According to the Grandiloquent Dictionary.
Music of the moment: Pierrot - Shinkei ga Wareta Samui Yoru
Fact of the moment: He's on the border of the jrock I love and the jrock I can't stand. We'll see if I can find another song from him. I might hate it. Lol.
12:47 PM
You who suddenly broke into a run
under the happy blue sky
You who had a heart-to-heart talk from a friend
on a rainy day
You who had to let the cat you raised die
You who knows the end of life
You are me
I am you
You who looked at the sea
and suddenly got agressive and shouted.
You who believes in an unseen promise
and single-mindedly continues on your journey.
You who grumbles you have bad luck
You who worries that something's wrong
You are me
I am you
I want to protect someone sweet
I want to hinder my weaker self
A way of saying "farewell"
which I've never done before...
A song that just falls from my lips
A rough stone that shines like a diamond from within me
You are me
I am you
When you've been pondering what's going to happen from here
and have fallen asleep before you even noticed
When what you thought wouldn't break
has broken all too soon.
When you want to do something bad on purpose
When the sunset has entered into your heart
You are me
I am you
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Call your Name
12:02 PM
I have made my decision!!!! Compuserve is simply being evil. Unless my emails are 4 lines long, it refuses to send it. =scowls= So! Everyone who's reading this, email me at [email protected] Okay? If you ever forget that email, it's at the bottom of my profile column. Also, if you email me at the other account, I'll just reply on the yahoo account. Okay? Okay! Hopefully, yahoo will be nice to me ne? I think Yahoo's pretty reliable. Slow. But reliable. ^^;;;
Music of the moment: SHE - The Beautiful World
Fact of the moment: This song confused me. I thought it was supposed to be in Chinese but when I heard the beginning, they were speaking inJapanese. Then once they started singing, it was in Chinese. ^^;;; How's that for ya?
Ayumi Hamasaki - Independent : I'm trying to expose you people to more artists. Yes, I know "you people" is really Suz and Aliah but! Suz must be exposed to Ayumi. I think already has. =ponders= hm... Either way! =grins= This is a good song! One of the curses of Ayumi. Good song, bad voice. Too shrill. Hoeeee... I really hate it. It should be a crime to have such a wonderful song sung with such a pinched voice. Either way, you eventually get used to it and suddenly, the song sounds funny without Ayumi. Anyway, good song. The clapping reminded me of antoher song. ^^;;;;
Baby Vox - Killer : This is a cool song. I love this song. But! It's has the same flavor as most of American pop. It's singing with a weird random rap. But I still love this song. Suz said she didn't mind so here it is.
Boa - Don't Start Now : The deja vu song. What is this chorus? Does it seem familiar to those of you downloading it? Bwaaaah!!!! either way, it's another mainstream kpop song. I think it's spiffy, but not as spiffy as Baby Vox's.
Boa - Power : this is another deja vu song. I swear I've heard this before. This has random rap in it as well. Is it just me, or do the rappers sound completely American? Hm! What are they doing over there in Korea? Wonder if they understand Korean. lol
Puffy Amiyumi - Boogie Woogie 5 : =cackles= This is a cool song!! But! Before you download it, keep this in mind. Read the title and think. What kind of music does this title remind you of? It reminds me of swing. Dunno if what I'm thinking of is really swing, but I'll just say it's wing. Swing music peoples. Modern pop-ish swing music. But it's still very swing-y. It's a cool song. I love puyy Amiyumi, but! Just so you don't get culture shock going from mainstream to pop swing. ^^
So that's it. I really wanted to post SM Town's summer Vacation. It's halarious. SM town is the name for the company that supports bands like SES, HOT, and Shinhwa. So anyway, they gather some of the artists and created a summer album. (they do one for each season.) Anyway, so the song begins with this really cheesy line, "Hey baby, what are you doing tonight? Wanna dance with me?" Ordinarily, that's just a boring line, but add it with a Korean accent and it's halarious. But either way, it's one of those songs I'm embarrased to like but I love it. I was going to post Swi T, but then I felt stupid. =^^= Bwaaah. Oh hey! Can I make a ditzy remark??? Pleaaase??? Okay, I'll post a big warning okay?
So! That was my thing for the day. I haven't posted my chibis up yet. So sue me. ^^;;;
Music of the moment: Baby Vox - Killer
Fact of the moment: The time is 12:11 AM because I was doing things at the same time. ... "A-C-T plus A-K-A killah." Eh? Act plus aka killer???? Meh? What is he saying? Ah well. =pouts= I wanna be first soprano. Ah well. I'm first soprano for most parts. I'm just not first soprano for a song we haven't gotten yet.
10:43 PM
Music!!!!! =sings waaay off key= "I make the songs that make the whooooole world siiiiiing!!!! I make the songs that-" =ducks hammer from Garby= ^^;;; Okay, anyway, I'm going to stop being lazy and actually upload stuff k? Okay! =cheerleader mode= Here we go!!!!! Hyuck!
5:26 PM
Everyone's pissed today. Well... Okay, not everyone. Mr. Granoff (physics teacher) was really pissed. Apparently, a student called him last night because her homework wouldn't wenter online. There was some funny error message. I can kind of understand why hewas annoyed, but he gave his number to us and since it was an emegency, I'd probably call him as well. Anyway, afteer an hour, she emailed him saying what he suggested didn't work and she couldn't find out how to contact the support service for the internet homework. He got even agrier because apprently, we're not supposed to email him past 10. Hmph. Either way,he was really pissed off today as a result. He said she should have known to contact the support service instead of himself. Along this line, he asked if anyone forgot their lab notebook today. Two people raised their hands. He got really angry. He told them to write a letter to their parents saying howthey failed to follow his orders, etc. Both parents had to sign it. Underneath the letter, they had to list 5 reasons why they should stay in his class. he then demanded to know why they didn't bring their notebook. The obvious reason was they forgot. Apparently that wasn't a good enough reason. One of the people who forgot their notebook kept trying to explain ti him that he had just forgotten but Mr. Granoff became even more pissed off. Personally,I think that was a little harsh. So they forgot. Big deal! It doesn't in any way hinder what we were doing in class. Yesterday it was excusable to forget the lab notebook, why is today not okay? Because some girl pissed him off last night and it carried over today. I'm not blaming it on the girl, I'm blaing it in Mr. Granoff. I really think he was out of line. Everyone forgets things. It's called being a human. I know those two people are bright. They always comment and give answers in class. They aren't disruptive, they work hard. Cut them some slack! Geez! If anyone should be kicked out, it shouldn't be them.
My mom's also pissed today. Aparently, I can't talk to her because I'm disrupting her. Even if I ask her a little question like where a certain thing is she gets pissed off. =grumbles= So much for that. Either way, I'm out of things to say. I have a pic of my first chibis. If I feel motivated, I'll upload it.
4:14 PM
I'm efficiently wasting time! =grins= I have until 4:30 before I drown myself in homework. =grins= I'm having fun wasting time! Either way, I kind of regret taking voice lessons because I really can't afford to miss choir time. I don't read music as quickly as most people, so I can't miss anything in choir. And I missed learning 2 new songs so bwaaaah. >.< Sucks ne? Hai. Bwaaaah. So! My current mood...
But! I'm cheerful on the outside! =nod nod scowl nod nod=
Music of the moment: Baby VOX - Killer
Fact of the moment: I'm going to be posting this once the weekend starts for Suz. I'm trying to contaminate her with kpop now. =cackles= Besides, she said she didn't mind super pop music. =evil grin=
Music of the moment: BoA - Don't Start Now (Is that an English song? I swear the chorus sounds familiar. I could sing along with the chorus the first time I played the song!)
Fact of the moment: BoA is out age peoples. She's born on November 5, 1986. She's 16! Wow... So I think what I read awhle ago is true, she really began her career at 14. wow... Anyway, I dunno where I read that BoA meant Best of Angels, but her name really is Boa. hm! How's that for ya! Anyway, I went through all the trouble to change all my mp3s to BoA to only find out her name is Boa! Merf. >.< Mebbe it's both b/c some will type her name Boa and other's BoA. Anyway! I'm not changing it so merf. So anyway, just wanted to let you all know.
1:46 PM
Yay! I got a 70 on the Physics test! Passed! I passed! Woaw!!!!! But my wonderful A average dropped down to a low B I bet. =pouts= But I passed!!!!!!!!! Anyway, Suz sent me a purtee pict!
Very very purtee. Eeee!! Today's getting better...
Music of the moment: Utada Hikaru - Letters
Fact of the moment: I was wathcing tv on Friday and I saw the commercial for that new Disney game Kingdom Hearts. They made it with Squaresoft so it looks respectable. Eitherway! The bg song is Hikki's Hikari (Planet IB Remix) in English! Gah! The Japanese version's better. =nod nod nod= But also, Hikki's performed on MTV and has a song on the rush Hour 2 soundtrack I've been trying to find for awhile now. I'm really excited! I hope we get an asian singer in American music! We need her! Britney Spears isn't a good role model! Besides... *sniff* Asians look cooler. ^_~ j/k! Lol!
12:47 PM
I just don't understand. I honestly don't. She's still pissed off at me and I still have no clue what I did! I'm becoming frustrated. Give me another hour and I'll be angry. I'll try to not. I have homework to do so I'll probably be distracted enough to not let my anger build. It doesn't help that they're talking in the living. =grumbles= the whole basis of our argument was I-Chih talking to me. Rediculous since they always talk just as long. =scowls= Anyway, I'll try not to think about it anymore.
Other than that... I guess I'm fine. >.< I had fun with pastels last night again. It's screwy. Only my silver pastel smears nicely. All the others are like slightly mooshy crayons. But the silver one. =grins= It's so cool! It looks really spiffy because I don't have to try so hard to shade. I just use a q-tip and bam! I have shading! And it's all pretty and glittery! Yeah. I love pastels. But I only have metallic blue, green, red, purple and white. Metallic white is silver. ^^;;; I remember we used to have a box of normal colors but I dunno where that went. =pouts= Ah well. Serves me right for not asking Mom about them when I was a kid. ^^;;; Anyway, do I sound happy? The miracles of typing. I can sound like anything I want. In fact, I could sound homocidal but not be. =cackles= Ah the mind games! Bwah ha ha ha ha!!!!!! *cough* Yes. But I try and be honest with my mood indicator. Those are spiffy. I used to have another one, but I think they deleted my account. Oh, yeah, and honest with my music. Anyway, I noticed that the stronger my emotions are, the louder the music gets. Hmm... So if you ever some over and you hear depressing music blasting from my speakers, be prepared to see a devestated Ev. And if you come in to hear super hyper music on really loud, run.
Music of the moment: Yanzi Sun - Cloudy Sky
Fact of the moment: She still hates me.
Mausic of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Ongaku
6:19 PM
Went song hunting to cheer myself up. Miyu has some good songs up. I downloaded the songs in her non-anime section with the exception of BoA, Iwao Junko and Coco Lee. I'll prolly pick up BoA and Iwao Junko later since I've heard of them both. Anyway, I only suggest you get Sakamoto Maaya's song Ongaku. All the other songs are pretty cool, but if you have to get one, get Maaya's Ongaku. It's really really really pretty. I can't post it on Briefcase because it's over 5 mb, but you canget it from her. She's got a reliable site so don't worry about it. I've been ownloading from her for 2 years now. Anyway! Myiu's the coolest. She has the best taste in music, but even sometimes I don't exactly agree with her. But usually, if it's a 5/5, it's really good. The Pick of the Month is always super cool. Which reminds me I need to go get it. Ja.
Music of the moment: Utada Hikaru- Letters
Fact of the moment: Did I mention I fidgeted with my site a little? You prolly noticed, but I forgot to change my age. ^^;;;;
3:29 PM
Where is she? I need Jenny. I need to talk to Jenny. She's not home. She's never home? Why is it, when I really really need to talk to her she isn't home? I haven't done this in so long. I haven't called anyone for comfort in so long. I've forgotten how horrible it feels when someone's not home to picm up the phone. It's like I've been rejected. It's like the gods hate me. I need someone. But by the time someone calls it'll be too late. I'll be perfect again. Gods. Where's Jenny? I really need to talk to her.
3:12 PM
Mom's pissed off again. And I don't know what I did. I told Mom i was tired because I-Chih and I were tlaking last night for 5 hours. Mom said we disturbed her sleep. Then she got really upset by it. She got angry at I-Chih for talking to me past 12 AM because it ruined my routine. I told her it was okay because I didn't mind talking to him and I probably would have gone to sleep at 2 anyway. Mom got angrier. I pointed out that it was only a one time thing. I've had my sleep disturbed by them before. It doesn't really matter. Mom became worse. She started shouting at me about how I shouldn't talk to anyone for 5 hours anyone. I can't even talk to her for 5 hours. It probably wasn't even 5 hours. Why was I exaggerating so much? Okay, so it was 2 to 3 hours. So? I said that I thought it was good since I used to hate him a lot. Apparently, this made mom angrier even though she was the one who said I should try to talk to I-Chih more. Either way, Mom got a phone call and left. I ran away to my desk hopng Mom would ignore me. But she came back and yelled at me some more about how I can't just talk to anyone for 5 hours. I said it wasn't just anyone. I said to think of it as bonding. I thought she'd be happy I-Chih and I are getting closer. Apparently not. I mentioned she's been gone about 30 minutes for that phone call. Mom yelled at me, "Why do you always have to exaggerate? Why do you always have to make people angry by exaggeratigng like that? Do you know how annoying it is?" All the time I was just saying we should stop talking since it was just getting out of hand. For once, in the entire argument, I was fighting to remain amused. I pulled it off nicely to no help. Mom pissed at me and I promised to not speak for the entire day before she slammed the door. So... I see no fault in what I did. I talked to I-chih for 5 hours. I apologized for the fact we woke her up. i didn't yell at Mom. I didn't glare at her. I remained amused and reasonable. Then why is she so pissed off at me? And why am I crying? And I why do I feel as if it's all my fault? Is it?
2:46 PM
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | Very High |
| Dependent: | Very High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
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What can I say? I have problems.
2:18 PM
It's sad isn't it? Hyde died. He committed suicide. He was the lead singer for X Japan. Nobody understands why committed suicide, but his lyrics did hint towards a depressed mind. At that time, he was completing a cd that would have sold for billions. His career was at it's peak. Then one day, he hung himself with a towel. The story of Hyde. He had such a future, but he committed suicide. I never realized who Hyde was until I got confused and did some research. The main singer for L'arc En Ciel is Hide, not Hyde. So I was wondering why people kept spelling his name wrong. It's creepy you know? I have one song from X Japan. It makes me sad everytime I hear it now. I'm listening to someone who died. This is what he left behind. His voice and his image. The legacy of Hyde. At his funeral, billions showed up. 4 of his fans tried to commit suicide as well. Two suceeded. Why did he kill himself? He had so much? I can't propose an explanation about why, but I feel for Hyde. He was lost. I hope he's at peace now.
Music of the moment: X Japan - Kurenai
Music of the moment: Cowboy Bebop - Adieu
I've lost it haven't I Tori-san? He does have me.
5:35 PM
Didn't post the last entry, so if you're wondering that's why. I'm currently loading more songs! I've already dleted all the Cowboy Bebop songs and the OS promo. I'm uploading Nanase Aikawa - Owarinai Yume for sure because Grace wanted the OP from Inuyasha and I have the 3rd one. Did I mention Nanase Aikawa is cool? =grins= But anyway, I'm not listening to that right now. =cackles= But! it'll be uploaded. =grins= Anyway, I'm in a funny mood right now. Meep. Conflicted as usual. Happy, sad, miserable, depressed, hyper, tired. Oh wow. I'm tired. Very tired. Relations with Mom are going beutifully so that's good. I'm getting tired tho. Do you know how much energy is expended trying to be pleasant??? Baaaah. Too much. But I've discovered that bashhing people is so cruel, even my mom can't stand it. But I like bashing people! Hoe... So I have to find another way to expend my anger or else Minky will be kicked one day. Lol. Poor Minky. right now she's my unvoluntary anger outlet. But even then I have to restrain myself by acting tired so I don't bash her to bits. ^^;;;; Need an outlet... Baaaaaah. Anyway, I'm currently going on fanfic depravation so I need to hunt down a fanfic to give me nice dreams. =laughs= Ever heard of that? Fanfics for good dreams. Shouldn't life give you good dreams? There's something wrong here.
Music of the moment: Puffy Amiyumi - Boogie Woogie 5
Fact of the moment: Despite the corny title, this is a super cool song. It's got a nice swing flair to it! Now, for the fact. Puffy Amiyumi used to be called simply Puffy, but a certain moronic singer named Puffy became famous. So this Puffy changed their name to Puffy Amiyumi to avoid confusion. (I reckon Puff Daddy is popular in Japan also.) Anyway, they technically can change their name back since Puff Daddy changed to P. Diddy. *snrk* This sounds so stupid!
Music of the moment: Gackt - Sekirei
Fact of the moment: =goes back to her hw= Bah.
Malice Mizer - Illuminati : Okay, I've only gotten one Malice Mizer song and I hated it. Merf, so I'm staying away from Malice Mizer. For all of you who don't know, Gackt was in Malice Mizer before they disbanded, so if you see Malice Mizer, you'll get Gackt. The problem is, his current style is different from Malice Mizer. Mizer's more of a goth band. I personally hate most goth bands. Too messy as I like to call them. But if you do download it and you like it, give me a mail.
Gackt - Oasis (Mars Version) : AAAAAA!!!! You MUST download this song. This is the COOLEST rock song Gackt has so far. Well... Cube was the coolest rock song... I dunno what genre this is. Happy rock? Either way, it's the coolest in the genre. I'll agree with Hunter on this.
Yami no Matsuei - Eden : Mmm... It's okay... To Destination sounds a lot like L'arc en Ciel. Dunno if you've heard L'arc en Ciel songs, but if you have, it's pretty similar. Not so great. If you're conserving space, don't get this.
Yami no Matsuei - Instrumental : This is a good instrumental. It's nice, not something to go crazy over, but it's nice.
Rurouni Kenshin - 1/3 No Junjou No Kanjou (karaoke) : I'm not a Kenshin fan as everyone knows. (Gomen ne Grace-chan) So obviously, Ididn't download it. I've only gotten one Kenshin song that I liked and that's Heart of Sword. And that's the remix of the original song. Hm... But once again, if you like it, give me a mail.
Rurouni Kenshin - Sobakasu : Read above
Saiyuki - Still Time : Yes, this is Gensou Maden Saiyuki. No, it's not the best song they have. If you want a good Saiyuki song, read the rest of the entries. But it's got a nice beat. So either way, if you're conserving space, don't waste your time. It's only a 3/5 in my standards.
Saiyuki - Tightrope : This is scary... It's like a typical American alternative song. Lol! So I obviously like it. Tho the beginning made it sound like a marching band... ^^;;; So... Download it if you want. I'm not gonna bash you if you don't. Lol.
Saiyuki - Bad Friends : This is a cool song. I love this song. Bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! It sounds like a typical American boyband song. Lol. Ah well. I guess my old love for pop is still there ne? Saiyuki seiyuu sound cooler than Weiss Kreuz seiyuu. =cackles= Remind me to post the Saiyuki Weiss Kreuz song next week when I clear everything up. It's the only Weiss Kruez song I can stand. Prolly because the Saiyuki seiyuu make it sound cooler. ^^
Saiyuki - Open Up Your Mind : This is the other cool song she has. It's one of those songs you'd listen to in the dark with a candle in one hand and a friend's hand in the other swaying side to side. You know those corny moments. Lol! But it's a cool song so who cares ne? And guess what? You can sing along with half the song because half of it's in English! Joy!
Zetsuai Bronze - Sweet Slaughter : I haven't downloaded ityet. But I already have 2 Zetsuai songs. Both of which are pretty cool, but only a 4/5 for me. So since I'm killing my compie with all these songs, I stopped myself. Lol. Mail me if it's really cool k?
Outlaw Star - Black Seed : AKINO ARAI PEOPLES! This should be a hint. Biiiig hint. Of course I love it1 It's got violins and everything. *.* Wow I love this song. It's not moving like Kanaete or Kakusei Toshi, but it's still really cool.
Fushigi Yuugi - Itooshi Hito no Tameni : Slower??? M... I didn't download it because the only FY song I've downloaded that I liked was the Korean op by SES. Lol! But! I've downloaded this song before. It's not so great. Mebbe if you wanna... >.<
And the last one I've never heard of. Mail me if it's good. Blah blah...
So! What's the conclusion???? The two coolest songs are from Gackt and Akino Arai! No I don't expect you to be psycho like me and download the lot of them, but you know, just in case ne? Besides, this is my new source of songs. Grgh... I want to request a song from her, but she's put a hold on all requests. She has the complete version of Akino's the Wish!!!! Waaaiiiii???? ;_;
Akino Arai - Tokyo Underground - Kakusei Toshi (Coolest Akino Arai song in the world!!!! ... So far... :3)
Cowboy Bebop - Goodnight Julia (Waiiiiii!!!! ;_;)
Cowboy Bebop - Stella By Moor (The depressing music box.)
Cowboy Bebop - Wo Qui Non Coin
Gackt - Cube (=waves of nostalgia hit Ev= The song that started the entire Gackt obsession. 2 years later I still love this song. This. Is Gackt. Super rock!! =flashes the anarchy sign= Booyah!)
Gackt - Vanilla (Gackt's... =shifty gaze= R rated song... But! It's cool! It's so damned happy! Then you read the lyrics... If you want to corrupt yourself and read the lyrics, be my guest, but make sure no parent is peering over your shoulder. But trust me, the song is so good, even after I read the lyrics, I loved the song. Problem is, now I can't sing it outloud without feeling guilty or blushing. ^^;;;)
Sakamoto Maaya - Rahxephon - Hemisphere (For Nia since she wanted more Maaya ^^)
And an Outlaw Star promo from Toonami. This is the commercial that made we want to watch Outlaw Star. Super super cool. You need the newest version of Quicktime to play it tho... I think that's Vs. 6...
And that's all the updates for now. That stupid Yahoo upload screws up my compie speed like crazy. =scowls=
Music of the moment: Kim Hyun Jung - Professional
Fact of the moment: You don't want this song. Trust me. It's cheerleaderish... But I'm hyper so.. ~flashes peace sign~ :3
5:17 PM
Sometimes I wonder... What is the point? I don't really know. I can't be honest, even in my own house. If they ask me if I want to go out and do something I say no. Not becuase I ahte them. Not because I'm just being a jerk. I just don't want to. And what? They nod and go okay. But one day, when Mom gets pssed off at me, boom! It pops up again. "You never go out with us? Why do you always try and distance yourself away from us?" So then I wonder. What's the point of being honest? My opinions are always shot down. Geez. You know what heppens when I comply and go out? Mom complains about how I was better off refusing and remaining at home. I know... it's really all my fault for being so unpleasant, but I tried to spare them by not going. =scowls= I'm making this sound like I'm blmaing this all on them. Grgh. I just can't say what I need to say. I never can. This is so frustrating! Everything always comes out wrong for me. Half of the time, it's because I have conflicting ideas. I beleive i'm wrong, yet i alo think they're wrong. So I end up only saying one side of my thoughts causing you all to think, "Geez, she's such a spoiled brat." But then... Grgh!!!! I hate this. Anyway. Screw it.
5:08 PM
Oh gods. I just finished Family. Oh gods oh gods oh gods. It's so depressing!!! =cries= I love it!!! Gods. Too depressing. Need to buy a copy...
Music of the moment: Akino Arai - Kanaete
Fact of the moment: Gods life is so sad.
1:14 PM
Everyone pay tribute to grace! =clap clap= ::people file in and bow deeply to an image of Grace:: ::a little girl approaces Ev:: Ano... Ani-San... Yes? Why is it we have to pay tribute to Grace-sama? Because she introduced me to scanlations! ~flashes peace sign~ ~sweatdrop~ Bwah ha ha ha ha!!!!!!! Scanlations are the best! I found a scanlation online for the first two chapeters of Yami no Matsuei!!!!! Bishounen!!!!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! ::people paying tribute pause to stare at Ev:: What are you all looking at?? Go on! Keep paying tribute. ::people start to pay tribute again:: Ano... =pulls at Ev's kimono sleeve again= Yes? When can we stop paying tribute? Never!!!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! ::people sweatdrop::
Music of the moment: Ayumi Hamasaki - Independent
Fact of the moment: =claps clap clap= Cool song. Phweeeeeeee!!!!!! :3
Woot! I'm the midget guy with color changing eyes!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha!!!!! sp33ph1n355!!! Anyone can read that? Kinda weird word. Anyway, her story's kinda fashion-centric. Total shounen-ai btw. Be warned. Dunno why I like the story. Everything about it points to completely stupid. =shrugs= But anyway, gtg.
7:55 PM
Woaw... I saw the trailer for HP 2 on tv after the premiere of Family Affair. That's a horrible comedy by the way. It's really really awful. But I watched it to see the trailer. Anyway, their voices are starting to change! That's so cool! =grins= One of my hobbies is to see how people have grown. Lol. It's really cool. Plus, the movie sounds pretty cool also. Eeeeeeee... But when is it playing???? Bwwwwaaaaah!!!!! I got so carried away with watching the preview I somehow overlooked the day it's in thatres! Hoeee... Anyway... Going now. Ja ne!
5:55 PM
3 in 1!!! Woot! Spiffynesss!!!! Currently, I'm uploading Wo Qin Non Coin, Stella By Moor, and Goodnight Julia. All songs from Cowboy Bebop. I recommend you play Goodnight Julia, Stella By moor and Adieu in quick succession. Sadly, my copy of Adieu is too large to be uploaded but! =waves finger around victoriously= The Jazz MEssengers is back up1 So you can go there and downloadall the songs from Cowboy Bebop! Woot! It gives a great sonopsis for the first 25 episodes as well. (I think there's more.) It's really spiffy b/c it gives you a summary, the cast, the music played, and the changes in the dub for every episode. Really spiffy. The problem is some of their songs are kinda low quiality, like 68 kbits or somefink like that. Either way, it's still a wonderful site! Yeeeaaah! =grins= Oh btw, there's a Toonami commercial for Hamtaro that says "Evil hamsters with mad skillz." Lol1 Dunno if that's word for word, but I know the guy said with mad skillz. =cackles= Yes, too much Megatokyo can become a cult. Ph33r u5 0r d13. =cackles some more= Anyway, did I mention l33t is actually a real language for webbers? Yes, it's true. Fred Gallagher (sp?) just took normal people and placed them in a funny situation. l33t is not unique to Megatokyo. Also, I think woot is actually commonday slang. Elizabeth uses woot. Prolly got it from her friends. Whether her friends got it from Megatokyo or not is another question. Trust me, it's a real headscratcer. Because if her friends got it from someone else, they might have gotten it from Megatokyo. Or that person might have chatted with people online and gotten woot and the person they talked to online could have gotten it from Megatokyo. It's a nasty chain. I swear. Who invents this slang anyway? It'd be neat to trace it back to the first person ne? =grins=
On the other hand, I'm very annoyed becauseI wanted to give Aliah another song! Utada Hikaru's Sakura Doroppusu. I'm sure you can all figure out what that means. Sakura drops! Cherry blossom drops! What does that mean? =shrugs= Beats me. I haven't gotten the translation yet. Eh hee... ^^;;;; But it's a little over 7 mb. =grumbles= Gaaah! I'm supposed to burn Aliah a copy of Toxicity. e_ev I'll get started on that I guess.... Eh hee... Fergot... ^^;;;;;; Bad Ev. =whap= Anyway, ja!
Music of the moment: Utada Hikaru - Sakura Doroppusu
Fact of the moment: I've noticed that I usually play pop music when I'm feeling okay. Not happy, not sad. Just okay. that's when music is key tho. Sad music will make me depressed and happy music will make me hyper. I'm currently planning to make myself hyper because Mom's sick and I don't want to fight with her. Her high blood pressure shot up so she was really really sick. But! You know what's spiffy? I found out how to use the blood pressure measurer so when I get really really hyper I'm gonna measure my blood pressure. (It also gives me the heart beat rate) =cackles=
5:10 PM
Friday the 13th! Weeeeiiiirrrrd.... Either way, I'm gonna post some lyrics (only the eng part) and then I'm gonna go. I'll be back later k? K.
My puppy
isn't here
he has white feet and a white tail
we were together all the time
my puppy
isn't here
he has white ears and a white back
even though we were always together
My tears have dried up
everyday I hope
hurry
come back
rainy days and windy days
but everyday I know
I want you
so hurry, hurry come back
I'll post the song later for now I'll just give you a little info on it. I have no clue which episode this is from but this is from Cowboy Bebop. Written by Yoko Kanno (of course). It's sung by Aoi "Ed" Tada. I dunno if that means she's Ed the character on the series or she's called Ed. =shrugs= I do know Ed just sing a bit of this song in the anime. But I beleive it's associated with Faye, not ed. (Characters in the anime.) Either way, I'm writing this from memory, I could go to the site and dig it up, but I need to go. Do... Stuff... Either way, it's called Wo Qui Non Coin. It's sung in Japanese and French. So! I'm going now. Ja! brb.
I got a b!!!!!!! I got a b on the physics test!!!!! Woaw... That'll be the first of the last. >.< Meh. Either way...
I.... Don't know what to feel... you realize? How depressing. I don't. I want to feel sad because of everything but I'm happy becuase I got an 85 of the physics test. Hoeee.... Very conflicted today. Very... My cough's not gone yet. It's still there. Everytime I really want to say something I start coughing. Life sucks. The only thing that's keeping me happy right now is the music. The grade helped but now Mom's going to think I'll be wodnerful in physics. Great... I swear... If I think too much, I get depressed. Bwwaaaaah. So what? What to be sad about??? Neko-chan... =hugs Neko-chan= Wouldn't it be funny if we were fallen angels??? =laughs= fallen angels. More like fallen demons. I have no right to be what I am. Like I've said countless times, even Draco has a reason to be the way he is. As for me... I'm just scum. Scum Ev. Call me scum. Treat me like scum. Gaze at me and see scum. For I am the scum of the universe, and nothing can ever change my mind. Oooh sarcasm. Honestly people. What did you expect. And angel????? =fidgets= I don't belong to you anymore. You can no longer protect me. Don't you see? I have fallen. But I can still save you! What makes you think I want to be saved? You're lying. Am I? I am known to. I'm not like Shinigami. I do lie. But how do you know? I used to know you. Used to. How can you change so much? You're still the girl I used to know inside. Ever the optimist are you not? Ask Kazaore. =frowns= Kazaore has fallen. Why should I believe him? =laughs= And I have not? What a hypocrite you are! You're so blinded in your need to save that you don't see the truth. In saving me you'll fall yourself. You'll be imperfect. I wan't meant to be saved. Now go away and save someone who actually needs your help.
Music of the moment: Cowboy Bebop - Stella By Moor
Fact of the moment: Gods, Stella By Moor gives me the creeps. It would give you the creeps too if you had seen the Cowboy Bebop session it was in. Almost made me cry. Gods... I'll dig up the quote from it later. gotta get ready for school.
I want you at least to understand
That I must go back...
This far away land where the whiteness stretches out forever
I shout and my voice doesn't reach anyone
As if to hide this body's pain
Embraced by the tenderness from the sky...
The moon reflected in those eyes is beautiful
Even if the night never ends
This far away land where the whiteness stretches out forever
I shout and my voice doesn't reach anyone
This deep land where the whiteness stretches out forever
I fall again, no one can heal me
As if to enfold that small body
Embraced by the tenderness of the wagtail...
Sleeping with the tenderness from the sky
Embraced by the warmth of the earth...
Emptiness... Cold... I want to go home. Can you hear me? I want to go home? I don't want this. Never wanted it. Can't I just go home now? This isn't funny anymore. But it's my fault isn't it? I made this ikijigoku I'm living in. With my own hands I created it. With my own hands I trpped the players. They're trapped because of me. I've made them suffer haven't I? Some part of me is laughing right now. At the weakness of the players... At the weakness of myself. I want to let them go. They don't deserve this. Yet why do they stay? I'm not strong enough to keep them. Have they created their own ikijigoku as well? Or am I stronger than I think. Or perhaps they don't know they're suffering. Who knows. I just want to go home now. It's been so many years since I left. I miss my home. I wasn't supposed to ever leave. Tori-chan knows. Tori-chan tried to stop me. She said, "Life is painful, why must you go?" But I was foolish. I wanted to know. Somewhere along the way the demons lured me and so the ikijigoku I'm living in was created. Day by day my ikijigoku grew darker and darker. Soon it was my masterpiece. Deadly beauty and broken happiness. Mine. People came thinking life was wonderful in my ikijigoku. They remained. Why do they stay? I still don't know. I'm rambling aren't I? I don't understand what I'm saying. Tori-chan... You knew...
Don't you dare. What? You're going to laugh at me aren't you? What if I am? What are you going to do about it? You can't help her either. But I don't want to. Bastard, what do you want from her? Nothing anymore. She's already mine. I hate you. You had your chance. You lost her long ago. I can try to get her back. It's too late for you.
Gackt - Sekirei
2:56 PM
Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo
Browse down and find the quiz for your inner flower and click on the maker Sugardew and look at her art! She's 16 I think and her art's really really really really good. Wait! I'm gonna cry. She draws a spiffy dragon too. Either way. Meeeeeeh.
Music of the moment: BoA - Amazing Kiss
Fact of the moment: Damned song's stuck in my head een tho it's not playing right now. =grumble= Oh, Fact.. Supposed to put fact, not statement... Ok... BoA means Best of Angels. There. ^^ And she began singing when she was 14 I believe... Need to look that up. Either way, she began her singing career really at a really young age. According to every source I've read, she can really dance. Have to see that one day ne? ;_; I lost the International Channel!!! So sad. >.<
2:19 PM
People learn by trial and error. We learn other ways, but the lasting lesson is learned through trial and error. I get sick at least 2 times a year. I'm pretty weak so I'll usually have a lasting cough. either way, Everytime I get sick Mom and I will have the same argument. She forces me to take cough medicine that I know doesn't work. I don't know about anyone else, but it doesn't work on me. Dunno why. Either way, Everytime I swalloe the damned gunk anyway to get mom to stop griping. Guess what happens? Miracle! I'm still coughing. Sometimes even worse than before. I'm not tlaking about immediately after, but even an hour or two after the medicine's supposed to have kicked in. So! What have I learned through many years of trial and error???? Cough syrup doesn't work. So what happens every year? Mom yells at me to take the damned stuff anyway. And you all know me and hoe stubborn I am. I presonally don't like taking medicine. It's just wrong. Some part of me is convince the stuff is bad for you. So if the stuff doesn't even work, why take it? That's logical right? According to mom wrong. I'm just being stubborn. =scowls= Either way, I have yet to figure out whether those tylenol Cold pills work. I think they might, but not with significant results. But I'll take them because I'm not sure. Medicinal tea sucks but it feels good on the throat anyway, sleeping feels good only when you're sleeping, not after you wake up, and it sucks to be sick when Mom's around. =grumble= Why do I recover so slowly? Bad karma. that's my theory. Life's way of punishing me. Life says, "Bad Ev." So I suffer. Meh.
Music of the moment: Gackt - Speed Master
Fact of trhe moment: Fergot to update the imood thingie. Meh.
6:31 PM
mcvarmazi
what's your inner flower?
[c] s u g a r d
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btw, I uploaded 2 new songs. Baek Ji Young - Track 8 and Papaya - Track 4. Merf, I was going to upload Ses and BoA, but both were too big. =grumbles= So Paapya's the only bubblegum pop one up. But! Baek Ji Young sings a great song also. Nice Spanish flair. =grins= Two very fun songs. *cough* So either way, I'll think of other things to load later. Right now I crave a good fanfic... Hm... I haven't been to ff.n in awhile... =grins=
5:37 PM
Damn the orange ones!!!!! What is it about the orange that always blow up on me??? =frowns= *cough* Just a little bg info to let you all know what the heck I'm talking about. Btw, this is actually a Chinese thing since I don't think these things are very popular among American kids but anyway.
Jello cups. Yes peoples. Jello cups. Not those big Jell-o cups you get, but the leetle ones that come in the bucket. Long before the lychee cups came about and reintroduced me to jello cups we had the plain ones with no chunks insade. 4 colors: red, orange, yellow and green. Yes, I can hear millions of Chinese kids going, "Oh those things." Boring, pretty much flavorless. We've all pretty much grown up with them. Anyway, Mom bought a bucket when I was sick and here I am eating them because she doesn't want me eating anything cold. Bah. So! Remember how hard it was to open the damned things? I mean, the lychee cups are pretty easy but these... This is like torture in a funny color. Baaaah! And it's only the orange ones that splurt juice everywhere. I mean, I have a hard time opening the other ones, but only the orange ones splurt. Damn you for splurting!!!!
*cough* Either way, I'm really not mad, just slightly amused. Lol. today's Friday peoples. We need to celebrate. Ev survived the Friday. Yes thank the gods. I thought I would die today. 2 major tests and a quiz. Baaah. But! I think I failed both tests so ultimately, I failed. Bwah. We'll see next week ne? >.<
Music of the moment: Papaya - Track 4
Fact of the moment: Music being uploaded. Theme? Fun imitation pop music. I love it. I used to like American pop but I've moved to kpop and jpop. Peoples, this is real pop like we're used to it. But it's fun. (No ph this time b/c it's cool.) ^^
Angel Sanctuary - Phi - Knife of Romance (jrock)
Audiovent - The Energy (alt? rock? Meh)
Gackt - Sekirei (jrock - the coolest Gackt song in the world)
Nanase Aikawa - Do It (jrock - purtee cool)
Sakamoto Maaya - Call Your Name (jpop? meh... I just uploaded it)
Sakamoto Maaya - Getsuyou no Asa (jpop? my bitter song)
Yanzi Sun - Cloudy Sky (cpop? another melancholy song)
Phi is going down first followed by Audivent, Nanase and Yanzi. Gackt can stay because the song's so cool. But! The songs will be replaced only once I've thought of another song to upload. Once again feel free to ask for a song. I can't guarantee I'll have it but I love supplying songs. Dunno why... Also, I have a 5 mb limit (Aliah knows very well what I'm talking about. Blasted Kanaete. =grumble=) so anything over 5 mb I can't upload unless someone wants to buy me a premium account. ^^;;; j/k Sooo.... yeah, that's about it. Back to physics. =scowls=
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Call Your Name
Fact of the moment: It's not on endless repeat, I just push play a lot.
3:59 PM
Depressed... depressed... everyone's depressed. I got pissed of at Mom again. I-Chih prolly thinks I'm an evil bitch. =shrugs= Why argue with the truth ne? Grgh. So we're all depressed today are we not? I'm sinking lower. Scowling at my physics hw isn't helping much. Stupid physics hw. I read one of Mr. Granoff's explanations to one of the hw questions and it made absolutely no sense. Bah. =scowls= Hrmph. At this rate I'll be drawling, and eventually I'll develop into a full fledge Draco. =smirks= Not that I mind. But like I sad. Even he has a reason to be the bitch he is. I don't. I'm just spoiled. Go me. =scowls=
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Call Your Name
Fact of the moment: Need translation of this song! Bwaaaah! I only understand 2 words she sang, tomodachi - friend and sayonara - good bye. But you know what's funny? If I concentrate hard enough, I can ctually write the entire song in romanjii. How funny.
10:48 PM
Laura called at 9:30 in the morning. Gaaaaaah. Lucky for her, I was already half-awake. Merf. My cough's worse today. Merrrrrf. I can sing, but my throat closes off every once in awhile so I have to clear it. Tomorrow's going to be interesting. I hate clearing my throat in class since I'm going to have to do it every 2 minutes. =grumble grumble= Either way, I got the Spanish grammar stuff from Laura so I'm hoping my old Spanish notes will be good enough since she just gave me a brief outline. Meh. So! You all ready for school tomorrow???? =growls= I'm not. -.- Well... I better get a move on in hw. I need to cover at least half of my physics hw, finish my world hist hw, review my summer journal for that stupid test, read my anthro book, and study for Spanish. Grrrgh. Guess I should have worked faster yesterday. But! Laura's pissed off because I'm complaining about my work because she has a job. You know, she's right. She has as much work as I do yet she has a job to top it off. Yes, I have equal amounts of work since while she has that English journal, I have an entire anthro chapter. Baaaah. Anyway, we're both frustrated peoples I guess. And please!!! Make everyone go away! They won't leave!!!!! I want the people in my house to just go away so I can enjoy my last day of freedom panicking in peace! Is that so much to ask? Apparently so since everytime I ask for it, my mom gets hurt. Even tho she's always happy once I-Chih and I are at school. =grumble grumble= Must... shoot.. cheerful... people... in the... morning... Baaaaaah.
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Getsuyou no Asa
Fact of the moment: *snrk* Not only does it fit my mood, but the title is "Monday Morning"
Btw, from now on, unless mentiones otherwise, the song in my music of the moment is my current mood. Because music expresses moods better than that imod thing I have. Tho those are fun also. ^^
Oh, and I'm going to delete a the MKR song (unless I already have) and everything else will be deleted by tonight unless I have any objections k? Oh, and if there's room, my current mood music shall be uploaded since I love it and it's a super spiffy song.
Music of the moment: Gackt - Sekirei (on briefcase)
Fact of the moment: People aren't the same as before. No I do not want to kill myself but please do go away. And my true mood is reflected in Sekirei.
Zip ah dee doo dah!!! Zip ah dee day!! My oh my what a wonderful day! You now what's scary? We're singing that in choir. Prolly for Pop Show. October 4th peoples! But most likely going to be put back because our auditorium's being renovated. But! Everyone root for Aliah! She's going to audition in a trio singing an Aida song. Trangle of Love or something.... e_e Fergot. Bad Ev! =whack whack= *cough* Either way! Everybody root for her! Dunno how many slots there are, but prolly not many and I think there are going to be lots of auditioners... Mebbe not. It's just my guess since there are so many wonderful singers in choir. Eep. Aaaaaaannnnnd... People must give me Chinese songs! *cough* Okay... n/m Nobody reading this that I know of besides Aliah listens to Chinese sings. ^^;;;; But either way, I'm trying to make a Chinese cd, but I don't have enough songs! Soooo.... Yes.... And don't you dare suggest the Coco Lee song! =growls= I hear that one too much and it's not even that great. Anyway! =smiles brightly= I'm feeling better today. I still cough, my ears are semi-blocked depending on their mood, and my throat's all phlegm-y, (you prolly didn't need to know that) but that's okay! Because I should be better by Monday! Everyone clap for me! Yeeeee! ... Unless I jinx myself. Hoeeee... But! =waves around index finger= What the heck does xiang nai er mean? e_ev It'd be wonderful if I got an answer but I expect most of your are just extremely confuzzled. Lol. =smiles= Anyway.. I think I'm writing too much for my world hist thing... I'm on reading 6 and I've already written a little less than 4 pages. (front and back counting as one page) But! guess what? Forgot to bring home my Spanish grammer!!!!! wait... is it grammar of grammer???? Oh nooooooo... I'm losing it! Can't spell!!!! Gaaaah!
Music of the moment: Anything on my Chinese mp3 list.
Fact of the moment: I'm ending this entry before I start typing everything wrong as a result of poor spelling. (not just typos)