I Wish

I Wish

I wish I knew the answers to the questions I ask. Why am I alive when you are not? Why am I sad when I should be happy? These questions plague my mind. I wish I knew how to make them go away. I wish I knew the meaning. But I don�t. Why does that scare me? The feeling of unknowing, the feeling of stupidity. I wish these feelings would leave me. Would this knowledge ease my mind of would it just make it worse? Another question unanswered. Another question that I cannot explain. Am I to live my life in doubt? Am I to live my life in fear? Fear of not knowing who I am. Who I could be. Who I want to be.