdribed Count Cain as a sadistic Sherlock Holmes who collected poisons. =beams= Coool... Artist is Kaori Yuki. same artist as Angel Snctuary. =beams some more= Problem is it'll be just as disturbing as the newest chapter for Yami. Probably on every single page. =shrugs= Ah well. =smiles happily=

Music: All the jpop and kpop I have on computer
Blurb: Yaaagh!!! Hisoka can't die!!!! =hugs him=

8:05 PM
Ev: Aww!! Only 3??? That's too sloooow!!!!
Laura: 3?
Ev: My download speed.
Laura: But you can't download music anymore.
=a few mins later=
Ev: Well anyway, I'm not downloading music
Laura: What are you downloading?
Ev: Anime!
Laura: *sigh*
=a few mins later=
Laura: Well I just burned a cd.
Ev: Ooo, taking a walk on the wild side are we?

^^ Mebbe it's only funny when you're actually listening the conver. Either way, it was funny. =nodnod= And yes, I am trying to download anime. GetBackers! The only anime Saikou's still fansubbing. *sighs unhappily* But! I got the first episode yesterday and it's really funny and.... Bishounen! =glomps= So either way, new anime for meeeeee!!!! I guess I could go download DN Angel but.... I'll stay loyal to Saikou for now. I feel bad. I feel as if I contributed to the website crash. ^^V They don't do direct links anymore... But honestly 3kb/s!!!!!! =cries= I wish it were 3mb/s. That would be super cool.... =drools=

Music: My jpop boy band playlist.
Blurb: Winfly!!!!!!!! Winfly!!!!!

5:18 PM
Yo! Lol. I'm in a good mood today. Ever notice that chaotic rock/alt music can also set off a good mood? Take a song I hope you've heard. System of a Down's Chop Suey. That is a fun song. =grins= Even more fun is Audiovent's The Energy. ^^ That's a seriously fun song. Either way, a not of advice, never put the plunger in the garage. It's just stupid. =nods sagely= My advice. It's up there with the breen whispy shower curtains. If you laughed at that you owe me a dollar. Lol j/k Either way, I'm still happy at my site and I'm tempted to link you guys just to be a complete blog. (I don't have the corny "sticker" blinkie things that say stuff like "I LUV HARRY P!") That's just demeaning. One, because they're bright happy colors. Two, they blink and sparkle. Three, Harry Potter? =snorts= Come on grow up. It's Draco that we all love. ^.~ Hee hee. I have the strangest dilemma tho... I want to outline the avatars I make. I can't do it. =cries= There's no dinky recatngle tool on Photoshop. Okay, there is. But it's weird. If you can figure out how to get it to do what I want it to do, contact me and I'll give you a.... Something... Yes... Either way, I seriously want to put something in my blurb section.... =fidgets= It might just be the mangoberry dance covnersation. ^^ That was seriously fun. I think I'm going to go reread it.

Music: Oblivion Dust - Plastic Wings
Blurb: I hate typos. =grumbles= I suck. Meh. :3

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7-12-03
11:53 PM
Well.... That's it isn't it? Wolf's rain has been liscenced by Bandai. It's over now. =cries= So I guess.... I get to rent it or something... Once they get to episode 20. That'll be awhile. Coll thing tho. Bandai has also liscenced Ghost in the shell: Stand Alone Complex. Cd looks cool. =nodnod= Yoko Kanno wrote the music tho.. The 2 sogns I got aren't that good... They're only okay. Disappointment from Yoko Kanno but I guess no one can write really good songs 100% of the time. Lead got a new composer. Oiii... I'm scared. Their new single just released I think... Very scared. *sigh* I hope it's better. Old composer only had one fault. Noticed that the bg singers didn't sound like Lead? It's really evident on this one song I ahve. It's not too good tho so I'm not going to waste my time uploading it. But either way, I don't think that's the composer's choice is it? I hope so because I think it's sad for a 4 person group to need backup signers. =snort= My only complaint against Lead. Honestly. It's the only one you'll hear from me. I still think they're going to be up there with HOT and Shinhwa if they work. =beams= Shinya needs to smile more. On the Fly Away pv he looks frustrated when he's dancing. Lol!!!!

Music: Oblivion Dust - Plastic Wings
Blurb: I love the song title. Plastic Wings... I'm weird I guess... I like Fake Wings too. Spiffyness...

7:00 PM
Digging around I found the templates, but not one for version 1, sooo... Yes. Layouts updated from versions 2 to 5. ^^ It's cool tho... YOu can see this huge jump from ugly to pretty. beams= And if you were me, you could see where I got the ideas for the next ones. But it's itneresting how I went from frames (old site) to tables to div tags. What ever they're really called. ^^ Well ,the div tag is nicer. I can put it on top of anything. =cackles= Now if I can learn how to manipulate an embedded frame... I think that's a css thing... Am I even making sense? I could be using the wrong terms. Lol!

5:55 PM
Morning Musume - Hajimete no Rock Concert First Morning Musume song ever! And I went through hell to get it. I had to download 5 really bad songs before I got this good song. =grumbles=
Sakamoto Maaya - Bittersweet My song. Dunno why. I have no clue waht she's singing. But! Some odd reason, when I sing it it sounds pretty. =shrugs= Some songs I sing better than others.
w-inds - The System of Alive Third favorite song from w-inds. Third because second is now Find Myself. ^^
w-inds - Best of My Love Mor w-inds.!!! Lol. That's also not bad. I can't do favorite past the first 3. It's too hard. But I like it a lot. My favorite part starts about at 1:12. Dunno why.
Oblivion Dust - Alien Good song. The intro is cool and if you're me, the first thing you do is start improving. ^^ Fun... Oblivion Dust is actually disbanded now. The lead singer moved to Fake? to sing. =beams=
w-inds - New Paradise (candy mix) My favorite song by w-inds.!!! El numero uno!!!! =beams= Why? Oh you'll know once you listen to it.
Hinouchi Emi - World Good song as well. No clue who she is, but it's a nice song... yeah... Not interested enough to research.

So! Please hurry up and downlaod. I dunno if it'll even work since I went a little over the limit. If it doesn't... Let me know or something... I'll delete Emi's song. So! My advice for the day? Read before you push enter especially on aim... =clunk= There's a reason I don't like chatting...

Music: w-inds. - New Paradise (candy mix)
Blurb: Almost done with the list!!!! I have 3 more Lead songs! Yessss!!!

4:34 PM
Graaaarrrrgh!!!!! Stupid Ev!!!! Remember I used to have a layouts page? Well, apparently, I decided to delete the older templates because I got a screen shot of them. Except, all the screen shtos are different sizes... =glares= Eeeeeeviiiiiill... So I only have Versions 4 and 5 up. Pah I say. Paaaaaah. Either way, I'm going to sit back for awhile and just be satisfied with my site. I'm too tired to change the phrase even tho it's a little weird. So! Yup. Now it's all up. =nods and smiles= So mebbe I should focus on getting Briefcase up... =glares at Yahoo=

Music: Lead - Dousen
Blurb: *sigh*

3:10 AM
All up now! =beams= So! entrance page! =points= That is Keita-chan!!!!! Making the funny face. Kawaii! :3 Akira's on the bottom. I like this picture just because I like Keita's expression. I think it's funny. And I dunn owhy, but it relates to me. =shrugs= I like it. And!! FOR ONCE! The page banner looks just as nice as the entrace pic!!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!! F33L M41 L33T WR4TH. Heh. Okay, the pic is from Lain. Main character I think. Not the one sucked into the compie, but the girl who found her. =shrugs= I think... Still haven't seen it but I'm dying to. I heard it's confusing as hell. =grins= Oh! Since I tiled the bg, I'm hoping the tile will cover a larger screen... x.x I made it to 1000, but I know they're bigger than that so... =cries= I'm sorry!!!! I shoudl know this, but what's the biggest screen size? I'll make the time cover it I promise! Oh and is it just me, or does the bg of the entrance page have faint boxes????? x.x Can't... win.... Graaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Oaky, Imma go sleep and then fix all this junk. Well... After I do the layout credits for at least this version so I don't get mauled by angry artists. ^^V

2:51 AM
=^^= Hiiiiiii.... Seee... Like it yes? well, okay, I have a crap load to fix (like the weird phrase... "find the truth within" Within what??? the shoe??? Oiii... It was originally "find the truth within me" but it looked ugly and it sounded like I was telling everyone to look at my organs for the truth) but I thought it'd be nice to post it up anyway. Yup, this is one of the reasons Briefcase isn't updated. ^^V That and Yahoo kept pretending to upload every other song. =glares= But! I'm planning to do a layouts page as the button indicates. =points to the scissors= Until then, no credits will be given so I better get moving or else people will get mad. ^^ Well, mebbe not since nobody sees this site. Haaaaaaa... Either way! I went brush happy as you can tell. Love brushes. Oooooo... Of course that was reason I needed a layouts page. Because I have to give a crapload of credits. ^^ Always do what the artist requests. =nodnod= Especially when you're using their work to make crap prettier. =nodnod= Weeeeiiirrrd... I'm using the work crap a lot. =shrugs= I'm really weird right now. I'm really giddy that I made a really pretty site... Preeeeteeeeee.... =beams= I deserve a prize. =nodnod= Ice cream sandwich for ev tomorrow!!!!!! Yep yep yep!!! But! I have one request. I want a shower curtain for my birthday. A pretty one. If it's cloth, can I have a clear plastic one also to protect it from the water? See, I went to Target to get, among other thigns, a shower curtain. And the pretty shower curtains are $24.99. Of course I couldn't get it. So I got a $9.99 one that I thought, at the time, was kind of pretty. It was clear with light green simulated fiers in it. (Printed vinyl guys) So! Keep this in mind when buying shower curtains. Never buy shower curtains that are clear with light grey-green patterns. especially not wispy patterns. I hung it up and it looked like a curtain of floating algae was in from of my tub. =cries= So I rehung the old curtain in front of the new one. Except... see, since it's a green fiber paterns, and the light in directly on top of the tub... You can see the fibers through the old curtain. =cries louder= It's bad. Maybe I'm exaggerating, but you're welcome to see my shower curtains if you ever come over. So yes. I want a pretty shower curtain that doesn't look like mold, algae or moss. It sounds weird, but I have bad luck. *sighs*

Music: w-inds. - New Paradise (candy remix)
Blurb: Pri-tee pri-tee. =dances happily around=

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07:11:03
2:20 PM
Yelled at Dad today. Take that loser! =pap= Heh heh heh. Man that felt good. I got sick of him constantly telling me I was getting fat. Yes! I know I am. But no! I do not enjoy being reminded of it on a daily basis. =scowls angrily= So! I'm in a good mood. =beams= The Sing along with Fly Away and the watching of the pv really helped. Waaaaiiii!!! Lead is so cool!!!! Kakkoi desu!!!! Eeeeeeee!!!! =beams= I had the weirdest idea of Morning Musume working in the Children's Museum yesterday. Have I ever explained it? I don't remember my dreams, but my random thoughts that act kind of like dreams in the bg act the same way. Did that make any sense? Okay, try again. I have "dreams" at random times when I'm awake. Not a day dream because my eyes are open and I'm not focused on it. It's just kind of like a long bg thought. They're fun tho. So yesterday while brushing my teeth I was wondering if Morning Musume would be good volunteers in the Children's Museum. Then it kind of elaborated into what they would be doing. I got to meet them. Somehow Lead, w-inds. and Flame got dragged into the picture. It was amusing. No concert, but I did get to hang out with Keita and Ryohei. =beams= That was cool. Yusuke picked on me tho.... =scowls= Meanie. Lol!! Haaaa either way. We ran around the musuem playing with the kids. I got really hyper since I was so happy to be hanging out with them. =smiles= Laura was there too. She thought I was weird to be so excited to meet them. =shrugs= But she thought they were pretty cool. Didn't like Morning Musume much. Well, at least the majority of them. Some of them were clumping up and chatting with each toher. And Laura thought their hair stlyes were weird and they were too girly. Lol!!!! Either way, it was funny. Oh hey! I'm going to update today. Mebbe the faster I do it the closer I'll get to being at the end of the list. =snort=

Music: Lead - Fly Away
Blurb: Pyah ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!

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07:10:03
11:32 PM
Broke the florescent lightbulb today. =shniffle= So my computer desk is kind dark now. =shniffle= That was the perfect light for the desk. *sigh* Well... I'm still in a good mood mainly becuase I just volunteered. Dunno why. I finally udnerstood what Laura meant. Even tho I knew I was bored to death at the Children's Museum and I'm really really tired, I'm in a good mood. Who knows why but who's complaining??? Lol. Laura told me that now it's illegal to download mp3s. Apparently I'll get a $5000 fine... O.O It was enforced a few days ago... I downloaded 7 mp3s yesterday... Ermm.... yes... ^^V I hope Laura's wrong about the tracking down thing because I dun want to stop getting mp3s... Soo.... Yup... ^^V We'll wait awhile and see what everyone says. I highly doubt they're going to go around slapping $5000 fines on millions of teenagers. Hmph. Mebbe it's only for American music. Then I'm ok. Either way... Good news peoples! Lead's cd? Japan version if $24 or $27... One of the two. Either way, US version $17. Difference? I see none. ^^ We hope there's none. Because that's really good news. Bad news? Not all cds are like that. =shniffles= Soo... Yup. I go now. I need to browse around and see if people are really being fined.

Music: Lead's Prelude and Dousen on repeat
Blurb: Yeh heh heh. Cool rap. =shniffle= Ryuichi...

Okay... Just an addition to it. I don't see anything like it on Google.... Well... at least from the first 3 pages of what I searched say. And this would be a big deal. So! Hmph. Interesting article from Rolling Stones. Lol. They'll sue Napster but there's not way in hell they're suing Time Warner for AIM. Only funny to me? Eh oh well. But these articles are old... And the kids getting arrested and fined are major trafficers of mp3s not downloaders. And only of american music... Hm... ^^VV Ah well. Your risk.

Okay, it's tomorrow now, but I had to add this. Ryan recommended it. Lol! Sincerely, Severus Snape Warrior of Serpents Beater of Ass Lol!!!!! Okay, mebbe it's just me. Hee hee.

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07:09:03
4:08 PM
Oiiii.... I decided to rewatch Harry Potter and I couldn't get past entering the castle to the horrible acting. =shivers= Either way, I downloaded another Love Rain perf and omg.. Hiroki was so off key I wanted to cry. Graaaaaaa!!!!! I decided to play it again and hum along he was at least an entire note off. Yerrrrrgh!!!!! And from the way he was singing... It looked painful. *sigh* But the talk afterwards was cute. "Leazdudah! Attack!!!!" Lol. Kawaii. But! More scary news. Well... Good thing first ok? Shinhwa has resigned with another company and they are allowed to keep their name Shinhwa. Thank goodness. Can you imagine them being called anything else? o.OV But scary thing is they're all having solo projects right now. Minwoo's going to release a solo album soon. =shivers= He can't sing unless it's a good day. Grgh. Hyesung is working with Kangta and some other guy I dunno. They've already released I think... Junjin and Dongwan are acting and.. Andy? Who knows.... But yup, they're working on the group album as well... So ganbatte!!!! And good luck. And we hope to gods Minwoo doesn't make a fool out of himself. Oiiiiii... -.-V

Music: Morning Musume - Hajimete no Rock Concert
Blurb: =says darkly and evilly= One for the soul.... And two for the dream... =shifty gaze= ROCK!!!!! Heh heh heh....

2:30 AM
Except he smiles too much. Waaay too much. We need to do something about that.. =frowns= In terms of attitudes, Ryuichi's the coolest. Meh. =shrugs= Oh well. Lead's so much better. =nodnod= It's funny. I was just listening to some more Shinhwa songs I left on my computers and I was like "Wow... Low voices... Cool..." Lol!!!!! Think I'm going to go listen to some for Shinhwa and mebbe some HOT just to remember my roots and bask in the glory of Woohyuk and Minwoo and Eric and Tony. *sighs happily* Cool voices... Can't wait 'till the grow up! Squeee!!!!!

Music: Shinhwa - Dark
Blurb: Byah ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!! Why can't American rappers be like Koran and Japanese rappers? They all sound so alike whereas the "East Asian" rappers sound so different and cool... *sighs unhappily* Still like Linkin Park tho... But I'm afraid to buy thier new cd... Well... Not so new. Since I love Reanimation waaay too much. Even the old cd isn't as good. Dance is so much better than alt. Sad.

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07:08:03
8:48 PM
Know what I did last night? See, we had a weird power outage. It flickered on and off at least 5 times. I figured, I didn't want to murder my computer, so I turned it off and ran upstairs. So I was looking at my desk and I saw this notebook sitting there in perfect condition.... And I have an obsession with blank paper. So I opened it and much to my surprise, it was a journal! Of thoughts though. Not complaints. That was no good though since I wanted to vent about Mom. But I read the entries and I wanted to contribute. So I didn't vent yesterday. Instead I filled pages and pages about realmwalkers. I clarified a bunch of crap up that's for sure. But... It really made me happy you know? I finally wrote something down. With a pen. On paper. Sure it wasn't a story, but it was close enough right? It took a lot of imagination and ideas just like a story. Sure there was no structure, but who cares? One day I'm going to write a story about a realmwalker. It makes me mad that I'm the only one who understands them and I can't write worth shit. But she'll come out one day. I think she's been haunting me waiting for the right time to come out. You realize why I stopped writing? You can't say homework because I stopped long before I had a crap load of homework. I stopped because everything was the same. Same character. Similar backgrounds. Similar beginnings and fates. I never finished a single one. And they were all crap. So... I think that's her. Or me. I dunno. A wishful me. Heh. I want to be her. Dunno why. I think it's odd I identify myself as a realmwalker. It's the worst thing you could be. Nothing romantic in it at all. But.... I identify them. And I want to tell their story. I know they're all super evil bastards but... Somehow I like them. They're my kin I guess. Sometimes I wonder if I am a realmwalker. I'll never really know until I die. But... Sometimes I wonder. It wouldn't make me much different from everyone else but it'd set me apart at the same time. It'd explain somethings. But it could be my overactive imagination. But if anything. I want to know. I really really really want to know if they exist. And if I'm not a realmwalker, I want to know why I know. And... Yeah. Can I be friends with a realmwalker at least? ^^

Music: w-inds. - New-age Dreams
Blurb: Keita's not so bad. Other Keita's super kawaii. =^^= Ahnyuuunnnn.... Oi! Guess who's got the same birthday as Jenny?????? Yusuke and Hisato Izkai!!!! Fooolahmooo!!!!! lol

7:20 PM
Just finished doing inventory for 2 mp3 cds... Oiiiii.... Well, technically only 1 since one had only 30 songs or so on it... ^^V Wish I could organize it by artist, song, and anime by clicking a button. Pah. But I can't. =scowls= Oh hey! For those of you reading zipped comics (suz, hopefully Jenny) go to CD Display to download the comid viewing thing. It'sr elaly spiffy. You load a zip file on there and it automatically fits each page on to the screen. You push down to scroll down the page and page down to go to the next page. It's great. Of, and when you first upload it it's on full screen. So push "w" I think... To get it off full screen. If that doesn't work, right click anywhere on the screen. I dun like it on full screen. ^^ Either way, yeah. It's a lot nicer than unzipping all the zip files and opening it in a paint program. =nodnod= Anyway, I'm going back to my scary pop music. ^^ Missed it. Haven't been lsitening to it all day! Heeeeee....

Music: Lead - One for da Soul
Blurb: I've decided that w-inds. is good for 2 more things. Ryuichi is a really cool rapper and Ryohei reminds me of Woohyuk. =beams happily= They rap almost the same! (Ryohei doesn't scream yet.) The look kind of similar! They act the same! They want to be the same thing!!! It's scary.... But cool.... Too bad there's not Tony. Awwwwwww.

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07:07:03
3:43 PM
Weeeellll.... Saikou's back up! No WR update but they're back up1 =grins= Happy days. Or not. Mom got cranky and decided to make me shower early as a ploy to get me sleeping at an earlier time. Pah. Honestly pah pah pah. I can only see one pro in this. My fair will always dry before I go to sleep. Hmph. Mebbe I should wash my hair every day then. ^^ Instead of every other day. Well also I discovered how this one guy is making his winamp show when he's stopped playing. It's prolly that he has a song file that is called Winamp stopped! I should try that.... Hmm....

Music: Fake? - 3x3
Blurb: Devious thoughts devious thought. Heh heh heh.

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07:03:03
9:57 PM
=smiles= It's fun being followed around by a guy. Hee hee. j/k Well.. it is fun. Jsut not happening to me. Lol. I'm in a really really weirdmood okees? In the process of posting songs... once I open Briefcase.

Wolf's Rain - Steve Conte - Stray Admitted I'm not too crazy about this song. I swear Yoko Kanno could write a lot better. But Suz likes it. =shrugs= And it is the OP to Wolf's Rain. So triggers good memories. And it's also remembered as evil as Suz knows. Sometimes they paly a really good clip before and you're sitting there glaring at the song hoping it'll go faster. Pyah. Yes, it's my new word. For humorous frustrations. Everyone say it. Pyah. Pure vowel sounds guys. ^^ Lol. This is one I actually say outloud. I never say gyah outloud. ^^ Or hella. But hella's not mine. It's an abc thing. ^^V

Okay, I'm cuttignt he song review to tell you . (It'll give you some idea of how friggin long it take to upload songs. But! While I'm uploading the next song, I found out that Yakusoku wa Iranai, the Escaflowne OP (sent it to you a long time ago I know I did), was sung when Maaya was 15!!!!!!! Yes, Sakamoto Maaya sung it at 15! *sigh* I could never have sounded like that last year. Hell I'm still working on it. Pyah.

w-inds - Another Days Me gusta esta cancion mucha. =beams= Not my favorite w-inds. song tho. I think I found my favorite. ^^ But this was my first w-inds. song and for some reason, after seeing the godawful pv, I researched them. And I found more songs. And I got addicted. I was lucky that the site that offered w-inds. songs also offered 2 Lead songs and 2 Flame songs. =beams= Coolness. Still dunno how you can do heavy dancing to this song... e_eV
FLAME - VenusBwah ha hah ha ha!!!!!!!!!!! Cool song. I actually started out not liking it. Thank the gods I never saw the pv first. I actually had to hunt down the blasted pv!!! And even then, I realized they seriously can't dance. Pyah. So basically, you'll notice that I'm rooting for Lead. Only 2 years younger than us! well... 1 on average. Here goes!!! Akira and Keita are both 2 years younger than us. Born 1988. Shinya is born 1987. Hiroki is born 1985. And it's funny. You can tell since the only one with a low voice is Hiroki. Lol!!!!
w-inds - Find Myself This song.... Starts out like crap. I'll admit it. But!!!!!!! It's got the best climax I've ever heard. I mean man.... Well, okay, best climax in a pop song. But!!!!! It literally goes like whoopsh! Pow! Done. Only at the climax tho. The rest is good but not... Yeah. Never mind. I won't clarify. Just listen. Because it is cool. Makes me desperately want to rap in Japanese. The climax if the rap part btw. ^^ Sugoi!!!!! As you can tell, it's best heard blasted on as loud as possible. Like Atlantis Princess.
Lead - Manatsu no Magic I have my doubts about whether anyone will actually like this song, but I like it a lot. :3 If anything, it'll get a lot of jokes from Suz's dad. ^^V Haaaaa... So when he starts. Promptly point and go "HA!!!!!!" And laugh maniacly. Well.... I highly doubt you'll do all of it. (Not even for a blueberry marshmallow????) Well... At least point and go "HA!!!" As loud as possible just to scare him. And if you get hyper enough then laugh manicaly. ^^
Morning Musume - As for One Day Heh heh heh heh heh heh. This has been on ednless repeat for a really long time now. If you guys knew what Morning Musume was, you might be disgusted. But honestly!!!!!! This song is cool. High pitched voices that hurt. Yes. But isn't that like Ayu? Yes and no. Yes Ayu was high-pitched. But in a grating kind of way. And you guys still listened to her songs and liked them! So! Despite the fact that they're now 15 members of scary girl power designed for children more than anything, listen! =^^= Please????
w-inds - New-age Dreams This was the reason I wanted to post early. No it's not my favorite song but... Jenny had to hear it. That's what I used to write her email. ^^ Endless repeat. Either way.

I have a mild problem.... See, I just got Maaya's semi-new song and I want you guys to hear because.. It's Maaya. Do I need to explain? Either way, it's 7.62 mb!!! At 192kbps. Even if I put it to 128 kbps, it'll still be over 5 mb. Soooo... I'd be forced to make the quality lower. But 128 the lowest I like putting it. Any lower and the song sounds funny.... Soo.... What do you guys want? Well.... Same goes with the other Maaya song on the same single. It's a duet with Steve Conte. Doesn't ring a bell? Look up there.... =poits= Lol! Rafiki!!! Haaaaaa... Oh you nitice something weird when downloading Stray? It's over 5 mb according to Briefcase. But it's relaly not. It's 4.92. Thought that was weird. Anyway. Ja!

Time is 12:55 AM. Happy 4th of July. I hope to gods stores are open tomorrow.

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07:02:03
10:57 PM
*sigh* Never mind. No time to post songs. Have to wait 'till either tomorrow tho I think I'm working for Mom tomorrow. So prolly Sunday. What time are we getting back??? ^^ Dun rememeber... Oiiii...

Music: Sakamoto Maaya - Tune the Rainbow
Blurb: Prettiness...

10:05 PM
=scowls angrily= It really sucks. Senior year and I get to ride a bus to school. A late bus to boot. You realize people had a hard time believing it Junior year???? It's really not fair. And there's really no solution. =grumbles= Every year we have this argument. Then it all piles down to I should get my driver's liscence. Why aren't I working on that??? Enrollment form jerk. She thinkss you only need it for Driver's Ed. It's a friggin state law! Graaaah! pause= Must calm down. =scowl scowl glare glare= I'm really not in the mood to volunteer tomorrow. Meh. =scowls= Okay! Distraction! Guess what? I finally remember what they replaced Sakura's "Hoe" with. they replaced it with "phwee". You realize how wrong that is??? Completely. You can't replace hoeeeee with phweeee!!!!!! Completely wrong. Either way. I'm feeling slightly better now. Oblivion Dust is helping. Song make curse words sound cute. Something wrong with that. ^^V Ohh ey. Laura's wings are evil!!! Gyaaaah! The blasted wings. =grumbles= I was going to make glue wings but it was way too hard and I wouldn't have enough glue, but I decided to use tissue paper instead. Tissue paper feathers on wire. Evilly difficult. Pyah. But either way, imma go now. Distract myself somehow... Check email then post songs prolly.

Music: Oblivion Dust - You, Oblivion Dust- Destination
Blurb: Keita ish super kakkoi!!!!! =beams=

9:31 AM
You realize Rice has a class about Tolkein????? Yes, Tolkein. No joke. Wow. They used to have a class dedicated to Dr. Seuss, but it wasn't on the list. I could ahve missed it tho. But I met the professor who taught that class. He was really really cool. At the time, he was visiting Ms. Quaite (former student) and when she stepped out of the room, he decided to continue analyzing The Stranger with us. So cool!!! *sighs* Sorry, I woke up at 8 for some odd reason and started looking at the huge booklet I got from Rice. I felt sad and happy all at the same time. Because I knew I'd never get into Rice, but I loved it anyway. Someone has to go to Rice for me. Please. Just so I can come every once in awhile and pretend for just a little bit that I'm actually a Rice student. I'd really like that. Help me out a little ne? =^^=

Music: w-inds. - New-age Dreams
Blurb: Any objections to deleting the songs early? If not, I'm uploading at 12 if I can. (Prolly won't, but you never know.) List is growing way too long. Oh and if you hate w-inds. you have to let me know asap because I have a crap load of w-inds. songs I'm itching to give you guys. (sorry, I'm working on Lead, they're harder to find b/c of the name.) You realize I have a little over 140 mb worth of w-inds. songs?? I only have about 59 mb of Flame and Lead songs combined!!! There's something seriously wrong with that.

1:11 AM
For Jenny:

For example, if you�re going to lose to your problem
It will always be fun
To talk and laugh with someone
Even if it isn�t important
If you step into the streets always busy even at night,
Remember to sometimes look up at the stars
To check your footsteps
To see that you�re going the right way

Pile up the time and run
To be able to think that there aren�t any problems�

As though all the separate dreams are pulled together
It built up the hope that we have right now
It will soon bloom and will flower
It will engrave an endless though into everyone�s heart

For example, when you are happy
You will tell someone first
And if everyone can understand it,
It will always be pleasant

To be able to do the things that you need to do
It isn�t as easy as you think
Don�t be left behind by,
The season passing without a sound

Be supported for yesterday�s problem
And support for tomorrow�s problem

The zillions of hope created this dream
Even if you can�t express it with words
Looking at each other on the same road
There will be a bond between each and every heart

Laughing, crying and hurting one another
To be able to tell your true feelings
I hope that it will
Continue ten years from now or more

As though all the separate dreams are pulled together
It built up the hope that we have right now
It will soon bloom and will flower
It will engrave an endless though into everyone�s heart

w-inds. - New-age Dreams

I always thought it was corny to dedicate lyrics, but... Well... Yeah. Just listen to the song when I post it.

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07:01:03
5:51 PM
Just downloaded a crapload of w-inds. songs. ^^ Happy! Oi! Quiz time!


You are a kick-ass Slytherin
You hate Harry Potter and you're
Snape's favorite student.. No problem
with potion I see...


Which Harry Potter Character Are You?
by Toffie @ CookieWhore.Net

Yusuke
The leader of FLAME, the "Captain" is
always there to make sure the group follows in
his footsteps of self-assurance. Confident,
exciting, and sauve... you're Izaki Yusuke!

Which of the FLAME members are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Music: w-inds. - New-age Dreams
Blurb: I actually hunted down this song afterseeing this really cute clip with it in the bg. The clip only have him sing 1.5 words. ^^ But I found it!!! =cackles= Go me.

3:12 PM
=beams= Dun care what Mom says. My new card is prettyful. =beams happily= Just can't get it wet or it'll all melt. Haaaa!!! ^^V Mom saw it, said it was pretty and said I should dedicate just as much attention into studying. >.< Then she said "Maybe you don't need to go to college." =shniffle= So cruel, so cruel. I wish ne? If I didn't have to go to college that would be because I already established a successful business based on my... talents... weird... Jpop singer!!! =cackles= Just kidding guys. Either way. I think if I could publish my cards, I would be happy. I'd still go to college, but I'd be proud. And happy. Very very happy. I think I've really improved ne? Remember when I first tried to decorate Jenny's bday gift a long long time ago? I used this really pretty blue metallic paper and I tried to make this pompom thing. You still have it? Lol. I'd love to see it. But wow, it's really bad compared to the stuff I'm making now. =beams= You know, I think I'm going to take an inventory of all my cards. Take pictures of all of them. But I need you guys to help me on this. See... You have all my cards. ^^ Gyaaaah! And I gave the second prettiest one to Leslie!!! I'll never see it again! =cries= *sigh* Either way. Yes. Must do an inventory one day okees? If you threw it away that's okay. I guess.... ^^ Just kidding. Probably was ugly anyway ne? So! Yes! Must figure out an inventory day...

Music: Lead - One for da Soul
Blurb: Super cool performance! Last night I was boucing around squealing like a rabid fangirl. =blush= So ashamed...

Saikou's down!!!!!! =cries=

2:34 AM
I dunno if you guys have ever used WinMx but... It's fun. Hee hee. See, there's this nifty thing Napster never have called Multiple downloading. You can downlaod the same file off of multiple people to make it go a lot faster. I know a lot of p2ps have it now. Cool stff ne? so winMX autimatically searches for more servers every once in awhile and while it was searching it found 2 new servers. So if you were over 5 minutes ago you would have seen Ev jumping up and down failing her arms around going "Help the Evelyn cause!!!! Help the Evelyn cause!!!! =pause= Awwwwwww!!!!" That would mean it was enqueue. So! WinMx is fun. hee hee. Even tho my connection is crap on p2p, it's still fun ^^ Oi. I bet you're wodnering why Ev is up at 2 AM... ^^ I'm awlays up this late. Call me if you're psycho. Heh. But! All the good stuff to download is on at this time of the day. Prolly because they're across the ocean. But no. I'm not sacrificing my sleep just to download super spiffy perfs. Actually, I'm up because it's quiet and I can read my horrible fics in peace without phones ringing from Mom's office and her popping over wondering what on earth I'm reading. ^^ Also I can watch my clips in peace. It was really awkward trying to explaind w-inds. to Mom after she saw me browsing around a w-inds. website trying to figure out who they were. =^^= So! Until a computer appears in my room with a connection to boot, I'm staying up late. Life's nicer at this time anyway. The only problem is cockroaches also love this time of the day. =scowls=

Music: Lead - One for Da Soul Perf
Blurb: Gyaaaaah!!!! They have the coolest choreography ever!!!! Someone has to see this... =smiles innocently at Suz= Hiya! Heh heh heh.

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