15.5.03

People are always wrapped up in their own problems that they can never see the bigger picture. Life isn't bad, it's just your out look on it. And just because things are bad now, doesn't mean they can't get better, especially if you try to make them better. Its so annoying to hear people complain and not have any idea about how they want their circumstances to change or how they plan to change them. As long as they can complain and there's someone there to listen to them, that's all that matters. Why can't people see the happier side of things, at least you're alive and not living on the streets. You're not dying of thirst or starving. And maybe you think your parents don't love you, but that doesn't make it true. Did you ever think that everything they do is for you.

Walk a mile in someone else's shoes and tell me they don't have their fair share of problems. And tell me they don't hurt deep inside and then if you can convince me that most of these problems aren't caused by self image, then I'll eat my computer.

I'm so sick of people thinking I don't have problems. None of you will ever know what I've been through and am going through right now. I'm not going to tell you cos none of you seem to give a damn. The moment I come to school or I just seem depressed you're all like "Oh what's wrong with you?" in a manner that's saying I have no right to be upset and depressed. And when I say "nothing" you look at me like "yeah right. don't exagurate your problems then not tell me what they are." I don't want any of you to pretend to care if you don't. I don't want sympathy and I don't want anyone to look at me as if they 'know' my whole life is perfect, because it's not. No one's life is perfect.

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