Work almost all day and I get one lovely 30 minute break. *siiigh* I'll be a good daughter okay. Just this once. I'll vent in here for a bit then go back to studying for the SAT. Yup. I do have the entire burden of my immediate future on my shoulders. I can't afford to take the SAT again. Actually, I can. Well... If they let you change your SAT score after you apply for colleges. Because I get to take 3 SAT IIs in one day! Joy. I'm going to die. Pah. Someone remind me why I'm applying to Rice when there's no hope of me getting in. Why why why why???? Gods. It's like applying to MIT with a loser like me. I can just see it now. They look at my application. Pass it around with a good laugh and the journey ends in the trash can. The story of my life. Ha. Sorry. Do I sound upset to you? *sigh* Yeah, well I am. Just mildly. I look back at my other entries and it's really weird. I do seem bipolar. well... Mebbe I am. I used to be. Music really affects me. It's weird. My moods are really affected by music. Not around people so you all don't have to worry but by myself... It's dangerous. I could cheer myself up with happy music but.. I think I'll wait 'till after this entry. It's almost over anyway... wait no...
You know what's weird? I was so sure my inner/outer theory was going to stick. No one really cared about that. But it had this huge impact on me. Now that I analyze it, I realize I did it because I was incredibly lonely. It was the time when we were all going through this psycho teenage angst thing. So Megara and Fihrea kept me company. Later Kotori and Kazaore joined in. It was great. I thought I had someone to talk to. Before that it was Draco. Wierd. I have a whole folder of conversations I've had with Draco. But... Yeah. It's gone now. I've realized I can't keep lying to myself. I kept trying to make myself special. Remember the realmwalker theory? It's odd. I still categorize myself as a realmwalker. I told Suz about my new theories. She thought it was cool. But... But... Yeah. You still don't get it. It's all the same. Trying to make myself more special than I am. Trying to make myself the poor innocent lost one. Persecuted. Hated. It's unfair isn't it. Ha. Realmwalkers were banished. We did something horribly horribly wrong. So wrong that we were kicked out of our own world. Forced to move from world to world just finding home. Hunted by other realmwalkers. I like my new clarifications. It makes more sense now. I won't go into it but I do need to find somewhere to write it down. Well... I wonder what I did. Ha. But in reality, don't worry. I know I'm not a realmwalker. Just let me keep this one last dream okay? It'll fade eventually. School and overall reality will kill everything I have. It's okay. It's the process of growing up.
Maturity is when all your dreams have been shot down by life.
Music: Evanescence - Going Under
Blurb: Must... buy... cd....
9:52 PM
You know... I was thinking.... I don't want to say her name but.... It's odd. I've actually never met anyone who genuinely liked her. Almost everyone I've talked to hates her. But they all pretend to like her. It surprised me. A group of people were talking about her the other day and I couldn't believe how much they hated her. I thought they liked her a lot. It's weird how people can fool me so well. And so it makes me wonder. Do people really like me? What's it like to be her? Does she realize everyone hates her? It's sad. The only person who really makes an effort to be genuinely kind to her is moving away. Once they leave she'll have no more friends. I think I would kill myself at that rate. But you guys really do like me right? I'm sure you've stuck with me for all these years for a reason. ^^ So... Thank you for tolerating all the crap I've shoved at you. I'm really sorry for being screwed up. I can only hope I am getting better. =^^=
Music: All the Pretear bgms I have
Blurb: Laura called me so I have full color doodles in my SAT booklet. Haaaaaa.... ^^
12:57 AM
Wow, making banners takes awhile. O.O well.. I spent forever making this really really simple entrance banner. I spent forever cutting Hakkai out along with the hands of Miyu and Larva only to not use the hands! =scowls= I think I'm gonna use them for the banner.... Then I cut out the eyes and gun. Oiiii.... tired... eyes going to pop out of head thank yooouuuu very much. But I think it looks super cool. It just doesn't look like I spent 3 to 4 hours on it. ^^ So here's a preview of version 4's theme...
Seriously looks like I spent 30 minutes doing it.... *siiiiiiigh* Dunno where the 3 hours went... ^^ I'm always like this tho. When I was making wallpapers sometimes my paint program would die and I'd have to start all over again. But I'd remember what I needed to do so I remade the wallpaper in less than an hour. I can prolly redo this one in an hour as well. How weird. I guess that's what happens when you plan something and it looks bad so you just start fiddling around... Either way, tell me what you think. Crappy? Good? Boring? I could care less since it's anime? Why a gun? Who the heck is that? Feed back!!! Well... Mebbe not since everyone's gone... ^^;;;
Aaaand... Elton thinks I'm psycho! Fun. He's making fun of my bunny sightings. honestly. Ry? Have you seen the bunnies crawling around the neighboorhood? You live close enoguh to me. Honestly. They're evil. ^^ Either way.... I! Will! Go!
Music: Pretear - Makenai, kimochi, zenkai!
Blurb: Battle music! Yatta! Oh hey! It's weird. For the longest time I've been saying "okami" but in Wolf's Rain they all say "okami" Hm! Food for thought ne Okami-sama?
6:32 PM
I've been listening to Gravity waaay too much. That's bad isn't it? I keep trying to move on to other songs, but I keep going back to Gravity. It's a really melancholy song. *sigh* Either way, I'll post it eventually and... Yeah... Funny you know. Sunner's here. I'm getting too close to college. Everyone knows where they want to go for a good reason but I don't. I want to go to UT. Why? Because of the Comoputer science program. Why? Because... My mom said so? Because I like computers? But... Nothing strong enough to make me really want to do it. Honestly, I've never actually really wanted to be a computer science major before. *sigh* So... I feel really uncomfortable. And you know what Dad just told me? Study for you career, not for your interests. I know half of you or all of you are sitting there gripping whatever poor object in near or in your hands thinking 'That's just completely wrong.' Well... What about people like me? Who seriously aren't good at anything useful? What should we do? Yeah yeah I know. There must be something you're good at Ev. Well... No. Not really. I don't care what you all say. You seriously don't know. I'm pretty much average compared to everyone I know. I guess I'm justfeeling sorry for myself right now. Sorry guys... Summer just made me think. I'm so behind. I'm so scared I won't make it to UT. It's not a safety school anymore and all of Mom's enthusiasm is only making me more depressed. I'm planning on double majoring. On what I have no clue. So... Yeah. I envy all of you who already have it all planned out. So what if you change your mind later on, at least you have a goal to aim for. I don't even have a goal. That's not good. So... I guess I'll be going now. It'll be in a few months but I might not have a bday party again. Depends on how depressed I am. Gifts just aren't worth the sadness. Nothing is. Nothing ever is.
Music: Wolf's Rain - Gravity
Blurb: Am I going home?
Music: Wolf's Rain - Sakamoto Maaya - Gravity
Blurb: School's over!!!! Kyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories i hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am i going home?
will i hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am i alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
i feel the gravity of it all
Music: Akino Arai - Sakasama no Niji
Blurb: Laura finally realized school was almost over. Lol! She spazzed out just like I did. =^^=
She's dead isn't she?
Yes of course. But the mark can be washed away.
With time... With time...
Music: Noir - Melodie
I had loaded some pictures from the internet onto a floppy disk for us to use on the project. So I gave them to her and she thought it was nice of me to do that. She out the floppy into the computer and sat there. "Um... Does it automatically load or something?" I stared at her. I mean, you've got to be kidding me right? It was a joke right? so I replied, "Um no... You have to open it... It works just like any other floppy..." "Ok.... So... How do I open it?" Seriously now. It wasn't a joke. "You access it through the A drive..." "Oh... Where is that?" "My computer...." "Oh ok..." So there it was! Absolute intellect!!! Am I just being mean here? I'm not asking her to type up some computer program or anything!!! I'm not even asking her to make something bold on a website!!!! I was asking her to access the floppy drive!!!! Nowadays, even children know how to use a floppy disk.... Right??? I mean come on!!!! Grrrrrrgh... So! I will be nice. It's just things like this really get to me. Seriously get to me. She wasn't poor. She used computers before sicne she types really fast. Which! By the way, she has no clue how to center a paragraph on Word. But! She does know how to double space. How do get by with things like that? =scowls= Either way. I guess I'm being judgemental right now it's just.... ... Grgh! Yes! I'm going to go now. I need to eat dinner and continue studying. Which! By the way, no one in my group is doing. Blasted people with easy classes. =scowls=
11:14 AM
Owaah.... Did I already take this? ... Well either way, if I did, I definitely didn't get this one. Cookie? Bipolar? Me???? ^^ Heh heh heh... Well... I get to go to Danielle's house today.... =scowls= Stupid sociology group. She lives on 4015 Underwood if anyone wants to rescue me. =cries= I wonder if she's close to Jenny..... Hm.... Either way. I'll be happy when sociology's over and I'm praying to whatever gods are out there that psychology next year will be with Jenny. Please please please.
Music: .hack//SIGN - A Bit of Happiness
Blurb: New wallpaper... It's a fanart of HunterxHunter.
You're Kitoku. Not the most sane of personalities, are we? Your actions are highly unpredictable, and you likely suffer from many mood swings. You often take your frustrations out in violent ways, as of you harbor a lot of anger and ill-will towards what fate has dished out for you. You care mainly for the only one or two important people, the rest of the world you look upon with suspicion and hate.
Schism quiz by Sol.
=grins happily= She hears things because the schism got to her. =cackles= Aaaand she can talk to Shikai telepathically. Shikai!!!!! Squueeeeeee!!! =glomp= Shounen-ai mangas have corrupted me for life. But! Wow, if you can stand the graphic stuff (well, so far the only graphic stuff are the joke pages) you really shoudl see it. If you can't stand it at all, just go see the gallery. Wow wow... Shikai's so cool. =^^= Bishounen desu. And he's got the coolest glasses. They log him into the itnernet. Wow.... So spiffy... I want glasses like that. I'd never get bored that way. Anyway, her art site is Lost Soleil. She's really good at messy art, but half the time her people look funny. But wen you hit a good picture... Wow. Wow Wow wow wow wow.... =^^= Mebbe it's just an Ev dark anime thing....
While we're at it... Look at this artist. The people look so real.... =wants to cry= The hair.. . Wow the hair.... *sighs*
Seaside - Bleu
Then just look at the rest of her site.
ooooh, and check out Furiae. She has really cool cg art also. Ok, I'll stop bothering you all with links now. the problem is when I see one art site, I look at the links and find 5 more. Oiii.... ^^;;;
4:30 PM
Aaaaa!!!! Vlezhget ni melik tron!!!! Kambli tornet beal lohm ki? Zhet me kin ta... Zhelemi fham pret heil ka, "I love Fake? !!!!!!!" ^^ Hee hee. Either way. I do. I love Fake?. Super cool band. Haaaaa.... I got another song from them! =grins maniacly= It's pure static. The entire song, "Krssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Heh heh. Dunno why I like it. It seems so happy to me. Dunno why. Ah haaaaaa.... Oh it was great. I found a really really really bad song. But I have to keep it because it's sung by Evelyn. Lol. It's really bad. I mean the title's bad!!! It's called "Funny Funny Guy." What does that tell you? That it's crap. Haaaaa... To make it worse, it's a techno song. Oiiiiii..... Either way, yeah. I need to give you this really cool song from Jin-roh but I don't have time so... Good luck on your finals peoples! The first day was bad. It's only going to get worse. Owwwiiieeee...
Music: Evanescence - Whisper
Blurb: Meht fin pardi soolen kham et yuer. Einla vehn.
It's not that I'm lonely
This is supposed to be a choice I made myself yet
There are times I want to do nothing but cry
- Koucha: Sakamoto Maaya
Reality is a traitor
- Evolution: Hamasaki Ayumi
Baaaah... Bored but busy.. Busy but bored. =scowls= So! Haw am I? Ok I guess. =scowls= Anyway, better go and freak out of the multitudes of English homework I haven't done yet. Baaah.
Music: Animage Best Symphony cd
Blurb: Music from Studio Ghibli! But prior to Spirited Away. Bbtw, those of you who haven't seen it, go see it! Rent it or buy it! If you can, buy it. You'll love it I promise. =gringringrin= And anyone can borrow my burned copy of Laputa: Castle int he Sky. I like that movie also, but not as much as Spirited Away. Annnd!!! It has the 1st episode of Pretear on it. Waaaaai!!!!
Evlasha: e_eV So lost....
HeroYui7: lol is that the abbreviation?
HeroYui7: e_eV
HeroYui7: haha
HeroYui7: e_eV~~~ e_eV
HeroYui7: lol
HeroYui7: e_eV~~~ e_eV
HeroYui7: e_eV~~~ e_eV
Evlasha: ^^V
HeroYui7: lazy?
HeroYui7: if the furball is lazy?
HeroYui7: then i must be way off
Evlasha: I'm a furball?
Evlasha: But why furball?
HeroYui7: dunno...just feel like it
HeroYui7: :-D
Evlasha: ok....
HeroYui7: or u want a better name?
Evlasha: =nodnod=
HeroYui7: ok
HeroYui7: how about scorpion fertility girl?
Evlasha: >.<
Evlasha: Try again
HeroYui7: hmm...where did i get that?
Evlasha: I don't think I want to know....
HeroYui7: hmm....
HeroYui7: little superwoman lol
Evlasha: Oiiii...
Evlasha: Mebbe we're better off with furbal
Evlasha: It seems to be getting progressively worse
HeroYui7: nah i got more
Evlasha: ok... I'm scared...
HeroYui7: slim explosive
Evlasha: no
HeroYui7: YES
HeroYui7: ok i'll move to the animal part again then
HeroYui7: cute mew2???
Evlasha: Oiiiiiii
HeroYui7: man better ones
HeroYui7: its ezier to give ppl these nick names in chinese lol
HeroYui7: man i DUNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O
HeroYui7: how about i'll just call u curly fry lol?
HeroYui7: or u want french fry?
HeroYui7: oH I'VE GOT IT
HeroYui7: i'll call u sweet nugget!!!
HeroYui7: YeS SiR
HeroYui7: oh yessssssssssssss
Evlasha: Oiiii
Evlasha: Onii-chan scares me....
HeroYui7: sweet & sour nugget
Evlasha: >.<
HeroYui7: with sauce
Evlasha: That's a long nickname
Evlasha: If you call me that, You're sweet and sour chicken without vegetables
Evlasha: and rice
HeroYui7: and sauce
Evlasha: You're going to be sweet and sour chicken without vegetables, rice and sauce?
HeroYui7: if u can call me in 2 seconds
HeroYui7: then i'll give it to u
HeroYui7: 8-)
Evlasha: Oiiiii
Evlasha: Can I shorten it to Chicken Vegetable?
Music: DJ Mark D - Escape
Blurb: Did I mention I'm getting resucked into techno? That's a good sign right? I remember I used to listen to techno back in the happy days. Am I happy again? I'm getting there guys. =^^=
Oh hey! Did you see my new wallpaper? =points proudly= If you want to download it, I think you can go here. This one's Incarnation. The other one I have is The Realm of Stars. Lots of space picts. His art work is... Oh gods I can't believe I'm saying this. Gods forgive me I've become a ABC. Oiiiii.... His art work is hella cool. =winces= I'm going to go cower in a corner now.
=shifty gaze= ...
Cowboy Bebop - Dijurido: Simply pretty. As usual from Yoko Kanno. This is from the Movie soundtrack that the stupid critic rated a B-.... =glares= He compared Cowboy bebop to Spirited away!!! =scowls= No offense. I love Spirited Away... But to compare Spirited away on the Same level as Cowboy Bebop??? All wrong. But then again... I haven't seen the movie... You never know.
Yami no Matsuei - Norowareta Tsukiya no Kioku: Creepy song. really creepy song. Becuase it's so peaceful and... I dunno. After awhile it gives me the feeling of dying. If Tsugiri were to die as a child, that would have been the music. Oh btw! Dun remember the quote but About Tsugiri, it went something like, "How's it feel to be a soul born that was meant to die?" yeah, I killed the quote. Sorry. But it struck me as tragic. Poor Tsugiri. It's even more tragic that they think he's an Alichino. *sigh* Either way, you guys will have to read it for yourselves. Gorgeous manga.
Zhang Hui Mei - Zhen Shi: *cough* Anyway, ballad! This is a ballad. A pretty ballad I think. I usually hate ballads. A lot of ballads actually. A lot of Chinese ballads actually... ^^
Coco Lee & Kelly Chen - Mulan Radio Remix: Mwah ha ha ha ha.... It starts out with Kelly Chen and bleeds into Coco Lee. I actually like the Coco Lee part better since I think Kelly Chen sings a little funny... Tho when I downloaded the solid Coco Lee vs, it wasn't as moving. Oh and yeah, there's a funny DJ part in the beginning and the end.
Beauty and the Beast - Belle (Little Town): MWAH HA HA HA HA !!!! p|-|33R /\/\Y \/\/R4T|-| !!!!! BWAH HA HA!!!! ^^ Anyway, Yes. This is from Beauty and the Beast. It so much fun to sing to. Esp if you do the voices. Lol.
anyway, yeah. I'm in a funny l33t stage... ^^;;; Need to wrap Laura's gift... And make Mom's card.... oiiiiii.... Anyway, people keep bothering me about studying for the Whist AP.... Oiiii.... Does that mean I should be studying it? Haaaaa.... Makes me scared....
Music: Kelly Chen - Dynacarnival
Blurb: Sweet and sour chicken without vegetables, rice and sauce = Onii-chan!!!! Lol! It's his fault. He wanted to call me sweet and sour nugget without sauce.
Yeah, so!!! Once again, I understand half of you are staring at the picts blinking and thinking "What on Earth is Ev thinking? The guy looks like a girl!!" And I reply with I like girly guys, I'm a sucker for super cool hair, and I can't believe I'm even discussing this. *siiigh* ^^ You know Ev's lost it when..... *cough* Either way.... yes...
Music: .hack//SIGN - Fake Wings
Blurb: Jubeiiii!!!! lol
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Low |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | High |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Very High |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Extreme |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Extreme |
| Level 7 (Violent) | High |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | High |
So.... Exactly what does this mean? Besides the fact that comparing these results, I think Ry will the be the one most likely to get to heaven... ^^;;;
8:04 PM
Okees, efficiently wasting my time... Errr.... yeah... I have to get a 100 on the next socio test since I killed the last one. =grumbles= I swear... I can't afford to get a B in a regular class. My gpa will drop and my self esteem will hit lower than rock bottom. I'll hit magma. =grumbles= *sigh* Ah well, mebbe I've already reached there. Next stop the outer mantle!!!! Oiii....
Music: Trials by Fire cd
Blurb: SUZ!!!! I reloaded the stuff onto Briefcase. Hurry and go get it so I can delete it. I want to upload a bunch of other stuff but it won't fit. =grumbles= It'll go up to 32 mb. Baaaaah. So hurry. And email me when you get it.
Oh hey? btw, have you guys heard The Eve of the War? Super cool techno song. I fell in love with it a looong time ago. I need to redownload all these songs and get better copies. Napster killed them I swear.
One word... Alice
4:33 PM
Aaaaannd she failed another one!!!!! It's becoming a miracle!! Wow... *sigh* Great discussion in Pre-Cal. I'm rethinking Cindy. I had her pegged you know? I really did. I didn't have to think about her because I knew her. But now... She sounds like us. Weird isn't it? I've gained some respect for her. Yup. It's really weird. A literal door just swung open so quickly that it whacked me upside the head. Wow. So... What now? well.. Cheng-Ting will be back tomorrow so I can't sit in her seat anymore. So I'll be ignored again. I'll just sit back in my old seat staring at the new door that opened knowing I can't pass through. Sucks you know? Oh well. English was also fun. Wei and Miranda have determined that I had a strange childhood and Ron and I are weird. Bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! *cough* we were "supposed" to write and essay about a moving experience in our lives. And Ron decided to write it from an existentialist's point of view. So he made up this story about being run over by a car. It was great. Lol. So.... Yeah, today's been a day of failures, losses, and realizations. And everyone has a blog. I just have to find them...
You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
Music: Evanescence - Where Will You Go
Blurb: You know what? I don't know why I like this song, I just do. Another Itsumo Nando Demo? Yeah I guess...
Quiz created by Hea using the OnlineQuiz Script by Simon Marshall
Yaaaaa!!!!!!! AP exams!!!! =runs around in circles panicking= Gaaaah! I'm gonna die!!!!!! I already took the english one. too easy. Going to die. Craaap. I took a practice Spanish AP. Too easy. Failed all of it. The best I did on a section was 70% Gaaaaah!!!!! =wants to cry but won't= Wow. And my head is spinning because I just sprayed a cockroach. =shivers= It's still wiggling. Damn thing won't die! =shiver= Oiiii... I swear, I'm going to kill myself before this is all over. lol j/k Yeah, but Brian effectively creeped the hell out of me about Cal BC next year. (Brian Jiang) "Oh yeah it's a fun class! ... But... Your grade relies on 2 tests. Both worth 50 points of your average. One question wrong and you get 5 points off your average. Most people fail." Will not cry. Will not cry. So! Yes. Life bites. Did I mention that? I'm also worried aboutt he World History AP since i effectively failed my last essay. I was on a streak of good essays then all of a sudden kerplunk! Fail! You lose! Goodbye! ;_; =imitation machine voice= "We're sorry. You have been rejected." Oii.... Sucks ne? So????? So??!!! So! So. So...
You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you want to be
But I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
you don't want to escape
However did you manage to push away
from every living thing you've come across
so afraid that anyone will hate you
you pretend you hate them first
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't refrain from everything
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone
I can hear you when you whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming
Music: Evanescence - Where Will You Go
Blurb: Wow. Headache growing. Must escape from toxic fumes... Gaaah...
Music: Macross Zero - Arkan (part 1)
Blurb: WinMX is evil. Connections are really slow. =grumbles=
Coco Lee - Dao Ma Dan: Isn't it weird to hear a non-ballad Coco Lee song? ^^;;; Mebbe it's just me. Coco Lee is the person who sang the theme song to Crouching Tinger Hidden Dragon. Cool movie! Squeeee! Either way, yes, nice song. I love it. I dun like Coco Lee much, but the song's cool and she's not whiney! =grins=
SES - U: This is the song! Suz, this was the song I wanted to download. It was in the clip of Shinhwa dancing really funny outdoors in front of the van. ^^;;; Either way, It's a cool song. Very addictive. Waaaaiii! Seriously makes you want to dance. *cough* Anyway. Oh! btw, the last one was in Chinese, this is Korean. Don't be too confuzzled.... ^^ I have no clue what Coco Lee's singing about. =wants to cry=
SES - Blue Sky: another SES song. Pure R&B? Is that what it's called. You jknow, for a person who loves music as much as I do, I really have no clue about it. Haaaa.... Either way, they blend so nicely.... Dunno why I like this song, I just do. But a bit of a problem... There's a minor glitch in the song. You'll get it and think you're compie just thought, but it'll be there every time... =grumbles...= So! Moving onto serious things... Kinda...
Spirited Away - Itsumo Nando Demo: This is a dull song. You'll see why once you get it. I've already ranted about it, so here you go just to figure out what I was talking about. Oh! Btw, if you haven't seen the movie, you have to. It's important that you do. It was sooo coool!!!!!
Anyway!!!! Jing got me addicted to Pretear!!!!! Waaaaaaaaaiiii!!!!!! If you go to Google and type in Pretear, go look at Sasame and Hayate. Aiii!!! Bishounen!!!! Squeeeeee!!!!! =^^= Ehm... anyway, gtg see the rest of Castle in the Sky. I watched 45 minutes of it. Don't ask where I got the time.
