Was it your voice I heard yesterday? It sounded like you were whispering to my ears, yet the sound wasn't mere music, it was a very relaxing symphony I have, so long, not heard. Why you? Why only now? Why when things have pacified? Why when I have finally learned how to smile... without you? But why your voice? It was all that I need to finally break it. My peace. My calm. Everything shattering with one powerful word, Hello. You could've used another word. You could've said nothing at all! Why Hello?!

Was that... a smile!? A what!? A smile? For me?! You must be kidding! There must've been a hundred more muscles yearning to move on your face rather than those which produces a smile! Surely, there must've been! A smile... for me? From you!? That sounds rather absurd, unthinkable! What have I done to deserve this torture? What have I done, for you to continue making me suffer? What have you? To make me feel this way? Shivering, cold, numb & at your mercy. Have you found what you've been looking for? Like mine suffering? My pain. To have seen you is rather a gift for me. For I always believed I'm unforgiven. My mistakes would have made the pyramids small in size. Even make them crumble.

Let me finish this. I heard your voice, it was happy. Your face, smiling back at me. It was more than enough to make me blush dark red. I missed the soul I lost when you left. Knowing that you're never coming back, I retreat my flattery for you. It was you all along, my birth and my bane.





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