06:30:03

Music: Salt5 - Get Up! Raper (cut pv)
Blurb: Morning Musume broke apart as they usually do for individual projects. They usually stick with similar names like Minimoni. But the new ones are called Salt5, 11Water, and 7Air. Kinda random isn't it. Either way, Salt5's the cooler one in my opinion. Darker less happy. Myah ha ha.

3:05 PM
I think I'm going to cry. Gods I don't know anymore. You know, I hoped it would be okay. At least meet the minimum for getting into the colleges. At least minimum. I didn't even meet friggin minimum! I dunno... I guess it's been prvoen then right? =tries to smile= I'm stupider than the rest of you. Ha. Dammit. Now I'm tearing up. But you know what's going to happen to me? SAT prep classes. And a lot of Mom yelling at me. Because I didn't study hard enough I guess. Because I should have done so much better. Laura thinks my mom is crazy. I just think she think I'm some weird genius. All because I was brilliant in elementary school. Like that's actually a sign of how well you're going to do in high school. You realize how dissapointed she's going to be? I didn't even make the minimum of what she wanted. I didn't even make 1400. I knew I wasn't going to make 1400. But I was hoping maybe I'd get lucky and get a 1400. So mom would at least pat me on the head and say, "Well try a little harder" Well... I guess... I not very poetic right now. I'm sorry. I guess I'm just not dramatic enough. I literally don't care about sounding pretty. I just wanted to let you guys know. If you care at all. That dearest little Evelyn has gotten a 1300 and she feels like utter crap because she did 100 friggin points lower than everyone on the face of the planet. Wait no. Just everyone I know. 150 points on average. probably 175. Yeah. So I'm going to go sulk in my room now. Goodbye.

Music: Pretear - Omokage wa Kokoro no Oku ni bleed into Jiang Mei Qui - Dui ni Er Yan
Blurb: You don't know. Okay. You have no friggin clue what it's like. You thought you did. But you don't. Great. I'm getting angry. Kso.

06:29:03

~ HARRY is DROWNING in SELF-PITY. In fact, it is SO BAD that he has started using INTOLERABLY BAD METAPHORS ~

HARRY
My life is like swimming through a hubcap full of infected toenails. Every morning I wake to a pain in my heart that is as intense as a fire in a lingerie factory.

-~-
THE AUTHOR
Well it isn�t. This is my��.

~ DRAMATIC pause ~

THE AUTHOR
Harry Potter / Lord of the Rings / Buffy / Pokemon / Bob the Builder Crossover!

Either way, I think I linked this before. But it's longer now. Lol! ^^ So go read! It's making fun of all the fanfic cliches out there. Not story line mentioned. But broad generalities. Is that a word? Reeaaaad!!!!

Uh-oh... I think we're about to go out.... Erm... Okay, no reading. ^^V

Lead - Love Rain =beams= Lead's good. I've finally figured it out. w-inds. is the follow-up (junior??? predecessor???) to Da Pump and Lead is the follow-up to w-inds. Flame, though in the same company, actually is considered separate. Much to my unhappiness tho, I think w-inds. and Flame will die out. =pouts= w-inds can only dance. They only have 1 member who can sing. Flame is super cool looking but... That's about it. They can't dance worth crap. I think if they practiced more they'd be awesome. Lead has it all dance and song. So!
Pretear - Omokage wa Kokoro no Oku ni Good sad song from Pretear. Like I said, you think it's a happy anime then bam!!! You cry and cry and cry. Oiiiiiii....
See Saw - Tsuki no Hitotsu Nice mellow song. I love it a lot. Evil thing is I can't find lyrics. >.< Anyway, See Saw is the group that sings a bunch of songs for .hack//SIGN. .hack//sign music is usually very very good. Just to let you know since... It's well... Not so great an anime. ^^
w-inds - Because of You And so begins the long chain of w-inds. songs. You knew it was coming. ^^ This is probably my second favorite song... Wait.... Well.... Err.... Well never mind. I love a lot of w-inds. songs. It's hard to tell anymore. I just happen to listen to some more than others.
w-inds - New Paradise This was my most favorite w-inds. song. I think it still is... It's debatable. I need a better copy of it. It's muted.... Tho... Hm... I might be able to reformat it to a higher volume.. ^^ Yes... =cackles=
w-inds - Paradox Another good song tho... If you listen to all the remixes you get kind of tired... =^^= Haaaaaa... I have 3 remixes and I still can't figure out why people love this song the best. But it's a good song so... Yes. I have yet to download the pv.
Wolf's Rain - Sakamoto Maaya - Gravity The ending song to Wolf's Rain. Beautiful. More beautiful if you actually watch the anime and realize why it haunts you. *sighs happily* I guess it works like the Spirited Away song. Some of you still need to see it.... =smiles inncoently=
Bad Religion - News From The Front Okay, there wasn't any room for Stray so I went with this. This is actually supposed to be on next week's posting. This is the chosen theme song for Ichigo from Bleach. Cool manga. =beams= It was chosen by the manga artist. Coolness. It really does fit him. How weird.

So! I'm done! The time now is 10:17 PM!!! Haaaaaaa.... Major time gap ne? Either way. Next week will be more random sicne I'll be posting new songs. So I might run out of stuff to post! *snort* Well... Mebbe not... I think next week's posting's going to almost overflow also. Haha.

Music: Lead - Manatsu no Magic
Blurb: Sugoi!!!! Keita's so cute!!! =hugs Keita and pats him on the head= Awwwwwww.... Oh hey! He's got the coolest earring-dangly thing. I dun think it's actually an earring... Mebbe a cuff... hidden by hair... errr... Iono... But I want it! Either way. Yes.

ok sorry, not done yet. This link will give you the length of time I've been palying the song. Yah. Not like you care. I thought it was spiffy... =shrugs= Also good news! Saikou has updated to episode 20 of Wolf's rain! Of course I'm struggling to get ep. 17 but.... Mebbe it'll be easier now that they have 2 new updates. ^^V

06:28:03

Some reason I like Morning Musume... Dunno why... Group of 13 girls ranging from 13 to 27.. It has to be scary right? Some reason I think it's cute. Heh. I've got problems I guess. I'm trying to memorize who everyone is. Haaaaaaaa.... *cough*

Music: Morning Musume - As for One Day pv
Blurb: =glares at Edith= You know, I used to like her......

2:18 PM
*sigh* Tired... Byaaaaah. So! Yes. Erm.... I dunno.... My name is Evelyn!!! Yatta! Go me. ^^V Dunno what to say so... Yah. Edith is here helping Mom with the lending contracts. Mom got her liscense as a loan broker (?) Yup. So now people want to use her to get loans. Dunno eactly how this works. Apparently Mom just fills out the forms and gives it to the bank.... ^^ Eep. Confuzzled. Either way, I'm organizing old files. Too lazy to go over there and get more files. Ha ha. Yup! I really really want to get these 2 Morning Musume songs. Pyah. I like that word. Pyah! Hee hee. I'm weird I know. Oh well. I think I will go now. Wait until I actually have something good to say ne?

Music: Earth Harmony - I'll Be There
Blurb:Earth Harmony was a group made of of w-inds., Flame, and Folder5. Just thought it was interesting. ^^

06:27:03

Music: Flame - Venus

06:27:03

Music: Flame - Don't Look Back
Blurb: Funny. Chinese VJ calls then "Foolahm" And I finally figured out then when you address a band you don't just say "Flame" in Japanese, you say "Flame minna-san" Hee hee hee. That's if you're talking to all of them as a whole. Like minna-san. *cough* Yes. I go. =nodnod=

06:25:03

Music: Flame - Venus
Blurb: Heh... I'm starting to like it a lot now. Bwah ha ha ha...

5:18 PM
Go! Now! It's an HP Mary Sue Blasting Comic. It's really funny. ^^ Oh also! Go to Mary Sue Bash It's a live Journal community that reviews Mary Sue. So far, this is my most favorite Review. Read the comments! My favorite comment is

you lost the only person you really cared about, other then yourself that is. Now get out of my sight, before I do exactly what I did to the death-eaters to you."(Erin killed 7 death-eaters when she was attacked in Hogesmead in November, by herself. Malfoy was standing by watching). She said not taking her eyes off of him. And then he left.

That's...it...That's. Bloody. It.

*STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH* *STABBY DEATH*

That was worse than reading about the female Nazgul who fell in love with Legolas!

This abortion should not exist outside of the demented teenage fangirl's head it spawned from. There's no need to torture the public with things like this. Things like this are, no doubt, used for torture in Azkaban and Barad-dur.

^^ Hee hee. Anyway, Imma go to the fanfic site and read all the flames. Heh heh.

Music: w-inds. - The System of Alive

06:24:03

Music: Utada Hikaru - Colors

06:23:03

Music: Yoko Kanno - Medley
Blurb: Btw, the other music on the page is also good. But don't play it while reading. Just keep with Medley. Endless repeat is very important. Oh and email me ok? (Please Suz???? It won't confuse the HP plot I swear!)

okay, another add on...

[take the test] - [by krystaljungle.com]

[take the test] - [by krystaljungle.com]

06:23:03

Auditory : 56%
Visual : 43%
Left : 52%
Right : 47%

Evelyn, your hemispheric dominance is equally divided between left and right brain, while you show a moderate preference for auditory versus visual learning, signs of a balanced and flexible person.

Your balance gives you the enviable capacity to be verbal and literate while retaining a certain "flair" and individuality. You are logical and compliant but only to a degree. You are organized without being compulsive, goal-directed without being driven, and a "thinking" individual without being excessively so.

The one problem you might have is that your learning might not be as efficient as you would like. At times you will work from the specific to the general, while at other times you'll work from the general to the specific. Sometimes you will be logical in your approach while at other times random. Since you cannot always control the choice, you may experience frustrations not normally felt by persons with a more defined and directed learning style.

You may also minimally experience conflicts associated with auditory processing. You will be systematic and sequential in your processing of information, you will most often focus on a single dimension of the problem or material, and you will be more reflective, i.e., "taking the data in" as opposed to "devouring" it.

Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself - and of others - while maintaining an "openness" which is redeeming. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity is not in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, the more obvious and the more functional.

They also analyze your answers. It's funny one of the thingies said "A person with mixed or balanced brain function would be likely to choose this selection. They may or may not be spontaneous or predictable, but they are likely to weigh decisions carefully, probably having a hard time answering this question itself very quickly." ^^ I'm glad to know I have a "balanced brain function" but no, I didn't take awhile to answer the question. ^^VVV

=blink= I just realized... Some of my answers didn't go in right. .... ??? Awwww.... And it seemed so right!!!! =pouts= Try again? *siiigh* Either way, my EQ is 40. The average is 100. The highest is 200. Apparently, I don't understand people's emotions worth crap. ^^ Don't I feel special? =grins ironically= You know, I thought I understood people.... But I realize, I don't act on it. In fact, half the time, I don't do anything because I don't give a care. Hm. Guess I'm just cold and mean or something. It's weird that I'm like that. I think I would make the most fascinating psychology experiment. Or lab rat. Whatever you call it. I mean, I've always wondered... Why am I like this? I haven't met anyone quite as bipolar as I am. I mean, yeah, some of you people are, but in different ways... Weird. I didn't get it from you all. I certainly didn't get it from my parents. There's got to be some hidden subconsious reason right? I'd like to know. Back in the days I was stupid and melodrmatic... Well... I still am but I was more so then. Anyway, I used to whine about how I wanted to figure out the puzzle of my mind so I could fix myself. It was silly and naive of me. But it leads to an interesting point. How is it that I assumed I could figure everyone else out when I couldn't even figure myself out. Ironic. Oiiii.... I'm not starting this again. I'm not. I refuse. But... Yeah. You know what I've always wanted to do? Take pictures of a girl. Not any girl. A girl with long black black hair and pale white skin. She has to be thin so that it seems as if the wind might knock her down. Fragile like. Not anorexic. and she has to have purple eyes. Big haunting purple eyes. The ones that kill you. It'd be snowing. And she'd be stading alone in a big open area maybe with a few pine trees. The wind would be sweeping her hair across her face and she'd have the most painful heartbreakingly lonely expression. I think if I took that picture, I'd die happy. Yup. I'd die even happier if it were a moving picture, but that can't be done. I dunno. That why I've always loved Tomoyo. Perfect tragic doll. She was happy if the person she loved was happy. That's all she needed. Or at least that's what she said. But it seems a little empty and sad to me. Don't you think so? *sigh* Either way. When I went to the bookstore I bought the first volume of the "Second season" of CCS. Eriol madehis first appearance. Squeals were heard from my room. Something along the lines of "Awww! Kawaiiii!!!" =^^= Yah. Seeing Eriol gives me memories of all the fanfics I read. Did I ever mention Eriol and Tomoyo make a beautiful couple? =smiles= They do. You should read some. They're really depressing. They both lead hollow lives. Both tragic in their own way. But they found happiness. I'm not nearly as tragic. So I should definitely find my happiness. Right? Yeah. It all boils down to happiness. Life's ultimate quest. Be happy. Screw living long. Just to die perfectly happy. That would be good wouldn't it?

Music: w-inds. - This Time ~negai~

06:21:03

Music: Lead - Love Rain
Blurb: Gaaaaaaaaaaaaah. How you doing with the pacing Suz?

Okay, it seems pointless to start a new entry just for this. But go to Book 5 Rumors. Especially after you've read the book. Some of these rumors are just funny. 2 are great. Lily Potter or Crookshanks andSnape will fall in lvoe with the new DADA teacher. O.OV Priceless.

06:21:03

Music: w-inds. - Another Days
Blurb: *gasp* Look!!! It's not Atlantis Princess!!!!!

06:20:03

Boa - Atlantis Princess The song that made me like Boa again. Sugoi!!!!! ^^ It's super cool in my odd opinion. Hee hee. Suz liked it! =beams= This was the only song I was willing to convert. And it went from 192 kbps to 160 kbps. Pretty good ne? Better than that god awful version of Kagero I sent you all. >.< Music video's really cool too. =^^=
Flame - Don't Look Back The second Flame song I have. So of course, it's my second favorite. =beams= Flame's so cool!!!!! Gyaaaaaah! ^^V Yes, scary fan girl. Scary scary fan girl. You know, I hate fan girls? ^^ Guess I'm a hypocrite. Haaaaa... Well, if I ever go to their cocnert I promise I won't be screaming and jumping up and down while waving around a "Yusuke rox!" poster okee? I'll just be squealing, snapping a billion pictures, smiling like a crazed maniac. And I'll have cotton in my ears to block out half the noise.
Flame - Remind This. is. the song. =nodnod= Nuff said. =^^=
Gravitation - Rage Beat Cool song for Bad Luck. I love it. Hee hee.
Gravitation - Sleepless Beauty My most favorite song from Gravi. This song was sung for Nittle Grasper not Bad Luck. Because we all know NG is much better then Bad Luck. =nodnod=
Gravitation - Sleepless Beauty [snake bite mix] Okay, it's been in alpha order up to now. Haaaa... You have to put the original first. (Tho I may be stupid, I still dunno why it's not in alpha order... o.O) There's another remix that's also pretty, but I picked the cooler one.
.hack//SIGN - Sit Beside Me After moments of extreme emotion, this is what you play. Tho, not intense sadness. More like intense happiness. Or just after a really happy ending. ^^ It's a useful song. Don't worry, it desgined to make you calmer, not happier. Peaceful.. Yes.
Kids Alive - Ame I was going to be obsessed with them but I think I hits w-inds. and got sucked into Jpop. Either way, these guys are still pretty good tho they can't sing too well... Haaaa... Neither can w-inds., Flame, or Lead. Well... n/m You figure it out.

Okay! So! Like I said, I'll try and remember to delete all the stuff next Saturday. So get the stuff before then if you want it okay? Anyway! On to the quizzes!!!!!! (Yes, more)

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Music: Boa - Atlantis Princess

8:39 AM
Wow... Owwww..... I couldn't sleep very well because my legs were sore. You realize when your legs are sore you get this dull ache? Graaaaaa.... I finally realized it. Pah. It was the continual bending down and picking up things. Oiiiiiii.... ^^ But yesterday was fun. Hee hee. Either way. Book is confusing the crap out of me but I like it. ^^ Too many confusing biological terms dealing with cells and genetics. Heh heh. It'd probably make more sense to my dad. *sigh* But he thinks reading is a waste of time. But you know what was funny? I was running around Farm to Market (Children's Museum) with Super Lover blasting in my head. ^^ Hee hee. That was fun. Tho all the smiling is abnormal for me. Too much smiling going on. Paaaaah. And I swear for the hours I was there I was converted to an optimist. O.OV That was really really creepy. But hey! There was this one lady who pissed me off. I wanted to hurt her. You know what she did? Okay, I was standing at the gate of Tot Spot. I'm supposed to only allow in kids 2 and under and the people with the kid. Also, kids can't go in unaccompanied. So this woman was outside putting the shoe covers on her son. I thought she was going to go in also with her other kid who was a little baby. Turned out, only the boy was going to go in. So the DG with me asked how old he was and the mom said he was 4. The DG said he couldn't go in. The mom got really mad and told her son the lady wouldn't let him in because they were Hispanic. =glares angrily= Excuuuuuuse me loser! =growls= Like it wouldn't have made a difference anyway. We were about to close in 5 minutes. And he was going to be unaccompanied which means he couldn't have gotten in even if he was 2. =^^= Either way. Another thing (yes there's more) always set a good example for little kids. You don't realize how much of an influence you can be. I was in the bathroom washing my hands after closing because I kept picking up stuff kids had chewed on. This little boy was screaming his head off and crying. So the mom picked him up by one arm and leg and swung him onto her lap and started spanking him. He had an older sister (probably 6 or so the boy was maybe 5) who decided to try and cover his mouth to get him to shut up. That didn't work so she decided to hit him as well. She was yelling at him to shut up so they could go eat. I mean. Honestly guys. Where did she learn this? Her mom. *sighs* So thus comes my new objective. Set a good example for the kids. Parents don't realize that kids suck everything in. The good and the bad. So I'll try to be very very happy and very nice at the Children's Museum. Just for them.

Music: w-inds. - Super Lover
Blurb: "Super lover sagashi tsudzukete" Tho it really went like "Soopah lohvah lalala tsuzukete" in my head. ^^

06:19:03

Which member of Lead would you be?

lol. I wonder who was the one who would have watched Harry Potter? ^^ But I picked the psychological movies instead. Hmmmm.... Mebbe we should take it again... Tho I think Keita's the one who would watch HP. ^^ Kawaiii!!! These new bands are adorable. Hee hee. Some reason I feel a lot older than them. Hmmmm.... Weird. But yeah, they're cute in a way that you just want to go "Awwwwww" and hug them. Even tho they're our age. Haaaaa... Keita's 15. Awwwwww!!! =pats him on the head= ^^ Im a dork. I know. But you know what was funny? This only happened because Mom wasn't home. But I was watching this weirdo Chinese show I downloaded that focused on Lead. They gave each of the Lead members money and told them to spend it. So the part I downloaded followed Akira around. He first fixed his sunglasses then he went to the cd store. They showed what cds he was planning on buying and I was bouncing up and down going "Noooo!!!! You can't buy Backstreet Boys!!!!! If you do I can't think you're cool anymore!!!! Nooooo!!!! Put it down!!!" Stuff like that. Then he was considering buying the t.a.t.u (or however you spell it) cd. I didn't know much about them so I just kept praying he'd put down the Black and Blue cd. He ended up buying Avril Lavigne and Eminem. You heard this big "YES!!!!" through the house. ^^ lol Yes, I'm strange. But all of their profiles say stuff like "Favorite singer: NSYNC, BSB" It's horrible. =shudders= (NSYNC I can kind of hnadle since I still think they're ok but I never liked BSB much.) Tho I heard Hyesung likes Britney Spears. Lol! I can imagine him singing along. Lol!!!!! Gods, when I first read that I almost died laughing. Either way, I have yet to see anyone of the the jpop singers say they love Linkin Park. If I find that I'll be a dedicated fan for a very long time. =nodnodnod= Linkin Park is cool. The best. Bwah ha ha ha!!!! Of course my opinion is poorly educated at this point, but oh well.

Music:Flame - Don't Look Back
Blurb: Flame is not cute. They're bishounen. =nodnodnod= Waaaaaaaiiiii!!

06:17:03

Music: Boa - Atlantis Princess
Blurb: Best super loud with excessive bouncing and random humming.

06:16:03

Music: W-inds. - Becuase of You
Blurb: Heh. It was funny. The vj was announcing one of the sogns they were going to perform called Super Lover and it came out "Soopah Lohvah!" ^^ They said it only a little better. Kawaii!

12:42 PM
Hi. =waves= Not a good sign guys... Might not be able to volunteer at Rice... =pouts= Really sucks. Either way, I'm slowly getting addicted to this weirdo jpop. ^^V Definitely not a good sign... Heh... Anyway.... Yeah... *sigh* I feel like jumping around, but I can't since Mom is here and she'd wonder about me if I was jumping around. Pah. So... It was funny yesterday. It was raining a bunch so we had to wait in the car before we could go blueberry picking. ^^ When the rain finally stopped everything was soggy. So we got soaked picking the blueberries. Hee hee. If you want, I'll post the instructions to get there. Well... Okay, I won't. I'll just hunt down the website or something. I took the ad they had on the table in case Mom went psycho and wanted to go. It's pretty fun. You can eat all the blueberries you want while picking. There lots of blue berries. I think it's $1.50 per pound. It's great. Just make sure you go on a good day. ^^ And early in the day. They open at sunrise. So go at 7 am. ^^ You go later and you might be forced to sneak off to another part of the farm to get good blueberries. They tell you to go to a certain area but we didn't stay there since the blueberries there were all tiny or pink. Anyway, yeah. I've got a mild head clamp thing going on. Pah. I think I didn't get enough sleep. =grumbles= So I might go back to sleep.

Music: Flame, Lead and a growing number of w-inds. stuff
Blurb: *sigh* They shouldn't be singing this stuff. I dunno how on earth they're dancing to this.

1:58 AM
Hm... Should go to sleep soon... But I found another group of boy bands. =^^= They're super girly. It's halarious. Well, the older bands are better. But the newest one, w-inds. is great. Sure they can dance but they look and sound girly. They're 18 for gods sake!!! Hee hee hee. ^^ Either way, yeah. Quiz!

Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality.
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I am 29% Internet Addict

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com

Either way, I'll refrain from taking anymore... Tho that last site had some itneresting ones... ^^ Either way, the place I found these actually had a site dedicated to her quizzes... Hm... There's an idea.... ^^ So! Anime fans have to go to Fallen Angel Studios just to see the kick ass flash intro. It's Rurouni Kenshin with Evanescent's My Immortal bgm. =^^= Sure the slide on and off effects are corny but the pictures have impact anyway. Hmph. I might start liking Kenshin because of this....

Music: Stuff from w-inds., Lead, and Flame
Blurb: Weird scary happy fruity stuff... Oh hey! You know what's funny? One of the members of w-inds. is Ryuichi. Lol!!!!!! ^^ Also, the video clip of Gackt with Ai on the date-y thing... (You remember, she was 13? He was over 100...) Well, after seeing a Morning Musume mv, I think Ai was a member of Morning Musume. Morning Musume is this scarily huge singing group of girls ranging from mebbe 13 to 19? all trying to be as cute as possible. O.OV

06:15:03

Music: Gravitation - In the Moonlight
Blurb: The clip of Ryuichi singing Sleepless Beauty a capella gives me the creeps. It sounds so lonely. Even tho it's a horrible clip of his singing. ^^V I love that song tho.... So pretty.... Beautiful lyrics too... ^^

06:14:03

Music: Gravitation - Predilection
Blurb: Gravi songs... Dunno why I like them.

1:33 PM
How many times do I have to argue about it? =scowls= Mom's trying to find some wonderful sign of my absolute academic excellence from the fact that I was invited to go to UT's Honors Colloqium. I'm trying to convince her otherwise because nothing is worse than a mom with super high expectations. Waaay higher than my capable output. I'm on the brink of screaming and crying at the same time okay? My theory is I was invited to the Honors Colloqium because I was a National Merit for the PSAT, I bubbled in that I wanted to go to UT, and I bubbled in that I was interested in Computer Science. I mean, that really narrows it down. So they went and looked for people like me and invited us to the Colloqium and the Computer Science intro program! I mean honestly. I was borderline National Merit. I'm not top 10% in myclass. Hell. I'm not even top 20% in my class. I am nothing super wonderful. And Mom has this freak conception that I'm a genius and I am top 10% in the nation if not top 1% simply because Bellaire accepted me. Grghhhhh!!!!!!!!! For the SAT, because lots of my friends got mid 1400s, Mom thinks I can get a 1500. Because somehow she thinks I'm smarter than you all. When was there ever an indication of that????? Yes, I'm more insane than you all. I have the weirdest ideas and the most insane games.... But academics was what Mom was looking at. I have never done better than you all in academics. Never. So! No, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. But honestly, I'm frustrated. I refuse to dissapoint my mom, but she's seriously setting herself up for it. I'm glad she's so proud of me but everytime I let down her expectations, she gets angry at me and.... Grgh. Nevermind. I'll stop my continuous whining about Mom... >.< Just.... Yeah.

Music: Fake? - Hedfuc silence then .hack//SIGN - A Bit of Happiness

06:11:03

Music: Fake? - Hedfuc

1:06 PM
Okay, I've been officially announced as the local weenie. ^^V Honestly though... I am very sensitive about my handwriting. One thing I'm very proud of is the fact that my handwriting is different and I'm sorry, but I think it's very pretty when it wants to be. My mom and dad tend to think otherwise. My dad was who attacked my first. Apparently my handwriting is inconsistent. For instance, when one "l" is followed by another, one curls and the other one doesn't. Big deal. =glares= Next it was mom. she says it's ugly and it's illegible. Okay. that killed me. One thing I hate is when people can't read my handwriting. It means I haven't been doing my job. Except, the only conflict I've ever had with that was with Mrs. Garcia. And she just thinks my "e"s look like "i"s. Either way, for the psat, I gave them my email address but instrad of reading dakfanre, they read dak8anre. So none of the colleges can spam me. Apparently, Mom decided now was the time to remind me how ugly and illegible my handwriting was. Great. Juuuust. great. Lovely days. =scowlscowl= But! It's okay, because I'm still super egotistical about my handwriting. It think it's pretty so neh. Either way, I planned to spend the entire day upstairs reading so I can avoid her with a good cause. Pah. So this was probably the most trivial complaint I've ever made, but oh well. Deal with it guys. It's very important to me. ^^

Music: Sound of my fuming
Blurb: And the pleasant hum of my printer and computer. ^^ Printer's louder than the computer.

06:10:03

I bet you're wondering why I put up a pic of Ryuichi but not Yuki even tho I think Yuki's a lot cooler. Because.... Iono... He's just cool. He's a spaz off stage but onstage he's really really cool... But! I'll go hunt down a cool pic of Yuki anyway. Thoo..... There are about 5 billion cool pics of Yuki in the manga.... ^^

Music: Gravitation - Shining Collection
Blurb: Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra...

11:05 PM
Okay it's been determined, drinking Thai tea with basil seed is hell. You just want to drink the thing but nooooo.... There's a crap load of basil seed that you have to attempt to chew before you swallow. And barely any tea!!!! Graaaaaaaaa!!!!! Makes me very very very mad. Not to mention basil seed's hard to chew! Pah. Either way, Suz has presented a problem that I'm very confused about... Apprently, the new banner and entrance are not present. The old ones are still there... I look at my site and I see no problem... Can you guys tell me what you see? Hm! That'd be really bad if my compie went psycho... Very very bad... So! Yeah, you guys let me know asap. Meanwhile I'm going to mope a bit since Toriyama's is down so I can't get the last chapter of Volume 3. =cries= I hope it wasn't me who killed their bandwidth... It shouldn't be tho... I download everything one at a time! And I wait until after I finished reading a chapter before I download.... They won't let you download it immediately after anyway... *sigh* No fun... Anyway imma go now... See if I can download the 2 new Gravi chapters... Heh heh.

Music: Fake? - Hedfuc
Blurb: Heh... I'm slow. I just realized there cursing in this song.... ^^V

3:46 PM
=fidgets= It's taking all of my concentration not to read all of what they have for Bleach scanlations... =fidgetfidget= Grrrrrrr... ^^ Either way, today is Tuesday!!!!! Errr.... Yes... Tuesday!!!! I can't get my blasted archives to do what I want them to do. Grrrrrrr.... The background is looping even tho I specified a width for the table!!!! Graaaaaaa!!!! There's got to be a code to fix the table... Pah. Need that html book. I'm begging Mom to take me to Half-Price to buy my summer reading list anyway... ^^ At this rate, I'll need to clear out my shelves again!!! I also wanna go to Micheals and get more wire and beads. Need beads at least. I want black and green wire too. Do they have black wire? Like they dye it black, not add a funny plastic coating thing??? Because black metallic would be super spiffy. *sigh* Either way... My brain's all fuzzy... I stayed up 'till 4 finishing off the Mote book. I like it a lot now. ^^ Never as cool as Ender tho. Haaaaa... Now I get to read The Gripping Hand!!!! Yay!!! ^^ Hopefully I'll understand that one just as well. Heh heh. Then after that, I'm going to read my geisha book. Yup! Reading is fun. But tiring. I cleaned my bathroom last night too.... Oh waw..... It's so white and sparkly. I'm happy. Then I wasted a lot of time last night just blowing bubbles. Hee hee. So really, I only spent about 2 hours reading last night. Bubble blowing is really fun!!!! So pretty. I still have 2 small bottles from Suz's surprise bday party, but I need to buy that super big bottle thing they sell for like 99 cents. You know what's weird? There's no cent sign on the keyboard!!! Dunno why, but it strikes me as really weird. O.O Haaaaaa... Ah well. Anyway, I'm being strange because I'm probably the only person in the world nervous about volunteering. Thursday's coming so soon.... O.OV I'm excited I'm really really nervous... Dunno what I'm going to do. Worried my cellphone might get stolen from the coat closet. Worried I won't be able to find the coat closet. Worried I won't be able to find my schedule. Worried I'll be hated by the DGs becuase I just stand around. Most worried about not knowing what to do. The heck???? I hate kids!!!!! Gaaaaaaahh!!! But! If I can somehow get hyper it'll b great. That's my hope. Ooooh.. Also wodnering about dinner.... Ah well... My stomach will just make funny noises during that last 2 hours since I'm working from 1 to 8. By the way, no one is allowed to visit me on my first 2 weeks. I'll freak out and cry. ^^ j/k I'll just die or something. *sigh* Either way... Imma go now... Ja!

Music: Kids Alive - Hikaru no Go - Bokura no Bouken
Blurb: Aaaaaaaamme!!!!! ^^ Or not.

06:09:03

Music: Something from Heejun's live concert
Blurb: M0T135 R 3V1L

06:08:03

Music: Gravitation - Rage Beat
Blurb: I love this song. I dunno why... ^^

12:16 AM
Guess it wasn't hell!!! =beams= I just deleted randomly instead of planning out a list of junk to replace likea responsible web manager. *snort* Well, I browsed through the site and everything seems to be working. If you guys find any problems, let me know. That font thing took awhile before I was warned.... *sigh* So! Next time, just throw a rock at me or something. Hehhh.... I just noticed I have weird statements... Like the ones I say daily. "Just kill me." "What are you doing?" Laura had to point that out. For some odd reason, awhile ago when I was at her house I kept using the phrase, "What are you doing?" Laura thought it was halarious. =shrugs= Dunno why I used it so much. I only use it at a moderate rate... Normally.... eh.... Either way, I need my sleep so I'll go now. Happii daayyyy!!!! Well. Technically it's another day now...

Music: Akino Arai - 1999
Blurb: The most un-Akino-like Akino song I have. It's weird.

12:01 AM
Loading this is going to be hell. Honestly. Hell.... Gaaaaaah. But! You like? Dun like the "quote' I put there. Pah. "Look what I found." What the heck is that??? =grumbles= Either way... I cut out the guy's sword. Eh.... Didn't want to draw attention away from the dead body... Tho he looks like he's sleeping. Waaaaaaiiii!!! I'm just happy with the alignment. If you will notice, no matter how small you shrink this, it never readjusts. HA!!!!!! TAKE THAT!!!! Loser. Heh heh heh. Either way, I need to clean out everything and reload everything up. But, to sum it all up, as usual, I think my entrance pict is waaaay cooler than te blasted banner. Pah.

Music: Gundam Seed - Believe

June 7, 2003

On the other side, I'm tempted to go jumping around with a Jenny flag screaming. Good screaming mind you. Along the lines of "Yatta!!!" and "Ganbatte!!!!!" You are all probably like "You're a dork" but who honestly cares? I'm half scared I read the post wrong but.... ^^V Too happy to care at this point. =beams= Anyway... Shall I tell you my story now? Okees. My brain's going too fast, so I'm cheating on the typing. Sorry...

The SAT. You can hear a big uh-oh already. See... The SAT was hell for me. Not only because it was freakishly evil and difficult, but also because my name was not on the roster. Yup! You betcha!!! So I got to run around from room to room hoping someone would let me in. Finally they told me to wait until everyone was in. They'd only let me take the test if people were missing. And thank the gods someone was missing. Grgh. Either way, I didn't register late so I should have been on the roster. Heck, they even mailed me my ticket. It said I was in the right place. Pah. Either way, I took and and grgh. That was bad also. But! Guess who I saw? Okay, I'm going to be mean, but I say Trey. Cornelius. Stupid as ever. The only other person who was stupider than Trey in my opinion was Drew. Grgh. Drew was like hollow-brained. Trey just had the brain of swiss cheese. Yes, call me judgemental. Eh who cares. Drew was hollow brained. Honestly. ^^ either way!

Music: Jay Chou - Dragon Fist
Blurb: Back to this song again. Heh. My theory is if I expose myself to enough Chinese media, I might pick it up faster.... Ha. Life mocks me.

9:04 PM
Oaky, this is an important entry. I need your opinion on the new banner okees???? So you haaaave to email me on this. Tho I might end up picking without you... ^^

Okay, personally, I like the bottom one because it's less cluttered.... But.... Iono... I really like the original colored pic... Waaaaaiiii!!!!! So! You guys get to help. Btw, the theme is bloody massacre so the evilest most sinister looking one wins. Okees???? ^^V Sankyuuuu!!!

3:24 PM
Last one I promise!!!! ^^V

You're fiercely loyal to the people that matter the most to you - no matter how unusual they turn out to be. You're gifted, smart and can play one mean instrument, but you're fairly good at pranks if you have the mind to. You have principles to uphold, and you stick by them when the going gets tough. You're the ideal concept of a best friend - and most times you don't even know it. Which Gravitation Character Are You?

e_eV It will be my last one I think.... Danced too much. Tired... Meh. Happi.... =fizzle fizzle plop= Hee hee. Nothing more satisfying than dancing around like a crazed madman. ^^ Tho my feet burn because of all the spinning... Haaa... Dun think I ever want to see myself dance. I bet I look really really really bad. Eh... Ah well. Ah well. So1 How many times am I gonna post today? Dunno... Ah well. Ja! Until the next hour... Mebbe I should go work on that banner... ^^

Music: Gravitation - Spicy Marmalade
Blurb: I swear, he's singing "Spycee mahmalan! Hajiketa mama de!!!" You can't fun of it tho. It's the same song that says, "Isn't it quite a problem? Being alone even for a day" ^^ Who said a happy sounding song has to have dumb lyrics. I swear, we need more rock singers like this. Instead of sappy lyrics of depression or corny love we should get really cool thoughtful lyrics! =beams=

1:07 PM
YAAAAATTAAAAAA!!!!!! Summer is here!!! Squeeeeee!!!! Heh.... Semi-delayed summer for meeeeeeee..... Hee hee. I am done! I took the blasted test and failed with flying colores!!!! Los colores velados!!!! Velados? Eh.... Ha... Oh well.... So! Imma dork! Hai hai. See... I get to volunteer at Rice! And! Wow. I'm stupid, but I'm thinking of volunteering at Top Child. Eh heh... Remember that? It's the really bad SAT class that I signed up for last year and promptly quit. =^^= I was the only SAT person there ok??? I was the only high schooler for that matter. Pah. No fun I tell you. x.x Either way.... Dunno what I'm going to do there... Mom says I should teach English. I will cry. I promise. Especially since I can't speak Chinese!!! It's be like... "Errr.... Dweh boo chi.... Uhhhhh.... Wo boo jiang jong-wun... Eh heeeeeeehhhhh.... ^____^V" Wow... And they wonder why they don't romanize Chinese!!!! Gaaaah.... So! Imma go now... Too hyper for words. Let alone difficult typing.. Ja!

Music: Gravitation - Super Drive
Blurb: HAPPI!!!!!

June 6, 2003

Music: Evanescence - Going Under

7:55 PM
^^ Sooo... I really need to archive the June entries even tho it's only June 6th.... Haaaaaaaa.... ^^;;;; Weeeellll.... With all the quizzes, it made the list of entries freakishly long... Heh... Either way! Yuuuukiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!! =glomps= He's so coool.... Wow.... ^^V He just beat the crap out of these people. Heh heh heh... =grins happily= Don't you wish you could just jump into these things? I wanna see Ryuichi perform. It looks super cool... Heck, I want the concert episode. *sigh* I saw screenshots for NG's concert and it looked really cool. =^^= Owaaaaah... Either way.... I wonder if Grace likes Gravi because she's only seen the anime... ^^V Yes... I'm still wondering about it... Heh.... I'm strange okay? I'm weird and I think waaay too much.. Grgh... Too many fictional characters to stalk.... Yuki, Ryuichi, Hiroshi, Tatsuha, Hayate, Sasame, Dark, Tsugiri, Tsuzuki, Hisoka, Kiba, Sanzo, Gojyo, Hiead, Kira, Larva, Tasuki, Chichiri, Draco (Haaa... Only non-anime character...), and many many more I've prolly forgotten about. ^^ Heh... Anyway, yah. I'm going to go now. Ja ne!

Music: Boa - Tragic
Blurb: Yuki! Yuki! Yuki! =boingy boingy= *sigh* It's sad... Bishounen aren't as cool in real life.

June 5, 2003