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Music of the moment: Baek Ji Young - Track 8
Fact of the mment: I'm trying to wake myself up.
6:33 PM
I felt normal for 10 minutes, then everything got worse. Bah. I decided to dance around and after I finished, I was breathless and happy. ... For 10 minutes. That's it. Baaaaaah. Right now I feel as if someone's holding onto my brain and squishing it to the rythmn of my pulse. "Ouchie ouchie ouchie." My head and chest are over heated but I'm cold. How odd. My head is so overheated, my ears radiate heat. Soo fun you know. =grumbles= I'm drinking more water than I ever have in a month and it doesn't seem to be helping since my lips seem to be getting more and more chpped. Baah. Dun get it. But! I don't think I have the West Nile Virus. (Yes I worried about that.) Because I've had this sickness before. What is it? Gods know. =grumble= I just need to be better by Monday. Must be better.
Music of the moment: Nothing since I'm plugging my ears with my fingers every once inawhile to cool them off.
Fact of the moment: Yes, I know that's strange but my fingers are cold while my ears are burning.
Aliah's blog works now. Guess it was just my compie.
12:12 PM
Bah, my eyes are gonna pop out of my head. >.<
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11:28 PM
Oi! I bet that made no sense. I reread my entries because I'm bored and I found out I said my bus stop was on Shepard and Banks. Lol! I live on Banks! Eeep. I meant to write Shepar and Sunset. K peoples? Meep. Gomen ne. But! I've managed to look absolutely miserable every day after school so she offered to drop me off at Hazard and Banks on the way home! We can't change it in the morning b/c one person's riding at the stop besides me now. Phweeeeeee... *couuugh* Bah. Btw! Cool song! is Blur - Song 2!!!! In case you all don't know, that's the whoo hoo song that lasts about 2 minutes. It's pretty old, but I love this song so much! (It's on the buzz btw.) So anyway, I better get back to my hw. I have so much and I'm doing it so slowly that I have to get started now.... After I check up on the mangas. ^^;;;;
Music of the moment: Blur - Song 2
Fact of the moment: I hate hw. I'm sure that's universal.
11:01 PM
>.< Grrrgh, I feel horrible. I'm sick peoples. Mom says I have an extremely weak immune system. I get back to school only to be sick. Merf. Life sucks I swear. Right now, I feel like a blanket's been wrapped around my head. Everything's all muffl-y... If that makes any sense. Bwah. I have until Monday to recover. Must recover by Monday.... Merf. If I don't, I dunno what Mr. Marshall's (choir director) gonna do to me. I can probably sing, but I'll kill my voice box that way and I dun wanna do that. So! Did I mention choir's scary? =nod nod nod= It is. Everyone's so good! Everyone's singing beutifully and if you listen carefully you'll hear me going, "Squeak squeak skreeeech squeak squeak." Merf. But! I signed up for voice lessons so I should improve. Mebbe not by a lot, but enough to stop the damned squeaking! Bah. If I get better by Monday. =growls=
Music of the moment: Baek Ji Young - Track 8
Fact of the moment: Happy music for an unhappy person.
Oi, is it just me, or does Aliah's blog just not work? Meh? I even went to the main site and that won't work either! o.O? Rah.
Shniffle. Cough. Haaaaack.
2:03 PM
Puu =clap= Puu =clap= Puu!!!!! =giggles maniacly= Yes, Ev has it on endless repeat. :3 Puu puu!!!!! Dooot... heh heh heh
Grrdink grrdink grrdink =stomp stomp stomp= grrdink grrdink grrdink =pause O.O = PHWEE!!!!
lol, I think that's it... ^^;;; Fergot it actually. I saved the conver tho. Btw, to those of you that aren't named Aliah or Niara, that was the Mangoberry dance. Invented with the help of Nia and hyperness. Aliah was our unfortunate audience. Heh heh heh. Either way, YWAM. O.O Now I can't hate Ethan! Dammit! I need to hate someone on that stupid comic (Gomen Aoi-sama) and Ethan was the easiest since Ken and Suoh were supposed to be together!!!! =scowls= Stupid Ethan. Bah. But I can't hate him. =growls= =mumble grumble= But! Arcana.... Oooooooo... How does she get everything to sparkle like that!!!!!!!!!!! ;_; Az's hair glows I swear! =cries= gods it's depressing. But! But! But... =cries some more= Cursed Moons came back off hiatus after about a month only to NOT update. =cries some more= What happens??????? Cross died!!! He can't! What happened???????? Nooooooooooooo.......
*cough* Either way, that was my thing about online mangas. The only person who has anyclue what I'm talking about (prolly) is Neko-chan. Eh hee hee hee he hee heeeeeeeeeee. *cough* Who is Neko-chan? =shrugs= It's up to her. I get to go to dinner with Dad tomorrow. Bah. Not too pleased but oh well. I hope Fooni likes her gift... ^^;;; She likes stuffed animals and.. Well, I thought the dog was really really cute. ^^;;;; If she doesn't like it I'll steal it. But! She ahs the same birthday as I do! So the "Chang" family legacy lives on! Mom was born in August. Dad was born in August, I was born in August, Fooni's born in August, I think the old house was bought in August... I know a lot of important things they did happened in August too. Lol! If I get a cat, I actually might consider naming it August. Lol! Poor August. Mebbe I'll do some research and find another way to say August instead. Or a parallel month. Hee...
Music of the moment: MKR - Mokona no Yume
Fact of the moment: Yes it's still on repeat.
La la la la Puu puu puu puu! La la la la Puu puu puu puu!!!!
Music of the moment: Yami no Matsuei - Devil's Trill
Fact of the moment: Shinigami!!!!! *.*
6:05 PM
Puu puu puu puu???? Puu puu puu puu!!!! =giggles insanely= Can you believe I made it? eh??? Hoeeeee.... So! School is... eeeeeevil. Eeeevil I tell you. Eeevil. I hate it! Bah. Either way, want my schedule? Okees, lesse if I can do this thing out of memory...
Spanish 4 IB/AP
Anthropology
World History IB/AP
Chorale
Physics PAP
Pre Calculus PAP
English 4 IB/AP
Hour lunch between 4th and fifth as usual. So! Erm... I'm late ever single day! =cries= But, my bus driver's really really nice so I can't really hate her. Bah. I was the only one riding this afternoon so she was nice and dropped be off on my block. (At my old bus stop.) Wel talked for the whole trip so I found out some stuff about her. But she's really nice. =smiles= That's good. I finally get a nice bus driver. =beams= No if only she could be more on time... =grins= But she said she'd be coming earlier to pick me up on Monday! Hopefully we'll be earlier ne? A lot earlier... Like when school actually starts? >.< *siiigh* I'd be patient... But I'm missing a lot in Spanish and it's an AP/IB class. But! I'll stop boring you with what you all already know ne? (I've been complaining about it all week Rion, gomen ^^;;;) Sooooo-ooooo!!!!!
Choir's very intimidating. I need to make new friends in that class. I'm alienated in the Soprano section. And I don't learn music very quickly so I dunno why he put me in this choir! He was really pissed off at us today. we were singing this one section wrong so he corrected us. I fixed my error but there was someone still doing it. Either way, he threatened to kick the singer out of choir into the Belle chorus if she didn't fix it. I had no clue who it was and since everyone had no clue and I didn't hear it, I thought it was me. Oh gods I was so scared. If he had looked at me while he was talking I would have started crying but he was busy looking at the people behind me. Good gods. Even then my eyes were tearing up at the end but I got that under control while putting up my folder. So! Choir? It's difficult. At this rate, he'll be screaming at me soon. And i'll be shoved into Belle choir. Belle choir can't be all that bad can it? I mean, I thought Prep choir was the worst, but Aliah said that Belle Choir's like Prep Choir now and Prep Choir just doesn't do anything. Erk. I'm gonna die. But! I'm going to try my best not to lose hope. I mean... He put me in there for a reason right? Besides, I signed up for the voice lessons so I can do nothing but get better... I think... Just hope to gods I don't get sick. Or else he'll kill me. Last time I checked, you sing no matter what. If you lost your voice, tough noogies, you lip sync until he catches you.
Anthropology class is pretty hard, but the new teacher changed it from the stupid blow off class it used to be, to a really tough class. So! It's okay. I don't mind too much... I just have to manage time better. But it's a cool subject. =grins= Teacher's cool too. She makes fun of everything. Hee hee.
Okay, the rest of the classes are just really really demanding. So I get to run around in circles panicing while doing hw. Bah. Bah. Hold on... Must play insanely happy music. Also, I'm loading the Gackt song Aliah wanted!!!! (If Aliah's still reading this... Dunno if she does...) Well, I haven't loaded it yet, but after I upload this I'll immediately sign up to briefcases and upload it so mebbe in half an hour it'll be up? okees, I'll go now k? K. Ja ne!
Music of the moment: MKR - Mokona no Yume
Fact of the moment: We only use 10% of our brain!!!! Yeah, I know. Everyone already knows that but... Wow... It still shocks me. Imagine what we could do it we used 50%!!! Or even 100%!!!! Thinking about it, why do we only use 10%?
Yup... Dead. Grrraaaarrrrgh!!! First day of school and I already am in tears. Minky helped me calm down tho. So now I'm only mildly stressed. wait 'till I go to sleep tonight. More panicking for me. Gods please let the bus come on time. I can't afford to miss Spanish. Anyone out there reading. I don't care who you are, pray for me in whatever way you pray. To whatever god. Just pray for me. And maybe I'll feel better tonight. =smiles sadly=
Music of the moment: Gackt - Sekirei
Fact of the moment: We're having a phun lab on thursday. Yes, you read it right. "phun" Our physics teacher uses that phrase a lot. "phun" =giggles madly=
Songs on Briefcase are
Magic Knight Rayearth - Mokona no Yume (Mokona's Dream) Just a warning on this, it's a hyper song. Ask Niara.
Nanase Aikawa - Do It The absolute coolest!!! femail jrocker there is so far. =cackles= Wow I love this song.
2 days to die.
7:14 PM
Scrollbars! =points= I think they look kinda dorky, but I always wanted to fix the color so there you go. Mmph. =rubs eyes= Tired. Ah well. Mmph. I'm too lazy but I'll update the whole damn site again. =mutters= I have yet love all these developments. I make my site look nicer, but then I have to reload every single html page I have. Baaaah! =grumbles=
Music of the moment: Audiovent - The Energy
Fact of the moment: My bus stop's on Shepard and Banks. That's about 10 blocks away. To make it better I have the same route number. Gods I hope it's not the same driver.
2:09 PM
=grins happily= My current favorite American song! audiovent - The Energy. Cool spiffy song. Mm... Bwaha ha ha!!!!!! I love all these new punk groups coming out. The Hives, The White Stripes and The Strokes. =grins= Hyper punk. =grins happily= So! What am I doing? Stalling. yes, I'm stalling. Make any sense? Bah. It's illogical but I'm stalling. SDun wanna work!!! Bah. you know what's gonna suck. After college we're on our own. Bah. That sucks. I'll have to work. As in a job. But what job. Gods! I'll have to apply for a job! And I'll have to go out a lot. Into the scary sun! Lol. Oaky, the sun's not so bad. It's actally just the work part. I'm lazy. Lazy lazy lazy and erm... =shrugs= Stupid. Yes stupid. =nod nod= That has nothing to do with anything but I thought it was a nice adjective to add ne? Bah.
Music of the moment: The Hives - Hate to Say I Told You So
Fact of the moment: I'm not celebrating my bday okay? No way. Too depressing. Sorry guys.
2 days to die
11:14 AM
Mom and I-Chih are leavingsoon for a church ping-pong tournament. It's just for fun and since they'll prolly drag on for 4 to 5 hours, Mom said I don't have to go. Creeps me out tho because I offered to go and for once Mom said I didn't have to. Like she's testing me. eep. Either way, I've decided to stay home because I'll get the whole house to myself! that and I need o focus on the damned book. ^^;;; Yes, Ev is screwing herself over again. See if I care ^^;;;;;; And um.... Um... =shrugs= Dunno what else to say. Ja!
Music of the moment: Arai Akino - Search for Time
Fact of the moment: Both Akino and Maaya write their own lyrics. Or at least usually do. Akino has also worked with Yoko Kanno (Dunno which is her first name. Gomen!) But Maaya more because all of her albums except for Easy Listening was produced by Yoko Kanno. Except, Easy Listening was also produced with lots of help from Yoko Kanno. (Inori's a cooool song peoples!)
2 days to die.
12:29 AM
Okay, btw, I'm updating now because I prolly won't have time to ever redo my site look for a long long time and I think having my site on at vs 1.1 for 4 months will be a very sad, pathetic thing. ^^;;; So! Hope you like. Ja.
Music of the moment: Gackt - Mizerable
Fact of the moment: This song sounds happy until you read the lyrics. Bwah.
12:22 AM
Accomplishment! Well... It's not very well made. If you minimize things, things tend to vanish... >.< Hooee... Either way, I don't like the banner very much anymore. Too blank ne? Bah. But I do love the entrance picture. Eeeeeee... So! Hold of, lemme add the credits and I'll post this whole thing. If I forgot to load something or something's wrong, lemme know k? Arigatou.
Music of the moment: Ayumi Hamasaki - Free and easy
Fact of the moment: Pink is an okay color.
Music of the moment: Arai Akino - Kanaete
Let me go...
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Getsuyou no Asa
Fact of the moment: I really need to get a translation of this song. It fits my stormy moods perfectly.
2:04 PM
Fucking hell!!!!
Ev's pissed
No shit!
Figures.
Shut up!
Why?
Grrrgh. Unless you can stop the blasted window from leaking go away.
Don't you like leaky windows?
=glares coldly at her= If you don't shut up-
What will you do?
=growls= Omae o korosu.
=sarcasm= So scared Ev. You can't kill me and you know it.
There's one way...
You wouldn't you're too weak.
=snarls=
No Ev! You can't!
=scowls & snaps at her= I can't? You mean I won't! She's right. I'm too weak. Ugh!
=pats Ev on the head= It's okay to be weak.
=swats her away= Fuck off.
Music of the moment: Sakamoto Maaya - Getsuyou no Asa (Monday Morning)
Fact of the moment: Do you know now?
1:12 PM
She's sad again?
Her mother again.
What happened?
Her mom wants her to make a 1400 on the SAT.
Aack. How's she going to do that?
=shrugs= She can barely make a 1300.
So she's depressed.
She already was depressed.
Can we help?
No one can
Why not?
Because no one cares.
This again?
You read?
Of course I did! How can you expect her guardian not to read!!!! I care about her and all you're doing is depressing her even more!
She needed it.
=snort= No she didn't. You needed it.
She's not an innocent. Don't waste your time.
YES she is!!!!!
=stares coldly= Whatever
=glares= She is.
Shows how much you know.
Music of the moment: Gackt - Sakai Story
Fact of the moment: What do you know? Shut up.
4 days to die.
Music of the moment: Akino Arai - Kanaete
Fact of the moment: yes, it's on endless repeat.
7:21 PM
I wonder... Sometimes... I just... Don't know... I wish... I wished... But I know now. It's too late for me isn't it?
Music of the moment: Akino Arai - Kanaete
Fact of the moment: And who will understand?
12:50 PM
I'm getting better at coping ne? I'm being ignore and yet... I'm still happy. Must be the hair... =mnutter mutter= Hair styles change my mood significantly. Dunno why. =shrugs= I really high ponytail makes me hyper but wavy hair.. =grins maniacly= I decided to braid my hair after I washed and tho I know I don't look good with wavy hair, it's a cool feeling. After you unbraid it your hair is soooo soft. Eeeeeeeeee.. Ah well. Wavy hair for Evies!!
"And dreams that shatter. Let it break into a thousand pieces."
Music of the moment: Lia - Disintegration
Fact of the moment: Waaaabaafet! =grins=
8:48 PM
Eeep. First of all, Orange Strawberry Banana juice tastes like yogurt. But somehow, as a result of my brilliance, I have discovered that orange stawberry banan juice with root beer tastes like bubble gum. e_ev. Meet Ev. =shove= She's insane. =doggy-like Ev nods happily= =yoinks her away= Anyway, I have a song I like! Bwah, big news ne? ^^;;; Yes, I'm bored. You know what? I got sick of the SAT today, so I kinda blanked out in the middle of the rpactice test I was doing yet I managed to do better than my last 2 tests. Where's the logic in this? I dun get it!!!! Bwah. Either way, mebbe I shouldn't pay attention more often ne? Eep. You know what? I did better on the SAT tests the first two times and then it slowly went down. 200 point difference!!!! Woaw. I hope I do likw my first test on the real thing. As much as I hate college junk mail, I don't get any so I'd like to at least know colleges like me ne?
Music of the moment: Audio Vent - The Energy
Fact of the moment: Waaaabafet. =Ev grins toothily=
11:51 AM
Yatta!!!!! Victory is mine! Bwah ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!! I was thinking of taking Japanese 1 in replace of Geo II, but I can't because of choir. So! I asked my counselor, Ms. Raby, whether there were any other available electives and she siad Anthropology was open again! Yeeeeaaaaah!!!!! So I'm in Anthropology!!! I have no clue what we're going to do but I heard it was a fun class. Better than Geo II at least ne? =grins= Mebbe next semester I can get Psychology. =grins= Heh heh heh. Hopefully there will be no more complications when picking up my schedule. ^^;;; Heh... Either way, I'm happy.
Music of the moment: Utada Hikaru - Hikari (PLANITb Mix)
Fact of the moment: Did you know they're comparing Hikki to Britney Spears? =wrinkles nose= Except she's very very very different. More academic and modest. =grumbles= But! She has a song on the Rush Hour 2 soundtrack!!!! Anyway, the "Britney Spears of Japan" is a million times better. =smirks= Take that silly American pop music peoples! Hah! Oh btw, hopefully with her lead we'll get more Asian girls and guys in the American music business. I'll be soo happy if it hapens. =grins= (Yes, I'm biased. Bwah.)
12:52 PM
I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!! Miss me? =grins happily= Found out what was wrong. apparently, our new DSl decided to give us a firewall. =grumbles= Blasted... =grumble grumble= Either way! I'm back! But as you can see, I faithfully made entries full of typos! Heh heh.. Let me know if there are any broken links. I tried to upload this as fast as possible. ^^;;; And do you like it? I'm very proud of it. = nod nod= I need to add a few things like a counter and a guestbook but that'll be worried about after I upload this again. Okees? Yay!!!
Music of the Moment: Chikyuu Shoujo Arjuna - Time to Die
Fact of the moment: Yoko Kanno's the coolest! Bwah ha ha ha!!!!
Lol! Mom's strange. ^^;;; She demands I eat fruit all the time. So she washed a peach for me. I was standing next to her talking to her sipping on my funky juice and she put it on a plate and said, "See, I even put it on a pretty plate and now I'm going to put it on your desk." I asked why she couldn't jsut give it to me and then she said, "Because then you're not going to eat it!" Lol! Apparently, if I'm drinking juice, I won't eat the peach yet somehow, if she puts it on my desk, I'll eat it no matter what. e_ev Ah well. dun really care about eating the peach. Hm... Must find fanfic to read. I'm currently on a HeeroxDuo streak. Oooh! Here's a list of the fanfic pairings I've been reading in chrono. order. I only read one ship at a time so that's pretty convenient. Antway, here goes!!!
Gundam Wing: After Colony - Heero x Relena
Dragon Ball Z - Vegeta x Bulma
Card Captor Sakura - Syaoran x Sakura
Card Captor Sakura - Tomoyo x Eriol
Harry Potter - Draco x Ginny
Harry Potter - Draco x Harry
Megami Kouhosei - Heiad x Zero
Fushigi Yuugi - Tasuki x Chichiri
Gundam Wing: After Colony - Heero x Duo
See... I don't like relena. I never really did. It's just Black rose (fanfic author) wrote these wonderful fics but she only paired Heero with Relena! But since she wrote so well, I began to like Relena. Fancy that eh? But now that I've read some 1x2 fanfics Relena can just die. I'm trying to avoid Black Rose's fanfics since they're so wonderful and I might be converted again. Bah. That's be awful. As for Draco with Ginny and Harry... See, I like both pairings, but I like Ginny with Draco even more. Bwah ha ha!!!!! So anyway, I'm going to go find a fanfic. wonder if. ff.n is working. It never works very well, but it's worse at night. Bah.
7:54 PM
Downloaded Winamp3 and hated it. Grgh. The only cool thing I found was the crosstracker. That was really spiffy. =grins= What is does is blend the end of the song and the beginning of the next song together. Spiffyness. But it wasn't enough to convince me to keep it. =growls= The playlist was all funny and the visualization was delayed. It could be that it was set to refresh later, but I couldn't find out how to chage it. Also, all the skins I downloded only worked for the main screen and equalizer! Also!!! (Yes there's more) It seems to have a lag with it that I have a sneaking suspicion slows down my compie. Bwah. So all in all, I deleted and happily am using my "old" 2.78 vs of Winamp. Bwah ha ha ha. It's good enough for me ne? Anyway! I found another advantage to having DSL! I can listen to online radios now! HAH!!! So I went to Winamp and found the first Japanese radio station. It plays Jpop and anime songs. =grins= But... This song is lame... Mr. Children. Bah, dun like him. >.< I'll go look some more.
Mmm... Hitomi... =grins= Me like Hitomi. She's cool ne? Bwah ha ha!!! Either way, this inspires me to redo my profile... Hm... =browses down the file to her profile section= ^^ =cackles=
Eventaully, the father's going to become self-riteous. The mother's only weak point is her son. So once she realizes he's been kidnapped, she cries non-stop. Finally, the police search pulls to a close. She get's hysterical. she curses the police to hell (not literally) and tries to get a PI to help her. None will help since it's a hopeless case and she scares them. ("He's still alive!!!! I know it!!!!" "Mam... That might be true but as I said. I can't-" "I don't care! Find him or I'll...") You get the idea. hysterical mother. So! Here, I'll try to write the dialogue.
Mother: =is sobbing at the kitchen table clinging desperately to her son's picture=
Father: Oh for God's sake!!! If I say he's alive will you shut up?
Mother: =loks up frantically wiping away tears= How do you know? He could be dead!!!!
Father: He's safe.
Mother: =quickly rushes to Father and sobs some more=
Father: The hell's wrong with you???
Mother: He's all right!!!!! Wait... How do you know know? What happened to him?
Father: =beams= I shipped him off to military school!
Mother: What?
Father: You heard me! He's gone! Vanished to where the big boys are. the governments going to shape him up! And if he doesn't shape up, I hope he deis. Good for nothin' pansy. I swe-
Mother: =slaps him & shrieks= How could you???? He's too young! He'll die!!! =gasps= And you-
Father: I did what was good for him! He was too weak! How can you live with yourself watching as everyday, he becomes more and more sucked into that damned computer of his!!! What about friends???? What about a real life? =Mother opens mouth as if to speak= Oh no, don't you dare talk about that girl friend of his. She's just as messed up as he is if not worse! If you ask me, this is the right thing to do. The military wanted him. They say he has promise. No one else will. they all see him like I so I took the oppurtunity to make him better! Stronger! Don't you see??? It's for the best! =looks at wife expectantly=
Mother: =suddenly quiet and detatched= He'll be different.
Father: Better!
Mother: Better...
Father: Stronger!
Mother: Stronger... =eyes slowly drift down to the sodden picture of her son. She smiles and wiped away the slightly drying tears from his face. Whispers with emotion this time= Welcome home son...
Father: He'll be a real son! My son. =beams=
That was the start of it all. It gets worse and worse, but anyway here's what's going on with her. She believes her son has come home. Oooh it's creepy. She speaks to him as if he's really there when he really isn't. =shudder= Always did hate those kind of stories. Since the father's had his dandy little break through, he's out of the house a lot now. The mother never notices though. She thinks of him as a little bg character in her life. So! what's the father up to? Real slime ball. Has a maiden on the side. You get te idea. But... What about the girl??? Wow I wrote a lot. Let's see here...
After he vanished, she's been depressed. She'll never find out he was taken by the military until later. She spend her time now sitting under the tree always on the brink of crying just remembering their conversations. She sometimes interacts with her mother, but it's kind of creepy. She realizes his mother has gone nuts and she also realizes his father goes out with other women know. She knows everything that goes on in his home, but she never really thinks about it. She's unconsiously observant. =grins= Love those kinds of people. Oi!! More about her! Okay... She only lives with her... Her father. Yes. Father. I'm hooked on father's right now. Her mother is dead. Died in a car accident when she was young. She has excellent memory so she reemmbers flashes of her mom too. Either way, he father's very very busy, but he's very loving. Too bad he's not around tho. he's got a billion of flaws, but that's okay. He's your basic clumsy, clueless loveable character. either way, about her... she likes to draw and sing and play the piano. Anything artistic and musical. She'll go out side if it's inspiring to her, but she usually doesn't. She has a few other poepl she hangs out with, but she calls them her accuaintances when she speaks of them. She's the shadow of the group I guess you could say. M... Don't have much else to say about her. Need to type what's going to happen...
He comes back after the war. Ecept he's really really different. the military really has changed him. Since this is a pretty contained war (more secrecy and sneaking around) and it's more tech baed, the use him as like a computer hacker. Alway imp. But to get on the scene he still needs to be a really good soldier. Anyway, he returns really really silent and stiff. Like heero! (Aren't I original?) His father ignores him and so does his mother. His mother refuses to acknowledge he exists and continues to speak to the invisible son. did I mention it's creepy that the invisible son never grows up? And the mother falls into a sequence. Occassionaly she'll accept disruptions, but very rarely. She'll have thesame conversation depending on what day it is, with the "son" and if he's supposed to be out somewhere, like with Her, the mtoher wil ignore her if she sees her. Make any sense? Bwah. Need to work on SAT right now. I'll print this out and write some more. =grins= Ja!
Music of the moment: Nothing becuase I'm about to eat dinner.
Fct of the moment: Life bites.
Oh, you know what else I figured out? Yoko Kanno doesn't really have her own laguage like me, Aliah or Rion, but more like an abstract language. For example, if she feels the song has a certain laguage feel to it, she'll make the singer "babble" in something that soungs like that language. Like me and Aliah do to confuse Niara. That's is sooooooooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!! :DDDDD So now I listen to this CD with new ears since the majority of this cd is in her "abstract" languages. Bwah ha ha!!!
Music of the moment: Chikyuu Shoujo Arjuna - Cloe
Fact of the moment: Yoko Kanno's the coolest!!!!!
4:04 PM
One of these days... I swear... One of these days I'm going to bomb this school. =grumbles= Bellaire's screwed up. Our electives suck. And I'm stuck in deep shit because of it. Call me racist, but I don't want to be stuck in a home ec class or a business class because it's boring and a lot of black and hispanic people use it as a blow off class. =grumbles= I'll be the only asian there. That would blow. Se, I signed up for Web Mastering last year and psychology, anthropology and sociology as my back ups, but they were all fully booked so my counselor shoved me into Geography II. Geo II is a heavy work AP. My schedule's hard enough. I'm talking all AP classes. That mean super difficult physics, English, Spanish 4, pre-cal, and world history. Then I have choir for happiness andwhat was supposed to be web mastering. But no... Now I have another AP class. Oh gods. The homework I will have!!!! I'll die I swear. I'll die. So! MY solution! Drop to 6 classes! But no. No no no no no no no no no no no. Mom says no. Can you tell? Yup, she said no! So! What happens? I die. Yup. I die. and life will be over as I know it. Because I'll either be stuck in another moronic class that I have to endure with as much patienceas I can like health, or suffer through hell in Geo II. Life bites. And no, there is not such thing as life spray.
Music of the moment: CD: Arjuna into the another world (typo intentional)
Fact of the moment: The only thing cheering me up is this new CD I bought. It's from Chikyuu Shoujo Arjuna. It's really spiffy! By Yoko Kanno!!!! But... Life still bites!
Music of the moment: Remnants of Yoko Kanno's Yogen Sha bouncing around my head.
Fact of the moment: I'm lonely.
12:17
Bah. =rubs eyes= Mmm tired. I woke up at 9 this morning and went downstairs in case I-Chih decided to tutor me this morning. Except he never woke up. So I was in a foul mood this morning and tried to read some more of the blasted book.I did two more sections and went upstairs and fell asleep. I vaguely remember having a dream about my period starting so I'm not preparing myself for it. =shrugs= You never know. Mebbe it will start today. It's time anyway. Graaah. My brain's all foggy. I sometimes wish I-Chih weren't here so I coud wear whatever I want about the house. That's silly since Mom said he wouldn't care, but I'm paranoid anyway. So...I can go marching around in my tiny tank tops. Bwaaaah. Sucks since they look cool. I';m making myself feel better by wearing them under my clothes. Hee... =yawn= Mmmph. Gonna go grab somejuice. Tired...
Music of the moment: Nanase Aikawa - Owaranai Yuma
Fact of the moment: Nanase Aikawa's my most favorite jrocker!!! Above Gackt!!! Woaw...
I went shopping today. (again!) Bought some nifty clothes. =grins happily= See, I think I'll never post this because I lvoe being able to type anything I want to. *sigh* But I am proud of this layout... Oh1 Clothes! I bought 2 camis and a tank top!!! Bwah ha ha!!! Oh and 1 sleeveless shirt that I like. But... Ano... I won't be able to wear any of those to school... Eh hee... ^^;;; But anyway, I like this tank top. It has a built in bra. So nifty.... =grins happily= Life is good right now. I got really hyper today after the church thing... So I ended up spouting out random things in Chinese. =beams= And I learned how to say "you're crazy" in Japanese! Ano... I forgot!!! It was "Anata wa..." calingo? Nooooooo.... Aaaaack! I fergot! Shame on me!!! I'll remember eventually I guess.... Bah. Oh well. It was funny. Inside joke with me and mom. I like shopping with Mom. I think I tire her out when I'm like this but I guess it's good since when w're like this we're not angry but happy... Well at least I am. Does that count for anything? I makeher laugh! I lvoe making mom laugh. It's so easy for Mom to laugh yet somehow I make her cry more than laugh. I dun get it. I'm not that bad am I? I guess I am... Merf. Life bites. Just not right now. =grins= Prolly should workon my project since I'm so damned happy...
Music of the moment: Various CCS songs.
Fact of the moment: Spirit sprinkles!!!!
6:35 PM
Hurricane warning. =glares at weather= I was supposed to go shopping. =grumbles= Next thing you know, everything will flood again and my pictures will be ruined at Eckards. =scowls= That would be bad you know. >.< We went to the church today to celebrate the church's 21st anniversary! >.< We actually went to see I-Chih sing. They were better this time. =smiles a leetle= I was pinned as a typical ABC (American born Chinese) again. =scowls= "Just like an ABC she doesn't like this. Just like an ABC she doesn't do this." =scowls= Mom made me feel better by saying I wasn't a typical ABC. She says they just don't know me. Hmph. she says it's because I don't even look Chinese. Rah? I dun get it. to me, I look very Taiwanese. To everyone I know, I look very Chinese because they don't know the difference. To all of my mom's friends, I looks like I'm mixed. half American, half Taiwanese. Lol! I'm flattered thogh. Mixed asians are beautiful. But I'm not. =shrugs= Ah well. Sometimes I wonder about people ne? ^^;;; People are definitely strange. Hm... Either way, I have nothing to do now because if I go upstairs to do my project, I'll fall asleep and I can't focus downstairs because of the tv. =grumbles= Damn book. If it wasn't so boring I mgiht be able to finish it. =scowls=
Music of the moment: System of a Down - Aerials
Fact of the moment: System of a Down is American-Armenian I think... Or is it Armenian-American? Daaaaa... ^^;;;
Music of the moment: The sound of the gears in my brain slowly turning.
Fact of the moment: They need awhile to warm up.