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Dec '03 to Jan '04

HEY ITS 2 DAY! CHRISTMAS DAY!
aint every1 happy?
i dont have much 2 say 2day...
i really dont like christmas
it sux-big time
i no u sayin u gettin presents is kewl
but if u aint happy it really sux!
thats all 4 2day kids
have fun n be happy!

dec 28th
hey its sunday
i have nothing to do
but go shopping
for video games that is....
im gonna finally buy diablo 2
yea its been out a while
but i can afford 20 bucks
dats all 4 2day have a nice sunday

jan 1st
omg! a new year
my last yr at hs!
im so scared of the future
and i laugh
WHAT FUTURE?
i have no future
im just stupid

jan 8th
wat a bore!
found out i am totally an idiot
wait i new that b4!
lol
u dont think...no...
im addicted to battle.net...?
i only play till 2 am
thats not 2 late
o well i dont care!
lol

jan 12th
gotta new site
da home of bianca
plz visit this site
n sign da guestbook
thx

jan 13th
yea life sux
take da easy way out?
im so stupid
oh well
i can try
n succeed?
i dont have much faith in myself
i cant do anything rite

feb 10th
havent wrote nuthin in a while...
i suppose my last entry was kinda...
well kinda depressing
i suppose thats how i always seem
im begining to wonder if ppl really read this
or if all that im writing is in vain
that nobody actually hears me
that im really truly alone in this life
yea i have friends, but i dont trust em
y? i dont think i really no
cept i dont think i ever really trusted any1
well just gimme some weed and ill be fine
at least until i remember y i wasnt happy in the 1st place
:( o well i dont care :(

feb 12th
life still sux
i try and try
sooner or later
sooner or later
wat an idiot i am
yeah
o well
it wont matter anymore
will it?
will the end to this come?
end to wat u ask
well its not that important
is it?
is wat?
im not making sense, am i?
is it that wrong?
i wonder?
and so i wonder
i think and think
and i do nuthin
end
of
my
life
is that really wat i want?
i dunno anymore
im so confused
im so sry
im so stupid
wat else can i say?
i no i missed my chance
i probably wont get it again
not the same
so will i leave?
y ru reading this, have u no life like me?
i have no life
hiding in my shell, i cant say wat i want to say
cant trust any1
*sigh*
when will this be done
will i survive or will i give in?
will i die?
I HATE THIS!
ima a little nobody
thats all that i am
change is so hard
so i go for the easiest way
is it?
it doesnt seem so easy to me
if i stop thinking and start doing...
but i cant seem to do that
i cant seem to do anything
useless i am
worthless i am
despair comsumes me
i should just stfu
never talk cuz everything i say is stupid
everything i do is stupid
everything i am is stupid
its true
cuz thats wat i believe
cant change, its 2 hard
*sigh*
restless inside
i wanna scream
someone answer me
wounds inside and out
consume me
save me?
do i want to be saved?
i dunno
i dont no anything
someone answer for me
plz
i cant make decisions
im too...
too stupid
on a lighter note...
there is no lighter note
darkness surrounds me
-end-

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