Desperate to see whats not there
Desperate to know what doesn't exist
Unwanted and undesired
Screaming for someone to notice.
I want what I cannot have
I desire what's not real
Wanting someone to understand
Having no one here to care.
Trapped inside my fantasies
Trapped within myself
No one wants to set me free
To scared to free myself.
I cling to what's been lost
I hold on to what's been broken
There's no way to find what I had
No way to fix the shattered pieces.
© Kristel. S 2003