You make it hard to breath
It's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
It makes me sad to think this could all be for nothing
I wish there was a way for you to see inside me
I've never felt this way
About anyone or anything
Tell me
What do I have to do to make you happy?
What do I have to do to make you understand
What do I have to do to make you want me?
But if I can't make you want me what do I have to do?
I know exactly what you're thinking
But I swear this time I will not let you down
I'm not as selfish as I used to be
That was a part of me that never made me proud
Right now I think I would try anything
Anything at all to keep you satisfied
God I hope you see what losing you would do to me
All I want is one more chance so tell me...
What do I have to do to make you happy?
What do I have to do to make you understand
What do I have to do to make you want me?
But if I can't make you want me just tell me, tell me?
What do I have to do to make you want me
What do I have to do to make you understand
What do I have to do to make you love me
If I can't make you want me just tell me
What do I have to do
...to forget about you...
I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So your searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I cannot save you; I can't even save myself
So just save yourself (save yourself)
I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
(I am just as fucked as you)
I cannot save you; I can't even save myself
So just save yourself
Please don't take pitty on me (5x)
My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
So if I must be lonely
I think I'd rather be alone...
(I think I'd rather be alone)
You cannot save me
You can't even save yourself
I cannot save you...I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself
Lost is all I will be
You are all I will be
Wasted.
Broken.
Promise.
Silence.
Lies.
I'm tangled and Broken
Left scattered on the floor
There peices
Can never make me whole
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my everything comes
Crashing down on me
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my fucking world comes
Crashing down on me
You wither
And you blister
I watch you burn and peal
It's not like you
Can save me
It's not like you even care
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my everything comes
Crashing down on me
This is where it falls apart
This is where it falls apart
I feel helpless as my fucking world comes
Crashing down
Crashing down on me
I'm finding it so hard to hold on (4x)
This is where it falls apart (12x)
I know I should have told you
I was so affraid you'd leave...
And now there's nothing left to say
Well nothing that you'd believe...
I never ment to hurt you
With things I couldn't say...
I promised you tomorrow
While denying you today...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart!
A darkness grpws inside me
I'm fading shades of grey....
All the colors in the world
Are slowely sucked away...
I'm sinking even deeper
To a world that's cold and black...
I can't believe I lost you
And you're never coming back...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart!
(Torn my world apart)
Soon the light will take me
And save me from my pain...
Cloak me in cold darkness
And help me lose your name...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart...
These lies have torn my world apart!
Torn my world apart (3x)
I try to feel the distance
That has grown between us
Open up as lonely as the space between the stars
I wish that I could find a way
To smash my fist right through these walls
Of emptyness
And uglyness
And gently touch your face
But every time I touch you
It feels so far away
And everytime you need me
I feel so far away
I see you silently beside me
Choking back your tears
I wonder if you recognize
The silence there that defines us
Desperatly I try to fight
This overwhelming sense that I
May never find the strength to change
How hopeless we've become
But every time I touch you
It feels so far away
And everytime you need me
I feel so far away
Can I feel so far away?
I feel so far away
I need to find a way to break this silence (3x)
That's between us
So I scream your name
I scream your name (2x)
But every time I touch you
It feels so far away
And everytime you need me
I feel so far away
And everytime that you reach out
You feel me pull away
And every time that I touch you, I touch you, I touch you
You feel so far away