Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
hello girly.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Hello
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:

Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
....did you tell anyone else about m n Valla?
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
nope
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
why?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
you sure? It's ok if you did...
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I promise. I didn't tell anyone
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
well. I got a message saying "You Lied, I'm never talking to you again ect." from Valla.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
....someone told.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
wtf! Who knows? I swear I didn't tell
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
*sigh* I feel like shit..
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I don't know anybody TO tell
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
oh well. ty girly.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
how was ya day?
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
it was long. why is she upset anyways?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I dont know...ive called her about 25 times....She keeps letting it ring out, and ive left voice messages...she wont send me back messages....
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
It was hard enough that we had to make it "secret." It made me feel like a joke.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I'm beginning to think it WAS a joke.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I can't believe this has happened.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
It had been so long since I had a gf....I wanted one so bad, just to talk to...
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I fell for it all...
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I want to die.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:

~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
awww... joe! don't be like that. Maybe she was just worried about the attitude towards her if she was found out for being in a "e-relationship"
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Still doesnt explain why she said I lied....and how she was told...
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
she doesnt even have the net at home any more...
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Who all knows right now
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
me and ben
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
anyone else?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
yeah.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
no.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
...I bet you ben told red
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
why would he do that?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Red hates Valla...
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
why?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Prob the same reason Valla hates red, they're just conflicting.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
LOL wtf? i thought they were friedns
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
*friends
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
or at least were
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Used to be.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Not any more.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I don't know, something happened on some trip or something.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
...*shrugs* I think valla mentioned something
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I think it was that red turned into a whore or something
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I dont know. All I know is that Valla knows everything about me....she knows EVERYTHING. I'm so scared she'll tell someone....if anyone finds out my stuff....I'm going to kill myself...
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Don't say that.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
How long have you two been talking?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I cant handle everything that's happening... Dad's in jail... I have no money... My family is self destructing, I like men (which is what I hate most) and now I've been dumped by someone who said they loved me...
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
We've been talking for months on msn/aim, but only 2 weeks on phone...
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Joe. If you kill yourself I can't even begin to describe how angry I would be. And life has it's lows. but it has it's high. She's just one girl. ONE GIRL. She's not the ONLY girl. there's more. And plenty of people who care about you
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
heh. I havent had a girl even dance with me for a year...she's one girl ONE GIRL that I thought wouldnt leave me. If I kill myself, I wont have to worry about secrets...or money, or family, or anything...
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
nothing will matter.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Not even the people you leave behind? Because we're the ones who have to miss you. WE'RE the ones who will cry and hurt and fear. We're the ones who are going to have to deal with that pain. Would you leave you'res to push it off on others?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I realise it's selfish. But when someone, or something is in so much pain, isnt it better to see them off? Then to have thm "live" through it, yet again. Hateful, and spiteful toward every living thing on the planet.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Yes. Because you don't know what lays ahead. In life or death. With life their's always a chance for something better... ALWAYS. But if you die then there's nothing. but people left behind. 
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Yes. Backstabbing, disrespectful people. And the few that you loved. Which I would stay alive for. But I can only be pushed so far.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Then change your life
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
Heh. wow, sounds SO easy when you say it like that.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
^sarcasm^
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I just think it's pretty retarded that you decided it just giving up is the way to go. ... without even trying to do something different. 
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
heh. what would you suggest i change? The 4 medications I take twice a day to make me lose my decrepid face? My clothing (which I just rebought about 4 months ago), My haircut? My attitude toward how much more I care about my friends? My Uni degree?
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I can only change material things....I can never change who i am.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I don't know. I'm not you. You know what it is that gets you, that pushes at you, that makes you feel like you're one step from jumping off the edge. 
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
I have to go now anyway, my roomate needs the net.
Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
she needs to study ect.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
I'll talk to you later then
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:

Plllague "I like to sniff" says:
ok, bye girly, thank you.
~Shauna~ *I hate everything about you, Why do I love you?* says:
Tata deary.