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Once again life lands a harsh blow upon my life. I'm single once again heh....but that matters not. What matters is that evil still exists, and where evil exists I can grow stronger again... It's all these emotions of love and happiness that have opened my heart and left me in this weak, pathetic state that I'm in right now. I must say my life is like the song In the end by Linkin' Park. I do try so hard, but in the end it doesn't really matter. Nothing really matters in the end. The only positive note today is that I have my friends to be with during my time of need. I can't wait until Halloween, free candy! But if you want to know about anything not mentioned here, let me know. There's only so much I feel like typing in, and being that I hate most of you all because your part of a society that I've grown to hate...I really don't want to let you into more personal matters.
YOU LOSE...Good Day Sir!
-Matt |
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Date: 10-28-03
Time: 4:41 A.M
Mood: Depressed
Song: In The End
Character: Legato |
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Well I am now 20 years old. To my friends thanks for the best Birthday by far! It's been a couple months since Kazanjian backstabbed me and I've never had more friends since. I have never before seen allies who congradulate me for finally shrugging him off. But enough about him... Tonight I won 900 dollars from the Casino, which brings my total winnings this year from them to around 3,000. I can now complete my computer whenever my case arrives. Mmmm GeForce FX5900 *Drool*. It's great seeing Eric (Vegeta) again, he's all gothic and evil now so that's interesting. Nobody has seen me this happy in quite a while, so it's a welcome change. Hopefully I'll be updating this site more often, I've been both lazy and busy lately.
Oh yeah the new Mushroomhead CD comes out tuesday!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Night everyone,
-Matt |
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Date: 10-13-03
Time: 4:41 A.M
Mood: HAPPY
Song: In The End
Character: Heero Yuy |
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Well once again Chris Kazanjian has somehow managed to turn nothing into a tragedy. All because I didn't go to home depot with him to buy a shower head his mother broke. I was scummy and really didn't want to go and he flipped out on me. It's funny, because it's OKAY for him to do this, but when I turn one minor thing down he blows it up into something huge. I'm through with it. I wash my hands of this situation and move on with my life. I can't believe I was so blind all my life. Now my eyes are open. To all those I've hurt and didn't show remorse towards, I'm sorry. I chose the wrong path of life.
On a lighter note, I'm in love ^^. I won't say anything yet, but I think you know who you are hehe. I hope this relationship doesn't fail like the other two in my life where you have to go out and cheat on me like Sarah Prichard. Or dump me twice because I was depressed like Kathy Schilling. Ah well, those souls are in the past and may they get what's coming to them ten fold! AHAHAHA (I Take revenge upon all that cause me pain...or at least pray to God that he makes their lives hard!). I promise this much to you my dear...I will never cheat on you, abandon you or intentionally hurt you. I've got more class than that. Let our future shine as bright as the Soviet Star!!!!!!
Love you!
-Mattkins |
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Date: 8-11-03
Time: 2:13 A.M
Mood: In Love/Mad
Song: Solitaire Unraveling
Character: Darth Vader |
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Due to my friend Chris nagging me like a wife to update the site, I have done so. I have mixed feelings about Chris Kazanjian's return. On one hand it'll be nice to have a friend, but on the other.. When he meets a girl he will just act like I don't exist. My mom said not to bother going to Texas with him or where he plans to when he leaves college. Because he will only ditch me once again for a girl like he's done the past 5 times. It pisses me off sometimes, but I guess that's how he is. Enough bashing on Chris for one hour. Yesterday I ran 3 miles in 38min 41sec so I'm happy. Now I can say I did something instead of sit on my @$$ all my life. Oh well, I win!
Today a person I've known for years told me that she hated death metal. I flipped on her. She lets her kid listen to all sorts of rap and stuff but death metal has more point than rap ever will. The point is I don't like rap too much anymore. Except the Star Wars Gangsta Rap. Leave the rap to the people that wanna spend their lives in the gutters of the world. Death Metal and Rock and Roll forever!!!!
CHRIS KAZANJIAN WILL SAVE US ALL!
-Matthew |
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Date: 4-27-03
Time: 5:26 A.M
Mood: Loner/Sad
Song: Her Ghost In The Fog
Character: Legato |
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