"Why do you care? Why don't you care? Why do you contradict yourself? Why are you so hypocritical? Why do you get yourself into these messes? How do you get out of them? How do you make others understand? Why don't they understand? Why don't you tell them? How do you tell them? What would you do if they ever found out? Where would you hide when they want your blood? How will they kill you? Will they shoot you, or stab you in the back? Do you fear death? Do you fear your friends? Do you fear yourself? Is it all really that scary? Is any of this really worth it in the end? Why do you ignore her? Why do you ignore him? Why do they ignore you? Do they hate you as much as you hate yourself? Do you hate yourself? Do you even care?"

If at first you don't succeed, try and try again.

If in the end, you dont get it or you cant hack it, why not just kill yourself. After all, isn't that the popular thing to do?

Defense. Suppression. Hide.

Help.

Who cares...fuck it. Fuck everyone. Fuck it, fuck it FUCK IT!

"Brood over the silence you can't hear. Hide in the darkness that isn't there. Escape from that which isn't following you. And loose that which you don't own. Irony. Life."

Eternal. Security. Destruction.

I need a destraction. Unfortunately there isn't one. They couldnt destract me. Infact they just made me what to o my work more. I don't want to talk to them. You cant make me. Ignorance. Ignorance. It gets me no where and every where.

Where do i belong? When will I get back there?

Inspiration. Desperation. Condemnation.

What am I going on about? Pointless thoughts about you, about me, about life. About absolutly nothing of any importance.

Like you give a fuck anyway. Like anyone gives a fuck. Stupid selfish bastards. Fuck all of you. Give me some fucking silence. Leave me the fuck alone. Just fuck off. All you care about is yourselves. Fuck my feelings right? Fuck you. Would you fucking care if I wasn't here? I know you wouldnt. Fuck I dont care. Its my turn to be selfish. Fine. Im going to think all about myself and put myself first for a fucking change.