Lucky
I should consider myself lucky. To have a friend such as you. A friend who lied to my face yet feels no guilt. You tell me you have a problem yet you don�t tell me because you don�t want to weigh me down. I am not that naive. I know it is only for attention. You ask me to trust you when you say things like �never mind, I have it under control� or �there�s nothing wrong.� But how can I trust you when I know you don�t trust me? How can I believe you when I know the things you say aren�t true or are impossible. We used to be close enough friends to tell each other almost anything. What changed our friendship. What came between us that pushed us so far apart? I know exactly what it was and yet I can�t bring myself to tell you. I don�t want to hurt your feelings. Despite what you do, I still love you as a friend.
© Kristel. S 2003
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