As far as I knew Rick had not been spanked since that first night either. I thought about it a lot at
first. I wondered why Rick put up with it. I mean he was a grown man. I figured that it must not
be abuse otherwise Rick would not want to stay with Jason. I knew they loved each other. I
mean you could be with them only a few minutes and know they loved each other deeply. Jason
was always smiling at Rick or patting his butt. Rick was always smiling at Jason and reaching out
to touch him in some way. This had to be the most healthy and loving relationship I had ever seen.
Not even my parents looked at each other the way Jason and Rick did. I know they had little
arguments but nothing like my Mother and Father had when I was growing up.

I also knew they loved me. Aside from teaching me things they were always touching me. Not in
a_s_e_x_ual way but just little pats on the head and hugs. Hugs and kisses were given freely in
our house. It was something that took me forever to get used too. I mean I had not been hugged
in years and I can never remember being kissed. Every time I left one of the more of both of them
I got a hug and a kiss on the forehead. At bedtime I got a kiss on the cheek, tucked in and read
to. I have to admit I enjoyed it. I also got little pats on my butt; it was nothing _s_e_x_ual just if I
did something right or passed by them they might swat me. I liked that too. Kind of made me feel
like I was a part of them.

I liked they way they took an interest in my life. They actually listened when I spoke and seemed
interested in what I had to say. I loved them both very much and sometimes wondered how I had
survived without them. It was still a bit weird to be hugged all of the time and as of yet I had not
told them I loved them. I mean they said it to me all of the time but I still had not said it to them. I
did love them but that was just too much to say at the time. I mean what if they decided they did
not love me and I had told them I loved them. OK I know I was being paranoid but when your
own Mother hates you it is hard to know others love you.

However, I was getting tired of being told what to do. I did not like going to bed at 10pm every
night and I really did not like being told what to eat. Like eat my vegetables and eat less junk
food. I was used to doing what I wanted. So of course there was trouble brewing within me. I
was also tired of school and homework. I mean I had spent what five years not going to school or
going very sporadically. I was just so tired of everything being on someone else schedule and not
mine. It all came to a boil on a Friday night.

"Eat those green beans." Jason said looking at my plate. "I did not give you that much to begin
with. It will not kill you to eat a spoonful of something you hate."

"No!" I said glaring at him.

"Chase," Jason said in a warning tone. "Do not talk to me like that and do not tell me no. Now eat
your veggies."

"Make me." I snapped.

"Chase Smith that is uncalled for." Rick said looking at me with a frown of disapproval on his
face.

I looked at the table but glanced at the two guys. They were both glaring at me. I was so mad.
Who the hell were they to ask me to eat this _s_h_i_t_? They know I hate green beans. Who
asked them to _f_u_c_k_ing care anyway?

"Chase I do not know what your problem is tonight but I suggest you lose that attitude
immediately." Jason said sternly.

I was so mad I jumped up said "_f_u_c_k_ you" and ran out of the house. I could hear Jason and
Rick behind me but I did not care I just took off. I ran towards a park near the house. Really I
had no set place I was running to; I just felt the need to run and get away from this structured life I
found myself trapped in.

Rick tackled me as I hit the grass at the park. We rolled and he ended up on top of me. I kicked
and screamed trying to get away from him. Jason was suddenly there and they were both holding
me down till I wore myself out and stopped throwing a fit.

After I wore myself out I just lay there and cried. Rick picked me up and held me in his lap as I
bawled. I did not understand why I was so upset or why I had acted as I did.

"Give him to me." Jason said.

Jason tired his best to calm me down. He stroked my hair and whispered loving things in my ear.
I was just so upset and I had no idea why. It took awhile for me to calm down . It had been dusk
when I ran out of the house and now it was dark. I finally stopped crying and then began to fear
for my little bottom. I knew that Jason would not let me get away with this type of tantrum. I also
knew that somewhere deep down inside I had decided to push him into spanking me. I wanted to
know if he would. I guess I wanted to know what my boundaries were and if he really cared
enough about me to stop my behavior.

"Better?" Jason asked using his shirtsleeve to wipe my tear-streaked face; after I had calmed
down and stopped crying so hard.

I nodded.

"Want to tell me what that was about?" Jason asked.

I shook my head no.

"Well," Jason said lifting me up and standing beside me. "You can either tell me here and now or
go across my lap and tell me. But I warn you little one you already have one hell of a spanking
coming and if I were you I would not want another one on top of it."

I looked down at my feet.

"Chase," Rick said hugging me. "You know you can tell us anything and we will not hate you,
right?"

I kind of shrugged.

"Rick is right baby," Jason said hugging both Rick and me. "Nothing you could ever do or say
would take our love from you."

"I don't know what is wrong." I cried. "I just feel trapped and oh I don't know.......it just feels
weird you guys are always around and I can't seem to get away with anything."

"Chase," Jason said with a smile on his face. He had turned me around to look at him. "Is that all?
Baby, you are not used to this kind of adult supervision. That is all. You are not trapped and no
one is going to hurt you."

"Tell that to my butt." I said pouting.

"Well baby boy if you do not want that little butt to hurt then you should not throw tantrums like a
five year old." Rick said.

"Chase," Jason said sternly. "You are right you are not allowed to get away with anything. I will
defiantly not put up with the attitude you have had all night."

I looked down at the ground and felt tears rising in my eyes.

"Baby," Jason said raising my face to look at him. "I know this is hard for you. You are doing
great but now you have pushed to far and I am going to bring you back into line. That does not
change my love for you or my feelings about you. I love you baby boy. I always will but that will
not save you from a sore bum if you do not act like a proper gentleman. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir." I whispered.

"Good." Jason said kissing my forehead and then pulling me along. "Let's go, it is time for your
first official spanking."

I was more than a little reluctant to go. I was now remembering how Rick had howled as his butt
was paddled. I was really regretting everything I had done tonight and no one had come close to
my butt yet.

"Corner now." Jason said as we entered the house.

I threw him a forlorn glance as I headed to the corner. He was unmoved by it and just pointed to
the corner. I stood there long enough to get bored. I was beginning to shuffle my feet and sigh
very loudly when Jason called me to him. I turned to him and then wished he had left me in the
corner. He was holding the hairbrush. I could already imagine the sting from that and in my mind I
seen Rick writhing in pain. I dragged me feet as I walked over to him. I glanced at Rick as I
walked towards Jason. He looked at me sternly and I realized that I would not be able to play
them against each other. I was due a spanking and a spanking I would get.

"Now," Jason said as he began to undo my jeans and pull them down. "I am very disappointed in
your behavior tonight young man. I am going to make sure you think long and hard before you
throw another tantrum like that."

With that he took me with my underwear still up over his knee and began to slap my butt with his
hand. As he slapped me he scolded me about my behavior.

"I am also not pleased with your language. If I hear another swear word come out of your mouth
I am going to soap it out for you." Jason said and slapped my thighs twice.

Oh that hurt. As of yet I had not cried but him hitting my bare flesh almost made me cry. I felt him
reach for the brush and I knew I was about to be in serious pain. My poor butt already felt on
fire.

"Kiddo," Jason said rubbing the brush on my butt. "I am going to give you twenty whacks for
what you did tonight. I want you to count them and if you lose count then we will start over.
Understood?"

"Yes sir." I sniffled.

Whack

"Owww One."

WHACK

"ohhhhh ow owo ow Two."

Oh this hurt a lot more than the hand spanking; even with my underwear on. I wondered how
Rick was able to take it bare.

"Threeeeeeeeeeee owowowowowowowowow."

"Fourrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ow owow"

"Five ow ow"

"Six pleassssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeee stop ow it hurts ow ow ow SEVEN ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh EIGHT ow ow ow NINE oh GOD it hurts I will be
gooooooooooooodddddddddddddddddddddddd oh pleasssssssseeeeeee DADDDDDDDDDY
STOP TEN."

On it went with me kicking my legs bawling and begging him to stop. When he finally did stop I
did not notice. All I noticed was the fire in my poor bum. It was so hot. I was promising myself
never to end up in this position again. I slowly became aware of Jason stroking my hair and back.
I do not know what he was saying but I knew I was no longer in trouble. Jason pulled me up to
sit very carefully on his lap and Rick knelt beside me stroking my hair and kissing my cheek. I felt
their love for me.

"Now," Jason said after I calmed down a bit. "Back to the corner and don't you dare touch that
little butt; put your hands on your head."

I did as I was told all the still crying a bit. My butt burned so bad. Still, I knew I had got nowhere
near the spanking Rick had. As I stood there I heard I thought about the last few months with
Rick and Jason and even with my butt on fire I knew I was finally home. I was with people that
cared about me and for me.

After about fifteen minutes Jason told me to get ready for bed. I turned from the corner and
looked at them standing there. I ran over to them and was again hugged by both of them. They
both kissed my cheek and sent me off to get ready for bed. It was still early but I just guessed an
early bedtime was part of the punishment. Besides I was tired with all of the crying I had done
tonight.

"How do you feel Baby?" Rick asked as he tucked me in.

"Sore." I said in a small voice.

Now that I was no longer being spanked I was embarrassed to have been spanked in front of
Rick.

"I understand that kiddo but how do you feel here?" Rick asked this as he put his hand on my
chest.

I thought about that for a moment and realized that other than a slight embarrassment I felt better
after being punished. I did not enjoy the spanking at all but I did feel better after being punished
for being bad.

"I cried in front of you." I whispered.

"Baby I would have cried to if I had had to take that." Rick said smiling softly at me.

Liar, I thought, it would have taken more than that to make him cry. However I think I know why
Jason was so light on me (not that my butt felt that he had been light it was still very tender to the
touch) it was because I am just a kid. Rick was an adult and could take more. That actually made
me feel better. Knowing that Jason would not hurt me.

"How are you kiddo?" Jason asked as he sat on the other side of my bed.

"I am OK." I said smiling a little.

"Good," Jason said looking down at me with a smile. "Do I get a hug before I read you to sleep?"

I nodded shyly then jumped up and hugged him and quickly crawled back into bed. I was still not
good at the affection I got but I was getting better at it.

"Love you." Jason said kissing my cheek as he straightened my blankets.

"Love you too." Rick said kissing me goodnight and ruffling my hair.

"I love you guys too." I said shyly.

They both smiled widely and kissed me again. Then Jason read me Winnie the Pooh till I fell
asleep. I know I was a little old for that but had never heard the stories before and I liked them.

I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew I heard Rick crying. I could hear the
whacks of the brush on his bare skin and Rick begging Jason to stop. I lay there and listened for a
moment then smiled. I was safe, warm and very very very loved. So was Rick, I could hear how
much Jason loved him as the spanking finished and the cuddling began. I was home and it felt so
good. With a smile on my face I drifted back to sleep.

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