Trapped in a maze of my own self-doubt
Trying to escape but losing myself more and more
Climbing the walls with scraped knees
Only to find that there�s no way out.
Sinking faster to the floor
Searching for a door that leads to a place
Take me away from myself, from my friends
No one wants me around anymore.
Driving me mad, to a point where I�m tearing myself apart
Clumps of hair falling to the ground
Sitting, trying to figure out what I did wrong
Or was I too be doomed from the start?
Can I cry? My inner peace never existed
All hell broke loose when I fell
Self-assurance never grasped
Thoughts of mine are bitter and twisted.
Killing me from within, tearing me inside out.
Crushing me till I cannot breathe
Helplessly I watch my own destruction
Trapped in this maze of my own self-doubt.
© Kristel. S 2003