Lately, things have been going a little slowly. I don't go to school. In many eyes, it would appear that I have no future. I don't have anything to look forward to until almost a year from now when I'm moving myself up to Minnesota (alone) to go to school. And that terrifies me. I know that I'm going to be fine and I know that I've got someone lookin' out for me. I don't know what I'd do without the Man who looks over me.

So. That leads into what I believe in. I'm a Christian. I believe in God. I believe that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and that he died on the cross to protect us from ourselves. I'm extremely strong in my faith, blindly led by it, and stubborn when it comes to people trying to to change that. And you can't get me to change what I believe in even if you hold a gun to my head. HOWEVER: I will NEVER force my thoughts, beliefs, or customs on you or anyone else. I am very accepting and very open minded. Just don't try to tell me that what you think is right and what I think is wrong. We won't get anywhere that way. And..... If you haven't noticed, that is the biggest problem in our world right now.

So, people. Before you say "Ah, hell. I'm not close-minded. I accept things..." Step back and take a look at yourself. Do you think Christians are dumb because they're "not sure" of anything? Because I'd venture to guess that, even if you're not of this religion, your religion doesn't support judgement. They're all the same, people. All of the lessons they teach are the same.

Another thing that bothers me: the concept behind aetheism. Let me just explain this one before about a billion people jump down my throat. First of all, of all the "aetheists" I've talked to, not one is a PURE aetheist. Not one of them believes what is the most valued beliefs in the aetheist system. And, for those of you who don't know what that is, it's the thought that there is NOTHING that created anything. It's all pure chance. Got it? Okay, so if you're claiming to be a strong aetheist, don't talk to me about how "SOMETHING" created everything, you're just not sure what... (Go to your dictionary and look up the term "agnostic"). That doesn't FIT the aetheist description. It's like a Christian saying that they worship the devil. See? IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. If you think "something created everything but you don't know what, so you're an aetheist", YOU'RE NOT AN AETHEIST. You're also not very smart in the ideals of religion. Get it together. Because the people who most often criticize other peoples' religion choices are usually (in my experience) these so called "aetheists" who really aren't what they say at all. Next: If you're an "aetheist" simply because if you have some sort of structure in your life, well, that means RULES and "fuck the rules"... you're pathetic. Hate to say it, but it's obvious that we need structure. As perfect as anarchy would be (and I truly believe it would be) it CAN'T BE because WE aren't perfect. Figure it the fuck out people. You need structure. We all do. Structure (whether we realize it or not) is forever a part of life. If you think that you have no structure because you don't go to work regularly and you drink every night... Well, you're probably drinking with the SAME PEOPLE (which-ADMIT IT-is structure) and you're drinking on a schedule. Anarchy's impossible. Therefore we need religion. Therefore, TRUE aetheism is impossible. And, like I said before, if you even TRY to condemn me or my religion without actually knowing something about it, I will win. I WILL win. So don't fuck with it with me. And BY THE WAY. If you would look into it a little more (maybe take a class or read a book) you'd see that Buddists, Musliums, Jews, and Christians are pretty much ALL THE SAME. Duh. Get your shit together, morons. That's why we have this war. Because we're all so similarily different.

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