I'm cold, hot, confused.
My vision blurry,
from the steady flow of tears.
I let out gasp after gasp.
I can't stop shaking.
I can feel the shivers in my blood.
My hair falls down by my face,
clinging to my cheeks.
I'm too weak to wipe it away,
too hurt to care.
I make a sound
so I know I'm alive.
Still not breathing.
My lips are swelling.
I try to warm my hands,
they burn with touch of warmth.
The light hurts,
blinding me out.
Whirlwind of feelings.
Can't control the hate.
Can't.....no trust.
Where did the sweet moments go?
Where did it all disappear?
Were they all lies?
Were we just pretending?
Please say it's not so.
It was an accident.
Time is so unfair when it plays.